Bait: A Novel

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Copyright © J. Kent Messum, 2013

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LIBRARY OF CONGRESS CATALOGING-IN-PUBLICATION DATA

Messum, J. Kent.

Bait / J. Kent Messum.

pages cm

ISBN 978-1-101-62533-0

1. Drug addicts—Fiction. 2. Florida Keyes (Fla.)—Fiction. I. Title

PR9199.4.M473B35 2013

813'.6—dc23 2013010070

PUBLISHER’S NOTE

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, businesses, companies, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

For Kara

SIX MONTHS AGO.

T
ick McCabe was sure he could make it. The shore seemed maddeningly close. Less than a hundred yards to go and he still had the strength to continue despite everything he’d endured. The same couldn’t be said for the others. Their luck had run out. Several minutes had passed since Tick heard the last of their waterlogged screams.

Screw them,
he thought.
All the more for me.

He picked out a large rock on the beach and aimed for it, front-crawling with all the energy he could muster. Progress seemed slow. His body was maxed, sore arms chopping waves, stiff legs scissoring, overworked lungs whistling for air. Cold water pressed inside his ear canals as salt stung his eyes.

Almost there. Keep your eyes on the prize.

From behind him the sounds of laughter rang out. Hoots and jeers working to undermine his confidence. Between splashing and breathing he could hear the taunts clearly, telling him everything he didn’t want to know. Tick turned over to do the back crawl, hitching in a chest full of air.

“Burn in hell, you sons of bitches!”

He expected a barrage of insults, but the howls ceased. Instead there was a lull, voices oddly pacified. Then a clamor arose and something large and rough bumped into Tick’s side, rocking him in the water, making him scream out. An indistinct mass of blue and gray stripes broke the surface and filled the corner of his eye, only to be gone the next instant. Tick treaded water, frantically sweeping glances over the waves. The big one had struck him that time. He was sure of it.

“Shit, shit, shit.”

It was the third bump Tick had taken in the water. This one had been harder and more confident than the others. Probably the last inquisitive hit he would get. Once curiosity was satisfied, Tick would undoubtedly be taken under.

So close.

His front crawl became more desperate. He needed more time, maybe two or three minutes. If only he was allowed to have
that
of all things. The irony left a bitter taste in his mouth. Tick had lived most of his life with nothing but time on his hands. Now he had precious little, sucked dry in the last few days, which had seen him living more and more on borrowed amounts.

Almost there.

He tried to occupy his mind with anything that would keep it from focusing on what was in the water with him. Muddled memories and half-truths distracted him a little, so many regrets, too many mistakes. If he’d listened, if he’d taken a left over right at a fork in the road, if he hadn’t been so damned hung up and strung out all the time, maybe things would have turned out different.

Stop it. Focus. You can do this. Your life depends on it.

Tick couldn’t focus. Twenty-seven years of age and half of that misspent. Rock bottom had been his status for a while now. His existence felt like it could be nothing else. There was no other way but further down, his failing body heavy, sinking under the scar tissue of an irreparably damaged life. Even the people he thought closest to him were distant. They called him
Tick
, after all. He was little more than lice to them.

Not far now.

Fuck Tick. Gerald was his name. Gerald Francis McCabe. He couldn’t get that out of his head. The full, proper name suddenly seemed important, key to his corporality. It was his original self, a true identity from long ago, the name his mother and father called him, the name that his siblings, friends, and lovers used. How long had it been since he’d spoken to anyone who called him by name?

Almost—

Something grabbed his right foot and pulled downward. Tick went under, taking a mouthful of salt water, refusing to open his eyes as a force shook him violently below the surface. He fought hard, shaking and twisting his leg against the ferocious grip. Kicking out with his other foot, he connected with something that didn’t like being hit. With one more savage shake there was a pop and release, freedom coming at a painful price. Tick broke the surface with a gasp. Sounds of nearby laughter stabbed at him. He tried to continue swimming, but his right leg didn’t seem as effective as before. A trail of maroon spread behind him as he kicked and stroked. Gray and white shapes writhed through the discoloration. Tick turned onto his back and raised his right leg out of the water.

“Oh, God,” he croaked.

His foot was gone. What remained was a torn stump, flap of skin flopping against ripped meat under the gleam of bone. Sea salt burned the wound. Tick wailed with so much despair he almost choked on it.

“Oh, Jesus, oh, Christ. Just another minute. That’s all I needed. Just one more goddamn—”

Again he went under, pulled by the other foot. He fought again to free himself, hammering painfully at that which gripped him with his new stump. In no time his left foot was separated from his body. He opened his eyes and saw every blurred color and shape he wished was not there. The most solid of these began to converge on him.

Gerald Francis McCabe,
he thought.
That’s who I was—

He was struck from every angle and with every measure of force. Blood bloomed thick around him. Tick did not resurface. Nearby, beer bottles clinked, cigars burned, and significant money exchanged hands.

NOW.

W
hat an incredible dream.

Small waves hitting the beach, the cry of gulls, the baking heat on his face. All of it should have convinced him otherwise, yet he was certain it was all part of some vivid dream. The press of sun through his eyelids brightened his blackout, though he could not awaken. Trapped in the twilight of emerging thought, he could feel the weight of his body pressing into sand. A cool breeze rippled clothes and licked his hair. Fresh air filled his lungs, the smell of salt water dancing in his nostrils. Goose bumps rose on his forearms as grains of sand peppered him. The clarity of it all was astounding, absolutely electrifying. The good stuff had taken him to wondrous dreamscapes before, but never this real. Not even close.

Might be my best high yet.

Then it dawned on him that there was a difference at the center of this chimera, a horrible absence of euphoria that couldn’t be attributed to the devil’s dust. The hollowness he felt unnerved him. Nash Lemont was now full of doubt. Where was the worm inside his head?

This isn’t a dream.

Increasing clarity eroded his remaining slumber. Any similarities to dreams broke away in pieces like an eggshell, leaving soft-boiled sobriety underneath. The components of Nash’s body came sluggishly back to life. Feet kicked out for the feel of a mattress. Hands grasped for bedsheets. Ears strained for the sounds of city life. Eyelids cracked open, only to squint at the sun’s glare.

Nash rolled over and shook the grogginess from his head, coughing up phlegm, red-rimmed eyes straining open. He could define little. Wide blurs of blue and white streaked with shades of brown and green stretched before him. In the center of his vision sat a drab figure with slumped shoulders.

“Shit, you look like I feel,” a high voice informed him.

“Huh?”

Nash propped himself up on his elbows, blinking to clear his sight. He peered again at the figure, trying to focus. The figure shifted and hunched. It was slender with white, dirty skin. Long thick hair hung over the face. The hidden features and gargoyle posture made Nash uncomfortable. He wiped away sand stuck to his sweating cheek and looked around in a hundred-and-eighty-degree sweep. What came from his mouth was little more than a croak.

“Where . . . ?”

From his ten to two o’clock a wall of tall grass made a natural fence along the shore. He ran his line of sight down the green divider until he reached his three o’clock. What he saw there made him gasp. The unexpected white beach did not alarm Nash Lemont. What alarmed Nash was the other bodies flopped on the sand.