Zombies Don't Forgive (16 page)

I see Stamp's wrist, leathery and gnawed, and his ankle chewed off at the bone and still clad in half a sock, teeth marks puncturing his cold, gray skin.

“All?” I whimper, thudding to the ground and reaching toward, but not touching, Stamp's battered extremities. “They're all like this?”

Dane nods, kneeling next to me.

“At least he didn't feel it, Maddy.” Dane looks at me now.

Finally, I look back.

“But he's gone,” I say quietly. “He's … gone.”

“I know.”

“No,” I say more urgently now. “I mean, he's gone.
Last time I could bite him and bring him back. Now I wouldn't even know where to start.”

He waits a beat, as if wondering if I'll overreact to what he's about to say, then says it anyway. “Maddy, this isn't where it starts. It's where it ends.”

“But it can't end here. Not here. Not like this.”

He nods and says no more.

I sit there, dripping and hopeless, staring at Dane's dark eyes.

He gently draws me close to him. I shiver but can't cry. My eyes are open and staring into the wet, black cotton covering his bony shoulder. I flash on an image: Dane leaping into the tank, fighting off the sharks, tossing them onto the deck, snatching pieces of Stamp flesh from their cold, dead jaws.

But I don't feel proud of him, exactly, or even grateful to him for trying. I only feel emptiness and the sickening knowledge that nothing will ever be the same. That nothing will ever be worth it again if a kid like Stamp can be torn to pieces just for some crazy Zerker's enjoyment.

I push Dane away too hard.

He falls over the nearest shark and down onto his butt on the wet concrete. He sits there looking startled and surprisingly helpless, and my heart breaks all over again.

“Sorry.” I sniff, helping him up and ignoring the bit of black leather belt stuck in the shark's teeth as I glance in its direction.

Then I look at Dane's hand and notice something missing.

“Where the hell is your pinky?”

Dane looks down and shrugs. “Maddy, they were sharks in there, not kittens.”

I barely push him, and he nearly stumbles again.

Now I see why. There's a chunk missing from his right calf, glaring and bloodless through his torn jeans.

“Dane!”

I turn him around and see nicks all over his back, his arms, but nothing else is missing.

Suddenly it washes over me: Dane jumped into a shark tank to save Stamp.

And here he is, limping and missing a whole entire finger.

I kneel and slip from my leather jacket, tearing off a sleeve and yanking it into strips.

“Let me look at this. Jesus,” I murmur, turning him around as I gasp at the sight of his calf muscle just out there for the whole world to see.

There is a four-inch gash where the skin has been sliced open and raw beef pokes out from inside: withered, gray zombie muscle and white, petrified tendons. I avert my gaze and tie two strips of leather around it to keep it covered.

“Will it heal?” I say, already suspecting the answer.

He shrugs as I wipe the last two strips of leather around his left hand, covering his jagged pinky stum
p. ”It'll get hard and useless but, no, I don't think it will heal. Guess my days of wearing short shorts are all over.”

Neither of us chuckles.

With my nursing duties over, Stamp in pieces, and sharks lying at my feet, all I want is to get going.

“Where is she?” I stomp away.

When I don't hear Dane's footsteps splashing through the shark guts, I turn to find him standing there in the same place, a worried look on his face.

“Don't you, I mean, shouldn't we—?” He kneels, reaching toward a piece of Stamp.

It's part of an arm, ragged at both ends.

Before he can touch it, I blurt, “Shouldn't we what?”

“Well,” he says, stopping short of touching it, “shouldn't we try to bury him?”

“No. We should try to avenge him. Now where did she go?”

He stands, looking almost relieved that I've shot down his burial theory. Yeah, I know it seems cold, but what are we supposed to do? Cut each shark open? Grab every body part?
Every
one? Bury the sharks with Stamp to make sure? And where? When? For how long?

I already buried Stamp once, back in Sable Palms Cemetery. It was wrong to dig him up then, to take him from his natural death and give him an unnatural life. It would be just as wrong to toss his pieces, what's left of them, into some shallow grave now.

“Well,” Dane says, dragging me toward a metal
stairway between the shark and dolphin tanks, “she stopped laughing about 10 minutes ago, but I think I know where she is.”

We tromp up the stairs, my fists clenched so hard my nails will leave scars on my palms. That's the least of my worries.

At the top is a booth cleverly hidden behind a banner: Win One for the Flipper!

The booth is about the size of my old counselor's office at Barracuda Bay High, with tinted windows overlooking both the shark tank and the dolphin swim areas. It must be a control booth of some kind, where technicians can make announcements or swivel spotlights or play music to start the show.

There's a red sign on the white door: Keep Out! Employees Only!

With his good leg, Dane kicks in the door only to find an empty chair and another note taped on it, this one scrawled on the back of a food court menu featuring fried shrimp and hush puppies.

So sorry about Stamp. See you in Barracuda Bay. If the Sentinels let you go, that is.

XOXO,

Val

We look at each other, eyes big and mouths open, like two characters out of an old-timey silent movie reel.

“Barracuda Bay?” I gasp.

“Sentinels?” Dane says. But I can tell it's not really a question. It's a statement. He's pointing out the tinted window of the control booth to the pavement below.

A team of Sentinels pours into the park. I watch two, three at a time shoulder each other out of the way as their black berets bob and weave while they race their stiff zombie legs.

We can see them from afar with our vantage point, and we both know there's not enough time to run. Not anymore.

They are striding with purpose, passing all the landmarks we did on our long, meandering loop around the park, only in half the time: the snack bars, the arcade, the food court, the trash cans, the Otter Climbing Wall, the Barracuda Bungee Jump …

Each has a Taser in one hand, the other hand free to pump like a piston as they march gracelessly in their black cargo pants with plenty of pockets up and down each side.

I count 10 of them, all twice our size, before they reach the shark tank and I give up completely. And I'm not just talking about the counting.

Their thick, black boots splash through the puddles left by Dane's shark attack. Their berets duck floating balloons and pennants while the Sentinels scour the deck for us.

A few break rank to kneel next to the sharks, nudging them with their Tasers and watching as the rubbery bodies bounce back.

A couple of them chuckle as they open the shark's jaws, rubbing dead, gray skin against the sharp teeth and making faces. One picks up a piece of Stamp's body and tosses it to a friend.

Stupid, heartless Sentinels.

I retch, even though I can't throw up because there's nothing to throw up and my long-dead stomach muscles wouldn't let me even if there were. It's a reaction, I guess, some holdover in my human DNA to express the shock and disgust I feel.

Maybe Zerkers aren't the only bad zombies after all.

I think of Stamp and that night so many months ago. How badly I wanted to see him. How I snuck out of my house in the rain to go to his stupid party. How excited I was, how dangerous it felt to be slinking through back alleys in the downpour, how much I wanted to kiss him and him to kiss me. How much I wanted him to want me and suspected he did.

The fact that I died that night, on the way to his house, has been a part of me ever since. And Stamp has been a part of me ever since. Love him, hate him, date him, break up with him, but an Afterlife without him—an eternity to grieve—will be no life at all.

I look away and slump in a seat in the control booth.

Dane does the same. He swivels his chair toward me and holds my hand. After a long minute, he says, “She tricked us. From day one, this was all about setting us up.”

“Doesn't matter.”

“But, Maddy, the Sentinels. They'll find us. We're cooked.”

“Doesn't matter.”

“Yeah, it does. Once the Sentinels get you, that's it. Might as well try breaking out of federal prison.”

I look back at him and say, as if on autopilot, “Dane, it doesn't matter.”

He tightens his grip but says no more.

The first of the Sentinels trudge up the stairs, making the booth tremble.

I say, “Don't you want to know why it doesn't matter?”

“Sure,” he says, but I can tell his heart isn't in it.

“Because, Dane, if it's the last thing I do, I'm going to rip Val's head off with my bare hands.”

We ride in silence, for the most part, in the speeding SUV. My right arm is fastened to the armrest with those zip-tie handcuffs TV cops always use. They're stronger than they look for being so thin and see-through, though at this point I'm not really dreaming of getting away, merely surviving.

They're Sentinels, see? And we've been on the run for, what, nearly five months now? They've probably spent thousands of man-hours and tens of thousands of dollars looking for us, and we've pretty much made fools of them from day one. So I'm figuring if they don't rekill us right away, it will just be to tear off our limbs one by one.

Either way, our future's not exactly bright at the moment.

I don't try jiggling the restraint, not even once. I
just sit there numb in a seat next to a giant Sentinel who stares bleakly ahead as the miles spin beneath our tires.

Dane is in the seat behind me, strapped in as well, with his own personal Sentinel sitting beside him, also huge, also silent.

Two more Sentinels fill the driver's seat and passenger seat in front of me. They're so tall their trademark black berets scrape the ceiling every time they move their heads, which is infrequently.

The rising sun barely penetrates the thick-tinted glass as the driver takes an exit. I can't see which exit it is, but I don't care where we're going or how to get back. We zip off the highway on two wheels.

As I lean to compensate, I watch the tie dig into my wrist and feel my shoulder rub across the Sentinel next to me. He nudges back, like I did it on purpose. I huff, he huffs, until we're back on four wheels and speeding forward, ever forward, all over again.

Two more identical SUVs follow us as we merge from a modern highway to a backwater, two-lane strip of pothole-ridden asphalt near the Florida-Georgia border. I jostle, lips sealed lest I scream Stamp's name over and over and over again.

I have to keep my eyes open and stare at the back of the Sentinel in front of me. If I don't, I'll keep flashing onto things best never seen again: Stamp's black-and-white hoodie, arms waving at the bottom of the tank,
chains wrapped around his legs, dead sharks and body parts, bloody water on the deck, Dane's eyes, the look on his face as I came to.

He's gone. He's gone …
Dane's quivering voice echoes in my mind. Why don't these damn Sentinels talk to each other, just once, to drown it out?

Things happen quickly after our four silent hours on the road. The SUV approaches a sign: The Crestview Rehabilitation Center. The pine trees and setting sun on the wooden sign seem to say, “Come here and stay … forever.” I wonder if Dane is right: if once the Sentinels grab you, they never let you go. And again, it doesn't matter.

I'll get out. I have to get out.

Either that or die trying.

The sign looks weathered as we pass, as does the rehabilitation center itself: a barren three-story brick building.

The Sentinels pull around to the back to a kind of garage area, where more Sentinels wait. Lots more. They stand in formation, five rows of three Sentinels each, all dressed in black. Their thin lips are stitched together. Not literally but they might as well be.

This is the point at which Dane or I would normally crack wise, say, “Glad you could bring out the welcome wagon,” or something totally lame like that, but I just watch, lips zipped as tight as the Sentinels'.

Maybe I'll become one after all. I feel double dead
inside, which is what most of them appear to be. Maybe that's the kind of rehabilitation Crestview is offering: taking civilian zombies and turning them into fighting, ugly, angry killing machines who apparently need a dozen pockets up and down each leg. But, hey, if that's the only way I'll ever get out of here, well, sign me up. I look good in black.

The engine shuts off, filling the grim morning with even more silence since the Sentinels rarely have anything to say. The drivers get out as the Sentinel next to me reaches into one of his many pants pockets. He pulls out a switchblade, the thuggish kind, and flips it open with a click.

He looks at me carefully, eyes dead and dark, with the hint of a smile quivering at one corner of his gray lips.

I look back at him, chin up, eyes just as dead. The smile, if there ever was one, disappears.

With one slice, he frees my bonds.

The door next to me slides open, and two Sentinels grab my arms.

Behind me, as we walk through the garage and into a back entrance, the sounds of boots on asphalt and whispering black pants mingle with Dane's voice. Little snippets reach me as I'm marched into the building.

Dane's voice increases in volume as I'm led ahead: “Where are you taking her? … But she didn't do anything! … Why can't we be together?”