Day, Xondra - Our Dirty Little Secret (Siren Publishing Ménage and More) (6 page)

“
I guess not, but I do have my reasons.
”
Marcus sat up, looking down at him.

“
Like what?
”

“
We
’
re friends, right?
”

Of course they were friends. Hell, he was closer to this guy more than any other person in the world.
“
You know better than to ask that. It
’
s a stupid question.
”

“
Friends never turn their backs on each other. That
’
s the way it
’
s supposed to be.
”

He nodded.
“
Always. Unless that friend does something crazy like murdering someone.
”
He laughed.

“
I can totally see that.
”
A half grin curled across Marcus
’s
lips.
“
I like guys,
”
he blurted.

“
You like guys? I don
’
t get it. Is this one of your strange jokes?
”
The guy was always fucking around.

“
I
’
m not.
”

Jeff could tell from the look on his buddy’s face that he really wasn
’
t. He stared at the ceiling, not knowing what to say next. He needed another beer, or two.

“
So
…
do you hate me?
”

“
Jesus, no. I just don
’
t understand. You don
’
t look or act gay. And you had that thing with Christie last summer. Did she know?
”

“
Christie was just a friend. We only ever kissed. She didn
’
t know. Hell, last summer I wasn
’
t even sure about it myself. I had the feelings and thoughts, but I never acted on them.
”

He had thought about men before. He guessed that most guys did at one point in their life.

In the showers at school, he
’
d seen many guys naked, many cocks. He wondered what it would be like to touch another one. The idea made him stiff in more ways than one, knowing this about Marcus.

“
I don
’
t have a problem with it. You
’
re still the same guy to me.
”

Marcus smiled.
“
That means a lot, Jeff. It really does. You
’
re the only other person I knew I had to tell, besides my parents and sister.
”

“
You told them?
”

“
No. I plan on it
…
soon.
”

“
Man, you got some nerve. My dad would fucking freak if he knew I was queer.
”
Just as he said that word, he regretted it.
“
I
’
m sorry. I didn
’
t mean anything by that.
”

“
It
’
s fine. I know you didn
’
t. My dad
’
s gonna freak. I
’
ve heard him talk about gay people before, and it wasn
’
t good.
”

“
Yeah. Some people are idiots. Fuck the world. If people don
’
t like it, that
’
s their problem. You have to make yourself happy.
”

“
I plan on it,
”
said Marcus.

“
What
’
s it like, to like another guy like that?
”
he asked.

“
I don
’
t know. I haven
’
t done it yet.
”
Marcus blushed as he answered.
“
I
’
ve seen stuff
…
online.
”

“
Porn?
”

“
Yeah.
”

Now he was curious. Two guys doing it? He wanted to see that!
“
Show me,
”
he said.

“
What?
”
Marcus raised one brow.

“
Show me what you watch, on my computer.
”
He sat up and then stood.
“
Come on.
”

“
Are you sure?
”
asked Marcus, walking behind down the hallway leading to his bedroom.

“
Yup, I
’
m sure. I wouldn
’
t have asked if I wasn
’
t.
”
Already his cock was hard as a rock inside his jeans. As he walked, he wondered if his best friend was eyeing his ass. The thought only added to his excitement.

“
So, what site is it?
”
he asked, opening up his favorite search engine.

Marcus sat beside him, his hands folded in his lap.
“
It
’
s Hot Jocks with Big Cocks.
”
This time he blushed bright red.

Jeff smirked.
“
Great name. Big dicks it is, then.
”
He typed the name into the search engine and waited for the results.
“
There it is,
”
he said, clicking on the site. The site lived up to its name, big time!

He flicked through some pictures of guys stroking themselves.
“
Which ones do you prefer?
”
he asked, turning to Marcus.
“
Fuck, that guy
’
s huge.
”
It had to be the biggest cock ever, at least ten inches and super thick. He wondered how anyone, male or female, would be able to take it.

“
This is weird. Close it out. You
’
re my best friend since forever, and this is way too strange. I know you’re cool with it, but you don
’
t have to prove it to me.
”

“
Which guy, Marcus?
”
Their eyes linked, and for a moment nothing was exchanged between them but a look, a look that said much more than words could have at that time.

“
Him.
”
Marcus pointed at a dark-haired, handsome guy with an extremely thick piece of meat and tattoos covering both of his heavily muscled arms.
“
I think he
’
s hot.
”

The beer had made him bold. Jeff swallowed hard, his cock throbbing, needing attention.
“
Are you turned on?
”

“
What? Why are you asking this?
”
Marcus looked mortified as he chewed his lip.

Jeff glanced down at his buddy’s crotch. He was. It was obvious.
“
You are. How big are you? I
’
ll show you mine if you show me yours.
”

“
You
’
re serious?
”

“
Dead serious. Take it out.
”
He couldn
’
t believe what he was saying. He was beyond caring.

Marcus licked his lips.
“
You first.
”

He didn
’
t care. He
’
d go first, it wasn’t a big deal. He unzipped his jeans and reached inside the fly of his boxer shorts, retrieving his cock. It popped out, and he stroked it a few times.
“
What do you think?
”

“
That
’
s
…”
said Marcus.
“
That
’
s so fucking hot.
”
He looked entranced with the sight.

“
You like? You can touch it if you want. I don
’
t mind.
”
They were friends and this was just between them.

Marcus fell to his knees. With one hand, he reached out but hesitated to touch Jeff, as if it might be some terrible joke.