Always You (13 page)

"Keep your fucking hands off my girlfriend" Blake spat stepping forward as well.

I looked between the two, "Girlfriend? You've been on like two dates" Clay said taking my hand and pulling me back to him gently.

Oh my God, are they going to start fighting? I started to panic, I reached out and put my hand on Clay's chest and pushed him back a couple of steps stepping forwards with him needing to put some space between them. "Chill out both of you! Jeez, what's wrong with you? You're like a couple of kids" I said looking between the two of them. Blake was glaring at my hand on Clays chest, Clay looked like he was gloating a little, wait gloating? What the hell? Then I realised that in separating them I'd moved away from Blake with Clay. Wow way to make a decision Riley.

"Seriously, stop arguing! Clay, Blake's coming to the party tonight at Matt's, Blake your gonna follow Rachel so I'll see you there ok?" I said looking at him with a small smile. He was still staring daggers at Clay, "Blake? I'll see you there, OK?" I said again when he didn't answer.

He shook his head slightly and looked at me, "Yeah ok, see you in a bit Jailbait" he said walking off still angry.

I turned back to Clay, he was watching Blake leave with a smug face. "Clay, please, you promised you would try and let this grudge against him go for me" I said quietly looking at my feet, he pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head making me shiver.

"I have let it go but he grabbed you and pulled you for God sake, he could have hurt you" he said angrily, I pulled back to look at his face.

"He didn't hurt me Clay, come on you were glaring at him as you walked up the stairs" I said frowning.

"Riley, I don't like him, he's not good enough for you" he said pleadingly looking me in the eyes.

"He's not good enough? Then who is?" I asked, please say you, please say you.

"No one, no one's good enough for you" he whispered kissing my forehead, and putting his arm around my shoulder. No one? Oh come on!

"No one is good enough for me? So I can't be with anyone?" I asked pushing him away so I could wipe a tear that fell.

Jeez was I really expecting him to say he wanted to be with me? Why the hell am I so disappointed that he didn't? I knew he wouldn't. "Of course you can Riley bear, you could have anyone you want" he said quietly.

"What if I want Blake?" I asked watching his face, he stiffened and grimaced before he rearranged his face into a small smile.

"I'm sorry Riley I promise I wont do it again, but if he hurts you I swear to God I'll kill him" he said sternly.

"And I love you for it Clay I do, but what if he doesn't hurt me?" I asked taking his hand.

"Then I'll be very happy for you if he makes you happy" he said quietly. "Come on let's get to this party" he said tugging me gently towards the car park.

As we arrived at the party I saw Blake standing outside waiting for me, Clay took my hand as we walked to the house and I could see Blake staring at our hands frowning angrily. "Clay I'll see you in a bit, I just want to talk with Blake" I said at the door.

"Ok Riley bear" he said kissing my temple and shooting another smug look at Blake as he walked off. Blake watched him go angrily, his jaw tight.

"Blake, I need to talk to you, wanna walk with me?" I said looking at the garden.

"Sure Jailbait" he said taking my hand.

I walked a few yard away from the house and sat on the grass, he sat next to me quietly. "I've already spoken to Clay so I just wanted to talk to you too, I need to make a few things clear" I said looking at him intently.

"Ok" he said looking a bit unsure.

"Clay's my best friend, I've spoken to him about this problem between the two of you and he's promised to let it go, but I need you to know that Clay is always gonna be there, and I won't choose between you two, you have no need to be jealous of him, but if you do make me choose it won't be you" I said looking at him sternly. I needed him to know this, it's important that he know where he stands I mean I have only been on two dates with him, I hardly knew him. "And I'm not your girlfriend" I added, while I said my little prepared speech he was staring at the floor frowning angrily.

When I finished talking he sighed, "Do you want to be?" he asked looking up and smiling at me sweetly, ok is this boy bipolar?

"Blake, I like you, your really sweet and my God your hot" I said chuckling. He smiled cockily, "But if your gonna be jealous and possessive then no I don't" I said, that wiped the smile of his face.

He frowned, "Look I know that your good friends, I get that, but I won't have my girlfriend wrapping her legs around some other guy, holding his hand and kissing him" he said glaring at me angrily tightening his hands into fists.

"Then the answers no" I said standing up and quickly walking into the house leaving him sitting on the grass. I wouldn't change my relationship with Clay, not for anybody.

A couple of hours later I was dancing with Rachel, I'd had way too much to drink already, my head was buzzing. An arm went around my waist resting on my stomach pulling me back into a hard body, the other arm came up holding a cup in front of my face. "Vodka jelly?" Clay asked handing me the wobbly green slush. I giggled and took it, it was weird and burnt the back of my throat as I swallowed and it tasted disgusting like lemons or lime.

"Ew! Clay that's gross, was that lime?" I said as I shuddered, I hated lime jelly but it was his favourite.

"Yes" he chuckled in my ear his lips brushing against it as he spoke.

Another song started, he was still holding me close to his body, "I love this song" I cried, the beat took over and I started dancing swaying my hips, he was moving with me so I started sexily grinding into him, I immediately felt him getting hard and it really started to turn me on. I bit my lip as I rubbed against him, I could feel his hot breath blowing down my neck. His other hand moved to the outside of my thigh, I could feel the tingles spreading from his hand shooting all around my body.

I'd had enough drink to give me the confidence to turn around and face him, I intertwined our legs and continued to grind into him. I didn't care if people were watching I couldn't see anyone but him, my body was starting to burn as I looked into his beautiful green eyes. His hand moved to my ass as I wrapped my arms around his neck. God he's a good dancer, and this was sexy as hell. He bent his head and kissed the side of my neck just once then pulled back to look at me, lust was written clear across his face, I wanted him so badly that my whole body was aching for him.

"You wanna go home?" he whispered in my ear, No I want you right here I almost said but stopped myself. But wait, what the hell does he mean? Does he feel the same way as me or does he mean that he's had enough of this party and just wants to go home? Either way dancing like this with my best friend needs to stop. I bit my lip and nodded. He smiled his beautiful smile and took hold of my hips turning me around guiding me forwards out of the door walking close behind me, probably trying to hide his erection, I smiled at the thought.

He opened the car door for me and I got in smiling and trying not to blush. We didn't speak all the way home, as he pulled in to my driveway he lent over and kissed me, tracing his tongue along my lip, I opened my mouth feeling his tongue slip in and massage mine making me moan into his mouth. He reached over and took hold of my waist pulling me to his lap. I tangled my hands into his hair pulling him closer deepening the kiss, he opened the car door and climbed out wrapping my legs around his waist.

He gripped under my ass and kicked his door shut carrying me towards the house never breaking the kiss. Oh God Clay hurry up! My body was screaming for him, he pushed me against the front door kissing me deeply. After a minute or so we were still there kissing, he was so hard against me, I was so aroused I whimpered, why are we still outside? "Clay lets go upstairs" I breathed as he kissed down my neck.

He chuckled "I'm waiting for you to unlock the door Riley" he said still chuckling.

I laughed "Oh" I said giggling and fumbling in my pocket for the key. I couldn't find it, he chuckled again and put me down on my feet gently.

"Here let me" he said still chuckling, he reached out a hand and slipped it into my front pocket, I felt his hand go around the key but instead of bringing his hand out he moved it to my core pressing against it gently with his fingers massaging slowly, I gasped and he kissed me again. He pulled his hand out and unlocked the door easily still kissing me.

He picked me back up and carried me through the house, luckily at this time of night no one was up. He went straight to my room and laid me on the bed, climbing on top of me with a moan. I grabbed hold of the bottom of his t-shirt and pulled it off over his head, his eyes were dancing with excitement as he brought his head down to kiss me again. He started to unbutton my shirt slowly kissing down my chest licking in-between my breasts. I dug my fingers into his back gently "Riley" he breathed making me so hot I could burst. I rolled him onto his back and sat up straddling him, I could feel how ar0used he was and my whole body was vibrating with excitement.

He pushed my shirt off my shoulders and unclasped my bra pulling it off slowly. He reached out touching my breasts gently, massaging them making me moan and tip my head back, "My God Riley, you are so beautiful" he murmured lifting his head to suck on my nipples. I ran my hand over his perfect chest and abs tracing his hard muscles, I moved my hands down and unbuttoned his jeans. He rolled me again so I was underneath him and kissed down my neck and breasts undoing my jeans and pulling them and my panties down easily tossing them on the floor. Oh God I was naked in front of him again! I looked into his eyes and my embarrassment disappeared.

I hooked my hands in his jeans and boxers and pushed them down rubbing my hands over his perfect ass as I did. He kicked them off and I took the opportunity to look down at his sculpted body, he honestly was so perfect. "I love you" he said kissing me tenderly, my heart stopped, he loved me? Oh right like friends, Of course he loves you you're his best friend! He doesn't love you in that way. But I don't care if he didn't love me like that. He was perfect and even if I could only have him for tonight I wanted him.

I kissed him back hungrily, "I love you too Clay" I said honestly. His face lit up and he continued to kiss my neck and chest, "Clay, have sex with me" I begged my body really about to burst.

He pulled his head up to mine and looked into my eyes, "Riley no, not like this, it's your first time, it should be special" he said huskily whilst running his hands over my body, slipping a hand in-between my legs making me moan his name.

He sucked hard on my neck making me laugh, "Did you just brand me?" I asked still giggling.

He chuckled, "Just marking" he started but I interrupted him.

"Making your territory, I know" I said and he laughed.

"Exactly" he said sucking in the same spot again. I rolled him underneath me and started to suck on his neck in return. "Do a good one I want it to last" he said I could tell by his voice that he was smiling, I chuckled and sucked harder then I pulled back to look at it.

"Perfect" I said proudly looking at the red love bite on his neck.

"Yeah you are" he said cupping my breasts again gently.

Where I was on top straddling him I could feel his erecti0n pressing at my entrance, I was aching for him, the need was almost painful. I bit my lip and pressed down on it slightly feeling the slight pressure. I gasped at the feel of it and so did he, he grabbed my hips and lifted me off it easily as if I weighed no more than a feather. "NO! Riley please" he said rolling me under him again. I couldn't help it I burst into tears, he rejected me. I knew I would only get him for the night and he wouldn't even do it. God I am so stupid. I felt awful, used and ugly.

I pushed his chest, "I think you should go" I whispered still crying.

"What? Why? Because I won't have sex with you?" he asked looking confused. I nodded and he frowned looking even more confused. "You're telling me to leave because I won't take advantage of you while you've been drinking and with your parents down the hall?" he asked a little shocked.

"Clay seriously please go" I begged sobbing and pushing his chest again trying to get him off of me.

He shook his head, "I don't understand, please tell me what I really did wrong" he begged pinning my hands down above my head and looking into my eyes.

"You don't want me, so please just go, your making me feel worse" I said crying harder, he gasped.

"You think I don't want you? That's what this is about?" he asked almost angrily.

"I just offered myself to you and you turned me down! I know I only get this one night and you don't even want me, you'll screw anything that moves but not me" I wailed. He raised my arms and wrapped them around his neck and pulled us both up into a sitting position holding me on his lap like a child.

"Riley bear of course I want you, you're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life, but it's your first time, It should be special, in some posh hotel, not after having too many drinks at a party and having to be quiet in your bedroom because your parents are down the hall" he said kissing my tears away and smoothing my hair back, he smiled at me tenderly.

I kissed him with everything I had and he moaned and kissed me back, it was so easy to believe when he was kissing me that I was the only girl for him, that he loved me like I loved him, that he wanted and needed me too. I let myself believe it, I tightened my grip on his hair and tugged on it lightly making him moan again. God he was an incredible kisser. Probably because he's a player and has kissed hundreds of girls just like this and made each one of them feel like they were the only girl in the world. The thought brought a lump to my throat so I quickly pushed it away, I didn't care, tonight he was mine and I was going to enjoy it.

He laid us back down and I ran my hands down his chest still kissing him, he kissed me back hungrily, it was a serious kiss, he really meant this one his tongue explored every inch of my mouth. By the time he broke it I was almost dizzy and we were both panting hard. "I love you Riley Jane Thomas" he said looking into my eyes, I was still out of breath I couldn't say anything so I just smiled feeling my insides dancing with happiness.