would make it all the more powerful when he did come.
Once he had some modicum of control, Xavier kissed Chase fiercely, loving the way
Chase returned the kiss lazily, as if he were too cum-stumped to do much more than that.
Then Xavier licked his way down Chase’s jaw, his neck, pausing only to suck up a mark or two that had Chase quivering and gasping, gripping Xavier’s hair painfully tight before loosening his hold.
Xavier licked down, kissing, nipping, stroking over the path his mouth had taken until he brushed his fingers over Chase’s nipples. Xavier teased those sensitive tips as he lapped at the fine trail of hair dividing Chase’s torso. He inhaled and smelt Chase’s cum just before he tasted it, the salty flavour coating his tongue. Xavier hummed happily, Chase whimpered www.total-e-bound.com
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and panted, and Xavier licked every inch of Chase’s stomach, making sure he didn’t miss a drop of his lover’s spunk.
By the time he reached the crinkly nest of golden pubes, Chase’s cock was filling again, plumping up nicely and slapping at Xavier’s cheek as it sprung back to life from where it’d rested on Chase’s thigh. Xavier thought it could use a little help firming all the way, so he shot Chase a leer, unsurprised to find the man watching him, eager and hopeful. Xavier opened his mouth and sucked Chase’s dick into the back of his throat with one swift bob of his head.
Chase cursed and slammed his fists against the mattress as his hips shot up. Xavier took advantage, sliding his hands under Chase’s ass, settling his fingers into his fuzzy crack. His pinkies brushed over Chase’s hole and Chase thrust deeper into Xavier’s throat. Xavier swallowed, letting his muscles constrict around Chase’s glans before backing off and sucking hard on the crown. He stroked and teased, pushed and massaged the twitching flesh he ached to feel ringing his cock. Chase rocked his hips and made needy sounds that rippled down Xavier’s spine.
Xavier delved his tongue into Chase’s slit, then took his entire length in again before backing off and burying his nose under Chase’s balls. He pushed, tipping Chase’s ass up, and nuzzled, rubbing the musky sac over his face, letting the scrape of morning whiskers catch at tender skin as Chase dug his heels into Xavier’s shoulders.
“Fuck, Xav—Xavier! I need!” Chase shouted, as if he finally found his voice and was
afraid it’d vanish again in an instant. Xavier lifted his head only long enough to reply, “I know what you need, sweetheart,” then he tilted Chase’s ass up more and dipped his head down as he parted Chase’s ass cheeks. Xavier looked at the rosy folds of wrinkled skin, tried not to imagine how fucking perfect it would feel around his dick. That was not conducive to making this last much longer at all.
Xavier spread Chase wider then he licked, a slow, thorough swipe of tongue that left Chase’s pucker glistening and pulsing.
“Xavier!”
Xavier grinned as Chase’s hands landed on his shoulders, those blunt nails scoring his skin. He licked and nibbled as Chase unravelled beneath him, his hole loosening enough so www.total-e-bound.com
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that Xavier could slip his tongue inside. Chase’s ass clenched, his tight ring mirroring the move, clamping around Xavier’s tongue. Xavier wiggled his tongue, curling the tip up to trace the inside Chase’s rim. Chase grabbed his head and pushed, shoving Xavier’s face into his crack, and Xavier obliged the demand, eating Chase’s ass until the man was sobbing with each breath, his body alternately tensed then relaxed as ecstasy washed over him in waves.
Xavier let go of one ass cheek long enough to pat around and find the lube, then he
gave Chase’s hole one last kiss and set his bottom down on the bed. Xavier opened the lube and coat his fingers.
“Hurry,” Chase demanded, then added, “please. Fuck, Xavier, I
ache
!”
Xavier decided it’d be best to put a condom on right then instead of waiting much longer. Otherwise he’d likely blow under his own touch. “Soon, sweetheart, I promise, just let me get you ready, and the rubber—”
“Ungh!” Chase’s bottom lip poked out and he covered his eyes with his forearm. “I
wish I could feel you come in me. No one’s ever, you know, fucked me. I wish we could do it bare.” He peeked out from under his arm at Xavier. “I’m—”
“No.” Xavier wouldn’t budge on this. “You may have had every test you need, but it’s been six months since my last one. Granted, there’s not been anyone in a year, but still, no.
Not without another test.”
Chase nodded and dropped his arm back over his eyes. “Okay.”
Xavier opened the package with shaky hands and took the condom out, hoping to hell
he didn’t drop it. He slid it over the tip of his dick and hissed, scolding himself mentally for nearly coming.
“Xavier?”
Pausing with the rubber half way down his shaft, Xavier looked up to find Chase
watching him nervously. Xavier sat back on his haunches and took his hand off his dick. “I told you, Chase, anything. We can—”
Chase was already shaking his head. “No, just…I’m a little nervous.” He held up his
shaking hands. “That’s half fear and half need,” he said with a weak chuckle.
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Xavier didn’t like those odds at all. He reached for his dick again only to be reminded of how fast—and strong—Chase was. Xavier found himself breathless, knocked onto his back, his head half hanging off the bed.
“No!” Chase’s hand was on his dick, sliding the condom the rest of the way on. “Don’t even! You can’t expect me not to be afraid—do you think you wouldn’t be since you’ve never been fucked either?”
Xavier knew he would be. It didn’t matter, he’d still be willing. “That’s different, I’m—”
“What?” Chase snarled, looking dangerously angry. “You’re what? More of a man than
I am? Tougher? Am I fragile, think you’re gonna break me in two? Or maybe—”
“I’m in love with you!” Xavier snapped, his anger matching Chase’s, which was
definitely not the way he’d intended to break that bit of news to Chase. He was a total idiot sometimes!
Chase’s eyes bugged and his mouth dropped open as his entire face turned red. “Oh.”
He snapped his mouth shut and blinked a few times while Xavier tried to figure out how bad he’d fucked up.
Chase scooted back until Xavier’s dick was nestled against his crack, watching Xavier’s expression as he manoeuvred into a more comfortable position. The man looked like he was terrified, Chase thought as he cocked his head to one side. Did he think Chase hadn’t longed to hear those words from someone in general for years, and from Xavier in specific ever since he’d started accepting that he felt things for him?
Well, how the fuck would he know if you’ve never told him, dumbass?
Chase tried to speak and coughed instead, slapping a hand over his mouth as he sputtered. Xavier grimaced, and Chase thought that steel rod behind him felt a little smaller, softer. He whipped his hand away from his mouth and dropped to his hands and knees over Xavier, his mouth brushing against Xavier’s. “Say it again,” Chase demanded, his throat raw with emotions that were clamouring to be spoken.
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Xavier swallowed loudly as his hands stroked Chase from shoulders to flanks. “I love you, Chase Murphy. I don’t want to hurt you, and it…it probably will, at least at first, if we…if…”
Chase inhaled deeply, drinking in Xavier’s scent, letting it infuse his blood with a joy that made his insides quiver. “That’s good, that’s all I needed,” he murmured, his fear forgotten as he sealed his lips over Xavier’s. Chase closed his eyes and gripped Xavier’s biceps, losing himself in the kiss as Xavier moaned softly, his big body shuddering once, then the world tipped, his back met the mattress, and Chase was pinned under Xavier in the way he’d craved but had been scared to allow.
Xavier kissed him roughly, the man’s need apparent in each nip and thrust of his
tongue. He ground his cock against Chase’s, stoking a fire that was already raging inside Chase to near unfathomable levels. “Please,” Chase tried to say while Xavier plundered his mouth. Xavier nipped his lips then found a spot on his neck that made Chase cry out as Xavier laved it.
When Xavier finally sat up, kneeling on his heels between Chase’s thighs, Chase’s head was spinning and his breath coming in sharp fast grunts. The press of a finger to his opening made him whimper as need speared through him, tearing through any last bits of fear that might have lingered. “In,” he whined, too hungry for what Xavier was going to give him to be embarrassed by the way he was acting, too excited and wanting to care as he grabbed at the backs of his knees and pulled his legs up to his chest.
Xavier sucked in a loud breath. “You’re beautiful, sweetheart. So perfect for me,” he murmured on an exhale, then Xavier pushed that finger inside him, spreading an exquisite pinch of pain that quickly turned into something so much more than pleasure.
Chase shoved his head back as he pushed his butt down, trying to get more, now,
deeper. Xavier responded by curling his finger and brushing over his gland. Chase’s thighs and belly quivered as he cried out softly, then Xavier pulled back and inserted two fingers and Chase wasn’t nearly as quiet.
“Oh god, fuck, Xavier!
”
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and stretching him, and Chase was sure he was going to die from the spike of pleasure that engulfed him.
More burn, more pleasure. Chase struggled to breathe through it, afraid for a second he was going to black out as grey bloomed behind his eyelids.
“Chase, look at me,” Xavier rasped. Chase tried, he did, but his lids seemed glued
together, his brain unable to send the orders it needed to. “Sweetheart, please.”
The desperation in Xavier’s voice fired a neuron or two and Chase’s eyes popped open, his vision blurry as he blinked until he could finally make out Xavier’s lust-darkened features. “What?” he croaked, clenching his butt when he felt those fingers pulling out of his opening.
“I want you to look at me,” Xavier said, grabbing Chase’s hips and tipping his bottom up. He tugged and Chase slid down the bed, taking handfuls of sheets with him. He felt Xavier’s cock nudge his hole and started panting, desire pinging from his ass to his balls and cock, then rocketing up to his nipples. Everything burned and throbbed, a taut line pulsing from his chest back to his ass, then Xavier let go of one of Chase’s hips, fisting the base of his sheathed cock.
“Look at me,” Xavier said again, as his crown spread Chase’s pucker. “I need to see you when we make love.”
Chase nodded sharply, groaning as Xavier’s cock spread him, an ache that turned sharp and dull rippling through his rectum as Xavier steadily filled his ass. Chase’s breath hitched on something close to a sob at the soft, loving look in Xavier’s eyes. If Chase had any doubts about Xavier’s love, it would have been eradicated with that one look.
“Xavier,” Chase whispered, unclenching one hand and reaching for him. Xavier caught
Chase’s hand in his and dropped down over him, their hand tangled as the sheets as Xavier’s cock speared into him, sinking to the hilt. Chase felt moisture trickling down his temples, sweat or tears he didn’t know. He felt consumed, taken over, yet fully in control, Xavier’s heart in his hands as it was.
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arm around Xavier, his fingers finding a home in his soft, dark hair. He locked his ankles around Xavier’s hips and kissed him back with all the passion and love that filled him and Xavier began to move, small thrusts that brought his cockhead over Chase’s gland again and again.
“Chase,” Xavier panted as he lifted his head. Chase pried open eyes he hadn’t been
aware of closing. Xavier’s eyes were lit with so much love Chase was sure it was spilling out onto him. “Chase,” Xavier said again, breaking off into a moan as he began thrusting harder.
Chase moaned as well, the friction of Xavier’s chiselled, furry stomach against his
aching dick driving Chase’s head up as he sought a taste of Xavier’s skin. He bit and sucked at a hump of muscle on Xavier’s shoulder, sucking curses right out of him as Xavier began pounding into his ass hard enough to drive Chase’s breath out in grunts.
“Damn it, sweetheart,” Xavier said brokenly, “I wanted…longer!”
Chase bit his lip and shoved his hips up, meeting Xavier’s thrusts and demanding
more. Xavier growled and shifted from holding his hand to pinning his wrist only to jerk his hand back before Chase could even register the move and panic. He slid his hand back into Chase’s and powered into him, filling Chase with a glorious mix of sensations. His balls drew tight and his cock throbbed, and Chase let go of Xavier’s hair long enough to ram his hand between their bellies and grab his dick.
He barely got a stroke off before he wailed and came, his entire body vibrating with the force of his climax, his inner muscles clenching Xavier’s cock as he slammed into Chase’s ass.
“Chase!” Xavier shouted, his back bowing, belly grinding against Chase’s as his hips jerked and pivoted from side to side. “Fuck! Jesus!” Xavier groaned, his head thrown back as he rutted through his orgasm. “Chase,” he finally murmured, all but collapsing on top of Chase, squashing him into the mattress in a way that made Chase feel safe and protected, two things he hadn’t known much of before, and the latter of which tended to set him on edge when he had known it.