Brock: A Bad Boy Romance (13 page)

But if she would have stood there for just one more second it would have been too late.  Now he was standing in the middle of his living room.  With his little friend making sure he knew it was alive and quite well!

              “What the fuck?  Am I going to be able to be in the same room with her and not rip her clothes off?”  He stated.

It was a thought that he felt quite honestly.  Colin had never been this attracted to another female the same way.  They had always been just pieces of ass to him.  But even when he was excited with them, or about them; it didn’t feel quite like this.

He didn’t know how to really explain it.  His mind felt cloudy as if nothing was quite clear.  He felt lost in the maze of life.  Colin had heard that being horny did some crazy shit to people, but this was ridiculous.

Tempted to go into the bedroom to calm himself down, he muttered into the air.  “Why in the fuck does she have to have a kid?”  He hung his head down and wished that life was different. 

Just his luck he falls for a girl who has baby.  “A kid that isn’t even here’s.”  He said.

Colin wondered what had happened to his parents.  She hadn’t really said the story, only that it had happened a year ago. 

It was for him to comprehend how tough it must be on her raising a kid.  She must be around his age, maybe 23 even.  “Man that would be tough.  I don’t know if I want that added responsibility or not.”  He admitted.

Thinking this way might be the only thing that would keep him from jumping her.  Because if they had sex, she would probably get attached to him and that wasn’t good. 

              “Not since you already love her!”  He heard in his mind.

Judith went home and looked through her cupboards to figure out what she was going to make.  But no matter how much she tried to think of cooking, she could only see him standing in front of her.

She turned around and saw that Little John was playing in his playpen, happy as a lark. 

              “Colin sure is sexy.”  She said, knowing that Little John wouldn’t understand her comment.  She let her mind run back to his door.  He was in front of her only the towel around his waist.  She had licked her lips thinking about what she had dreamt was underneath the towel.

Judith had wanted to move the towel aside and touch him.  But thankfully she had Little John with her.  If he hadn’t been on her hip she might be in Colin’s apartment right now.

              “Oh but I bet I’d be enjoying it!”  She smiled.  Judith had seen the firmness of Colin’s stomach, he was young and he was in shape.  “I bet he can go for hours!”  She smiled remembering a past boyfriend who’d been young.

              “Little John I wish you were old enough to have friends you could go visit!”  She turned to look at Little John.  He had passed out in the play pen. 

Judith laughed knowing how tired he had to be.  She got a blanket and put it over him.  “Now I can go make sure I don’t make an idiot of myself tonight.”

Going into the bedroom she went to her drawer and got the one toy she had.  It was a fairly nice sized dildo.  Getting on the bed she figured the only way to calm her nerves was to take care of the itch.

Turning on the dildo she placed the head on her lips.  “Oh that’s nice.”  She murmured.  The vibrations on her nub made her squirm more.  It had been a while since she had played with herself.

Now that she had a nice fantasy to think about though, she might be doing it more!  Judith laughed at the thought.  Then she pushed the dildo inside of her and put it up at a higher speed.

Judith wished it was him inside of her instead.  Again she wished she had moved the towel aside and just grabbed him.  Not giving him a choice to say no, but to simply make love to her for hours.

But she couldn’t bring this complete stranger into her life.  Not when Little John was depending on her.  What did she really know about Colin?  Just that he was sexy and he was also sweet.  That trip to the store had met a lot to her.

The biggest thing was she was afraid to fall in love with him and find out he wasn’t a good guy.  She would have to always put Little John’s happiness in front of her own.  So if it turned out Colin was the guy she loved, but he was mean to Little John, he would still have to go.

This was a fear that had really bugged her.  She was trying to push it out of her mind and finish the job.  Judith knew that her hormones would kill her quicker than love would.  Often times she knew that women would mistake sex for love.  Judith hoped to be something she would avoid.

Clearing her mind of the negativity she focused on him in his towel again.  His medium brown hair all messy and wet, she loved the way he had looked.  It had made her go into overdrive, and still could as she pictured it!

She licked her lips as she worked the dildo in and out of her.  Her juices were flowing already as she got more moist thinking of Colin.  I wonder what he’s like in bed, she thought.

Her body was moving along as it would while screwing.  “No making love to him.”  Her mind shouted out.  “It can’t be love I don’t know him.”  She answered back.

She let the vibration of the dildo sit against her nub and rubbed it with a finger.  Judith closed her eyes and moaned softly.  She liked picturing him between her legs working his penis in and out of her.  He would thrust nice and hard, he looked solid.  Oh those muscles on that boy, so young and oh so nice!  She muttered

Judith screamed out as her orgasm shot through her body.  She felt her legs quiver as she thought of him finishing inside of her.

Relaxing she listened carefully to make sure she didn’t hear Little John.  She felt a bit better, but there was still too much heat coming from her snatch.  Judith didn’t know if she would be able to not jump him. 

              “Hopefully Little John will decide to be cranky tonight!”  It was the first time she could remember thinking that way.

She got up and cleaned up and went back into the kitchen.  Looking around she figured out what to make.  She finally decided on her cornflake chicken.  It was something she loved and she hoped he would too.

Getting her ingredients she got to work, she would barely have enough time to finish if she messed around.  Judith hummed along while she worked. 

She heard the doorbell ring.  Looking at the clock she saw it was just turning 4 o’clock.  “Oh crap did I say 4?”  Judith had been rushing home trying to get away from his temptation.  She couldn’t remember what time for sure, but she had hoped it was 5 she had said.

              “I’m sorry I came a bit early.  Well kind of you did say between 4 and 5, right?  My stomach was growling because I could smell it in my place.  So I came over!”  Colin laughed.

              “No it’s okay; the food is just about done.  You have perfect timing actually!”  Judith sighed.  She looked at him and pictured him half-naked like before. 

              “Come in please.”  She finally moved aside and let him in. 

              “It smells even better over here!”  He smiled and rubbed his flat stomach.

Judith pictured him half naked again.  She had seen that flat hard stomach. 

              “Oh thanks!”  She turned red.  Not because of his compliment, but her thoughts that were in overdrive.

              “Where’s John?”  Colin asked.  She saw tears come to her eyes.  

              “Little John is in the other room sleeping.” 

              “I’m sorry did I say something wrong?” 

              “It’s just that we’ve always called him Little John, because his dad was John Sr.  So when I hear the name John I think of my uncle.”  She answered.

              “I’m so sorry.”  Colin came forward and wrapped his arms around her in a hug.

She felt his arms come around her, it was so nice.  It had been over a year since she’d had a hug like this.  Her aunt and uncle had been the last of her family, who were adults.  They had all died, now it was her and Little John. 

His arms were warm and so strong.  She sighed as she let her body go and the tears she had held back for the past year just came out.

Judith sobbed loudly as all the pain came out.  She felt so much weight come off of her.  She didn’t know how long she had been crying.  The only thing she was aware of was how much better she was feeling.

She squeezed him tightly to thank him.  As she did that she also took a deep breath in and sighed loudly.  “I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for that to happen really.”  She said softly.

He didn’t say a word just squeezed her and pulled her closer.  Judith began to cry more.  She hadn’t even realized they were there.  They just started to flow. 

How could this stranger be so caring?  She wondered and then thought of how lonely she had been. 

Judith knew she was entering dangerous territory opening her heart.  But it really felt like the right thing to do.

He had asked where the baby was and the next thing he knew she was crying.  He had felt like a heel.  Colin went and hugged her; it was the right thing to do.

Now here he was standing as she cried.  Her body was racked with sobs that were so strong.  He could feel the pain coming off of her.  Colin could feel the same pain as she was right now. 

              “I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for that to happen.”  She said.

Colin just wrapped his arms around her more squeezing her tightly.  He could smell her body, her hair.   He closed his eyes as his mind went to the place he had hated since he met her.

              ‘It only feels this good because you love her.’ His mind told him.

He was still trying to fight admitting that it had happened.  That love at first sight stuff is just bullshit, he thought.

But she had cried more and he felt like his heart was breaking with each sob that came from her.  He wanted to simply take the pain away from her.  Colin knew that he would take every ounce of pain she ever felt just to save her.

At this realization he knew it was over.  He had thought it, and had to admit defeat.  His whole mind was now on the band wagon.  But he couldn’t tell her that, she would think he was crazy.

Colin now had to make sure to not show too much of his hand to her.  He hated being dishonest, but didn’t know what else to do.  Crazy was never anything people would willing date.

Then he realized at least he could ask her out.  But first I want to make sure she knows I care.  “I’m sorry I didn’t know that.”  He said as he smelled her hair.

He let her scent settle in his nose.  He loved the smell of her.  The longer he got to hold her the better. 

              “No I shouldn’t have expected you to know.  I mean you didn’t know me or him before today.”  She said.

              “Do you want to talk about them?  It may help you feel better.”  He asked her.

She nodded her head no, but he didn’t let go.  He had a feeling the story might come out any way.  A few seconds later she started to talk.

              “They were in a bad car accident.  Little John almost died too.  The three of them were the only family I had left.  Now it’s just him and me.”  She cried more.

Colin just held her and let his shirt get soaked.  He would hold her for the rest of his life if he could.  Those types of thought still caused him some nervousness though.

              “I got a call one morning and had to go to the hospital.  That night I also had to identify them just to make sure.  Or that’s how the cops had told me.” 

He kissed the top of her head as she cried.  “I’m so sorry you had to go through that.  I would try to protect you from anything like that.”  He stated.

“I’m so sorry you had to go through that.  I would try to protect you from anything like that.”  He stated.

She hadn’t thought she heard it correctly.  But if she did, it felt nice to hear.  Judith let herself melt into him a little more.

His arms felt so comfortable.  She wanted to kiss him so badly.  She looked up at him and said.  “Thank you so much.” 

Biting her lip she had thought of what his lips would feel like against hers.  The next thing she knew he was kissing her.  She opened her mouth to welcome his tongue.  Judith wondered if she was dreaming.  It was too much like her dream.

She moaned as she felt his hands roam down her back and cup her butt.  Thrusting her pelvis towards him, she felt the hardness of him.

              “Come on while he’s still sleeping, we may not have long.”  She pulled Colin’s arm and pulled him towards the bedroom.

Judith almost laughed at his shocked look.  “Come on I’m not kidding.”  She pulled him harder and he moved quicker.

              “It’s been such a long time.  Please just get undressed.”  Judith pulled her shirt over her head and took off her bra.  She exposed her breasts to him and watched as his eyes burned with passion.

Judith saw him undress and he now stood in front of her completely naked.  She could tell he was excited and to her happiness quite well hung!

She slipped off her jeans as quickly as she could and sat on the bed.  “I’m sorry this is so quick.  But Little John has been napping for a while now.”