Blush (21 page)

“Yeah baby, just like that. Clamp down and
push.“

She does, her body trying to resist my
thrusts, but with each thrust more of her cum trickles over my
cock. Jesus. That's never happened before, with her or anyone else,
and I can tell it's a shock to her.

“Baby, how does that feel?“

“I've never—“ Her moan cuts her off and when
her pussy squeezes tighter, convulsions beginning, I thrust harder
and faster knowing she's going to come hard and I want to go with
her.

“Yes, Jesse,“ she whispers. “Right there,
just like that,“ and then her eyes close and she moans long, her
body shaking, her breath stuttering out, and I thrust hard and deep
twice more before my cum shoots out of my cock.

“Fuuuuck,“ I breathe as I come and come
inside her as her walls squeeze and retract. “So, so good.“

When her pussy relaxes and I stop coming, I
pause, staying inside her and she takes a deep breath.

“Oh baby, we're not done,“ I tell her.

“We're not?“ she all but squeaks.

“Nuh-uh. You feel too fucking good to stop
now. I'd stay buried inside you 24/7 if I could.“

“That'd be awkward when I had to pee,“ she
giggles.

“That's just gross, Luce. There's a line and
that crosses it.“

I pull out of her and roll her to her
stomach, grabbing two pillows and putting them under her hips
before slipping back inside of her.

“You get so deep, Jesse.“

“Let me know if I hurt you.“

She nods.

“Don't lean on that hand,“ I warn. “Just
relax. I'll hold you up.“

“Relax when I've got my husband's nearly
ten-inch cock inside me. Okay then,“ she says on a laugh.

I chuckle and give her some shallow thrusts
before a couple deep ones, and when I hold myself still, nudging
her deep, I swivel my hips and feel the head of my cock slide
across her cervix.

I moan and she follows suit. I move a finger
between us, getting it wet with our juices, then bring it back to
her ass. She stiffens slightly, then relaxes.

Trust. Again, it's about trust and complete
giving.

I push my finger inside, thrusting as I
thrust my cock into her. Her breathing is heavy and her inner walls
are hot again, gently squeezing.

“In Chicago, when we have our own room, I
want to take your ass, baby. I want all of you.“

She nods. “Yes.“

That one word, the answer I needed to hear,
symbolizes a trust so deep it touches my heart and it stutters in
my chest.

“I love you so much, Lucy.“

“I love you more, Jesse.“

“Baby, that's not possible. It's just not,“ I
tell her as I start moving her hips against the pillow so her clit
gets the friction it needs.

My finger and cock buried deep inside, she
starts thrusting, but I'm controlling her hips and she eventually
stops.

“Let me.“

She nods again.

I pull her back hard and fast, and it doesn't
take long before she gets restless, her pussy wet and twitching, so
close to climax. I shift my angle and lose control. My hips meeting
hers as I push and pull her against me, fast, so fast, her pussy
clenching again.

I add a second finger to her ass and she
comes undone. She bites the pillow to stifle her scream and I
grin.

“Hell yeah, baby.“

Her body shakes as I hold her hips still and
hammer into her, the tingles starting at the base of my spine.

“Come for me, Jesse. Come inside me so
hard.“

“Fuuuuck, Lucy,“ I have no choice. Hearing
her talk dirty back to me triggers my release and I just let go,
enjoying it, riding it out, as pleasure soul deep pours through me
over and over again.

I collapse on top of her back, holding myself
up slightly. She really is so tiny I'm afraid I'll hurt her, but
hell if she doesn't give as good as she gets.

“I can't move,“ she whispers against my
lips.

“Mmm, don't. Your pussy's still spasming
around my cock and it feels fucking amazing. The best way to come
down.“

She giggles. “I know I've said it before, but
you are the most virile man I've ever met.“

“What?“ I ask. “You wanna go again?“ I move
my hips slightly, teasing.

She groans. “At this rate I'll be dead by the
time I'm twenty-five.“

I chuckle. “Nah.“

“Actually I think we're going to have a hoard
of kids with the way we go at it.“

“Likely.“

“You'd be okay with that?“ she asks.

I shrug a shoulder and slide to my side,
resting my head on my elbow. She mirrors my position.

“I'm not sure how good of a dad I'll make but
I'll do my damnedest.“

“You'll make an amazing dad, Jesse. There's
no way you won't love any child with your entire heart and give one
hundred and fifty percent to each one of them.“

I nod, my heart thumping in my chest. Babies
with Lucy. Yeah. Yeah, I want babies with her. Lots and lots of
little mini-me-and-Lucys running around.

She should stop that shot thing she gets.
Wait, did she get the last one? When was that? A slow grin pulls at
my lips.

“Uh, Lucy?“

“Hmm?“ she asks, her eyes closed.

“How long have we been together?“

Her eyes are still closed but a frown furrows
her brows. “Five, almost six months. Why?“

“I was just thinking…“

“About?“

“Your last period.“

Her eyes fly open and I smirk.

“Oh boy,“ she whispers.

I nod.

“Fucksticks.“

I chuckle and nod.

“I never made it to Dr. Brickner for my
shot.“

I just smirk and rub circles over her
hip.

“Oh boy. Oh boy. I'm taking pain meds.“

At this I frown. “Did they run any tests on
you at the hospital?“

“Well, sure…“

“Did you ever get the results?“

“They were supposed to… call,“ she grunts
out, reaching over me for her phone.

Her eyes are wide. I just watch.

“Sixteen voice messages.“

She holds the phone to her chest.

“Are you going to listen to them?“

“Jesse. What if—“

I shrug. “Would it be so bad?“

“Well, no. But—“

“Sure it would be nice to have more time for
just me and you, but if there's a little baby Kingston baking in
your belly, baby, I'm all for it.“

“Seriously?“ she asks, surprised.

“Yeah. I love you, Luce. It's us versus the
world, right?“

She nods, tears welling up. “No wonder I'm
crying all the fucking time,“ she curses and I throw back my head
and laugh.

She laughs with me.

“Oh boy,“ she repeats then listens to her
voicemail. “Mama,“ she presses a button, rolls her eyes. “Media.“
Presses a button, “Mama. Mama. Mama. Oh. Hospital. Oh boy.“ She
bites her thumbnail as she listens. Her eyes fly to mine and a slow
smile pulls her lips. I full out grin in return.

She hangs up. “Oh boy, Jesse.“

I laugh again, then rest a hand against her
belly. Then I frown.

“What's wrong?“ she asks, alarmed.

“Do you think I hurt the baby when we fuck
like that? I mean, I hit you deep in there. I don't want to hurt
the baby, Luce.“

“I don't know. We'll have to find somewhere
to stop to see a doctor and find out everything we need to know and
I think I have to take some kind of vitamins or something, right?“
she asks.

“I think so. My Aunt Rachel had an ‘oops'
baby and she was always going on about her vitamins and
hemorrhoids,“ I tell her.

“Oh, lovely,“ she snickers.

“Jesus, Lucy. A mini-us is in there.“ I feel
a little panicky but mostly really fucking happy.

“Yeah,“ she breathes, her eyes wide in
wonder, a small smile tilting the edges of her lips upward. She
throws herself forward and hugs me tight, so damn tight and I feel
a tear slip out.

“I love you so fucking much, Lucy.“

“I love you too, Jesse,“ she sniffles.

I hear scratching at the door and pull the
blankets up over us, still holding Lucy tight as I lean back
against the pillows, her face buried in my neck. I reach up and
wipe the tears from my cheeks just as the door opens.

“What the fuck?“ Xander shouts. “Why is she
crying?“

“How the fuck did you know she was
crying?“

“I had to take a piss and the music stopped.
I heard her sniffle.“

“Dude, mind your own. She's fine.“

Xander frowns. “Luce, did he hurt you?“

I want to laugh at Xander's
overprotectiveness where Lucy's concerned but in truth, I'm
grateful. Not so much that he's like that with me, but that he's
like that all the time with everyone. No one would ever be able to
hurt her when he's around and that makes me feel better about
having to pick up Janalee while they have sound check.

Lucy pokes her head up. “Nope. I'm good, Xan
my man. Just had a moment.“

He looks skeptical. “You sure? Is there
anything you need?“

She looks at me and I wink.

“Close the door.“

“Fuck yeah, threesome.“

“Get the hell out of here,“ I tell him when
he tries to crawl in bed with us. I laugh along with Lucy and
Xander smirks.

“I knew it was too good to be true.“

Lucy raises a brow, looks at me, looks at
Xander, and my heart stops. Seriously? Is she considering that?
Man, I just don't know how I'd feel about sharing her, even if it
is Xander. We've shared women in the past, but this is Lucy…my
wife.

A good minute goes past as she stares at me
and I hold my expression blank as best as I can because if she
wants that, I don't know if I could say no. To deny Lucy's
sexuality would be wrong, but…

“Maybe,“ she says and Xander's jaw drops. He
meets my gaze and I meet his head on.

If she wants that, I won't say no.

Xander arches a brow.
Really,
dude?

Would you—no, could you deny her
anything?

He looks at Lucy who's looking between us,
eyes darting right and left.

Nope. Couldn't do it either. You'd be okay
with that?

You're my brother, dude. I'd trust no one
else.

He blinks then nods once.
Honored.

I nod once.

“I don't know what kind of funky-ass
communication thing you two just did, but stop it!“ Lucy tells us
with a laugh. She looks at Xander. “We have a secret.“

“Yeah?“ He looks at me.

“Well, two now.“

He lifts a brow.

Lucy grins.

“What?“ Xander asks.

“You have to be quiet. I don't want anyone
knowing, not even Sera until she feels better.“

He stares at Lucy for a minute who just
grins, his eyes widen, then his gaze snaps to mine, back to Lucy.
“No shit?“

Lucy nods and grins wide.

“I want to yell right now, so fucking loud I
can't stand it,“ Xander whispers. “I'm going to be an uncle. Holy
shit! This is epic! This is just…“ He shakes his head and hugs
Lucy.

I push him back. “Dude, she's naked and she
didn't say yes.“

“Yet,“ he tells me with a smirk.

Lucy bites her lip then shakes her head. “We
need to see a doctor.“

“Well, it just so happens my dad is one of
the most prominent obstetricians in California. I'm sure he could
help us out with this little issue,“ Xander tells us with a smug
smile.

A tear slips from Lucy's eye and Xander wipes
it with his thumb, then caresses her cheek. I want to slug him
right now but yet I don't. Anyone other than Xander…

“A baby,“ Lucy whispers in wonder.

“Yeah,“ Xander replies.

I blow out a breath. We all glance at each
other then start to laugh softly.

Xander's smile is the biggest I've ever seen.
“Epic.“

“Betrayal is the only
truth that sticks.“

—ARTHUR MILLER

“WHO'S THAT?“ I ask Damian.

“Who?“ he asks looking toward where I pointed
and when we turn back, no one's there.

“I don't know, some guy I've not seen
before.“

“It might just be a fill-in roadie. I'll ask
Cage if he ever gets back from his booty call,“ Damian sneers.

“Seriously,“ I say. “What's up with him? I
thought he was into Sera?“

Damian shrugs. “How would I know? The dude
doesn't tell me shit. Honestly, I thought he was too and I thought
she was into him as well but that day at the truck stop when we
picked up Misty, she was all over Ben again.“ He shakes his head.
“Mixed signals.“

“Hmm,“ I say, crossing my arms. “Maybe he
wouldn't be getting mixed signals if he wasn't fucking somebody
else, ever think of that?“ I say loudly as I poke him in the
chest.

Damian's eyebrows are up and he lifts the
hand that isn't holding the clipboard. “I surrender though I didn't
do it.“

I sigh. “I'm sorry. I'm just edgy and pissed
off about that whole…“ I make a circle with my casted hand,
“situation.“

“You can't fix everyone, Lucy,“ he tells me
quietly.