Authors: Sarah Gray
After the usual carols had been sung, we set them to songs and glees. Catherine loved it, too, but she said it sounded sweetest at the top of the steps, and she went up in the dark. I followed. She made no stay at the stairs' head, but mounted farther, to the garret where Heathcliff was confined. She called to him, but he stubbornly declined answering for a while. She persevered, and finally he replied.
I let the poor things converse unmolested, till I supposed the songs were going to cease, and the singers to get some refreshment. Then I clambered up the ladder to warn her.
Instead of finding her outside, I heard her voice within. The little monkey had crept by the skylight of one garret along the roof, into the skylight of the other. It was all I could do to coax her out again.
When she did come, Heathcliff came with her, and she insisted that I should take him into the kitchen and feed him. I set him a stool by the fire and offered him a quantity of good things, but he could eat little. âCome now, I beg you. 'Tis better than stale crusts and blackbird bone soup that usually makes up your feast.' But he ignored my coaxing, rested his two elbows on his knees, and his chin on his hands, and remained wrapped in dumb meditation.
âWhat are you thinking?' I asked suspiciously.
âI'm trying to settle how I shall pay Hindley back. I don't care how long I wait, if I can only do it at last. I hope he will not die before I do!'
âFor shame, Heathcliff! It is for God to punish wicked people.'
âGod won't have the satisfaction that I shall,' he returned. âI only wish I knew the best way! Toss him to the vampires or dangle him in front of them, letting them slowly drip him dry? No, even that seems too kind.'
“But, Mr. Lockwood, I'm annoyed how I should chatter on at such a rate with you nodding and ready for bed. I could have told Heathcliff's history, all that you need hear, in half a dozen words.”
Thus interrupting herself, the housekeeper rose, and set aside her sewing. But I felt incapable of moving from the hearth, and I was very far from nodding.
“Do sit still, another half-hour, Mrs. Dean!” I cried. “You've done right to tell the story leisurely. You must continue in the same manner, for I am interested in every character you have mentioned.”
“But the clock is on the stroke of eleven, sir.”
“No matterâI'm not accustomed to go to bed in the long hours. One or two is early enough for a person who lies till ten.”
“You shouldn't lie till ten. Some say that is a vampire's favorite time of day to feed.”
“But I thought the vampires only came out after dark.”
“But it would be dark in your bedchamber if you slept till ten and the draperies were drawn,” she argued. “Such fate was that of the magistrate's third wife in Chelton Town, who never rose from her bed until the sun was high in the sky. Some said the beasties came down the chimney, others claimed a servant left a window casing unlatched, but when they found the poor dame, she was as white and lifeless as whey. Not only had they sucked her dry, but they had drained every drop from her tame popinjay and left its carcass on her silk pillow.”
And she had me half convinced, but I was too eager to hear more of my neighbor than to worry about being devoured mid-morning in my bed. “Nevertheless, Mrs. Dean, resume your chair and continue your tale. And please do not leave anything out. You suggested Joseph was waiting that Christmas Eve for the woman vampire, but you said no more of it.”
“I cannot tell you every word spoken, every step taken, or we will be here beyond our deaths.” She settled back in her chair. “You must allow me to leap over some three yearsâ”
“No, no, I'll allow nothing of the sort!”
She settled back in her chair, her sewing in her hand again. “Very well, sir. Instead of leaping three years, I will be content to pass to the next summerâthe summer of 1778. That is nearly twenty-three years ago.”
O
n the morning of a fine June day, my first bonny little nursling, and the last of the Earnshaw stock, was born.
We were busy with the hay in a faraway field when the girl who usually brought our breakfasts came running across the meadow and up the lane, calling me as she ran.
âOh, such a grand bairn!' she panted out. âThe finest lad that ever breathed! But the doctor says the missus is bad off. He says the vampires have been feeding on her in secret for many months.'
âFeeding on her!' I exclaimed. âHow could that be?' I thought about Joseph and his many odd behaviors, even odd for him, but did not dare even consider the possibility that he could somehow be involved. âHow can that be?' was all I could utter.
âNo one knows,' the maid declared with excitement. âBut I heard the doctor tell Mr. Hindley, in her weakened state, she'll be dead before winter. You must come home directly. You're to nurse it, Nelly. You must feed it with sugar and milk, and take care of it day and night.'
âBut is she very ill?' I asked, flinging down my rake and tying my bonnet.
âI guess she is, yet she talks as if she thought of living to see it grow a man,' the maid replied. âShe's out of her head for joy, it's such a beauty! If I were her, I'm certain I should not die. I would fight the beasties, I would not let them charm me.' She peered at me more closely, her eyes wide. âThey say that is how it is done. The vampire charms you until you know not what you do. Then he can freely seek your blood!'
âAnd what did the master say to the doctor?' I inquired, scowling.
âI think he swore, but I paid him no attention. I was straining to see the bairn.'
I hurried eagerly home to admire the babe, though I must say I was very sad for Hindley's sake. I couldn't conceive how he would bear the loss.
When we got to Wuthering Heights, there he stood at the front door. As I passed, I asked how was the baby.
âNearly ready to run about, Nell!' he replied, putting on a cheerful smile.
âAnd the mistress?' I ventured to inquire. âWhat does the doctorâ'
âDamn the doctor!' he interrupted, reddening. âFrances is quite right; she has encountered no vampires! She'll be perfectly well by this time next week. Are you going upstairs? Will you tell her that I'll come, if she'll promise not to talk? I left her because she would not hold her tongue and the doctor says she must be quiet.'
I delivered this message to Mrs. Earnshaw and she replied merrilyâ
âI hardly spoke a word, Nelly, and there he has gone out twice, crying. Well, say I promise I won't speak, but that does not bind me not to laugh at him!'
Poor soul! Till within a week of her death that gay heart never failed her. Her husband persisted doggedly in affirming her health improved every day. When the doctor warned him that medicines were useless against long-term bloodletting, followed by the weakened condition of giving birth, he retortedâ
âShe does not want any more attendance from you! No beastie ever drank of her blood. It was a fever and it is gone; her pulse is as slow as mine now, and her cheek as cool.'
He told his wife the same story, and she seemed to believe him, but one night, while leaning on his shoulder in the act of saying she thought she should be able to get up tomorrow, her face changed, and she was dead. No one ever said if wounds were found on her neck or other body parts; Mr. Earnshaw would not allow anyone to handle her body, save him.
The care of the child Hareton fell wholly into my hands. Mr. Earnshaw saw to his health, but regarded his son no further. Mr. Earnshaw grew desperate. He neither wept nor prayed; he cursed and defied both God and man.
The servants could not bear his tyrannical and evil conduct long, and they were soon gone. Joseph and I were the only two that would stay. I did not have the heart to leave my charge. Joseph said he remained to hector over tenants and laborers, but I wondered if it was something else that held him there.
The master was seen speaking with the cloaked beasties that lurked in the shadows as daylight fell away at Wuthering Heights, for there were some who could appear in all manner and speech as human; it was only their fangs that gave them away. At first, he only talked to them from high above, in a window's ledge, but later, he grew bolder. I sometimes think he wanted them to take his life. Later, he began to play cards and drink with them, or rather drank alone seated beside them, for they ate or drank nothing but human blood.
The master's bad ways and bad companions formed a pretty example for Catherine and Heathcliff. His treatment of the latter was enough to make a fiend of a saint. And, truly, it appeared as if the lad were possessed of something diabolical at that period. He delighted to witness Hindley degrading himself past redemption, and became daily more notable for savage sullenness and ferocity.
Word got out that the master of the house was entertaining the vampires and nobody decent came near us, unless Edgar Linton's visits to Miss Cathy might be an exception. At fifteen she was the queen of the countryside. What a haughty, headstrong creature she was! I did not like her, after her infancy was past; she never took an aversion to me, though. She had a wondrous constancy to old attachments; even Heathcliff kept his hold on her affections unalterably.
“That is Edgar Linton's portrait over the fireplace. It used to hang on one side, and his wife's on the other, but hers has been removed, or else you might see something of what she was. Can you make that out?” Mrs. Dean raised the candle, and pointed.
I looked closer and discerned a soft-featured face, exceedingly resembling the young lady at the Heights, but more pensive and amiable in expression. It formed a sweet picture. The long light hair curled slightly on the temples, the eyes large and serious; the figure almost too graceful. Looking at him, I did not wonder how Catherine Earnshaw could forget her first friend for such an individual.
“A very agreeable portrait,” I observed to the housekeeper. “Is it accurate?”
“Yes,” she answered. “But he looked better when he was animated; that is his everyday countenance.”
Catherine had kept up her acquaintance with the Lintons, and as she had no temptation to show her rough side in their company, by her ingenious cordiality toward Mr. and Mrs. Linton, she gained the admiration of Isabella, and the heart and soul of her brother. These acquisitions flattered her from the beginning and led her to adopt a double character without exactly intending to deceive anyone.
Here at Thrushcross Grange, Catherine took care not to act like the wild child she could be, but at home she had little inclination to practice politeness and made no attempt to restrain her unruly nature.
Mr. Edgar seldom mustered courage to visit Wuthering Heights openly. He had a terror of Earnshaw's reputation, and shrank from encountering him, especially once the bloodsuckers became frequent visitors. I think his appearance there was distasteful to Catherine; she was not artful, never played the coquette, and had evidently an objection to Heathcliff and Linton meeting at all. Heathcliff expressed contempt of Linton in his presence, and when Linton spoke of disgust toward Heathcliff, she dared not treat his sentiments with indifference.
I've had many a laugh at her perplexities and untold troubles, which she vainly strove to hide from my mockery. That sounds ill-natured, but she was so proud, it became really impossible to pity her distresses. She did bring herself, finally, to confess, and confide in me, though, as there was no other advisor.
Mr. Hindley had gone from home, one afternoon, and Heathcliff presumed to give himself a holiday. He had reached the age of sixteen then, I think, and without having bad features, or being stupid, he gave an impression of inward and outward repulsiveness that his present aspect retains no trace of.
Catherine and he were still often companions when he could get away, but he had ceased to express his fondness for her in words, and recoiled with angry suspicion from her girlish caresses. He was spending more time among the beasties, not always fighting with them, for he did not always come home bloody and covered in their foul black stench, but doing what, I never knew.
On the before-named occasion, Heathcliff came into the house to announce his intention of doing nothing, while I was assisting Miss Cathy dressing. She had assumed Heathcliff would go to the moors to do whatever it was he did with the beasties, and she imagined she would have the whole place to herself. With this thought in mind, she managed, by some means, to inform Mr. Edgar of her brother's absence, and was preparing to receive him.
âCathy, are you busy this afternoon?' asked Heathcliff. âAre you going anywhere?'
âNo, it is raining,' she answered.
âWhy have you that silk frock on, then?' he said. âNobody coming here, I hope?'
âNot that I know of,' stammered Miss. âBut you should be in the moors now, Heathcliff.'
âI'll not work anymore today. I'll stay with you.'
So saying, he went to the fire and sat down. Catherine reflected an instant, with knitted brows. âIsabella and Edgar Linton talked of calling this afternoon,' she said, after a minute's silence. âAs it rains, I hardly expect them; but they may come, and if they do, you run the risk of being scolded for no good.'
âOrder Nelly to say you are engaged, Cathy,' he said. âDon't choose to spend the afternoon with those silly friends of yours instead of me! I'm on the point, sometimes, of complaining that theyâbut I'll notâ'
âThat they what?' cried Catherine, gazing at him with a troubled countenance. âWhat are you on the point of complaining about, Heathcliff?'
âNothingâonly look at the almanac on that wall.' He pointed to a framed sheet hanging near the window, and continued. âThe crosses are for the evenings you have spent with the Lintons, the dots for those spent with me. Do you see? I've marked every day.'
Catherine took on a peevish tone. âAnd where is the sense of that?'
âTo show that I
do
take notice,' said Heathcliff.
âAnd should I always be sitting with you?' she demanded, growing more irritated. âWhat good do I get? What do you talk about? Nothing but the vampires and how you will control them and how you will reign over them one day and other such nonsense. You might be dumb, or a baby, for anything you say to amuse me, or for anything you do, either!'
âYou never told me before that you disliked my company, Cathy!' exclaimed Heathcliff with agitation.
âIt's no company at all, when people know nothing and say nothing but for boring talk of vampires,' she muttered.
Her companion rose, but he hadn't time to express his feelings further, for a horse's feet were heard on the flag-stones, and having knocked gently, young Linton entered, his face brilliant with delight at the unexpected summons he had received.
Doubtless Catherine marked the difference between her friends as one came in and the other went out. The contrast resembled what you see in exchanging a bleak, hilly, coal country for a beautiful, fertile valley, and his voice and greeting were as opposite as his aspect.
âI'm not come too soon, am I?' he said, looking at me. I had begun to wipe the plate and tidy some drawers in the dresser at the far end, for Mr. Hindley had given me instructions that she and Linton were not to be left alone.
âNo,' answered Catherine. âWhat are you doing there, Nelly?'
âMy work, miss,' I replied.
She stepped behind me and whispered crossly, âWhen company are in the house, servants don't commence cleaning in the room where they are!'
âIt's a good opportunity, now that the master is away,' I answered aloud. âI'm sure Mr. Edgar will excuse me.'
âI hate you to be fidgeting in
my
presence,' exclaimed the young lady.
âI'm sorry for it, Miss Catherine,' was my response, and I proceeded with my occupation.
She, supposing Edgar could not see her, snatched the cloth from my hand, and pinched me, with a prolonged wrench, very spitefully on the arm.
I've said I did not love her and besides, she hurt me, so I screamed out.
âOh, miss, that's a nasty trick! You have no right to nip me.'
âI didn't touch you, you lying creature!' she cried, her fingers tingling to repeat the act, her ears red with rage. She never had power to conceal her passion; it always set her whole complexion in a blaze.
âWhat's that, then?' I retorted, showing a decided purple welt on my arm.
She stamped her foot, wavered a moment, and then slapped me on the cheek, a stinging blow that filled both my eyes with water.
âCatherine, love! Catherine!' interposed Linton, greatly shocked at the violence that his idol had committed.
âLeave the room, Nelly!' she repeated, trembling all over.
Little Hareton, who followed me everywhere, and was sitting near me on the floor, commenced crying himself, and sobbed out complaints against âwicked Aunt Cathy,' which drew her fury. She seized his shoulders and shook him, and when Linton reached out to interrupt, she boxed him in the ear.
He drew back in consternation. I lifted Hareton in my arms and walked off to the kitchen with him, but still watched through the doorway.
Linton moved to the spot where he had laid his hat.
âWhere are you going?' demanded Catherine, advancing to the door.
He swerved aside and attempted to pass.
âYou must not go!'
âI must and shall!' he replied in a subdued voice.
âNo,” she persisted. âNot yet, Edgar Linton!'
âHow can I stay after you have struck me?' asked Linton. âNext thing I know, you'll be setting your companion beasties after me.'
Catherine was mute.
âYou've made me afraid and ashamed of you,' he continued. âI'll not come here again!'