Dead Space: Martyr (32 page)

“Please, go away,” he said, trying not to look at her. “It’s too much.”

Too much?
she was saying. Her voice was a little shrill now, grating on his nerves.
I need you to listen to me, Grote. This is very important.

He groaned. He couldn’t listen; he couldn’t bear it. He covered his ears, but somehow he could still hear her anyway. He shook his head back and forth and started to sing as loudly as he could. He could still hear her, could still tell she was saying words, but couldn’t hear what they were exactly. But she just stood there, still talking, refusing to go away.

He closed his eyes, her voice still humming on. What could he do? He was so tired, he just needed a rest. How could he drive her away?

Confusedly, he told himself she was a mental construct: his mental construct. If he simply stopped thinking, he could drive her away. All he’d have to do was knock himself out and he’d be all right.

There was a syringe in the drawer, a fresh needle. He had to uncover his ears to reach for it, and suddenly her words were spilling louder through his head.
No, Grote!
she yelled at him.
Stop this foolishness right now! You haven’t understood at all. You’re going to do yourself harm.

He shuddered. He needed a sedative. There it was, already on the table.

Grote!
she said.
Can’t you see? This is what the Marker wants! You are not thinking straight. Stop and listen!

“Leave me alone,” he mumbled.

He affixed the needle and sucked the fluid up and in. It was thicker than he thought, hard to get into the needle. Still listening to his grandmother’s yammering, he tied his arm off and flicked the vein, then held the needle to it.

Grote, why are you doing this?
she asked.

“I just need to sleep,” he said, and plunged the needle in. “Just a few hours’ sleep.”

It burned going in, and then his arm began to tingle. His grandmother gave him her awful, heartbroken stare.

You think that is a sedative?
she said. She shook her head and drew back, a look of horror on her face.
That is not what it is. You have hastened the Convergence. You must hurry to the Marker,
she said.
Surrounding the Marker is a dead space that will stop this thing in you from progressing. Go there and show the others what has happened to you and warn them. You must convince them to leave the Marker alone. You must try to stop the Convergence before it is too late. It is urgent that you convince them, Grote. Very, very urgent
. And then slowly she faded away into nothingness.

He sat there for a moment, relieved, before realizing that she wasn’t saying it just to needle him; she was telling the truth.
Oh, God,
he thought, staring down at the empty receptacle, the empty syringe, realizing what he’d just injected. He looked at his arm, the strange swelling in the vein, the painful undulating movement that was not his own now deep within his arm.

He reached out and triggered the alarm, but then found he couldn’t sit still. Something was wrong. Something was already starting to change. His arm was tingling, had gone numb, and the undulating movement was larger now, had spread. He had to get out, had to see the Marker, had to talk to it. The Marker would save him, his grandmother had said.

He rushed out and down the passage, took the spiral down. The alarm was howling, people starting to appear, confused. He stumbled through two laboratories he had a passcard for, then through a transparent corridor with the move and shift of the water playing on its walls.

There, at the end, was the door to the Marker chamber, two guards standing in front of it.

“Let me in,” he said.

“Sorry, Professor Guthe,” said one of them. “There’s an alert. Can’t you hear it?”

The other said, in a strange voice, “What’s wrong with your arm?”

“I sounded the alert. That’s why I have to get in. The arm,” he babbled. “I need to talk to it about the arm.”

“Need to talk to what?” said the first guard suspiciously. Both guards had their weapons raised.

“The Marker, you idiot!” he said. “I need it to tell me what is going to happen to me!”

The two guards exchanged looks. One of them began talking into the com unit very quickly; the other now actively pointed the gun at him.

“Now, Professor,” he said. “Calm down. There’s nothing to worry about.”

“No,” he said, “you don’t understand.”

There were other people in the hall now, people behind him, watching, puzzled.

“All I want is to see it,” he pleaded to them.

“What’s wrong with his arm?” someone behind him asked.

The arm was twisted now, his hand facing backward as if it had been cut off and flipped over, then reconnected. It was not just in his arm now, but in his shoulder and chest, too, everything changing.

He tried to speak, and it came out as a deep retching sound. The alarms were still going off. He took a step forward, and now the guard was shouting. He held his arm out in front of him and they shrank back, moving slowly out of the way.
I’ll shoot! I’ll shoot!
one was yelling, but he didn’t shoot. Guthe was at the door now, swiping his card. A bullet thudded into his leg, but it didn’t matter, he hardly felt it. And then the door opened and he fell in.

The chamber was empty except for him and the Marker. He moved toward it, his injured leg suddenly giving out underneath him. He pulled himself along on his knees until he could touch it.

Whatever was happening in his arm seemed to have stopped. It wasn’t getting better, but it wasn’t getting worse. The Marker was helping. The Marker was stopping it. He breathed a sigh of relief, then winced from the stabbing pain in his leg.

He would stay here, protected by the Marker. Once he figured out what had happened, he could put his team to work helping him to get better. If worse came to worst, he would have the arm amputated.

The alarm stopped and he found he could think better. He would have someone move his laboratory down here and would continue his work. He moved his leg, winced from the pain. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the door to one side opening. He turned, recognized one of the leaders, the man who ran the guards, the one with the brutal face. What was his name again? Ah, yes, Krax. He was just the one to help move his lab. And he had brought others with him, lots of men, healthy strapping lads. They could all help.

He was just opening his mouth to speak when Krax lifted a pistol and shot him through the forehead.

“That wasn’t necessary,” said Markoff from behind him.

“Funny,” said Krax. “You never really struck me as the squeamish type.”

“I’m not,” Markoff said. “But his condition was worth investigating while he was still alive.”

Krax shrugged.

Markoff gave him a cool look. “Give them the body to examine. And watch your step,” he said. “Don’t start assuming you’re not expendable. You’re more expendable now than you were ten minutes ago.” He turned on his heel and left.

Krax watched him go, feeling at once a little contemptuous and a little scared, and then started out the door himself.

“Take the body,” he said to the guards. “Carry it to one of the labs and leave it there.” He looked at the crowd of researchers.
“Which of you have dissection experience?” he asked. Nearly all of them raised their hands. He singled out three of them at random. “Take a closer look at it and tell me what was happening to him.” And then he pushed through the already dispersing crowd and left.

56

Guthe’s body started changing shortly after the guards bundled it onto a stretcher and carried it away, but as it was hidden beneath a sheet, they didn’t notice. There were strange sounds coming from it, popping and crackling sounds, which they just took for the sounds of strain in the stretcher or the scuffling of their boots in the passageway.

They took it to one of the labs and slid it onto the table, the sheet still on top of it. The three dissectors had followed them at a distance, whispering, holding on to their icons. They filed into the room as the guards left.

“We should contact Field,” the first of them said. “He’ll want to know.”

One of the others nodded. “I’ll contact him,” he said, and activated the room’s comlink.

A strange, wet sound came from under the sheet, followed by a snap, like a bone breaking. The sheet fluttered.

“What’s that?” asked one.

“Just the body settling,” claimed another.

“It didn’t sound that way to me,” said the first.

“Hello, Field?” said the third into the comlink. Field’s tired face appeared on the holovid.

“Hideki,” he said. “Why are you calling me so late? What’s wrong?”

Another crack came from the sheet, even louder this time. The shape underneath it had changed noticeably.

“What was that?” asked Field.

“Just a minute,” said Hideki.

“That’s more than a body settling,” said one of the others.

“You’re right,” said the third.

Slowly, they moved forward. One of them reached out, tugged the sheet off, let it fall to the floor.

What lay beneath hardly looked human anymore. The head was still there, but was now embedded in a curtain of flesh, some deformation of what had once been the shoulders. It was animate, moving slightly, what was left of its chest heaving up and down with rapid movements. The legs had atrophied and the arms had lengthened. The body had flatted and ribs and skin seemed to have spread out to create a winglike structure between the wrist and what was left of the ankle, like the body of a manta ray. It was an unhealthy, morbid color. The eyes were sunken in and had a strange gleam to them.

“Professor Field, are you seeing this?” asked Hideki.

“What is it?” said Field.

“Oh my God,” said one of the other two.

There was another cracking noise, and the body changed further, what was left of the face receding, becoming lost except for the eyes and the mouth, which was now little more than a hole. It split open at the end, dissolving there into a mass of tentacles or antennae now, almost insectoid. The hands and feet shriveled, and hooks of bone sprouted in their place. It made a shrieking sound and began to struggle.

Field shouted at them to run. The alarm started to sound
again. Professor Hideki Ishimura fled, his only thought being to get as far away as quickly as possible.

The other two researchers were paralyzed with fear. “Run!” Field kept yelling at them. “Run!” But they didn’t move. The creature flipped itself over. It sat there, draped over the edge of the table, wheezing slightly, body bobbing up and down.

One of the scientists gave a little cry and rushed for the door. The creature leapt, wrapping itself around his shoulders and face, pressing itself wetly against his face. He was screaming, and then the scream was suddenly stifled. Through the vid feed, Field watched as a strange proboscis suddenly sprouted from it with a tearing sound and stabbed through the researcher’s eye and deep into his skull. It pulsed, pumping something in.

The other slid into the corner and, moaning, clenched his eyes shut. “Run!” Field screamed again, but he didn’t pay any attention.

The first researcher had collapsed in a heap, the creature retracting its proboscis and slowly moving off him. A minute later, maybe even just seconds later, he started to change, his body beginning to shake. As Field watched, his skin changed to a deep lavender, almost purple. There was a wet tearing sound, and blades of bone sprouted from his shoulders, his upper arms suddenly fading into his chest, his forearms and flexing fingers now seeming to sprout from his stomach wall. His hair fell away, his eyes growing hollow, his ears oozing down his face to join with his neck.

Slowly it stood and stumbled toward the lab door.

The last scientist was still crouched in the corner, whimpering slightly. The creature that had been Guthe, clumsy on the floor now, dragged itself awkwardly toward him, and then leapt. Field cut the feed so as not to have to listen to the screams.

57

He was dreaming. He was walking down an empty beach, holding Ada’s hand.

Michael?
she asked.

“Yes?” he said.

Do you love me?

He didn’t know how to answer, so didn’t. He loved Ada; he was sure of that. But he didn’t understand how she had changed. How they had moved apart.

I need you to do something for me,
she said.

“What?” he said.

I want to have a baby,
she said.

“Are you serious?” he asked.

She nodded.
That’s what I need,
she said.
It’ll bring us closer together.

And then in the dream there began a faraway insistent sound. At first he hardly noticed it, but it grew louder and louder. Ada was still speaking, almost as if she didn’t hear it, but he could no longer hear what she was saying. And then both she and the beach around them began to be eaten away by darkness, slowly coming unraveled, and he woke up.

The sound was still going. Someone had triggered the alarm
again. He got out of bed, got quickly dressed, and went out into the hall. It was deserted. In the room behind him, he heard the comlink go live.

“Altman?” it said. “Altman, this is Field. Are you there?”

He went back, switched the visual on. “I’m here,” he said.

“Something’s gone wrong,” Field said. His face was bone white. “I saw it, but can’t hardly believe what I saw. It’s horrible, absolutely horrible. Get to safety, Altman, as quick as you can.”

“Calm down, Field,” said Altman. “Tell me what you’re talking about.”

“It sprouted swords,” said Field. “Just had them sprout out of its back like—”

Somewhere in the background came a scream. Field whirled around, and Altman saw he was holding a gun. The vid clicked off.

Down the hall he heard screams. He poked his head out, saw a researcher running toward him.

“What’s wrong?” Altman asked. “Wait a minute. Stop!”

But the man kept running. “They’re everywhere!” he called back over his shoulder. “You shoot them and they still keep coming at you.” And then he was around the corner and gone.