“If Linden kidnapped Nicole and if he was hired by the man who is calling himself Malcolm York, then odds are he is planning to take Nicole to his employer. After months of attacks on Powell agents and their families, Linden has captured the prize.”
“We don’t know who this pseudo-York really is or where he is,” Derek said. “If he does have Nic, we also have no idea what he will ask in exchange for her life.”
“We will know soon enough,” Sanders said. “I am certain that it will be only a matter of time until he contacts Griffin.”
Nicole’s head throbbed unbearably. She struggled to open her eyes. The first attempt failed. Dear God, she felt as if she’d been drugged.
On a flash of fear-induced adrenaline, her eyelids popped open and her heart rate shot off the charts. Muted gray darkness surrounded her. The steady hum of an engine droned in her ears. She bolted upright and quickly realized that she had been lying on a bed.
Whose bed?
And just where the hell was she?
Checking to make sure she wasn’t bound and gagged, Nic extended her arms on either side of her and raised them up and over her head. She lifted first one leg and then the other. After swallowing hard, she whispered aloud, “What happened to me?” and blew out a relieved breath when she heard the sound of her own voice.
She wasn’t bound or gagged. And other than the mother of all headaches, she wasn’t in any pain. So what had happened to her and how had she wound up unconscious and confined in a room with no windows or—?
As her eyesight began to adjust to the murky light coming from beneath what she assumed was a door, she surveyed her prison, listened to the thrumming of a loud motor, and sensed the vibration of a moving vehicle. This wasn’t a room, not in the strictest sense of the word. It was a cabin. But she wasn’t in a car or on a bus or a train.
Nicole suddenly realized that she was on an airplane.
But not the Powell jet.
Think! Damn it, Nicole, think!
Shards of memory returned to her, the sudden unexpectedness like an excruciating blow to the gut. She remembered now. Her husband had been lying to her for years, every day—every hour, every minute of their marriage. He and his dear old friend Yvette Meng had been lovers. He could have fathered the child Yvette had given birth to nearly seventeen years ago.
Griff’s child.
What about my baby!
Nic wrapped her arms around her midsection, her open palms spreading instinctively across her still-flat stomach. She had discovered that she was pregnant only a few days before Griff had confessed the ugly truth about his past. Yvette had been forced to give up her newborn shortly after birth, never knowing whether it was a girl or a boy; and she, Griff, and Sanders had been searching for the child all these years.
As if they were a row of unbalanced dominoes, her memories fell into place, one quickly toppling the other. She had fled her home at Griffin’s Rest despite her husband begging her not to leave him, to stay and give him time to make her understand why he had not been completely honest with her. But she had fled, unable to bear the sight of him. Even knowing that someone had targeted Powell Agency employees and their families, she had refused to stay with Griff where she would have been safe. Foolishly, she had believed that, together, she and her bodyguard could protect her from whatever danger threatened everyone associated with the agency.
She had been wrong. Dead wrong.
Too late she now realized that her wounded pride had not only put her life in danger, but the life of her unborn baby.
Shortly after her arrival at her Gatlinburg cabin, high in the Smoky Mountains, a man had walked in on her, informed her not to expect help from her bodyguard, and then introduced himself.
“I’m Anthony Linden.”
“That’s not possible,” she had told him. “Anthony Linden is dead.”
“Yes, I know. And so is Malcolm York. And yet here I am, in the flesh, come to take you to see another dead man. Mr. York is eager to meet you.”
Nic managed to stagger up and onto her feet. Still feeling slightly disoriented, she recalled that her abductor had overpowered her and injected her with some type of drug that apparently had rendered her unconscious. She had tried to resist, but had known she didn’t dare risk a physical altercation that might harm her unborn child. But what if the drug had harmed her baby?
Taking one careful step at a time, Nic walked toward the door, felt around in the darkness until her hand encountered the latch, and then opened the door.
She stood at the threshold, the shadowy gray cabin behind her and a brightly lit lounge in front of her. The sole occupant of the lounge sat in a leather swivel chair facing her, a glass of what looked like red wine in one hand and an unnerving smile on his clean-shaven face.
“I see you’ve finally awakened,” he said, his tenor voice edged with only a hint of a British accent.
“Where am I, Mr. Linden?”
“Please, there’s no reason for formality, Nicole. You may call me Tony.”
Nic scanned the interior of the plush lounge in what she assumed was a private airplane. “Where am I, Mr. Linden?” She repeated her question.
“At this precise moment, we are somewhere over the continental U.S., heading south.”
“You’ve kidnapped me.”
He shrugged. “I’m simply assisting you in accepting an invitation from your soon-to-be host.”
“An invitation from someone you refer to as Malcolm York, a man we both know is dead.”
“You believed me to be dead, too,” he reminded her.
“Yes. Luke Sentell killed Anthony Linden in Harpenden, a town in Hertfordshire, England.”
“Sentell killed a man he believed to be Anthony Linden. In due time, after an autopsy is performed, your husband will realize his prized gladiator slew a lesser mortal.”
Nic’s mind whirled with the possibilities. Yes, it was possible that Anthony Linden, an assassin who had been hired to kill various people associated with the Powell Agency, was still alive and that this man was who he said he was. But the real Malcolm York was dead. Griff and Sanders and Yvette had killed him.
“Even though he was already dead, we chopped off his head,” Griff had admitted to her. “We had to make sure.”
“Believe what you will,” her abductor told her. “But soon you can see for yourself. Mr. York is eager to meet Griffin Powell’s wife.”
A shiver of foreboding rippled through Nic’s body.
Whatever lay ahead for her, she knew one thing for sure and certain—she would do whatever she had to do to stay alive and keep her baby safe.
Chapter 2
“This is our fault,” Yvette Meng said. “We should have insisted that Griffin tell his wife about everything that happened on Amara. She had every right to know the complete truth before she married Griffin.”
Sanders stared at her with fathomless dark eyes, not a flicker of emotion showing. “It was Griffin’s decision to make, not ours.”
“Lying to her by omission created problems from the very beginning. And the very thing he feared would happen if she ever learned more about his past has happened. She left him.”
“We have far more to concern us than the state of Griffin’s marriage,” Sanders reminded her.
“Yes, we do. Nicole’s life is in danger.”
“As well as Griffin’s sanity and possibly his life and ours.”
“We cannot think of ourselves,” she told him as she reached out and gently grasped his arm.
The moment she touched him, she felt him tense and sensed his need to guard his emotions and hide his thoughts. Her empathic abilities were directly linked to touch. As if separated only by a thin veil between her mind and another’s, she could feel what they felt, hear fragments of their thoughts, even view glimpses of their past, present, and future, although that ability was the weakest of her various psychic talents.
“I know how much you lost on Amara,” Yvette said, keeping her voice little more than a whisper. “And I know that we owe Griffin our lives. I love him, as you do. And I fear for him. But we will stand by him through whatever lies ahead.”
Sanders jerked away from her. “You talk as if there is no hope for Nicole, as if she is already dead.”
Yvette gasped. “No, no, you misunderstood. Surely, you know me better than that. Yes, Nicole and I have had our differences, but ... Griffin loves her. If necessary, I would give up my own life to save her.”
Sanders’s hard expression softened to his normal stoic appearance. “You must cancel your plans to fly to London tomorrow. Under the circumstances—”
“Yes, of course.” Yvette could not help wondering if there was a connection between Nicole’s kidnapping and the letter Griffin had received this morning ... a letter from a man who called himself Malcolm York. A letter Griffin had shared with her and with Sanders. And with his wife.
Dear Griffin,
I hope this letter finds you and your wife well. Give Mrs. Powell my sincerest regards. And please give my regards to our beautiful, delectable Yvette. I think of her so often, of the two of you and dear Sanders, too. Ah, what wonderful times we shared on Amara. How I wish we could all be together again, as we were then.
I have been fortunate not to have spent all these years alone, to have been able to keep a part of Yvette with me. She is almost seventeen now. I gave her a little red Porsche for her sixteenth birthday. She calls me Papa and adores me as I adore her.
I believe I’ve been selfish far too long by keeping her all to myself. Being a generous man, I have decided to share her with her mother. If Yvette would like to meet her daughter, tell her that she can find Suzette at the Benenden School in Kent. As you can imagine, I’ve spared no expense on her education. You will find her to be as beautiful and brilliant as her mother and as strong of heart as her father.
Was this young girl, Suzette York, truly her child, the baby Malcolm York had taken from her only moments after she gave birth?
Yvette had prayed for a miracle all these years. That she would someday find her child alive and well. Griffin had searched the world over trying to locate her baby, but whatever Malcolm had done with her—or him—it was as if the child had never existed.
“You do realize that this girl is most likely not your child,” Sanders said, voicing her own thoughts. “This pseudo-York sent that letter not only to torment all of us, but also because he knew Griffin would have little choice but to reveal the truth to Nicole.”
“But if there is even the slightest chance that she is my child ...” Tears welled up inside Yvette, tightening her throat and misting her eyes.
Sanders reached out, obviously intending to touch her shoulder, but instead he formed a hard fist and dropped his hand to his side. She did not need physical contact with Sanders to know that he was thinking of the child he had lost, an infant buried in his mother’s arms on Amara.
“This man who has assumed Malcolm York’s identity knows how much you want to find your child,” Sanders said. “He will use that to manipulate you. He has already used the letter he sent as a weapon against Griffin and Nicole. That letter forced Griffin to admit to his wife that he could be the father of your child. And that letter also accomplished something nothing else could have. It prompted Nicole to leave Griffin and the safety of Griffin’s Rest.”
“But we all know that Griffin may not be the father of my child, that there were others ...” Yvette avoided remembering the past as much as possible, but doing so was unavoidable when she thought about her child and the way in which that sweet innocent baby had been conceived. “Even if we discover that Griffin is the father, Nicole would have no reason to be jealous of her.”
“Do you truly know Nicole so little that you would believe such a thing about her? Nicole is not jealous of your child.”
Yvette lowered her head and closed her eyes. In the beginning, she had believed that the woman Griffin had chosen as his mate would understand and accept the unique relationship that Griffin, Sanders, and she shared. Yvette had hoped that she and Nicole would become dear friends. But secrets from their past had doomed any hope of a friendship between Nicole and her, just as those same secrets had created problems of trust in Griffin’s marriage.
“Nicole is jealous of me, but she shouldn’t be. Griffin does not love me in that way. He never has.”
“Nicole knows that. She did not leave Griffin because she is jealous of you. She left him because he lied to her.”
“But he lied to her to protect her.”
“Did he lie to her to protect her or to protect himself?”
“Perhaps both,” Yvette said.
From the very beginning of their marriage, Nicole had suspected that in the past, Griffin and Yvette’s relationship had not always been plutonic. But she and Griffin had sworn to Nicole that they had never been lovers. In the truest sense of the word, that was true. Being lovers implied the two parties had chosen of their own free will to make love with each other. But neither she nor Griffin had been willing sex partners. They had been forced to perform, just as she had been forced to have sex with numerous other men, by an amoral, sadistic madman.
Malcolm York.
Her husband.
Griff stood staring out the window, his thoughts focused forty miles away on the mountain retreat he had given Nicole as a Christmas present. When she had opened the gift box that he had halfway hidden under the tree behind stacks of larger gifts and found the deed and a set of keys, she had jumped up and thrown her arms around him. He could almost feel her hugging him, could almost feel her soft mouth planting kisses all over his face. He ached with wanting her, needing her. When he had purchased the cabin as a surprise, he had envisioned the two of them spending quiet days and nights alone, just the two of them in a world where only they existed. He had never imagined that the cabin would become Nic’s sanctuary away from him, a secluded refuge where he was the one person who was not welcome.
If only she hadn’t run away. If only she had stayed so he could have made her understand why he hadn’t been totally honest with her. She believed he had lied to her. Hadn’t he? No, he hadn’t lied when he had told her that he and Yvette had never been lovers. But that truth was based on a mere technicality. No, he and Yvette had never been willing lovers, but they had been sexual partners, forced to perform like rutting animals.
If only he had told Nic the complete truth about his past before they married, the truth about everything that had happened on Amara, about the complexity of his relationship with Yvette.
He now faced a difficult decision. Torn between his desire to go to Nic and beg her for a chance to make things right and fulfilling his promise to Yvette to accompany her to London tomorrow morning, Griff cursed with frustration.
“You’re a damn fool,” Griff said aloud. Allowing himself to be torn between the two most important women in his life these past few years was what had brought him to this point. Nic had left the safety of Griffin’s Rest and his marriage was in jeopardy because of his own stupidity. He had failed to prove to his wife that she always came first, that no one was more important to him, that if he ever had to choose between his love for her and his devotion to Yvette, he would choose her.
But what had his actions proven to Nic?
That you’re a selfish, egotistical bastard who thinks you can have everything your way, that there is no reason for you to be forced to choose between Nic and Yvette.
It wasn’t too late.
He couldn’t lose Nic.
Sanders could fly to London with Yvette in the morning and accompany her to the Benenden School in Kent. Yvette felt certain that once she saw Suzette York, spoke to her, and touched her, she would know if the girl was her daughter. They could run DNA tests later to prove or disprove his paternity. Whether or not Yvette’s child was his, he would do all he could for the girl, if indeed Suzette was the baby York had taken from Yvette.
But nothing—not Yvette or her child—was more important to him than Nic. While Yvette traveled to London in the morning, he would drive to Gatlinburg, and when he arrived at Nic’s cabin, he would get down on his knees and beg his wife’s forgiveness.
Sanders asked Yvette to allow him to speak to Griffin alone. “As soon as I explain to him what has happened, he will become irrational with anger and fear. He will blame himself and also blame you and me. You cannot help him. Not at first. He will see you only as a part of the problem.”
“As much as I want to help him, I know that you are right.”
“Once he has vented his frustration, he may need you then. He will be in unbearable pain, perhaps more pain than he can bear alone.”
Then and only then would Sanders allow Yvette anywhere near Griffin. Not only for Griffin’s sake, but for her sake, too. Under any other circumstances, he would never ask Yvette to link with another person and absorb some of their pain, to suffer for them. But this was Griffin’s pain they were talking about and he was the one exception to the rule.
“If only we could have spared him this. If only I had tried to persuade Nicole not to leave. I was so wrapped up in my own needs, my desire to rush off to England to meet Suzette that I—”
“We must deal with what has happened, not concern ourselves with what we should or should not have done.”
Yvette nodded. Tears glistened in her almond-shaped, Eurasian brown eyes. Her shimmering black hair, neatly tied with a red silk ribbon into a loose ponytail, hung down between her slender shoulders. Small and delicate and utterly feminine, she was without a doubt one of the most beautiful women on Earth. How ironic that someone so physically perfect could be so emotionally flawed and spiritually tormented. Inside that exquisite outer shell existed a deeply wounded soul, a creature capable of great compassion, sympathy, forgiveness, loyalty, and friendship, and yet incapable of the most basic of all human emotions. Yvette Meng was unable to love.
Sanders understood. Even now, he was not sure that the tender emotion he felt for others was truly love. He believed that he loved Barbara Jean as much as he could love another person. He knew that he cared for Griffin and Yvette, that on some level he loved them and would lay down his life for either of them. But like Yvette, a part of him had died on Amara all those years ago, the part capable of true and abiding love. Love that brought joy to one’s soul.
Of the three in their unholy Amara triad, Griffin had been the only one given a miracle.
He had fallen in love with Nicole.
Glancing over Yvette’s shoulder, Sanders saw Derek Lawrence approaching. The Powell Agency’s profiler, formerly with the FBI, had been handpicked by Griffin himself, and the two men had gradually become friends, enough so that Griffin had brought Derek into his inner circle. Only a handful of people knew anything about the missing ten years of Griffin Powell’s life or when, and why the three of them—Griffin, Sanders, and Yvette—had forged the deep bonds that united them. Derek Lawrence knew the basic facts, which was far more than most people ever knew.
“I spoke to Maleah,” Derek informed them. “She’s on Douglas Dam Road and just turned east onto one-thirty-nine. She should be here in less than half an hour.”
Sanders simply nodded before he asked, “Did you send Holt Keinan to Sevierville to handle the Cully Redmond situation with the sheriff’s office?”
“I did,” Derek replied. “And I sent Ben Corbett to Louisville to personally inform Cully’s sister about his death.”
“Good. Good.”