Authors: Katie McGarry
Haley
MY LUNGS BURN AND MY
arms and legs pump quickly. The graffiti on the concrete walls of the freeway viaduct blend into a colored blur. I’m out of shape. Six months ago, I could have outrun them, but not now. Not today. My feet smack against the blacktop and the sound echoes in the tunnel. The stench of mold and decay fills my nose.
There’s a splash as someone stomps into a puddle, followed by the sound of more shoes against the street. My breath comes out in gasps, and I will my muscles to move faster.
Heat rises off my body and into the cold night and my nose begins to run. I don’t want them to hurt me, and the thought of a man’s hand colliding with my body causes my heart to clench. My fist tightens around Dad’s medication. I don’t want to lose it. The answer is to be faster but, if they catch me, I’ll be left with no other choice than to fight.
Their footsteps ring closer in my ears, and my old training floods into my brain. I need to turn, face them and form a defensive stance. I can’t be dragged to the ground by my hair.
Lights from behind create a beacon of hope. My pursuers’ footfalls continue in their hunt, but fall off near the walls of the tunnel, out of sight of the approaching car. I put on a burst of speed. Two more blocks and I’ll be inside. Safe from this.
Brakes squeal and a door snaps open. Voices. Shouting. The sound of a fist smacking into flesh. Continuing, I peek over my shoulder and air slams out of me when I notice the Escalade.
No.
Please, God, no.
My body rocks forward as my feet become concrete. It’s the guy from the shopping plaza. He’s fighting them. Three shadows spar against the headlights; a hellish dogfight of arms, fists, legs, grunts and growls. They’re all the same height, but I know which one’s him. He’s thicker. More muscular. He’s a scrapper, but he’s going to lose.
Two against one.
My chest rises and falls, and I glance down the street, toward my uncle’s house, toward relative safety. I’m minutes away from curfew, I’ve got my father’s prescription in my grasp, but leaving a guy behind—it’s not how I was raised.
Knowing this has the potential to end extremely badly for me, I switch directions to join the fight.
Copyright © 2013 by Katie McGarry
Playlist for Crash Into You
Songs for Theme:
“If I Die Young” by The Band
Perry
“Lighters” by Bad Meets Evil featuring Bruno Mars
“Barefoot Blue Jean
Night” by Jake Owen
“Kryptonite” by 3 Doors Down
Isaiah:
“Beverly Hills” by Weezer
“Speed” by Montgomery
Gentry
“Shimmer” by Fuel
“Santa Monica” by Everclear
Rachel:
“Mean” by Taylor Swift
“Little Miss” by Sugarland
“Fallen Angel” by Poison
Songs for specific scenes:
The first time Rachel sees Isaiah:
“Animal” by Def Leppard
When Isaiah decides he likes Rachel in the
bar/apartment: “Possum Kingdom” by Toadies
Isaiah and Rachel’s first kiss: “Just
a Kiss” by Lady Antebellum
Isaiah’s New Year’s Eve: “You and Tequila” by Kenny
Chesney featuring Grace Potter
Songs that represent Isaiah and Rachel’s future:
“Ours” by
Taylor Swift
“Fast Cars and Freedom” by Rascal Flatts
Q&A with Katie McGarry
Q: What type of research did you have to do to write
Crash Into You?
A: When it became clear that Isaiah was going to have his own book, I slightly panicked. I didn’t know anything about cars, and Isaiah was in love with them. Then when I realized that Isaiah was going to be involved in drag racing, I practically hyperventilated.
Thankfully I came across several people who were gracious enough to talk to me about cars and drag racing. Finding Ohio Valley Dragway, a legal dragway in the southwestern part of the county I live in, was amazing. There I met fabulous people who showed me their passion for cars and drag racing.
The best part? After signing my life away, I got to be a passenger of a car at a legal dragway that went 96.97 mph and did an eighth of a mile in 6.94 seconds. Of course, I did this with a helmet on my head and a fire suit, while strapped in by a five-point harness. This was a special onetime experience with professionals. In other words, don’t try this at home.
Q: One of Isaiah’s most pressing concerns in the story is figuring out how to support himself, because when he turns eighteen he won’t be able to continue living with his foster parents. Is aging out of the foster care system something teens actually face?
A: Absolutely. One of my goals in writing
Crash Into You
was to bring attention to this very real issue. One night while I was writing Isaiah and Rachel, this story came on my local news. If you’d like additional information, please visit this link:
www.wave3.com/story/16975220/18-and-out-of-foster-care
Q: Part of Rachel’s narrative arc is learning how to face and no longer hide her panic attacks and their debilitating aftermath. You wrote about her symptoms and emotions in great detail. Have you ever had a panic attack?
A: Yes. I’ve had a few in my life and they were terrifying. Anyone who has read any of my books can tell that I am a huge advocate of therapy. Rachel suffers from extreme panic attacks, and I’m glad that by the end of the story, she stops worrying about what everyone around her thinks and begins to take care of herself.
Q:
Crash Into You
just might have more teen boy characters than anything you’ve written before! How did you keep the boys’ personalities distinct as you wrote?
A: Noah, Isaiah, Ryan, Chris, Logan, West, Ethan...oh, my, that’s enough to make a girl faint, isn’t it? Gavin and Jack aren’t technically teenagers, but they’re close enough that they’d undoubtedly make any female friend of Rachel’s swoon. Lord knows I’m fanning myself.
It was easy for me to keep these characters distinct because I think of them as very different people. I’m happy to share this cheat sheet that, until now, I kept locked away in my head:
Noah—the bad boy in a black leather jacket with a big heart reserved for his younger brothers and for Echo, the girl he loves.
Isaiah—tattooed, pierced, someone the world is terrified of, but who’s so loyal that he would die to protect the people he loves.
Ryan—a star athlete with the heart of a poet and the ability to love people for who they are, not what others see.
Chris—a generational farm boy, with a knack for playing baseball, who fell in love with his best friend at an early age.
And then there are my bachelors:
Logan—the boy genius who loves to live life on the edge.
Ethan—devoted brother and friend. Has a habit of putting everyone else first and himself last.
West—with his signature backward baseball cap, West is the ultimate big brother and ultimate player of the field.
Keep reading for an excerpt from DARE YOU TO by Katie McGarry.
Chapter 1
Ryan
I’M NOT INTERESTED
in second place. Never have been. Never will be. It’s not the style of anyone who wants to play in the majors. And because of my personal philosophy, this moment sucks. My best friend is seconds from scoring a phone number from the chick working the Taco Bell counter, placing him in the lead.
What started as a simple dare twisted into a night-long game. First, Chris dared me to ask the girl in line at the movies for her number. Then I dared him to ask the girl at the batting cages for
her
number. The more we succeeded, the more momentum the game gained. Too bad Chris owns a grin that melts the hearts of all girls, including the ones with boyfriends.
I hate losing.
Taco Bell Chick blushes when Chris winks at her. Come on. I chose her because she called us redneck losers when we ordered. Chris rests his arms on the counter, inching closer to the girl, as I sit at the table and watch the tragedy unfold. Shouldn’t she be having an epiphany right about now? If not, can she find some self-respect and tell Chris to beat it?
Every single muscle on the back of my neck tenses as Taco Bell Chick giggles, writes something on a piece of paper, and slides it over to him. Dammit. The rest of our group howls with laughter and someone pats me on the back.
Tonight isn’t about phone numbers or girls. It’s about enjoying our last Friday night before school begins. I’ve tasted everything—the freedom of hot summer air in the Jeep with the panels down, the peace of dark country roads leading to the interstate, the exciting glow of city lights as we took the thirty-minute drive into Louisville, and, lastly, the mouthwatering taste of a greasy fast-food taco at midnight.
Chris raises the phone number like a referee holding up the glove of the prize champion. “It’s on, Ryan.”
“Bring it.” There’s no way I’ve gotten this far to have Chris outdo me.
He slouches in his seat, tosses the paper into the pile of numbers we’ve collected over the evening, and tugs his Bullitt County High baseball cap over his brown hair. “Let’s see. These things have to be thought through. The girl chosen carefully. Attractive enough so she won’t fall for you. Not a dog because she’ll be excited someone gave her a bone.”
Mimicking him, I shift back in the chair, extend my legs, and fold my hands over my stomach. “Take your time. I’ve got forever.”
But we don’t. After this weekend, life changes—my life and Chris’s. On Monday, Chris and I will be seniors starting our last fall baseball league. I only have a few more months to impress the professional baseball scouts or the dream I’ve been working toward my entire life will dissolve into ashes.
A shove at my foot brings me back to the here and now.
“Stop the serious shit,” Logan whispers. The lone junior at the table and the best damn catcher in the state nods toward the rest of the group. He knows my facial expressions better than anyone. He should. We’ve been playing together since we were kids. Me pitching. Him catching.
For Logan’s sake, I laugh at a joke Chris told even though I didn’t hear the punch line.
“We close soon.” Taco Bell Chick wipes a table near ours and gives Chris a smile. She almost looks pretty in the glow of the red neon Drive-Thru Open sign.
“I may call that one,” says Chris.
I lift a brow. He worships his girlfriend. “No, you won’t.”
“I would if it weren’t for Lacy.” But he has Lacy, and loves her, so neither one of us continues that conversation.
“I have one more try.” I make a show of glancing around the purple Tex-Mex decorated lobby. “What girl are you choosing for me?”
A honk from the drive-thru announces the arrival of a car full of hot girls. Rap pounds from their car and I swear one girl flashes us. I love the city. A brunette in the backseat waves at me. “You should pick one of them.”
“Sure,” Chris says sarcastically. “In fact, why don’t I hand you the title now?”
Two guys from our table hop out of their seats and go outside, leaving me, Logan, and Chris alone. “Last chance for hot city girls before we drive back to Groveton, Logan.”
Logan doesn’t say anything one way or another, nor does his face move an inch. That’s Logan for you—unmoved by much. Unless it involves a feat associated with death.
“There she is.” Chris’s eyes brighten as he stares at the entrance. “That’s the girl I’m calling as yours.”
I suck in a deep breath. Chris sounds too happy for this girl to be good news. “Where?”
“Just came in, waiting at the counter.”
I risk a look. Black hair. Torn clothes. Total skater. Damn, those chicks are hard-core. I slap my hand against the table and our trays shift. Why? Why did Skater Girl have to wander into Taco Bell tonight?
Chris’s rough chuckles do nothing to help my growing agitation. “Admit defeat and you won’t have to suffer.”
“No way.” I stand, refusing to go down without a fight.
All girls are the same. It’s what I tell myself as I stroll to the counter. She might look different from the girls at home, but all girls want the same thing—a guy who shows interest. A guy’s problem is having the balls to do it. Good thing for me I’ve got balls. “Hi. I’m Ryan.”
Her long black hair hides her face, but her slim body with a hint of curves catches my attention. Unlike the girls at home, she isn’t wearing marked-down designer labels. Nope. She has her own style. Her black tank top shows more skin than it covers and her skintight jeans hug all the right places. My eyes linger on a single rip in them, directly below her ass.
She leans over the counter and the rip widens. Skater Girl turns her head toward me and the drive-thru. “Is someone going to take my fucking order?”
Chris’s laughter from our corner table jerks me back to reality. I pull off my baseball cap, mess my hand through my hair, and shove the hat back in place. Why her? Why tonight? But there’s a dare and I’m going to win. “Counter’s a little slow tonight.”
She glares at me like
I’m
a little slow. “Are you speaking to me?”
Her hard stare dares me to glance away, and a lesser guy would. I’m not lesser.
Keep staring, Skater Girl. You don’t scare me.
I’m drawn to her eyes though. They’re blue. Dark blue. I never would have thought someone with such black hair could have those brilliant eyes.
“I asked you a question.” She rests a hip against the counter and crosses her arms over her chest. “Or are you as stupid as you look?”
Yep, pure punk: attitude, nose ring, and a sneer that can kill on sight. She’s not my type, but she doesn’t have to be. I just need her number. “You’d probably get better service if you watched your language.”
A hint of amusement touches her lips and dances in her eyes. Not the kind of amusement you laugh with. It’s the taunting kind. “Does my language bother you?”
Yes. “No.” Girls don’t use
fuck
. Or they shouldn’t. I don’t care for the word, but I know when I’m being tested and this is a test.
“So my language doesn’t bother you, but you say—” she raises her voice and leans over the counter again “—I could get some
fucking
service if I watched my language.”
Wouldn’t hurt. Time to switch tactics. “What do you want?”
Her head snaps up as if she had forgotten I was there. “What?”
“To eat. What do you want to eat?”
“Fish. What do you think I want? I’m at a taco joint.”
Chris laughs again and this time Logan joins in. If I don’t salvage this, I’ll be listening to their ridicule the entire way home. This time I lean over the counter and wave at the girl working the drive-thru. I give her a smile. She smiles back. Take lessons, Skater Girl. This is how it’s supposed to work. “Can I have a minute?”
Drive-Thru Chick’s face brightens and she holds up a finger as she continues with the order from outside. “Be right there. Promise.”
I turn back to Skater Girl, but instead of the warm thank-you I should be receiving she shakes her head, clearly annoyed. “Jocks.”
My smile falters. Hers grows.
“How do you know I’m a jock?”
Her eyes wander to my chest and I fight a grimace. Written in black letters across my gray shirt is Bullitt County High School, Baseball State Champions.
“So you are stupid,” she says.
I’m done. I take one step in the direction of the table, then stop. I don’t lose. “What’s your name?”
“What do I have to do to make you leave me alone?”
And there it is—my opening. “Give me your phone number.”
The right side of her mouth quirks up. “You’re fucking kidding.”
“I’m dead serious. Give me your name and phone number and I’ll walk away.”
“You must be brain damaged.”
“Welcome to Taco Bell. Can I take your order?”
We both look at Drive-Thru Chick. She beams at me, then cowers from Skater Girl. With her lids cast down, she asks again, “What can I get you?”
I pull out my wallet and slam ten dollars on the counter. “Tacos.”
“And a Coke,” Skater Girl says. “Large. Since he’s paying.”
“Oookaay.” Drive-Thru Chick enters the order, slides the money off the counter, and returns to the order window.
We stare at each other. I swear, this girl never blinks.
“I believe a thank-you is in order,” I say.
“I never asked you to pay.”
“Give me your name and phone number and we’ll call it even.”
She licks her lips. “There is absolutely nothing you can do to ever get me to give you my name or number.”
Ring the bell. Playtime ended with those words. Purposely invading her space, I steal a step toward her and place a hand on the counter next to her body. It affects her. I can tell. Her eyes lose the amusement and her arms hug her body. She’s small. Smaller than I expected. That attitude is so big I hadn’t noticed her height or size. “I bet I can.”
She juts out her chin. “Can’t.”
“Eight tacos and one large Coke,” says the girl from behind the counter.
Skater Girl snatches the order and spins on her heel before I can process I’m on the verge of losing. “Wait!”
She stops at the door. “What?”
This “what” doesn’t have nearly the anger of the one before. Maybe I’m getting somewhere. “Give me your phone number. I want to call you.”
No, I don’t, but I do want to win. She’s wavering. I can tell. To keep from scaring her off, I bury my excitement. Nothing sends me higher than winning.
“I’ll tell you what.” She flashes a smile that drips with a mixture of allure and wickedness. “If you can walk me to my car and open the door for me, I’ll give you my number.”
Can.
She steps into the humid night and skips down the sidewalk to the back parking lot. I wouldn’t have pegged this girl as a skipper. Skip she does and I follow, tasting the sweet victory.
Victory doesn’t last long. I freeze midstep on the sidewalk. Before she can prance past the yellow lines confining an old rusty car, two menacing guys climb out and neither appears happy.
“Something I can do for you, man?” the taller one asks. Tattoos run the length of his arms.
“Nope.” I shove my hands in my pockets and relax my stance. I have no intention of getting into a fight, especially when I’m outnumbered.
Tattoo Guy crosses the parking lot, and he’d probably keep coming if it wasn’t for the other guy with hair covering his eyes. He stops right in front of Tattoo Guy, halting his progress, but his posture suggests he’d also fight for kicks. “Is there a problem, Beth?”
Beth. Hard to believe this hard-core girl could have such a delicate name. As if reading my thoughts, her lips slide into an evil smirk. “Not anymore,” she answers as she jumps into the front seat of the car.
Both guys walk to their car while keeping an eye on me, as if I’m stupid enough to jump them from behind. The engine roars to life and the car vibrates like duct tape holds it together.
In no hurry to go inside and explain to my friends how I lost, I stay on the sidewalk. The car slowly drives by and Beth presses her palm against the passenger window. Written in black marker is the word signaling my defeat:
can’t.
Copyright © 2013 by Katie McGarry