Authors: Joel Cobbs
I
w
as
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sw
e
a
t
.
Ch
i
l
ls
w
e
r
e
go
i
n
g
d
o
wn
my
sp
i
ne
.
I
t
h
ad
a
l
l
b
e
e
n
so
r
e
al,
s
o
u
p
cl
o
s
e
.
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c
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ld
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ve
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b
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in
t
o d
es
c
r
i
b
e
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w
it
m
ade
me
f
ee
l.
I
'm
no
w
su
re
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to
.
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w
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at
t
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a
me
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ime
g
a
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e
me
s
o
me
s
o
r
t
o
f
pe
ac
e
.
Ch
a
ng
i
n
g
my
b
e
ddi
n
g
w
ou
ld
b
e
n
o
th
i
ng
.
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ad
w
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ld
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a
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,
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c
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ld
s
ho
w
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r
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n
d
ge
t
th
e
sw
e
at
a
n
d
st
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k
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f
me
s
o
h
e
w
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ld
n
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not
ice
th
at
e
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t
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r
.
M
a
yb
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my
m
e
d
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c
a
t
i
o
n
w
a
s
m
e
ss
e
d
u
p
a
n
d
nee
d
e
d
t
o
b
e
c
he
c
k
e
d.
M
a
yb
e
my
bo
d
y
w
as
s
t
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ll
a
d
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n
d
th
at
w
a
s
j
u
st
a
n
af
te
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e
ff
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c
t
.
The
n
a
g
ai
n
,
m
a
yb
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it
w
as
a
l
l
r
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al.
M
a
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b
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I
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lly
exp
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d
a
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a
t
.
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a
y
b
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I
h
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,
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too
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tho
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p
lac
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s,
sp
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k
e
t
o
tho
se
p
e
op
l
e
.
C
ou
ld
it
be
?
W
a
s
i
t
eve
n
pos
si
b
l
e
?
I
d
on
't
kno
w.
I
j
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st
d
on
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kno
w.
I
ke
p
t
th
e
ex
p
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r
i
en
ce
t
o
m
y
s
e
lf.
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d
id
n
't
w
a
nn
a
te
ll
a
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y
on
e
a
b
o
u
t
i
t
.
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w
as
w
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r
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d
the
y
w
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ld
l
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ck
me
b
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up
,
t
a
k
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me
a
way f
r
o
m
th
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s
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i
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I
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w
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d
so
h
a
r
d
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t
b
ac
k
.
I
d
ou
b
t
the
y
w
o
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ld
r
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a
l
ly
do
th
a
t
,
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t
j
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st
th
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ma
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me
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e
c
on
sid
e
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l
l
i
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g
a
nyon
e a
bou
t
i
t
.
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n
't
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ve
n w
r
i
t
e
a
nyth
i
n
g
a
b
o
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t it
o
n my
l
a
ptop
.
Sim
p
ly
pu
t
:
I
w
a
s
p
a
r
a
no
id.
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oo
k
my
s
t
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t
o
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th
e
p
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a
no
.
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p
la
ye
d
it
v
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g
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sl
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, s
topp
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on
ly
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t
,
sl
eep
,
a
n
d
t
a
lk
wi
t
h
D
ad.
I
'd
be
c
o
me
ob
s
e
ss
e
d
w
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t
h f
o
r
ge
t
t
i
n
g a
bou
t i
t
.
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cal
e
s
beg
an
t
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r
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o
m
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di
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s, m
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l
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e
d
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nt
o
tu
n
e
s,
a
n
d
s
oo
n
my
fi
nge
r
s
w
e
r
e
a
c
h
i
n
g
f
o
r
s
ong
s.
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e
a
r
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d
th
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In
t
e
r
n
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f
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r
so
m
eth
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g
th
at
w
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ld
n
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b
e
t
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h
a
r
d
o
n
m
e
,
bu
t
a
t
th
e
s
ame
t
i
me
w
ou
ld
b
e
i
nte
r
e
s
t
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ug
h
t
o
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r
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n
d
p
l
a
y
. S
ee
i
n
g
as
it
w
as
th
e
Int
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ne
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,
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kne
w
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w
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ld
b
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a
b
le
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o
f
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d s
o
m
eth
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g
.
T
h
en
,
the
re
it
w
a
s.
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,
B
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4
2
9
.
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n
g
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ex
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d
in
th
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y
r
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c
s.
I
w
as
t
h
e
on
ly
w
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o c
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ld
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at
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u
gh
,
a
n
d
th
e
s
on
g
ex
p
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ss
e
d
th
a
t
.
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t
w
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s
p
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f
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fi
r
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t
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a
k
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me
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w
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t
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th
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f
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f
i
t
.
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m
a
y
'
v
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bee
n
a
b
le
t
o
p
la
y
,
bu
t
I
w
a
s
n
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a
m
a
s
te
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at
i
t
.
I
t
w
as j
u
st
as
dif
f
ic
u
lt
t
o
p
l
ay
as
th
e
s
c
a
l
e
s
h
ad
bee
n
w
he
n
I
fi
r
st
s
t
ar
te
d
o
u
t
.