THEY walked down into the village. It took quite a long time to reach the post office, because Dale stopped and spoke to everyone they met. He stood with his hand on Lisle’s shoulder or his arm through hers and told young Mrs. Crisp who was old Obadiah’s grand-daughter-in-law, and his elderly daughter Aggie, and Mrs. Cooper, and Mrs. Maggs the baker’s wife, and quite a lot of other people, how shocked and distressed they both were about poor Cissie’s accident.
“I’ve always said some of those places up on Tane Head ought to be railed off. They’re not really safe in the dusk.”
Young Mrs. Crisp said, “No, that’s right,” and Aggie remembered her father saying that a boy fell over that very place getting on for seventy years ago, and there was some talk about putting up a railing then, only nothing ever got done. Mrs. Cooper was of the opinion that if they railed the whole of the headland off, it would be a good thing and no harm done.
“Never allowed to go up there, my sisters and I weren’t, not without it was broad daylight. That sort of lonely place is just putting yourself in the way of trouble — that’s what my mother used to say. There were seven of us, and we could go to church with our young men Sunday evening, or we could take a walk along the Ledlington road, but go up on the headland we couldn’t, not without it was a party.”
Dale laughed a little.
“Are you as strict as that with Mary and Mabel? You know, I’m almost afraid to tell you that Lady Steyne and I went up there to see the sunset last night. My wife had a headache and cried off.” He put his arm round Lisle’s shoulders for a moment. “You see what you’ve done, darling — Alicia and I won’t have a rag of character left. I ought to have insisted on taking a chaperone. Next time I shall take Mrs. Cooper.”
That massive lady laughed till all her chins wobbled.
“Funny, isn’t it?” she said. “When I couldn’t go up on the headland I was always wanting to — and now I can please myself, why, I wouldn’t go if you paid me. I should have to go in for some of this slimming first.” She sobered suddenly. “Well, it’s a shocking thing about Cissie, isn’t it? Her poor aunt’s taking on something cruel.”
Lisle did her part. She said “Darling” when she spoke to Dale, and forced a shy smile when he put a hand on her arm. If she looked pale and distressed, it was put down to the shock of Cissie’s death. She was very well liked in the village for her gentle, friendly ways. The present verdict was that she had a feeling heart.
Dale did nearly all the talking as they made their slow progress up the village street. He had a pleasant smile and greeting for everyone. He remembered to ask about Mrs. James Crisp’s mother who had had a stroke, and young Mrs. Crisp’s baby who was being christened on Sunday. He knew all about the eldest Cooper boy having got a rise, and he sympathised with the smallest of the Cole tribe who had fallen over its own feet and grazed a chubby knee. And to all and sundry, with Lisle smiling at his side, he proclaimed that he and Alicia Steyne had watched last night’s sunset from the top of Tane Head.
“Do you remember how we used to picnic up there, Lucy? Nobody’s ever made rock buns as good as yours were. And you’re the only woman I’ve ever met who put enough butter into a sandwich.”
Mrs. William Crisp, who had been cook at Tanfield eighteen years before, emitted a gratified chuckle.
“Always one for sandwiches, you were, Mr. Dale.”
The whole thing was very well done. Dale had reason to feel pleased with himself. By the time he and Alicia came to give their evidence at the inquest every soul in the village would already know that they had re-visited their old picnic place to see the sun go down. Robbed of any appearance of secrecy, laughed over in Lisle’s presence, the episode would suggest only one possible point of interest, their encounter with Pell.
They found Miss Cole in her parlour behind the shop. One of her brother James’ daughters was with her, a pretty, plump girl whose eyes were red with weeping, not because she and Cissie had ever been particular friends, but because it was the first time she had met the violence of passion and death at closer quarters than the cinema screen or the headlines of the penny press.
Miss Cole herself sat in her armchair, rocking herself and weeping aloud. She got up for Mr. and Mrs. Jerningham, transferred her handkerchief to her left hand, and, pressing it to her eyes, greeted them with a fresh burst of sobbing.
“Such a shock as it’s been! Oh, Mrs. Jerningham — who’d have thought it — when we were talking so comfortable only yesterday, and poor Cissie so pleased to go up and see you. I’m sure I don’t know what I’d have felt if I’d known that was the last I’d see of her. ‘It’s no good my going, Aunt,’ she said. ‘Talking to anyone doesn’t stop you being fond of a person — I only wish it did,’ she said. ‘And I wouldn’t go, only Mrs. Jerningham’s that sweet I’d go anywhere if it was to see her.’ Oh dear — and I said, ‘It’s a lovely evening for a walk, and do you good to get a bit of fresh air, sticking indoors the way you do. And don’t you be late, Cissie,’ I said — and I was thinking of that Pell when I said it. And she stood just over there by the door and looked back over her shoulder, and, ‘Who’s going to be late?’ she said. And that was the last I saw of her.” She dabbed fiercely at her eyes, blew her nose, and caught Dale by the sleeve. “Mr. Jerningham, they’ll get him, won’t they — that Pell?”
“I should think so,” said Dale. “But you know, Miss Cole, you mustn’t make up your mind that he had anything to do with it. She may have fallen.”
Her grasp tightened. She stopped crying and her voice took on an angry tone.
“Are you going to tell me you think Cissie would throw herself over? And no call to do it, Mr. Jerningham, because she was a good girl, Cissie was, and I’m not going to have anyone saying she wasn’t! He made her fond of him, that Pell did, but that’s as far as it went. And I don’t say she wasn’t unhappy, but she’d no call to throw herself over any cliffs. Always after her, that Pell was, and when he couldn’t get what he wanted he pushed her over. I knew just such another case when I was a girl over at Ledstock visiting my granny — pushed her in a pond, the man did, because she wouldn’t give in to him. And that’s what Pell did to poor Cissie — you can’t get from it. All I want is to know that the police have got him.” She turned back to Lisle and began to cry again. “I’m sure it’s very kind of you and Mr. Jerningham, and you must excuse me. They won’t even let me have her here, not till after the inquest. I’m sure I never thought anyone in our family would come to be a police case. There’s been a gentleman here from the Ledlington Gazette wanting her photograph, and I gave him the snapshot Mr. Rafe took of her and me when you had the church fête in June. It was the best photo Cissie ever had, so I let the gentleman have it. I’m sure it’s wonderful how clever Mr. Rafe is with that camera — and no bigger than the palm of your hand. Oh, Mrs. Jerningham, it doesn’t seem possible when you think about the fête and what a nice time we had! I’m sure it was so kind of you and Mr. Jerningham—”
Lisle had very little to say. She held Miss Cole’s hand, and sometimes spoke softly to her. She had a saddened sense of what a lonely future the poor thing would have now that Cissie was gone. There were tears in her own eyes when she kissed her and came away.
As they walked back, Dale said in a curious tone,
“You did her good.”
“I didn’t do anything. I’m so sorry for her.”
“That’s what she liked. You let her talk, you were sorry for her, and you kissed her when you came away. It was all just right.”
Was it? Lisle wondered if it was. Things had left off being right. They were confused, difficult, unendurable, but they had to be endured.
She walked home in silence. Just before they reached the house Dale put his hand on her shoulder.
“Thank you, darling,” he said.
LISLE went up early to bed. All the way through dinner and whilst the evening was slowly dragging on she had thought of going up to her own room as escape, release, but when she was there with the doors locked it seemed to her that she had evaded one generation of Jerninghams only to find herself surrounded by all those other generations which had gone before. She had never felt that the room was really hers, but never before tonight had she experienced so completely the sense of being a passing guest in this place where so many others had lived, and ruled, and played their fleeting parts.
The heavy curtains had been drawn across the windows. The atmosphere of the room seemed old and stale. The hangings, the carpet, the old-fashioned wallpaper with its embossed design, the massive furniture, all sent out a faint something to tang the air.
She undressed quickly and pulled the curtains back. At once the night was in the room, silver with moonlight and fresh with a breeze from the sea. She stripped back the bedclothes, leaving only a sheet to cover her. Then she lay against the pillows with her cheek on her hand and watched the tops of the trees below the Italian garden, and the dark, secret glitter of the distant sea. She had come to the end of her strength. She couldn’t think any more. From the moment when she had made her appointment with Miss Maud Silver her mind had been in a state of ceaseless conflict. One most terrible thought had come and gone continually. It was so dreadful that she blenched away from it, but as soon as it was out of sight she began to fear it so much that her whole consciousness was in suspense, waiting until the horrible thing should show itself again. Now all that was over. For the moment at least strain had defeated itself. Thought came to a standstill. Out of all the confusion one certainty emerged. Dale had asked her to help him, and she had said she would. She couldn’t go and see Miss Silver after all. She would have to go into Ledlington in the morning and ring her up. She needn’t give any reason. She need only say that she was sorry she could not come. Her thoughts went no farther than that. She couldn’t go and see Miss Silver, because Dale had asked her to help him and she had said yes. She couldn’t go and see Miss Silver because it might be hurting Dale. It — wouldn’t — help — him. It — might — harm — him.
She fell asleep and had strange dreams. She was in an aeroplane, loud with the roar of its engines and the wind going by like a hurricane. All the winds of the world went by, and the clouds strung out to a thread because of the lightning speed. And there was no pilot. She was quite alone…
The dream was gone. Between sleep and waking she saw the moonlight, turned away from it, and slipped into another dream. There was a place where there was no one at all. Not even Lisle was there. It was the dreadful heart of loneliness, the place where you lost everything, even your own self. She cried out and woke, shuddering and cold with sweat.
When she had covered herself she slept again, and dreamed that she was walking in the part of the garden which she liked best. It was a fair evening drawing towards sunset. She came by some unfamiliar steps to the sea-shore. It was not any beach that she knew. There a straight, firm track of golden sand, with the sun shining low down across the sea. Everything was very still and peaceful. The tide was out. It ought to have been a happy dream, but there was a most terrible weight upon her heart. All at once she began to hear footsteps behind her. They were the footprints on the sands of time. They were something inescapable, unalterable, irrevocable. She could not by any kind of effort turn her head, or go back, or cease from going forward.
And then she saw the rock. It rose up in her path and shut out the light. It was as high as Tane Head. Suddenly it was Tane Head, and at the foot of the cliff Cissie Cole lay broken, with Lisle’s coat covering her. The footsteps came on and ceased because they were come to the end. Lisle looked down at the coat. She bent and pulled a fold away from the hidden face. And it wasn’t Cissie who was lying there dead — it was Lisle Jerningham… Someone put out a hand and touched her—
She woke. The room was dark. She could not tell right hand from left, or up from down. Somewhere in the house there was movement. A door closed. Her sense of direction came back. She got out of bed and went to the right-hand window. A sea mist had come up and blotted out the moon. She could see nothing but its baffling curtain. She stood there a long time looking out.
THE mist was still there when she came down next morning. Dale had breakfasted and gone. Alicia was smoking and sipping orange juice. She waved her cigarette in a greeting which left a queer scrawl hanging in the air between them and said in her sweetest voice,
“Dale says he’s broken it to you that we are to be bosom friends. He’s horribly afraid of a breath of scandal, isn’t he? I don’t mind about it myself, but men are such prudes, and, as I told the handsome policeman, Dale is too feudal. He actually minds what all the Coles, and Crisps, and Coopers say in the village. Do you?”
Lisle was pouring herself out a cup of coffee. She said without looking round,
“I don’t know.”
“And just what do you mean by that, my dear?”
Lisle set the coffee-pot down.
“I shouldn’t like the village to say things about Dale, or to think them either. If they were true it would hurt us all, and if they weren’t it would be silly to let people go on thinking they were.” She turned round as she spoke with her cup in her hand and went to the table.
Alicia laughed.
“How pure that sounds! Well, when do we give an exhibition performance of friendship? What about walking down into the village presently with our arms entwined? We can invent something to do when we get there.”
As she spoke, Rafe wandered in, and she broke off to say,
“Hullo! Why aren’t you earning your living?”
He went over to the side table and began to lift covers.
“Scrambled eggs — I wonder. Bacon — I don’t think. What did you say, darling?”
“I said, ‘Why are you not working?’ ”
He waved his right hand in her direction.
“I still have a strained thumb, and if you’ve any idea of pointing out that it is all imagination, I come back at you with ‘If I imagine my thumb is strained, I shall also imagine that I can’t draw with it.’ Vantage to me!”
Alicia blew out a delicate cloud of smoke.
“Do you draw with your thumb?”
“Try drawing without it, darling. Game and set! A kipper — I thought I smelt a kipper. Lisle, what are you having — coffee? That’s your American blood.” He brought his kipper to the table and sat down beside her. “Good Queen Bess breakfasted off a baron of beef and several bumpers of beer. It’s a degenerate age. You are continental — pick your continent. Alicia is definitely decadent — there’s something sinister about nicotine and orange juice. I am supporting the herring industry. What is everyone going to do today?”
Alicia stubbed out her cigarette on the edge of his plate.
“Try nicotine and kipper — that’s decadent if you like! Lisle and I are walking down into the village all wreathed in friendship.”
Lisle looked up.
“I’m afraid I can’t this morning.”
“Oh?” Alicia stared. “And why not?”
“I’ve got to go into Ledlington.”
Alicia laughed.
“Dale’s taken the car,” she said.
“Oh—” It was no more than an escaping breath. A feeling of panic invaded her. Suppose Alicia were to offer to drive her into Ledlington. She would have to go — she must telephone to Miss Silver. Suppose Alicia didn’t offer. William Crisp had a car which he hired out — she might take that. But then everyone in the village would wonder why she had to hire.
“I think I’m bored with Ledlington,” said Alicia. “We can show ourselves there another day. We had better start with the village.”
“Obliging creature, aren’t you?” said Rafe. “Everyone seems to forget that I possess a car. Lisle and I will go to Ledlington, and you can walk into the village all by yourself. What time do you want to start, honey-sweet?” Alicia’s colour flared.
“That’s a perfectly ridiculous name! If I were Dale—”
Rafe burst out laughing.
“You’d eat a proper breakfast. I don’t mind betting he went right through everything.” He turned to Lisle. “Well, when do we start?”
She looked at him gratefully.
“Could it be rather soon?”
“It could.”
“Are you going to buy a new car?” said Alicia in a taunting voice.
“I don’t know — I might. It’s difficult not having one—”
“Oh, Rafe’s at your disposal — whilst he’s got a sprained thumb.”
Rafe got up to put away his plate. He came back reciting, “ ‘Let me malinger and I’ll dare, e’en that to drive for thee —’ To Anthea who may command him in anything!”
Alicia broke into sudden laughter.
“Are you trying to make Lisle believe you’re fond of her? What a hope!”
Rafe smiled.
“She’s a credulous creature — she might be taken in. You had better warn her — I can see you are going to anyhow.” He turned a laughing look on Lisle. “I’m not a prophet in my own country. Alicia is just going to tell you that I’ve never been fond of anyone in my life. I’m a philanderer, a specialist in flirtation, an unreliable poacher on other people’s preserves. I rob henroosts and don’t even want to eat the eggs. I throw them away because I like breaking things. It is well known that I have no heart. In fact, You Have Been Warned.”
Lisle made herself smile too. Beneath the chaff there ran a swift, secret current. She didn’t know what it was, but it made her afraid.
She said as lightly as she could, “Would that be true?” and Alicia laughed again.
“Of course it’s true. He’s a cold fish. No, fish isn’t the right creature — I believe they are quite affectionate.”
“Try serpent,” said Rafe in an interested voice. “I rather fancy that. ‘He sleeked his soul in a serpent’s skin, and buttoned it up and buttoned it in.’ Strictly original and impromptu effort by Rafe Jerningham. And what she really means, honey-sweet, is, don’t trust me an inch, because I might take an ell, and on no account let me drive you into Ledlington, because it interferes with her own plans for this morning.”
“I’ll go and get ready,” said Lisle.
The mist was drawing up as they came on to the Ledlington road. Warmth came through it, and a veiled sunlight prophesying heat. She said suddenly,
“Why does Alicia say that sort of thing?”
Rafe flashed her a quick, enigmatic look.
“Don’t you know?”
“No, I don’t think I do. She sounded angry.”
“Oh, yes, she was angry.”
“Why?”
His shoulder lifted.
“Why is anybody angry?”
She left it at that. No knowing where that current would take you if you ventured in too far. She drew back and sat in silence all the way into Ledlington. After a little she found the silence restful.
“Where do you want to go?”
They were amongst houses now, straggling outposts of the town, raw and new, with brightly coloured tiles, unfinished gardens, vivid window curtains, and names like My’ome, Maryzone, and Wyshcumtru.
“Oh, the High Street — Ashley’s. I shan’t be long.”
She heard him laugh.
“When every woman lies! I’ll expect you when I see you. Shall I have time to get my hair cut?”
“Oh, yes.”
“Several times over, I expect! Don’t hurry.”
Lisle went up to the ladies’ rest room. Ashley’s did their customers very well. They catered for women who came in from the country round and made a day of it, shopping in the morning and paying visits in the afternoon. You could have your hair shampooed and waved, you could take a facial treatment, you could rest in a comfortable armchair and look through the latest magazines, you could ring up your friends from a telephone box which ensured privacy.
It was the telephone box which had brought Lisle to Ashley’s. She entered it, took care to shut the door, and asked for a London number. Ledlington has not arrived at automatic telephones. The frequently expressed view is that it has no desire to be bothered with them.
Lisle, waiting for her call, was glad to see how empty the rest-room was. A vague attendant just visible through the archway into the dressing-room was polishing a mirror over one of the wash-basins. There was no one else in sight.
The voice of the telephone operator said, “Here you are,” and with a little click the prim, reliable voice of Miss Maud Silver took its place.
“Hullo!”
Queer how the one word took Lisle back to the train and a dumpy figure in drab shantung and a brown hat with a bunch of mignonette and pansies. She had no need to ask who was on the line.
“Miss Silver — Lisle Jerningham speaking. I can’t come up and see you today. I’ve had to change my plans.”
There was the sound of a faint cough.
“Dear me — that’s a pity — really a great pity. You are sure you cannot manage to come?”
Lisle said, “Quite sure,” not knowing how the words sounded to Miss Silver’s ears.
The prim, reliable voice said, “Dear me!” again. And then, “Could you come up tomorrow?”
Lisle wanted to say yes so much that she began to shake. She wanted to say yes, and she mustn’t. She must say no. She said it in a failing voice, and then she said good-bye and hung up the receiver before she could be tempted to say anything more. Then she went quickly back to the car and sat there to wait for Rafe. She had to wait some time.
When he came, her heart knocked suddenly against her side. She thought something had happened, and then wondered what had put the thought into her mind, because he smiled and looked just as usual. But when they were clear of the High Street and drawing away from the town he said in a conversational tone,
“They’ve got Pell.”
Why should that make her heart knock? But it did. She said,
“How do you know?”
“I met March. They’re having the inquest tomorrow.”
Lisle leaned back and closed her eyes. The mist was gone. The wet road dazzled her under the sun. Her heart beat. She said,
“Did he do it —Pell? Did he push Cissie over the cliff?”
Rafe put his foot down on the accelerator. The new houses streamed away on either side and were gone. The green fields streamed away. He said in his casual voice,
“That’ll be for a jury to say. He swears he didn’t.”