Call It Sleep (49 page)

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Authors: Henry Roth

—Aaa! Wish his horse fell or something!

“Now I can feed all both my men,” she laughed. “This is a rare pleasure!” And she hurried back to the ice-box.

He stiffened, ears straining above the rapid beating of eggs. Presently, he heard it, deliberate, hollow, near at hand. The knob turned—The harsh, weather-darkened face.

“I'm prepared for you!” she said cheerfully. “To the second.”

Cheeks distended in a short customary puff, he dropped his cap on the wash-tub, leaned his new whip against it. David glanced toward the stove. His mother had dropped the old broken one between the stove and the wall. His father went to the sink and began washing his hands.

“Tired?” She asked as she poured the golden foam into the hissing skillet.

“No.”

“Jelly omelette and dried peas, will that please you?”

He nodded.

“Is he still out?”

“That's why I'm late again.” He wiped his hands. “Till tomorrow.”

“Ach! I'll be so glad when he returns.”

He met her gaze with dark impassive eyes, slumped down into a chair. “How is it the heir is home?” His thin lips twitched, warping the flat cheek.

—Don't! Don't tell him! Ow! (But he dared not even look at her imploringly)

“Oh!” she said lightly. “There's someone after him. One of the bigger boys in the street.”

—Aaa! She went and told him. Hate her!

His father's incurious gaze turned from her face to David's like a slow spoke. “Why?”

“Something about money in a cellar. They were all trying to get it up—how I don't know. But the other—what did you call him?”

“Kushy,” sullenly.

“Yes. This Kushy claimed he pushed him just when he lifted it—the money. Isn't that the way it goes? Wouldn't you know the usual childish quarrel?” She bent over the stove. “Only if it's over money, it's not so childish, I guess.”

“A cellar?” The hardening of his voice was barely perceptible. “When?”

—Ow! He thinks I told!

“Yesterday, you said, didn't you, David?” Her back was turned. “You don't mind if we have the coffee I brewed this morning?”

“Yes,” David's scared eyes rose to the gloomy pressure of his father's. “I—I just said yesterday.”

His lean jaw had tightened. Drooping eye-lashes banked his smouldering anger. “What else?”

And though David knew the question was directed at himself—

“Why that's all!” His mother laughed, as though surprised at her husband's interest. “Except that I offered to go down into the street with him, since the other had threatened to strike him.” She brought the omelette and coffee pot to the table. “But he refused—said they'd call him—what?—frait-katz.” And surveying the spread. “Have I got everything here I want? Water, yes. Dear God!” She exclaimed as she went to the sink. “Isn't it time I learned to speak English?”

—Knows it wasn't! (David steeled himself) Knows it wasn't yesterday! Knows I lied!

But, “Hmph!” his father grunted, relaxing. “He's big enough to take care of himself.” There was a strange, veiled look of satisfaction on his face.

“What if they're bigger than he is, Albert?” Protesting mildly, she set the dewy, glass pitcher on the table. “You know, they—”

“Still,” his father interrupted her, “if they're too much for you, tell them I'll take the horsewhip to them if they touch you.” And glancing up at her, began slicing the bread. “Just to scare them.” He added.

“Yes.” She sat down uncertainly. “But there's no use kindling a feud out of a threat—especially an urchin's threat.”

He made no reply. And during the interval while food was being passed—

—Took my part. Gee! (Mechanically, David lifted his fork) She told him and he knows I lied and he took my part. What did I—fooled him maybe? Naaa! How he looked at me—

“You know,” his mother tilted her smile meditatively, “it's almost seven years since I came off that ship, and I've never quarreled with anyone yet. I wouldn't like to start now.”

“It would be miraculous if you did.” His voice was level. “Your life has been as sealed as a nun's.”

“Not quite so sheltered, Albert.” She looked faintly piqued. “Compared to yours, yes. But pushcart peddlers when I do my marketing—ach!—they deal out words as sharp as mustard-plasters—more than they do onions or carrots.… There's nothing like a pushcart peddler.”

—Sure he knows. Bet a million. In the wagon he was then. Just when Kushy got up. And she told him it was yesterday. And he wouldn't say—

“But what I mean is how shall I answer one of these native shrews if she shakes the clapper of her tongue at me in English? Cheh! Cheh! Cheh! They chatter and hiss like a sieve full of ashes.”

Thin as a shadow or a breath on water, a rare smile slackened his father's face. “Merely cheh, cheh back at her in Yiddish.”

“But I'd feel so humiliated,” she laughed.

“Then don't answer her at all. Grow red and march off with your head in the air.”

“Ach!” She looked at him curiously. “That's too easy. But if I had worked in a shop the way Bertha had, I could have known by now—What a smoke comes out of
her
mouth.”

“Smoke indeed! It blinds you.” His lips barely curled.

“Does it? To me, especially since she has the candy store, she sounds like running water—”

“A muddy spatter.”

“Or sand. I was going to—”

“In one's teeth.”

“You're witty to-day.” Her curiosity seemed permanently fixed in her face.

His jaw tightened again and he reached for his coffee.

—Is he my friend? No. Can't be. 'Course he ain't. But why if— Oh! He knows I lied. That's— Dope! Eat! They'll see!

“And you speak so well, because you learned among goyim?”

“In part. But when I ate in beer-saloons to save money for your passage, I used to listen to the others—In beer saloons they speak loudly. And one day I grew bold enough to answer one who was drunk. And he thought I was too. Then I knew I had made a beginning.”

“Good kosher food they gave you.” Her look had changed to quiet sympathy.

“When you spend fifteen cents a day to keep the breath in your body, you get over asking if the rabbi's blessed your meat.”

“I'm glad you had a stronger stomach than him who ate the duck-dinner so cheaply. And wrote home about it—and died of it.”

“Humph!”

“Will you have time for a nap to-day?” Reaching over she patted his hand—as rare a gesture as his smile.

His face darkened. He cleared his throat. “I still have an hour.”

David slid from his chair. “Can I go down now, mama?”

“Wait, I still have a pear to give you.”

“Can't I eat it when I go down?”

“And you feel safe now?” She went to the ice-box.

“Yes.” He glanced hurriedly at his father.

“And you're sure you don't want me to watch awhile at the window?” She slipped the chilled, glossy fruit into his hand. “Until you've found out whether this Kushy is there or not?”

“No. I'll just run to the cheder.” And as his mother bent down to kiss him—

“Keep out of mischief,” the barest overtone hardened his father's voice. “Hear me?”

“Yes, papa.” Once more their glances grazed. He reached out for the knob.

“And don't forget to eat your pear,” she reminded him. “It's as sweet as—” her voice blurred with the closing door.

He hurried down the stairs, and reaching the street glanced about hastily. No sign of Leo anywhere. Good, that was a relief! He would go to the cheder now and stay in the cheder yard till the rabbi came. He swerved around his father's milk wagon, crossed the gutter obliquely and turned west—

The sudden whirr of wheels behind him—now louder on the side-walk now roaring momentarily over the hollow buckle of a coal chute—

“Hey you!”

There was no need to turn.

Leo, cap in hand, angry mouth open in flushed face, hooked about him, braked his course with a grinding skate, eagle-spread to a stop. Standing on his skates, he looked almost full grown, his bright blonde head towering above David's.

“Yuh runnin' away aintcha?” His snub nose crinkled into an angry sneer. “W'yntcha tell me yuh didn' wanna go—'stid o' makin' me hang aroun' here all day!”

“I didn't say I didn' wanna go.” David looked up, smiling placatingly.

“Well, w'yntcha come down? Wotcha waitin' fuh? Yuh noo we said ten o'clock.”

“I had to stay upstehs till my fodder came—Yuh see? Dot's his wagon.” He pointed to it, hoping Leo would supply the connection he knew didn't exist.

“Well, wot of it?” After a glance.

“Nott'n. But my modder wuz sick, so I had to stay—”

“Aw, bullshit! Yuh know yuh lyin'!”

“No, I ain'!”

“Awri'! c'mon if yuh comin'. Be'faw yuh have to go to dat udder joint—w'utever yuh calls it.”

“I can't. I have to go dere now. Wonna pear?”

“Wot!” Leo ignored the proffered fruit. “After ye sez yuh wuz goin'? Don' try t' back out on me or I'll take me skates off and beltchuh one. Listen! I ain' gonna do nutt'n! I tol' yuh I wuzn'—wotcha scared of?”

“My a'nt's dere too,” he countered feebly. “In de kendy staw. She'll know.”

“How'z she gonna git wise, yuh sap? We'll duck 'er, dontcha see? Git 'er down de cella' w'en nobuddy's lookin'. We won't try it if she's watchin'! C'mon! I'm gonna give yuh one o' me skates.” And drawing out his skate-key, he slipped down to the curb. “Sit down, will ye? Yuh know wot I got fer ye, dontcha? Sit down!” And as David crouched down beside him. “Iz zat fer me?” He reached for the pear.

“Yea.”

“Looks like a good one.” He licked his lips.

“Yuh god id witchuh?”

“W'a'?” Between mouthfuls. “Yuh mean de ros'ry? Sure, w'eadja tink it was, up de house?” Leaning sidewise he drew a few beads from his pocket. “See 'em? Dere yours, don't fergit.” And thrusting them back, busied himself with the left skate—kicked it free. “G'wan, now, put dis on. I'll loin yuh how to go—don't git scared. Give us yer hoof. Like dat, see?” The strap tightened below David's ankles, next the clamps gripped his sole. “Shove with yer udder foot—watch me. Now slide! 'At's it! Atta baby. Let's go! 'At's it!” He flung the fruit-core into the gutter, headed toward Avenue D. “We'll git dere in a minute wit' a good hitch—wait'll yuh see.”

“Gee!” The new freedom of motion was exhilarating. “Gee, id's fun!”

“W'at'd I tell ye!” he urged jubilantly, “Go on, I tell ye, it's easy as pie—Hey, you'll loin real fast!”

They rounded the corner, Leo still barking encouragement.

XII

LAUGHING, jabbering breathlessly, they had been hauled within two blocks of Kane Street when the wagon turned from their route. They let go. The gilded mortar and pestle loomed up—so near! Sobered in an instant, David lagged behind.

“Dontcha wann jos' skate back now?”

“Naw!” Leo exploded eagerly. “Wotcha t'ink we came hea fuh? Nex' block, ain' it?”

“No,” listlessly. “It's de one after, but I—”

“C'mon den.” Leo forged ahead. “C'mon, will ye!”

There was nothing to do but follow. His blood, which a moment before had been chiming in bright abandon, deepened its stress, weighted its rhythm to an ominous tolling. They reached the corner they were to turn—

“Hey, Leo,” David plucked at his sleeve, “w'en yuh gonna gimme it?”

“W'a'?” impatiently.

“Dat ros'ry, watchuh called it, in yuh pocket?”

“Aw, w'en we gits dere!” Leo waved him off vehemently. “Wadda-yuh worryin' about? Show us de joint foist, will ye?”

“On dis side.” He led the way cautiously. “See w'ea de ices barrels is—by de daw?”

“Yea,” Leo scrutinized the terrain, “It's jist a liddle dump, ain' it? W'ea did ye—Wow!” His voice dropped in suppressed elation. “Didn' I tell ye? Dere's de steps under de staw right like I t'ought!” He nudged David abruptly. “Foller me, will ye.”

Heart-beat rising to a panicky thumping, David trailed him across the street. It seemed odd to him that those standing on the stoop or passing by were not aware of his growing terror.

“Take de strap off.” Leo kneeled to undo his own.

“Watchuh gonna do?” Crouching beside him, David undid the buckle with clammy fingers.

“Nutt'n! Don' git scared.” His whisper sounded strange against the loud background of the street. “Let's gitcher clamp.” He unloosened it, arose with both skates in his hand. “C'n ye see anybody in de staw?”

“Can't see good f'om hea.”

“Well, sneak over dis way. Jeez! don' be dumb. Keep goin'.”

From his momentary vantage, David squinted hurriedly into the shady doorway across the sunlit gutter. “My a'nt's dere!” He whispered, quickening his step. “An I t'ink it's Polly.”

“Dey's
two
goils dere!” Leo countered sharply as they passed. “I seen 'em meself stannin' in front.”

“Yea, but I don' know de odder one.”

“An she wuzn't dere, wot's 'er name? De one dat went down witcha? No? Well, let's walk back.” They retraced their steps.

“No. Couldn't see 'er anyhow. We better go back.”

“Aw hol' yer hosses, will ye! Can't chuh wait here a minute till she shows up?” Disgruntled, he flung himself back at the railing beside a stoop. “You'll have lots o' time, wotcha worryin' about—Hey, duck! Duck, will ye!” He pushed the startled David behind him. “Dey're comin' out! Stay dere or dey'll see ye!” And after a few seconds, “Cheez, dat wuz close, but dey're goin' de udder way now. Awright.” He stepped to one side, giving David room to view them. “W'ich one is her sister?”

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