Beyond The Shadows (47 page)

In the tumult of clashing arms, grunts, curses, clashing sword on sword or sword on shield, the thump of cudgels hitting flesh,
the muted crack of breaking limbs or shattering skulls, the whistle of air escaping from a throat instead of a mouth, the
familiar stench of blood and bile and death-loosened bowels and the sweat of exertion and the sweat of fear, Kylar was suddenly
serene. He kicked low into a white krul’s shin, snapping it. He slid past the falling beast, lunged to slide Curoch into another
krul’s throat, reversed his grip on the sword, and stabbed it through the white krul’s skull before it hit the earth.

Its death and the sudden slackness in the krul nearest him gave Kylar a moment to look at the Titan. It had reached the thick
of the fight, a hundred paces away. It swept its spiked club in a savage swathe. Krul and men alike were lofted into the air,
pierced by spikes longer than swords and then flung free on its next slash.

Kylar plunged back into the maelstrom like a diver into a cool lake on a blistering day. Vi’s command to kill gave the world
a beautiful focus. There was no fear about protecting others less capable. No worry about advancing at a slow enough rate
that the rest of a line of plodding sword-swingers could keep pace. No thought of concealing how good he was. Not even the
muted horror of killing men. A dark facsimile of a Harani bull reared up before Kylar, lashing stump-like feet, slashing mighty
tusks. Kylar dodged backward, hesitated until it was about to land on all fours, then dove beneath it. Curoch passed through
the bull’s abdomen like a comb passing through a princess’s hair on the hundredth stroke. It was beautiful. The creature trumpeted
in pain and its bowels squirted onto the ground. Kylar was already killing something else.

He’d acquired a stabbing spear somewhere, and now he spun into another knot of krul. None had time to swing weapon or claw
at him. The spear spun and Curoch darted like a hummingbird, and eight beasts died. He wasn’t fighting, or killing, or butchering.
It was a dance. He didn’t decapitate a krul unless he needed to change the direction of its falling body; it was faster to
clip a single artery. Faster to cut a hamstring. Faster to cut across a face to take both eyes. He stopped killing the black
krul half the time, focusing on the white, the bears, the aurochs, and the Harani bulls—anything that was in his path to the
Titan.

He blinded a Harani bull in one eye, made it spin, slashing at him with its tusks, then speared its other eye. Blinded and
mad with rage, it charged, plowing through line upon line of krul, trampling and killing. Kylar found himself laughing.

When the Titan was less than thirty paces away, for the first time, Kylar had a cut parried. This krul was different from
any he’d yet seen. Where most krul seemed to be crafted on the idea that stronger-is-better, bigger-is-best, this creature
was man-shaped and as lean as Kylar. Instead of skin, it had a blood-red chitin exoskeleton. Its face was a featureless chitin
oval. It held two swords of the same material and stood in a perfect ready stance. It countered Three Daisies with Garon’s
Stand. Kiriae’s Crouch with Boulders Falling. But when it tried to stop the Knot Loosed with Sydie’s Wrath, Curoch punched
through its chitinous chest. Kylar decapitated it to be sure and saw that the exoskeletoned red warriors were the only krul
around the Titan. As the Titan swung its club, they easily rolled out of the path of every swipe. There were thirteen thirteens
of them, swarming like fire ants.

Between the fire ants and the Titan, the Cenarian center was close to collapsing. The Lae’knaught, the Cenarians, the Ceuran
reserves, and the Alitaeran reserves had all come here, but the center could not hold. The Titan was as tall as seven or eight
men, and neither stupid nor slow. Where the cavalry bunched, it killed half a dozen horses and men in a single swipe. Where
they spread out, the fire ants darted into the gaps and killed men at every turn.

The Titan lifted a foot to stomp on a horseman charging him, and the ants scattered. Kylar leapt through the gap. The Titan’s
foot came down, crushing man and horse to jelly and shaking the ground. Kylar jumped and grabbed its calf. The Titan wore
scale armor made of scales so big that Kylar didn’t dare imagine what they had come from, but the straps holding the armor
together were thick leather and enormous hemp ropes. With Curoch sheathed, Kylar clambered up to the Titan’s belt.

The Titan noticed him and spun so fast Kylar’s feet lost their grip and swung out horizontal. Kylar saw chitin warriors crushed
by the unexpected move. The Titan swatted at him and Kylar was batted into the folds of its furled wings.

Cocooned in soft, stinking leather, Kylar slipped toward the ground. He grabbed a wing bone as thick around as his thigh.
He climbed as quickly as he could and Curoch came to hand as the Titan noticed that he was still hanging on. Kylar slashed
once, twice, three times, and the soft, hand-thick membrane parted. He slapped Curoch onto his back and slipped through the
hole as the Titan unfurled its enormous wings with a snap. Caught halfway through the wing, Kylar was almost knocked unconscious
by the whiplash. The Titan furled its wings to try to shake him loose again and Kylar pushed through and jumped.

He caught himself on one of the huge spines protruding from the Titan’s back. The Titan spun again, but didn’t see him, and
then was distracted by some attack Kylar couldn’t see. Kylar’s feet found purchase on a lower spine, and timing the movements
of the Titan’s body, Kylar clambered from spine to spine.

There was nowhere to brace himself for a blow to cut into the Titan’s spine, so Kylar kept climbing until he reached the broad
gorget that protected the Titan’s neck. A fringe of metallic hair protruded over it, and Kylar grabbed a handful, bracing
himself to ram Curoch into the back of the Titan’s head.

Magic arced through the metallic hairs and blasted him off his feet. Kylar spun, hanging on by one hand.

He lost his grip and caught the gorget itself, his hand between the metal and the Titan’s skin. Kylar swung around and hacked
blindly into the Titan’s neck. Magic burst from the Titan in a shockwave. The world went black and Kylar felt himself spinning
into space. There was nothing to grab, no possible way to stop his fall—and from this height, falling would surely be lethal.
It was like a dream: the rush of air, the sick emptiness in his stomach, the twist as he braced for the inevitable impact—but
he didn’t wake up. He crushed something, and heard as much as felt his bones snapping. His collarbone, right arm, every rib
on the right side and his pelvis crunched and crackled.

When he blinked his eyes clear, he was flat on his back, a fire ant crushed beneath him. Kylar tried to move, but there was
no way. Pain arced through him, so intense that black spots swam in front of his eyes. If he tried again, he’d black out.
He was dead. Just like that, Kylar’s battle was finished.

The Titan had staggered back several huge steps. Its neck was fountaining blood from the right side. Kylar had caught its
carotid artery. It screamed. Then it caught sight of Kylar. If Kylar could read emotion in those silver and black cat’s eyes,
he would have thought he read satisfaction. The Titan stepped forward. It was dying, and it knew it, and it was going to fall
on top of Kylar to crush him.

Kylar extended one finger to the Titan and lay back and looked at the sky. A speck floated in front of his eyes and he blinked,
but it didn’t go away. In the sky, diving from mountainous heights was a bird of prey, diving at great speed. Even in a dive,
it was clear it must have had a thirty foot wingspan, and it was diving straight at Kylar.

Great, crushed by a Titan or by some huge bird. Beautiful.

There was no question of moving. So many bones were broken that breathing was excruciating. Kylar looked back at the Titan.
The blood-fountain from its neck still gushed. It was rocking forward, its perfect white teeth bared at Kylar.

The bird snapped its wings open at the last second and swooped into the Titan’s face with bone-shattering force. The Titan’s
head whipped back with a crack and it dropped like a stone—backward, onto the lines of krul.

Kylar lay back. He’d hoped to do more. He might have even been tempted to think his destiny would have been to do more, but
he knew better. Anyway, at least he’d killed the Titan. That was surely worth something.

There was a ululating cry from the Ceuran lines, and the allies surged forward. Kylar saw men and horses leaping over him.

He’d barely closed his eyes when he felt magic sliding into him. With a sure and brutal hand, his bones were wrenched into
place and reconstructed in rapid order. When the magic receded, Kylar lurched over and threw up. He hadn’t even known he could
be Healed so quickly. Who else would have tried?

“One of these times, you’re really going to have to save my life. This is really getting old. By the way, I thought I told
you to hold onto this.”

Kylar gaped up at Durzo. His master was extending Curoch to him. Durzo was wearing a huge pack on his back that extended several
feet above his shoulders—except it wasn’t a pack. “Oh, hell no,” Kylar said. “You cannot fly. Tell me you can’t fly.”

Durzo shrugged. “Hollow bones, changes to the heart and eyes if you want to see while you dive, careful re-apportionment of
body mass—it’s a real bitch. Helps if you study dragons.”

“Dragons? No, don’t tell me.” Kylar stood, shaky from the vast amount of magic that had coursed through him. “I didn’t think
I could heal that fast—” he cut off as Durzo’s wings melted into his back and his form subtly changed proportions. Durzo had
taught him that shifting his features, even the relatively minor shifts from one human face to another, took eight to twelve
hours. Now his master had lost thirty-foot wings in a matter of seconds. “Unbelievable,” Kylar said.

“It’s too hard for you,” Durzo said, a note of apology sneaking into his voice.

“Do you know where Elene is?” Kylar demanded.

“Not for sure, but I know where the party is.” Durzo looked like he was about to say more, but he stopped. His face drained
of humor.

A moment later, Kylar caught what dismayed his master. By degrees, the ground beneath them seemed to sigh. The stench of the
newly dead was magnified tenfold. Jorsin’s spell locking the ground had been broken. The Dead Demesne shook off its chains
and breathed.

Godking Wanhope saw the Cenarian flare arc high over his command tents and his heart stopped.

Jenine. They were taking Jenine.

He stood on the last flight of steps before a great dome of the ancient castle. It was the tallest building he’d ever seen,
with towering arches and flying buttresses that scraped the very heavens. Inside, he could feel Khali—and Neph Dada. Dorian
was surrounded by a dozen highlanders and two hundred Vürdmeisters: more than enough. The real battle would be between himself
and Neph, his old tutor. Neph, who was making his play at usurpation. Neph, who had raised a Titan and the red buulgari—the fire ants, the bugs—which had been imprisoned near the Titan.

Nor was Neph Dada the only one making a play. Wanhope’s brother Moburu had spent almost all his strength in cutting through
Wanhope’s forces yesterday to get to Black Barrow. Now he was emerging from one of the tunnels under the city. He had a ferali.

From the stairs, the Godking had a vantage of everything north and east of the castle. To the north, he could see the small
Cenarian force cutting through the Dead Demesne to the east, where they would meet Logan Gyre’s troops, led by the king himself.
Moburu’s force looked to be only a few hundred, and it would meet Logan’s troops before the Cenarians who’d taken Jenine got
there. Without the ferali, the Cenarians would obliterate Moburu’s force. With it—well, it depended on how good Logan’s magae
were.

All in all, the resulting clash should give him plenty of time to go inside, take Khali and cut off Neph from the vir. Without
vir, Neph and Moburu would be helpless, and the entire army of krul would finally be united. Wanhope had made mistakes, but
the day was far from lost. He was turning to go inside when he saw Moburu’s men turn and head for the Cenarians holding Jenine.

His heart pounded. He’d seen this scene as his gift came back. Moburu’s ferali would demolish the kidnappers, and he would
seize Jenine. Wanhope saw the picture vividly. Moburu held Jenine, his eyes wild, a spell wrapped around her head that would
crush it like a melon if he released it.

It was too late for Jenine. Wanhope could see her head popping, brains squirting out of the narrow holes in the spell. He
blinked. Even if he saved her, his marriage was finished. The Cenarians had taken her. She must know now that Logan was alive.
If he rescued her within sight of Logan, would she thank him for it? Inside, at least, was power. With Khali, Wanhope had
magic, wealth, every pleasure of the flesh, comfort. There was the study of things lost, of magics no one could teach but
a goddess. There was everything but friendship, companionship, love—but what were those things if he was going to go mad and
couldn’t enjoy them anyway? This was his birthright, and people had been trying to take his birthright for as long as he’d
lived. He’d given everything to be here. What would happen to his harem if he left? He’d given those girls a decent life,
a better life than they could have imagined. He couldn’t live without the vir. He’d quit it once, and quitting had nearly
killed him. He couldn’t do it again. Jenine was dead to him anyway. Besides, he wanted to crush Neph, to teach him finally
who was the master and who the student, to avenge all the cruelties Neph had inflicted on him growing up.

Wanhope turned to go inside.

“Dorian?” a man shouted from halfway down the hill. “Dorian?!” In the cobblestone street, a hundred paces away, Solon emerged
around a corner, riding a chestnut destrier. He gestured with one hand to what must have been soldiers in the street behind
him, telling them to stop. “Dorian! My God, Dorian, it’s good to see you! I thought you were dead!”

Godking Wanhope was wearing his white robes and heavy gold chains of office. The vir were darkening his skin, and Solon pretended
not to see any of it.

Solon rode toward him, not touching his Talent, not holding any weapon, not making any move that might seem threatening, as
if he were approaching a wild animal. “It is you. Dorian.”

He said the word like it had power, like he was calling a dead man back to life. And it was life. Even with all the luxury
and the fulfillment of every whim, Dorian had lived these last months hunted. There had been no rest, only stupor. There had
never been communion, not even with Jenine.

The two hundred Vürdmeisters were getting nervous at Solon’s approach. They could smell the potency of his Talent, and even
to Wanhope’s nostrils it reeked. He hated it. It smelled of light, scouring, revealing, shaming light. But the Vürdmeisters
wouldn’t attack Solon, not without the Godking’s word. Solon ignored them. The man always did have brass balls. “Dorian,”
he said. “Dorian.”

Dorian had spoken a prophecy over Solon once. Ten, twelve years ago? It ended: “Broken north, broken you, remade if you speak
one word.” The cheeky bastard was asserting that the word was “Dorian”? He was turning Dorian’s own prophecy back on himself?
Solon had a little grin twisting his lips in the way Dorian knew so well. A laugh burst out of Wanhope and then was strangled
in a sob. It sounded insane to his own ears.

He looked down the hill. Moburu had closed with the Cenarians holding Jenine, and the ferali was plowing through them in a
cloud of black dust, tearing them apart, sticking their bodies to its flesh—growing.

Inside, Neph was working to give Khali flesh. The goddess would enslave all Midcyru, maybe all the world. Enslave and destroy.
Without a body, she had turned Khalidor into a cauldron of filth, a culture of fear and hatred. What could she do with a body?
The best thing Dorian could do was stop him. Godking Wanhope could stop Neph. He knew Neph. He knew how Neph would fight.
The girl was a tangent, a distraction in the big picture. Dorian was too important, his skills too valuable to go after a
girl when the real battle—the battle that would determine the fate of nations, perhaps of all Midcyru—was only paces away.
Dorian would go inside as Godking Wanhope one last time. He would take the vir one last time, and destroy all Neph had wrought.
He would destroy Khali’s works—and he would die. His fighting would be done at last. Unable to live well, he would at least
die well.

Besides, Jenine was dead to him.

“Dorian,” Solon said. “Dorian, come back.”

Jenine was dead to Godking Wanhope, she was dead even to Dorian—but she wasn’t dead. This delusion was the same temptation
that had snared him a hundred times: allow this present evil for some grand, future good. To change an entire nation, to undo
the evil his father had wrought, he had taken a harem, raised krul, slaughtered children, raped girls, and started a war.
In fact, he’d accomplished most of the things for which he hated his father, and in far less time. The truth was, Dorian had
always been more interested in being known as good than in simply being good. And he was about to do it again. No wonder he’d
been so willing to throw away his prophetic gift at Screaming Winds: he’d seen then what he was going to become.

“Go inside, kill the usurper,” Godking Wanhope ordered his Vürdmeisters. “I’ll follow momentarily.” They went inside instantly.
They might even obey. It didn’t matter. He couldn’t keep them here. They might try to stop him. “You too,” he told his bodyguards,
and they, too, obeyed instantly.

With his stomach revolting at even touching his Talent, weak and frail as it was, Dorian readied the weaves, not giving himself
time to think. He knew these weaves; he’d used them once as a young man. It was probably too little, too late. There was no
way he could pay for what he’d done. He should just smash Neph and die.

No, that was the same old voice he’d obeyed too many times. Every time he decided to think about the temptation, he fell into
the temptation. Now was the time to act. To simply do good, whether or not anyone ever knew, whether or not it was enough.

With a deep breath and as much Talent as he could hold, he ripped the vir out of himself. Parts of his Talent ripped away
with it, as he cut deep, deep. It ripped so many parts open that he knew he would never again control when his prophetic gift
came or went. The madness he had feared and fought for so long would come, and it would stay, forever.

Finally, sickened, Dorian threw off the gold chains and the white cloak of his office. “Solon. Friend,” he said, heaving a
deep breath, “ride with me. Quickly. The madness comes.”