He shook in her arms, his wet face buried against her breasts as harsh sobs tore up from his chest. She cried with him, stroking his head, his back and shoulders, not speaking but offering him the comfort of her body, of not being alone. Without the intimacy of the day they had just passed binding them together, she doubted he would have allowed her to see him so vulnerable. But they were linked, as he had said, their lives inextricably woven together by the past, and cemented by the long hours of intense pleasure.
Something he had said jarred, but the significance of it escaped her. She pushed it aside, for the moment intent only on holding him.
Gradually he calmed, but his desperate grip on her didn’t relax. She smoothed his hair back from his damp face, her fingers gentle.
"All these years," he said in a hushed, choked voice. "I’ve hated him, and cursed him… and missed him… and all the time he’s been dead."
Something else needed to be said, something hurtful. "Have the lake dragged," she suggested, and felt him flinch. He had swum in that lake, fished in it.
There were other things to talk about, decisions to make, but his head was heavy on her breast and she sensed his utter exhaustion. Her own fatigue, mental and physical, was dragging her down. "Go to sleep," she whispered, stroking his temple. "We’ll talk in the morning."
She must have dozed, but for all her tiredness, something kept dragging her back to semiconsciousness. She shifted restlessly, feeling Gray’s heavy weight against her. What was it he had said? Something about the letter of proxy…
His body was like a furnace, pouring off heat in waves. Sweat dewed her body, despite the efforts of the ceiling fan. She didn’t open her eyes, but her brow furrowed as she tried to bring the thought into focus. The letter of proxy… Why would Alex have sent a bogus letter of proxy so quickly, when no reasonable person would expect Guy to completely
walk away from his family and business? Surely he had expected Guy to get in touch…
Unless he had known that it was impossible.
Alex.
Her eyes flew open, and she stared in confusion at the strange red glow that suffused the room. The heat was more intense, and the air was acrid, burning her eyes and nose. Realization exploded in her head.
"Gray!" She screamed his name, shaking him hard. "Get up!
The house is on fire!"
Monica stopped the car where she had both times before, pulling off the road onto a pasture access, out of sight of the house. She wore dark clothes and soft-soled dark shoes, for moving quietly without being seen. It was so easy to sneak up to the house on foot, leave her messages, and depart undetected. Leaving the package had required more planning, since it had been daylight, but Faith had simplified things by not being at home. It had just been a matter of slipping the package into the mailbox and driving away.
She got out of the car, pistol in hand, and stepped into the dark road. There wasn’t much traffic on this road even during the daytime, and if a car did come along, she would be able to both see and hear it in plenty of time to hide. In the meantime, the road was the easiest walking, and left no footprints.
There was a strange reddish glow in the night sky, just visible above the trees. Monica stared at it, puzzled. It was a few seconds before she realized what it was, and her eyes widened with alarm. The house was on fire, and Gray was there! Her throat closing on a moan of terror, she began to run.
Gray rolled off the bed and dragged her with him, down onto the floor where it was easier to breathe, though the acrid smoke still burned her throat and lungs with every breath. He grabbed her robe from the chair and thrust it at her. "Crawl into the hall, then put this on," he ordered, "and some shoes." He snagged his pants and shoes, jerking them on with three fast motions. "I’ll be right behind you."
She obeyed, glancing back several times to make certain he was there. Coughing violently, she pulled the robe around her.
Once in the hallway, they could see flames licking outside the bathroom window, too. Gray ignored it, crawling into the bathroom and snatching towels from the rack. By some miracle, there was still water pressure, and he soaked the towels in the sink. He was coughing and gagging as he tossed one sodden towel at her. "Put it over your face," he said hoarsely.
She did, holding the dripping material over her mouth and nose with one hand and crawling as best she could. The towel helped, and she breathed a bit easier.
The fire seemed to surround them, the wicked orange flames dancing every way they turned. The thick smoke filling the house reflected the glow, so that it seemed to come from all directions. How could it have spread so fast, so completely engulfing the house? The cackle of licking flame had become a roar as it grew stronger, consuming more and more of her home. The heat seared her skin, and sparks showered down like thousands of tiny glowing knives, pricking where they landed. The boards beneath her hands felt as if they were breathing, growing hotter and hotter, and she knew that soon the floor would combust. If they weren’t out before then, they would die.
Gray could feel the same thing. Faith wasn’t moving fast enough; her robe tangled around her legs, slowing her. Roughly he shouldered her aside so he could move in front of her. He gripped the collar of her robe and used it to pull her along, all but dragging her, forcing her to a faster pace. He could feel the floor getting hotter and hotter beneath them, and knew they had only a minute at most to get out, or it would be too late. He strained his eyes to see through the swirling smoke, and the relative darkness at the front of the house gave him a glimmer of hope. "The front door!" he roared, trying to make himself heard above the din of the inferno. "It isn’t burning yet!"
Her house was so small, but the front door seemed so far away. Faith’s lungs ached and burned, desperately pumping for air, but the fire was consuming all of the precious
oxygen. Her sight dimmed, and she felt the world sliding sideways. The wood floor scraped her knees as Gray dragged her, and the pain roused her to greater effort. Gathering herself, she forced her muscles to keep moving as she silently repeated a litany of desperation:
Don’t stop, don’t stop, if you stop Gray will too, don’t stop.
Terror for his safety, above all, kept her moving.
Abruptly he staggered to his feet and hauled her upright, holding her clasped tightly to him. She stared dimly up at his beloved, smoke-blackened face. "Get ready!" he bellowed, and used his towel to cover the heated doorknob as he jerked the door open.
He ducked as flames licked in with a deep, whooshing sound, then just as quickly subsided. Picking Faith up, he tucked her under his arm as if she were a football, and ran through the burning portal.
His speed carried them off the porch, and they pitched into the empty darkness. Gray twisted in midair, trying to put his body between Faith and the ground, but he only partially succeeded and they sprawled on the grass with a bone-jarring impact. He heard her soft, gasping cry, but they were still dangerously close to the house and he couldn’t take the time to see if she was injured. He caught her under the arms and began pulling her. "Move! Get away from the house!"
"No," someone said hoarsely, with horror in the tone. The crackle and roar of the flames almost drowned out the words. "Gray,
what are you doing here?"
Gray straightened slowly, pulling Faith up with him and automatically tucking her behind him. They were caught between two dangers, the fire at the back and the rifle in the hands of the man who had been his honorary uncle, and lifelong friend and advisor.
"No," Alex moaned, his eyes white-edged with panic. He shook his head in denial of Gray’s presence. "I thought she was alone! I swear, Gray, I would never have put you in danger – "
The heat on Gray’s naked back was intense, scorching his skin. Deliberately he moved forward, never taking his eyes
away from Alex but desperate to get Faith away from that heat. He stopped as fits of coughing racked him. He could hear Faith coughing and gasping, and he kept a hard grasp on her arm, forcing her to stay shielded behind him.
Several ugly suspicions were crowding his mind, and all of them made him sick. When he could talk, he straightened and wiped his streaming eyes with a grimy hand. "You’re the one who’s been sending those notes, aren’t you?" he rasped, his voice so raw as to be almost unrecognizable. "And the cat – "
"No," Alex denied, his voice filled with ludicrous indignation, under the circumstances. "I wouldn’t do something like that."
"But you would set fire to a house and try to kill an innocent woman?" Gray asked coldly, the harshness of his voice making the words even more jarring.
"I hoped she would leave," Alex replied in a frighteningly reasonable tone. "But nothing you did made her leave, and neither did the notes. I didn’t know what else to do. I couldn’t let her keep asking questions, and upsetting Noelle."
Gray gave a rasping crack of laughter. "You didn’t care whether or not Mother was upset," he snapped. "You were afraid she’d find out what happened to Dad!"
"That’s not true!" Alex said furiously. "I’ve always loved her! You know that!"
"Did you love her so much that you shot my father so you could have her?"
Gray bellowed the accusation at him, so infuriated by the danger to Faith and the realization that Alex had killed his father that it was all he could do to keep from leaping at Alex and strangling him with his bare hands. The only thing that held him back was the knowledge that, if he failed, Faith would die.
They still stood dangerously close to the burning house, the hellish light enveloping them in a red circle beyond which nothing else existed. Alex’s face twisted with pain. "I didn’t mean to!" he screamed. "I just wanted to stop him – he was going to divorce Noelle! The humiliation
would have killed her! I tried to make him see reason, but he was determined. My God, how could any man prefer that slut over your mother? I think he was crazy, he had to be."
The irony of Alex calling Guy crazy wasn’t lost on Gray. Then, to his horror, Faith wrenched loose from his grasp and stepped out from the protection of his body. "So you shot him," she said, her own voice so raspy, he could barely hear her over the roar of the hungry flames. "And told my mother that you’d say she’d done it if she ever said anything. There wasn’t any doubt who would be believed in this town, was there?"
Alex glared at her with such hatred and fury that the rifle trembled in his hands, and Gray reached out to pull her close. He wasn’t afraid for himself; Alex’s horror at having endangered him had been genuine. But Faith – oh, God, even now, Alex still intended to kill her. Gray could see it written plainly in his eyes.
"I didn’t mind your moving back," Alex told her. "You didn’t have anything to do with what happened. But you wouldn’t keep your mouth shut, you kept asking questions, and you hired that old bastard to stick his nose into things – "
"Did you kill him, too?" she interrupted, her face twisting with rage.
"Did you?"
"I had to, you stupid bitch!" Alex howled, beside himself with fury. "He got too close… he asked me if Noelle had had any affairs… She wasn’t like that – "
"Did you dump his body in the lake, the way you did Guy’s?" Faith spat, her entire body quivering. But it wasn’t fear Gray felt running through her, it was absolute fury, a mirror of his own, and he had a sudden nightmare vision of her going for Alex herself. There wasn’t much Faith wouldn’t dare, when she had made up her mind to do it. She had deliberately tried to stir up a killer and bring him out into the open, even though she’d known she was putting herself at risk.
Her plan had worked like a dream, he thought viciously. Now if he could just keep her from getting killed. Holding her with bruising force, he jerked her behind him again, trusting that Alex wouldn’t shoot through him to get to her.
She immediately began twisting, fighting to get away from him.
Alex stared at them as they struggled, Faith trying to get away from Gray so he wouldn’t be hurt, and Gray desperately trying to hold her close for the same reason. Alex’s handsome face twisted. "Let her go! She isn’t worth it, Gray. I’ll take care of her, and everything can go on the way it was. She’s only a Devlin; no one will care. She’s ruined everything! Guy was my best friend, damn it! I loved him! But he was dead… I had to do something."
"You could have turned yourself in," Gray pointed out, trying to keep a reasonable tone in his voice as he finally wrapped his arms around Faith and crushed her in his embrace. If he could lull Alex, then get close enough to knock the barrel of the rifle upward… He was much stronger than the older man, he could subdue him. "If it was an accident, you wouldn’t have – "
"Oh, please. I
am
a lawyer, Gray. The charge would have been involuntary manslaughter, not murder, but I still would have done time." Alex shook his head. "Noelle would never have spoken to me again… she wouldn’t associate with someone who had been in jail. I’m sorry, but it has to be this way." Lifting the rifle, Alex sighted along the barrel, and Gray knew he was going to fire.
He shoved Faith away, and charged Alex. He saw the rifle barrel track to the side, following Faith, and he plowed into Alex with more force than he had ever used playing football. The sharp crack of rifle fire split the night, and the hot casing hit his cheek as it ejected. He caught the rifle, shoving it upward as they hit the ground, but the impact broke his grip. With surprising speed Alex rolled away, springing to his feet and grabbing the rifle again. Gray got to his feet and began advancing on Alex. He didn’t dare glance at where Faith lay, couldn’t bear to see… The thought of losing her clawed at his gut with unbearable pain. Terror and rage combined in his chest, and Alex’s death was written on his stark features as he moved forward.