Daddy Taught Me Better (9 page)

CHAPTER 15 – KASEY

I woke up feeling better than I did the day before and that was the short term goal I made for myself. I knew everything would not be peachy keen overnight; however I would strive to be better and feel better. I had a beachside view with a balcony so I got off the couch and opened the sliding glass door to get some fresh air. I lay back on the couch and my thoughts traveled to the wet dream I had of Apollo. How could a man make love to me in a dream better than my husband ever had? I shook my head thinking about the way my pussy responded to the mere thought of him making love to me.

I thought to myself,
I will not be drinking for a while.

When I woke up from that orgasm, I had seriously thought for a brief moment that Apollo had snuck in my room and stole the kitty cat like a thief in the night. I laughed to myself as that thought occurred to me. I just couldn’t get over the way my body felt when I woke up. I could still feel his thrusts, his hands exploring my body and what blew my mind out the water was the feeling that our hearts were connected through the sensual experience period.

Honestly, I felt bad for speaking to Apollo the way I did. I was mad at myself that I let my anger for Jaden be directed on to Apollo as well. I had spoken to everybody about that night except for Apollo. It was time that I faced the music and call him up and apologize, plus I needed him to see if his mother could move one of closing dates up. It wasn’t a good look for me to be staying in a hotel with the twins.  He didn’t deserve that from me, Apollo has been nothing but good to me, little Jaden and Kaden. How could I take Jaden’s indiscretions out on him when he had told me in so many ways that Jaden was not that man for me? His silence always spoke volumes when I vented to him. However his words of encouragement uplifted me when I felt I was not good enough to be Jaden’s wife since he was screwing every Sally, Sue, and Linda.

I picked up my phone to call Apollo and face the music. As I listened to the phone ring I could hear my heart ready to beat out my chest, my palms began to get sweaty, my anxiety had started to get the best of me when I thought of how I was going to apologize to him and then turn around and ask him for a favor. As I listened to the phone ringing the fourth time I was about to hang up until I heard his voice coming through the phone. For some reason there was a lump in my throat and nothing would come out.

“Hello, Kasey are you there?” He asked me sounding as if I had woken him up from a deep sleep.

“Um yeah, I’m here. I’m sorry I woke you up; you can call me back when you get up or you get a minute.” I said stuttering over my words. I never had a stuttering problem before. What the hell was going on with me today? I’ve always been so comfortable talking to Apollo.

“Nall you good Kasey, I need to get up anyways and start getting ready for church.”

“Hmmp church, I need to be on the front pew this morning with the way my life is spiraling out of control.”

“Man Kasey pick your head up, you have nothing to be ashamed about what you think is for you bad God will it around for your own good.” I looked at the phone and wondered how Apollo knew I was hanging my head down. Where was this connection coming from? I was so engrossed in my thoughts about it that I had forgotten Apollo was on the phone. The feeling I was getting that he could just read into my soul was scaring me.

“Kasey talk to me, tell me what’s on your mental. Since when have we ever been afraid to speak what’s on our minds to each other?” Apollo asked me.

“I’m sorry Apollo my mind had wondered off but I’m not just sorry about that, I’m sorry for the way I spoke to you on Friday night at the trap house. I know that you had nothing to do with that but I had so much anger in me that night I unleashed on you as well. I hope one day you can forgive me.” I spoke softly to him like a child that was speaking to her parents while waiting for their punishment.

“Come on now Kasey, I have had worse said to me and we are better than that. I just hate that you had to go through that and actually witness the shit. I tried calling you but I didn’t get an answer.”

“Yeah, after I spoke with my daddy I had cut my phone off. You know I just wanted some time for myself to try and pull it together before actually dealing with the situation at hand.”

“I get that, but if I had not heard from you by today, I was going to go over Nic house and make sure you were straight. Where is Jaden and Kaden at?” Apollo asked it’s a shame that he is asking about them and their own father didn’t take the time out to ask about them. He was too busy trying to control me and play mind games on me.

“They over Nic house, they been there since Friday night while I been at the hotel. I’m going to go pick them up this morning before I go over to my parents’ house to discuss things with my family.”

“Hmmph,” I heard Apollo say.

“What the hmmph about Apollo?”

“You going to talk to your family about you and Jaden is something you have never done before. You sure you ready to open that door because once you do, there is no closing it? You do know your family only deals with him on the strength of you and the twins?”

“Yeah I know all that, but it’s time to stop living like this and settling. I refuse to live in Jaden’s truth any longer; his truth is nothing more than a pleasant lie. I just can’t do it anymore.”

“Damn look at you getting deep with me, you got me feeling inspired on this good Sunday morning.”

I began to laugh at how silly he was being right now.

“Kasey you got a plan on what your next move is? Where are you and the boys going to be staying?” He rambled both questions off to me before I could answer the first one and then Apollo began to speak again.

“Don’t even worry about it, say less. Hit me up when you get back to the hotel and I’ll bring you your house keys. At least, you will know you and the twins have somewhere to go. After church, I have a couple of things to do with my mom. Therefore, you’ll probably be ready by the time I’m free today.” Apollo told me with so much authority that my only response, “okay.”

“Aye Apollo say a prayer for me please.” I quickly said into the phone before he could hang up.

“Kas you don’t have to request that, it’s already done and not on just this Sunday,” Apollo replied flabbergasting me with his reply.

“Kas? So when did I become Kas? I asked Apollo.

“The moment I knew that this wasn’t the same Kasey I was speaking to. I feel like I’m speaking to the real Kasey before the bullshit error with Jaden since you decided to drop the bullshit I thought I would drop a letter or two off of your name representing your new independence.” 

I said, “Ok” hanging up the phone thinking,
what the fuck just happened
.

This man knew what I needed without me having to say it. For some reason that I couldn’t explain I appreciated the mere fact that he took charge, telling me what I’m going to do, not what I want to do.  Then this name change he had given me had me felling warm and sensual in my most sensitive place.  I got off the couch and retrieved my bullet from out its container in my purse. I laid back down on the couch and spread my legs wide. I could feel my juices oozing out of my pleasure tunnel. I placed two of my fingers in my mouth as I turned my bullet on to its highest speed. My clit was throbbing as thoughts of Apollo ran through my head and his voice danced in my ear. I placed my bullet on the tip of my clit and immediately shivers ran through my body. I continued to tease my clit with the bullet as I began to finger fuck myself. I closed my eyes and pictured Apollo beating this pussy up. I could feel this tingling sensation beginning at the tip of toes and my scalp at the same time. The sensations seemed to be running through my body, meeting up at the pit of my stomach at the same time.

“Aaaaaaaah Shit, Fuck,” I screamed out in a satisfying voice as I felt my juices squirting out of me like a busted pipe. I couldn’t move; I felt paralyzed as my sexual satisfaction took ahold of my body. I couldn’t believe I had just squirted; hell I had never done that before. I didn’t even know I was I capable of doing it. The orgasm was so intense that I think I had just become addicted to the thought of Apollo, I have never felt that good in my life, it was a high that I didn’t want to come down from and I knew I would continue to chase that high to feel like that again.

What am I saying, this is just wrong? I might not be going to church today but I was about to find me some T.D. Jakes or Joel Osteen to watch on TV sometime today. I knew I couldn’t go down this path, I don’t even think it was because it was Jaden’s cousin, if a man can do this to me mentally and emotionally without any physical interaction it had to be a sin. I was trying to convince myself at that moment. I decided to get up and wipe up my mess. I didn’t want the maid coming in thinking I was nasty, I washed my bullet off, dried it and put it back in its container in my purse. I’m sure that bullet was about to become my best friend, my new cuddle buddy. I hopped in the shower to cleanse myself of the morning sex I had just with myself so I could go pick up Jaden and Kaden. I had really missed them. I moisturized my body with my Paris Amore lotion from Bath and Body works, I threw on some tights with the matching shirt, my all pink Nike Airmax’s, squirted some of my Tom Ford Black Orchid Perfume and headed out to Nic’s house. I stopped at the front desk and informed that I needed new linen and my room wiped down and I was off to start my day.

CHAPTER 16 – NIC

I got up early this morning before Kasey got here and the boys woke up. I liked to give my house a good scrubbing on Sunday mornings. I had just gotten done cleaning up, so I jumped in the shower to get ready to start cooking breakfast before I had to hear Kasey mouth about it not being no food ready. As I was climbing out the shower I heard my phone ringing, I hurried into my bedroom to answer it before I missed the call.

“Hello,” I answered out of breath.

“Damn, what were you doing? Come open the door for me.” I heard Big Tim say on the other end of the line.

I let out a sigh and just hung up the phone. I was getting real tired of Big Tim just popping up to my house whenever he felt like it. We have not been a couple since Tim was five. I have not been able to build another relationship with a man since. Every time I met somebody that I think was worth exploring the idea of being in a committed relationship with, he would ruin it. I know Baby Mama Drama was something I never wanted to deal with, but the Baby Daddy drama had to be ten times worse. I couldn’t understand why after all this time he couldn’t just let me live, out of all the rest of his children mothers it seemed as though I was the only that he just couldn’t shake. I hurried up and put my clothes on because now Big Tim was banging on my door; I didn’t want him to wake the boys up because if he was coming over this early in the morning, it sure wasn’t to exchange pleasantries.

I made it down the stairs, opened the door and walked away from it heading to the kitchen to get my breakfast started.

“Well damn, good morning to you too Baby Mama. I’m sure not feeling the love from you this morning.” Big Tim stated trying to start his shit as soon as he crossed the threshold of my house.

“Good morning, to what do I owe the pleasure of you coming to see me first thing this morning?” I inquired.

“After I get done saying what I have to say you might not be feeling so pleasant.”

“Oh don’t I already know, I guess you came over to do the devils work on this glorious Sunday morning. You can actually re-route that shit and go back out that door the same way you came in because I really don’t give a damn what you have to say to me, maybe if you paid a bill around this motherfucker or tried to help take care of your son then what you have to say may have merit to it.” I said pointing to the door.

Big Tim let out a hearty laugh, annoying me even more. I swear this man irked my soul.

“Tim just say what you came here to say and go so I could carry on with my day. I can’t figure why I’m your concern, shouldn’t your only concern be my son?” I asked him.

“I tell you why because the shit you do affects my son. I’m not about to have you fucking up his head.”

“Oh, okay, so let me get this right; you’re concerned about what affects your son, but when was the last time you spent some father and son time with him? When was the last time you called him and told him you loved him? Your sorry ass doesn’t even know his favorite color, likes or dislikes. You be too busy sniffing up my ass, so miss me with all that.”

“So that’s the problem, you miss me sniffing up your ass, so you went and got somebody else to do it.”

“Come on man, I’ve been done with that. I’ve been so over you for years now. You got three other baby momma’s that don’t have nothing going on with themselves but EBT and the next free ladies night at the club, but you stay coming for me. You really need to find you a new hobby because that’s not a good look. It’s old and tired now.”

“Hmmph, a new hobby huh. So I guess you found a new hobby.”

“Say what you got to say so you can get the hell out of my house Big Tim, don’t nobody got time for the fuckery this early in the morning,” I yelled out in frustration to Tim.

I heard my door opening and watched Kasey walk in my house. She had a new stride in her walk like she was glowing; I just watched her as she made her way over to me and Tim wondering what the hell had her on Cloud Nine with all the stuff she was going through.

“Hey sis, I thought you would have started breakfast by now.” Kasey greeted me as she hugged me.

“I would have if Tim would not have come over here fucking with me this morning,” I replied to Kasey.

“Oh hey Tim, what’s up with you, I haven’t seen you in so long.” Kasey turned around talking to Tim.

“Nothing much, I should be asking you what you been up to since the streets been tight lipped about you unlike your friend here,” Tim replied to Kasey.

“Nope not doing it with you two this morning, it’s a beautiful day in Zamunda and I’m going to enjoy it. I’m not getting caught in between yawl shenanigans today.”

Tim stated, “I was about to get up outta here anyway, I just came to see if Nic enjoy eating pussy as much as I do, you know offer her some tips.”

Tim turned and began to walk away laughing like his words were going to break me. Tim is the kind of man that didn’t want to see nobody doing good unless he was responsible. I knew the only reason he truly continued to bother me is because in spite of everything we had been through I was still standing. I handled my business and didn’t need nor want for anything not even his sorry ass excuse of a nut.

I yelled out to Tim right before he walked out the door, “Considering that you came over here this early morning, I was assuming you needed some tips from me.”

With that last comment, I heard my door slam shut so hard I thought it was about to fall off the hinges.

“Girl you and Tim still at it, these niggas know they some real life clowns, all they missing is the costume. “ Kasey let out a huge chuckle.

“I’m not thinking about Tim dumb ass; let me get started on this breakfast. So what’s got your ass so perky this morning?”

“What you mean? I can’t stay in a funk forever. At the end of the day, there is nothing I can do to change the events that have transpired. My husband is still a lying cheating bastard; Ms. Jade is still his daughter and I’m moving on honey. We all have had storms in our lives but today I’m going to dance in the rain.”

“Okay Kasey, you go right ahead and dance in the rain, just don’t slip up and fall. You do know it’s slippery when it wet.”

Kasey waived me off as she plopped down on the couch, grabbing the remote control; she turned the TV to the Trinity Broadcasting Network and began to watch T.D. Jakes. One thing I knew for sure was that I was not the only one keeping secrets around here. Apparently she wasn’t ready to share hers and I damn sure wasn’t ready to share mine. I busied myself in the kitchen in the kitchen fixing our breakfast. When I got done me and Kasey woke the boys up, made sure they handled their morning hygiene before we all sat down at the table together. It had been awhile since we had done something like this. I really enjoyed it; the boys were comical when they were all together. I hated to see them go, but I knew Kasey had to go face the music with her family. I kissed the boys as they were leaving and told them I’ll see them in a couple of days. I gave Kasey a hug and told her to call me when she got done with her parents.