Dangerous Days: (10 page)

“I’ve been taking stock to-day,” she went on, “and I put you among my assets. One reliable gentleman, six feet tall, weight about a hundred and seventy, in good condition. Heavens, what a lot of liabilities you had to off-set!”

He stopped and looked down at her.

“Audrey dear,” he said, “what am I to say to all that? What can I do? How can I help?”

“You might tell me - No, that’s silly.”

“V/hat is silly?”

But she did not answer. She called “Joey!” and gave him her clubs.

“Joey wants to be a soldier,” she observed.

“So he says.”

“I want to be a soldier, too, Clay. A good soldier.”

He suspected that she was rather close to unusual tears.

As they approached the clubhouse they saw Graham and Marion Hayden standing outside. Graham was absently dropping balls and swinging at them. It was too late when Clayton saw the danger and shouted sharply.

A ball caught the caddie on the side of the head and he dropped like a shot.

All through that night Clayton and Audrey Valentine sat by the boy’s white bed in the hospital. Clayton knew Graham was waiting outside, but he did not go out to speak to him. He was afraid of himself, afraid in his anger that he would widen the breach between them.

Early in the evening Natalie had come, in a great evening-coat that looked queerly out of place, but she had come, he knew, not through sympathy for the thin little figure on the bed, but as he had known she would come, to plead for Graham. And her cry of joy when the surgeons had said the boy would live was again for Graham.

She had been too engrossed to comment on Audrey’s presence there, and Audrey had gone out immediately and left them together. Clayton was forced, that night, to an unwilling comparison of Natalie with another woman. On the surface of their lives, where only they met, Natalie had always borne comparison well. But here was a new standard to measure by, and another woman, a woman with hands to serve and watchful, intelligent eyes, outmeasured her.

Not that Clayton knew all this. He felt, in a vague way, that Natalie was out of place there, and he felt, even more strongly, that she had not the faintest interest in the still figure on its white bed - save as it touched Graham and herself.

He was resentful, too, that she felt it necessary to plead with him for his own boy. Good God, if she felt that way about him, no wonder Graham -

She had placed a hand on Clayton’s arm, as he sat in that endless vigil, and bent down to whisper, although no sound would have penetrated that death-like stupor.

“It was an accident, Clay,” she pled. “You know Graham’s the kindest soul in the world. You know that, Clay.”

“He had been drinking.” His voice sounded cold and strained to his own ears.

“Not much. Almost nothing, Toots says positively.”

“Then I’d rather he had been, Natalie. If he drove that ball out of wanton indifference - “

“He didn’t see the boy.”

“He should have looked.”

In her anger she ceased her sibilant whispering, and stood erect.

“I told him you’d be hard,” she said. “He’s outside, half-sick with fright, because he is afraid. Afraid of you,” she added, and went out, her silks rustling in the quiet corridor.

She had gone away soon after that, the nurse informed him. And toward dawn Clayton left Audrey in the sick room and found Graham. He was asleep in a chair in the waiting-room, and looked boyish and very tired. Clayton’s heart contracted.

He went back to his vigil, and let Graham sleep on.

Some time later he roused from a doze in his chair. Graham was across the bed from him, looking down. Audrey was gone. And the injured boy stirred and opened his eyes.

“H-hello, Joey,” said Graham, with a catch in his voice.

Joey lay still, his eyes taking in his new surroundings. Then he put out a hand and touched the bandage on his head.

“What I got on?” he demanded, faintly.

Graham caught his father’s eyes across the bed, and smiled a shaky, tremulous smile.

“I guess he’s all right, Father,” he said. And suddenly crumpled up beside the bed, and fell into a paroxysm of silent sobbing. With his arm around the boy’s shoulders, Clayton felt in that gray dawn the greatest thankfulness of his life. Joey would live. That cup was taken from his boy’s lips. And he and Graham were together again, close together. The boy’s grip on his hand was tight. Please God, they would always be together from now on.

Clayton did not care to tell Natalie of Chris’s flight. She would learn it soon enough, he knew, and he felt unwilling to discuss the affair as Natalie would want to discuss it. Not that he cared about Chris, but he had begun to feel a protective interest in Audrey Valentine, an interest that had in it a curious aversion to hearing her name in connection with Chris’s sordid story.

He and Natalie met rarely in the next few days. He dined frequently at his club with men connected in various ways with the new enterprise, and transacted an enormous amount of business over the dinner or luncheon table. Natalie’s door was always closed on those occasions when he returned, and he felt that with the stubbornness characteristic of her she was still harboring resentment against him for what he had said at the hospital.

He knew she was spending most of her days at Linndale, and he had a vague idea that she and Rodney together had been elaborating still further on the plans for the house. It was the furtiveness of it rather than the fact itself that troubled him. He was open and straightforward himself. Why couldn’t Natalie be frank with him?

It was Mrs. Haverford, punctually paying her dinner-call in an age which exacts dinner-calls no longer - even from its bachelors - who brought Natalie the news of Chris’s going. Natalie, who went down to see her with a mental protest, found her at a drawing-room window, making violent signals at somebody without, and was unable to conceal her amazement.

“It’s Delight,” explained Mrs. Haverford. “She’s driving me round. She won’t come in, and she’s forgotten her fur coat. And it’s simply bitter outside. Well, my dear, how are you?”

Natalie was well, and said so. She was conscious that Mrs. Haverford was listening with only half an ear, and indeed, a moment later she had risen again and hurried to the window.

“Natalie!” she cried. “Do come and watch. She’s turning the car. We do think she drives wonderfully. Only a few days, too.”

“Why won’t she come in?”

“I’m sure I don’t know. Unless she is afraid Graham may be here.”

“What in the world has Graham got to do with it?” Natalie’s voice was faintly scornful.

“I was going to ask you that, Natalie. Have they quarreled, or anything?”

“I don’t think they meet at all, do they?”

“They met once since Clayton gave Doctor Haverford the car. Graham helped her when she had got into a ditch, I believe. And I thought perhaps they had quarreled about something.”

“That would imply a degree of intimacy that hardly exists, does it?” Natalie said, sharply.

But Mrs. Haverford had not fought the verbal battles of the parish for twenty years in vain.

“It was the day of that unfortunate incident at the country club, Natalie.”

Natalie colored.

“Accident, rather than incident.”

“How is the poor child?”

“He is quite well again,” Natalie said impatiently “I can not understand the amount of fuss every one makes over the boy. He ran in front of where Graham was driving and got what he probably deserved.”

“I understand Clayton has given him a position.”

“He has made him an office boy.”

“How like dear Clayton!” breathed Mrs. Haverford, and counted the honors as hers. But she had not come to quarrel. She had had, indeed, a frankly benevolent purpose in coming, and she proceeded to carry it out at once.

“I do think, my dear,” she said, “that some one ought to tell Audrey Valentine the stories that are going about.”

“What has she been doing?” Natalie asked, with her cool smile. “There is always some story about Audrey, isn’t there?”

“Do you mean to say you haven’t heard?”

“I don’t hear much gossip.”

Mrs. Haverford let that pass.

“You know how rabid she has been about the war. Well, the story is,” she went on, with a certain unction, “that she has driven Chris to enlisting in the Foreign Legion, or something. Anyhow, he sailed from Halifax last week.”

Natalie straightened in her chair.

“Are you certain?”

“It’s town talk, my dear. Doctor Haverford spoke to Clayton about it some days ago. He rather gathered Clayton already knew.”

That, too, was like dear Clayton, Natalie reflected bitterly. He had told her nothing. In her heart she added secretiveness to the long list of Clayton’s deficiencies toward her.

“Personally, I imagine they were heavily in debt,” Mrs. Haverford went on. “They had been living beyond their means, of course. I like Mrs. Valentine, but I do think, to drive a man to his death, or what may be his death - “

“I don’t believe it. I don’t believe he went to fight, anyway. He was probably in some sort of a scrape.”

“She has sold her house.”

Natalie’s impulse of sympathy toward Audrey was drowned in her rising indignation. That all this could happen and Audrey not let her know was incredible.

“I haven’t seen her recently,” she said coldly.

“Nobody has. I do think she might have seen her clergyman. There is a time when only the church can give us the comfort we need, my dear.”

And whatever Mrs. Haverford’s faults, she meant that quite simply.

“And you say Clay knew?”

“It’s rather likely he would. They were golfing together, weren’t they, when that caddie was hurt?”

Natalie was not a jealous woman. She had, for years, taken Clay’s faithfulness for granted, and her own complacency admitted no chance of such a possibility. But she was quick to realize that she had him at a disadvantage.

“How long have you known it?” she asked him that night, when, after the long dinner was over, she sat with her elbows on the table and faced him across the candles.

He was tired and depressed, and his fine face looked drawn. But he roused and smiled across at her. He had begun to have a feeling that he must make up to Natalie for something - he hardly knew for what.

“Known what, dear?”

“About Chris and Audrey?”

He was fundamentally honest, so he answered her directly.

“Since the day Chris left.”

“When was that?”

“The day we dined there.”

“And Audrey told you?”

“She had to, in a way. I’m sure she’ll tell you herself. She’s been rather hiding away, I imagine.”

“Why did she have to tell you?”

“If you want the exact truth, she borrowed a small sum from me, as the banks were closed, naturally. There was some emergency - I don’t know what.”

“She borrowed from you!”

“A very small amount, my dear. Don’t look like that, Natalie. She knew I generally carried money with me.”

“Oh, I’m not jealous! Audrey probably thinks of you as a sort of grandfather, anyhow. It’s not that. It is your keeping the thing from me.”

“It was not my secret.”

But Natalie was jealous. She had that curious jealousy of her friends which some women are cursed with, of being first in their regard and their confidence. A slow and smoldering anger against Audrey, which had nothing whatever to do with Clayton, darkened her eyes.

“I’m through with Audrey. That’s all,” she said.

And the man across regarded her with a sort of puzzled wonder.

Her indignation against Clayton took the form of calculation; and she was quick to pursue her advantage. In the library she produced the new and enlarged plans for the house.

“Roddie says he has tried to call you at the mill, but you are always out of your office. So he sent these around to-day.”

True to the resolution he had made that night in the hospital, he went over them carefully. And even their magnitude, while it alarmed him, brought no protest from him. After all the mill and the new plant were his toys to play with. He found there something to fill up the emptiness of his life. If a great house was Natalie’s ambition, if it gave her pleasure and something to live for, she ought to have it.

She had prepared herself for a protest, but he made none, even when the rather startling estimate was placed before him.

“I just want you to be happy, my dear,” he said. “But I hope you’ll arrange not to run over the estimate. It is being pretty expensive as it is. But after all, success doesn’t mean anything, unless we are going to get something out of it.”

They were closer together that evening than they had been for months. And at last he fell to talking about the mill. Natalie, curled up on the chaise longue in her boudoir, listened attentively, but with small comprehension as he poured out his dream, for himself now, for Graham later. A few years more and he would retire. Graham could take hold then. He might even go into politics. He would be fifty then, and a man of fifty should be in his prime. And to retire and do nothing was impossible. A fellow went to seed.

Eyes on the wood fire, he talked on until at last, roused by Natalie’s silence, he glanced up. She was sound asleep.

Some time later, in his dressing-gown and slippers, he came and roused her. She smiled up at him like a drowsy child.

“Awfully tired,” she said. “Is Graham in?”

“Not yet.”

She held up her hands, and he drew her to her feet.

“You’ve been awfully dear about the house,” she said. And standing on tiptoe, she kissed him on the cheek. Still holding both her hands, he looked down at her gravely.

“Do you really think that, Natalie?”

“Of course.”

“Then - will you do something in return?”

Her eyes became shrewd, watchful.

“Anything in reason.”

“Don’t, don’t, dear, make Graham afraid of me.”

“As if I did! If he is afraid of you, it is your own fault”

“Perhaps it is. But I try - good God, Natalie, I do try. He needs a curb now and then. All boys do. But if we could only agree on it - don’t you see how it is now?” he asked, trying to reason gently with her. “All the discipline comes from me, all the indulgence from you. And - I don’t want to lose my boy, my dear.”