Authors: Joel Cobbs
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m
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me
feel
a
nxious.
A
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d
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th
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f
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lt
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c
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do
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m
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st
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be
.
I
f
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lt
I
w
a
s
li
v
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g
out
side my
bo
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y
.
It
's
l
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k
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m
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,
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ra
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tu
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a m
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m
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t
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w
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.
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se
m
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m
ent
s
d
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fi
ne
d
my
l
ife
f
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th
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l
onge
st
t
im
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.
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M
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my
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x
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M
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w
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m
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g I
w
a
s
m
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s
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.
N
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lly
su
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a
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,
b
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r
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m
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th
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. S
u
dd
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ly
it
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w
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m
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.
Th
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