ANTONIO: Diablos MC (20 page)

He gets excited. Jumps up and grabs me by the waist hoisting me up. My legs wrapped around his waist and he is devouring my mouth. “God you just made me that happiest man on earth.” He says as he is leading me back to his bedroom. We spend the rest of the day having sex and getting to know each other. I am lost in him. He has taken my old, boring, and normal life and made it exciting and crazy.

                               CHAPTER 4

6 years later……………………………………………………………….

A lot had changed in 6 years. I still work for Zack. Things had gotten so busy that I actually ended up dropping out of school and just work full time for Zack. But it wasn’t all bad. On days that he needed some stress relief he would call me into his office and we would fuck on his desk or on his couch. That was almost an everyday occurrence actually which I didn’t mind. Right before we would go to lunch we would fuck or make love whatever you want to call it and then we would go to lunch. I loved being with him. I fell in love with him and fell fast. After dating for about two months I moved in with him. It was just smart. I was with him 24/7 anyways so being there permanently wasn’t that big of a deal. At least to me it wasn’t but he was pretty insistent of it. I should have seen that as a sign of his control freak tendencies he has but I just thought he wanted to be around me that badly. I was so young and didn’t know any better. I had made some friends in the office and they tried warning me that he is very controlling and can get aggressive but I was young, stupid and in love. I at first thought they were just jealous. Jealous of what I had. I at the time didn’t know he fucks all his secretaries and is abusive. He had hit me a few times but I honestly thought I deserved them every time. Other than this one time. I was talking to Gavin, an older gentleman who is a partner at the firm. He was having trouble understanding how to get the new printer to work. That thing is so difficult I swear it’s ran on a foreign language and anyone who speaks English won’t be able to work it. Luckily for me I was the one who was there when the tech set it up so after a few tries I knew how to work it. So anytime anyone needed help they would call and ask me. Well on this one day Gavin had called me himself to come down and help. He was freaking out. I have helped him get it running several time before but he somehow really jammed it this time. Gavin, Mark the other partner and their secretaries Carol and Anna couldn’t get it to do anything. It was funny. We all laughed the entire time I was down there helping them and when I finally got the thing to work they all gave me big bear hugs. I loved working here. Everyone was very friendly and cared about helping one and another. Well I guess on this one day Zack was walking down the hall and saw in the copy room just as Gavin gave me a hug. I had a huge smile on my face so to Zack we were having an affair. He yelled my name so loud everyone in the office stopped what they were doing and stared at him.

“RAELYN GET OVER HERE NOW.” He pointed to the ground where he stood. Like I was a kid who was about to get punished. I slowly start to walk towards him but I guess not fast enough because he rushes towards me and grabs my arm hard and jerks me down the hall towards his office. Once we get in there he shoves me so hard I fall to the ground. Landing hard on my left wrists. I feel a snap and instantly grab it crying in pain. He comes over, grabs my face hard and gets down right in front of me. I have no where else to look but directly at him.

“WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING!” He screams at me.

I try to talk but my wrist hurts so bad I can’t stop the sobs that keep coming. “I am sorry Zack. I didn’t mean to upset you. All I was doing to helping Gavin and Mark out with the new copier. They are still having problems with it.

“THAT IS NOT WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE TO ME. DO YOU LIKE HAVING THAT OLD MAN HAVE HIS HANDS ALL OVER YOUR BODY? THE BODY THAT IS MINE. YOU REMEMBER THAT THIS BODY IS MINE.” He screams as he slides his hand up my dress and cups my sex. “THE ONLY MAN WHO GETS TO FUCK THIS PRETTY PUSSY OF YOURS IS ME. DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?” He says right up in my face spitting all over me as he screams his demands to me. He forcefully flips me over so I am on my stomach. He pulls my hair until I follow his demand and get up on all fours. Or more on all 3 cause my left hand I am cradling and holding up from the floor. I know it’s broken but right now he doesn’t care about that. Once I am up in the position he wants, he rips my panties from my body and throws them to the side. “I am going to remind you who you belong to.” He says as he slams his cock inside my pussy. There is no making love to this. This is straight up hard fucking. It hurts a lot. I am not in the mood at all. My mind is completely focused on letting him finish so I can get out of here and go to the hospital. It doesn’t take him long to get to his point of explosion. When he gets close to cuming he grabs my throat and squeezes so I have to gasp for air. “You fucking remember this you dirty cunt. You belong to me. And if you miss behave again or embarrass me ever again in front of my partners I will make you regret every second of it. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?” He screams that last part at me while he squeezes hard.

I try and yell. Well yell as much as I can since his hand is squeezing my neck.  “YES SIR! I UNDERSTAND. I AM SO SORRY!”

Right after I apologize he releases his hold on my throat and ejaculates inside of me. He pulls out, slaps my ass and says “Get cleaned up and get the fuck out of here. I am so angry I don’t want to see you the rest of the day.”

I hurry to grabs my ripped clothing and run out of his office. I get to my desk and grab my purse. As I am rushing out the door Carol see me and runs after me. She is Gavin’s secretary.

“Oh my god Raelyn what did he do. Gavin is going to kill him.” She says angrily through clenched teeth.

I start to panic. What will he do to me if I tell his partners he just hurt me because I helped them. I have to lie or I fear what he will do to me.

“Oh no Carol this isn’t what it looks like. Zack didn’t do anything. I tripped and fell. He is so thoughtful he told me I should go get it looked at. Please! Pretty please don’t do anything. I just need to go to the hospital and get this looked at.”

“I am coming with you. No way in hell am I letting you go through this alone.” She says rushing out the door with me. She picks up her phone and calls Gavin.

“Gavin it’s Carol. I am sorry but I have to leave work right now. I just found Raelyn rushing out the door and it looks like her wrist is broken amongst some other very interesting bodily injuries.” I start to check myself over not knowing what she is talking about until she points to her neck. And that’s when I realize he choked me during sex and it must have left a mark. I pull my shirt color up and try to hide the marks. “Yes sir I will keep you informed on what they say.” She hangs up and walks with me the 3 blocks it is to get to the hospital.

Once at the hospital they wheel me right back. I was right my wrist is broken and they cast me right up. The doctor keeps eyeing my neck but hasn’t said anything yet. Once my wrist is all fixed everyone leaves expect Carol, me and the Dr. are left in the room. He moves his stool rights in front of me and speaks very softly. “Raelyn I am going to ask you some questions and I need to you answer me 100% truthfully. Ok.”

I shake my head yes.

“Would you like Carol to leave so we can have some privacy?”

“Raelyn I will just step out. You two can talk in private.”

I shake my head yes. “Thank you Carol.”

She kisses me on the check and says “Anytime.” And steps out.

“Ok Raelyn you said you tripped and fell and that’s how you broke your wrist. But is that really what happened. Did you trip?” He says looking deep into my eyes.

I know I should tell him that Zack pushed me and all the other stuff he did but I honestly can’t say any of it. Maybe a part of me doesn’t want to believe he did it on purpose. I know I didn’t do anything that is deserving of this. But I also don’t want to tell the Dr. because if I do they will arrest Zack and god that terrifies me to think what he will do to me if that would happen. A shiver runs down my back.

“Yes I tripped. I wasn’t watching where I was going and I fell.”

“Ok and how did you get the markings on your neck? They look like finger markings. Did someone do this to you?”

“No.”

“Raelyn you didn’t get those marks by falling. Let me help you. I can help you. No one deserves to be treated like this. Whoever is doing this to you needs to be stopped. So please. How did you get those marks?”

I honestly can’t tell him. Knowing he will call the cops scares me. “No. No one did this to me. I must have got this when I fell.”

“Raelyn are you sure.”

I shake my head “Yes I am sure”

“I am very sad and scared for you. Please take my card. If you need anything. Ever. Call me. Ever Raelyn I am not joking. And here is a number for a woman’s abuse shelter. You can go there in secret. No one will have to know you have been there or that you are there. He won’t be able to find you. Please watch out for yourself and do not hesitate to call. Even if it’s really late. I will answer.”

“Do you do this for all your patients?” I ask. Feelings a little shy.

“The abuse shelter yes I do. My own personal number no I do not. I have a feeling that I need to know you are alright. I know it’s probably not a correct practice for medicine but please don’t hesitate to call me. No one should be treated like this and you are a very beautiful woman. You deserve a man who wants to cherish you not abuse you. Sorry yet again way out of line I know but still. All of that is true.”

“Thank you Dr. Branson. I will call if I need help. I really will.”

He shakes his head and leaves the room. The nurse comes in with my discharge papers and wheels me out to where Carol is sitting.

“Oh thank you for waiting Carol. You really didn’t have to but I appreciate it.”

“Non-sense. It looks like you’re all bandage up. How about we get out of here.”

“Ok.”

We start our walk back to the office. That is where my car is and Carol left in such a hurry she forgot her purse and all her other belongings. It’s late so no one should be there. I agreed to stay the night at Carol’s house tonight. She said it would make her feel better and Gavin insisted I not go home to Zack tonight. So I agree it would be best for Zack to cool off and for me to figure out what I am going to do. I don’t want to lose my job. I love working with the people I work with and the money is really damn good. But I can’t stay with him after this. Like Dr. Branson said I deserve better and I want better. I do love Zack. As crazy as it sounds I do I love him. He has been a part of my life now for 6 years. How can I not love him but I am not in love with him. I don’t know if I can ever be in love with anyone else other than Derrick. Oh what would he think if he saw me now? Probably kick my ass for letting a man treat me like this. He always said woman should be cherished and treated like treasure. Yeah I felt that at the beginning with Zack. Maybe that’s why I fell so fast for him. He reminded me a little bit of home. Of him. But the real Zack. The Zack that comes out when no one is looking is not one who treasures anyone but himself. I hope he understands. I know that’s wishful thinking but he will have to get over it.

Carol and I reach the 4
th
floor of our building which is where our offices are. She rushes off to gather her belongings and I go over to my desk and see if I left anything. I see a light coming out from under Zack’s door and I hear what sounds like a moan. “What the hell.” I get up and make my way to Zack’s office. Slowly opening the door and peak around the edge to see what the hell is going on but also to protect myself because as far as I knew no one is supposed to be here. When I see what I am seeing I slam the door all the way open and barge in screaming “ZACK WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!” 

He stills and looks up me in shock. He is in sock because I am catching him balls deep in Anna, Mark’s secretary. They are both staring at me like deer in head lights. “ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS! YOU DO THIS TO ME” I hold up my casted arm to show him what he has done. “AND THEN I CATCH YOU CHEATING ON ME. WITH ANNA! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?”

“Oh my god Raelyn this isn’t what it looks like. I swear.” He says as he begins to gets dressed quickly.

By now Carol has come running since she heard me screaming.