Desires of a Full Moon (13 page)

“I need you, Jayden, inside me.”

“Demanding little thing, aren’t you?” He chuckled against her breast.

“I never knew it could be this good.” She gazed up at him in wonder.“Sounds like your experience was with the wrong male.” Jayden growled at the thought of another guy between Haley’s thighs.

He nudged his cock against her tight entrance and gritted his teeth. She was tight, really fucking tight.

“I don’t have any experience.” Jayden froze. Sweat popped out on his forehead. Surely he had misunderstood her. “What?”

“You’re the first guy I ever went down on. You’re the first guy that’s gone down on me. And you’re the first guy that’s going to be inside me.”

He frowned as his scalp prickled.

“What do you mean?”

“Jayden, I’m a virgin.”

Damn. She should have just kept her big mouth shut.

“You’re a what?” Jayden froze, his cock poised at her wet entrance, his hands gripping her slender hips while his gaze pierced her soul.

She wrapped her fingers around his wrists, afraid he was going to pull away. “Does it matter?”

“Hell, yes, it matters. If I had known you were a virgin I never would have made you do that.” He closed his eyes.

“Do what? Suck your cock?” She arched her eyebrow and ground her pelvis against him.

His eyes popped open and he tried to pull away. She locked her legs around him, holding him to her.

“Haley, please.” He ground out, his sharp blue gaze zeroed on her.

“Tell me you don’t want me. Tell me you don’t want to be inside me right now.” She blinked back the tears, refusing to get her feelings hurt.

“It’s not that simple.”

“Yes, it is. Its two people that want to feel good, just for a moment. That’s about as simple as it gets.” She let her hands fall to the bed and grip the comforter. She bit her lip, watching his gaze trained on her hands. Hope swelled inside her. He still wanted her. Here was her chance.

She trailed her fingers to her stomach and up past her ribcage and cupped her breasts. She rubbed her nipple between her thumb and finger, sending tiny shocks of pleasure through her body.

Jayden swallowed, as his gaze locked on her. His breathing grew faster and she knew he was getting turned on by watching the play of her fingers.

“I want to feel you inside me, Jayden. Deep inside me.” She wet her lips with her tongue and forced herself to hold his gaze.

“I’ve lost my mind when it comes to you.” His voice was but a whisper. He covered her body with his as he once again found her mouth. Her nipples hardened as his chest rubbed against her.

He trailed kisses from her mouth to her cheek to her neck. “Why do you have to be so addictive?” he moaned against her skin. It sent shivers down her body. She dug her nails in his back.

“I want you inside me.” He was so very close to being inside of her. Thank God they were werewolves and didn’t need a condom. Werewolves didn’t carry or transmit diseases of any kind. And the only time a female could get pregnant was when she went into heat.

“I’ll try not to hurt you, baby.” He caressed her cheek with his hand.

Haley reached down and brushed his hand out of her way and grabbed his cock. He hissed at her touch. She grinned and squeezed before rubbing his cock in her wet heat.

Jayden reared up holding the thick head of his cock in his hand and slowly guiding it between her thighs.

Haley moaned as he slowly entered, stretching her beyond anything she’d ever imagined. The sweet sting of pain and pleasure was almost too much to bear. She rotated her hips wanting more of him.

“So fucking tight,” Jayden murmured reverently as a bead of sweat gathered at his temple. His biceps flexed as he tried to force his body from thrusting in deep.

“Don’t stop.” Haley arched her hips causing him to slip farther inside her body.

“Easy, baby.” Jayden ground out the words through clenched teeth.

“I want all of you in me.” Her body vibrated with impending pleasure. He was large. As he entered her he filled her untried walls with a burning pain, but she didn’t want him to stop.

“Fuck. Haley. I don’t know how long I can hold back. You feel so damn good.” Jayden moved another fraction of an inch inside her.

She met his hardened gaze and wrapped her fingers around the back of his neck, pulling him down for a kiss.

He was torturing her, she needed him all of him. Haley hooked her ankles around the back of his thighs and pulled.

He thrust all the way in. She cried out. The burning pain soon gave way to building pleasure.

She dug her nails into his firm butt and wiggled against him.

“Baby, don’t move.” Jayden’s hoarse voice was strained and he buried his face against her neck.

“I can’t. It feels too good.” She whimpered unable to stop thrusting her hips upward.

“It’s going to be over too soon if you don’t stop wiggling.”

She bit her lip and closed her eyes, trying to will her body to stay still.

He pressed his forehead to hers, his breathing labored, his breath hot on her cheek. He pulled back and thrust slow, allowing her body time to stretch to accommodate his large size. It was blistering heat with each beautiful stroke.

He rose up, towering over her, his dangerous gaze dipped down to where their bodies were joined. He grasped her thighs spreading her wide.

“Look how beautiful your sweet pussy is, sucking my cock deep.”

Haley moaned and followed his gaze, her body on fire from his touch. His massive length stroking slow and deep within her. It was erotic as hell.

“Touch your nipples for me, baby.” Jayden lifted his gaze to her.

She was going to burn alive. She eased back on the bed and slid her hands to her breasts while keeping her eyes locked on Jayden. Lust licked through his eyes, scorching her with his passion.

She cupped her breasts. Jayden growled and thrust harder.

She was over any embarrassment. She got over that when she had her mouth on his dick.

She flicked her finger across her nipple, sending an electric shiver through her body. Jayden’s eyes glistened, liking what she was doing.

She pulled her nipple between two fingers and moaned.

“Your pussy’s so hot, it’s like I’m buried in fire.” He leaned over her, thrusting faster and deeper.

His mouth clamped down over a hard nipple and he sucked.

“Please don’t stop.” She clung to him, wrapping her legs around his back. Every deep thrust sent shards of pleasure ricocheting through her system until she thought she was going to combust.

“That’s it, baby. I want you to come for me. I want to feel you tighten around my cock.” Jayden’s heated gaze bored into her.

He thrust harder and faster, torturing her with pleasure.

“Jayden.” Her body exploded into a million tiny sparkles of light as her orgasm coursed through her body, sending her on wave after wave of pleasure.

“Fuck.” Jayden thrust hard as he violently came deep inside her.

She’d lost her virginity and she’d lost her heart in one heart-pounding moment.

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Jayden lay in silence, holding Haley in his arms as the scent of sex and light of dawn filled the room.

He’d never been more at peace.

Yet there were questions that needed to be answered.

“Why didn’t you tell your family you were still a virgin?”

With light fingertips, he caressed her soft creamy shoulder.

“When my parents and Anthony came to pick me up after I had been rescued, I thought they would act relieved that I was okay. But they didn’t. They kept their distance. Even in the car ride home, my mom was crying and telling me how I had brought shame to our family by no longer being a virgin.” Haley snorted. “She said no one from a decent family would dare marry me now.”

“What?” Jayden tightened his grip on her, his anger rising swift and hard.

“When we got home, my boyfriend told me that he wished me the best, but that he could no longer date me. First my parents disowned me then my boyfriend.”

“Fuck, Haley.” He pressed a kiss to her head.

“Then when my parents had me transferred to University of Arkansas. I felt abandoned. I don’t think I had a chance to get over my hurt and start living. And then the letters starting coming.”

She glanced up at him, the pain and fear still lurking behind those beautiful blue eyes. “I did realize through all this that even if I had been raped I deserve to be with someone who would see me for me and not who my parents are or how much money they have.”

His heart clenched in his chest. “You are worthy of love, Haley. You are to be treasured and protected and loved beyond your wildest fantasies.” He gently kissed her lips.

He lay back and cradled her in his arms. Her fingertips drifted downward.

He smiled.

When her hand trailed over to his injured thigh, he froze, forgetting momentarily how to breathe.

“Jayden?” Haley lifted her head and looked at him. “How did you get your scar?” Her fingertips lightly touched the shiny uneven skin.

His gut clenched. Lost in their lovemaking he had forgotten that he was baring himself to her. He hadn’t even thought to cover himself with a sheet.

He licked his dry lips.

“Please tell me.” Her blue eyes penetrated his, imploring him to confide in her. There was no condemnation in her gaze, only trust and understanding.

“It happened the night I tried to rescue you.”

She frowned and glanced down at his scar. He squeezed his eyes shut. He couldn’t look at her. He knew the pattern of the scar; hell, he’d looked at it every night he’d gone to bed. The jagged edges started at his thigh and ran along toward the inside toward his balls. He should have counted himself lucky his cock and balls weren’t burned up with scar tissue as well. The red wolves had shoved salt into the wound of his thigh, making healing impossible.

“After I killed that guy that tried to rape you, two other red Weres knocked me out. When I woke up, I realized I was in a different building. They proceeded to practice their golf swing on my head while I was hung upside down.”

“Oh, my God.” Haley gasped.

There was no stopping the words now. Nope. Once he started he couldn’t stop the flood of words coming out of his mouth. Maybe having the orgasm of his life had affected his brain.

“When that wasn’t enough, they used their redneck version of shock therapy, hoping I would scream for mercy. They told me the second I screamed they were going to finish what they started with you.” Jayden clenched his jaw, acutely aware that Haley had snuggled deeper into his embrace, her eyes watching him carefully.

“I told them to go fuck themselves. They decided to shock me instead.” He chuckled mirthlessly. “The thing about shock therapy is that it locks up your muscles. Even if you wanted to scream you can’t.

“All these months I felt like I had failed you because I couldn’t rescue you. I thought they had raped you after they were done with me.” Jayden brushed her hair behind her ear. A huge weight lifted off his shoulder, knowing she was safe.

Haley shook her head and looked away, clearly shaken by what he had just said. “After you killed that red werewolf, it wasn’t fifteen minutes before a group of Guardians, Jaxon, Zane and Lucien burst through the door. I learned later they were from Arkansas. I asked them if they had gotten you out, but when they checked the building they couldn’t find you.”

Jayden nodded, his heart tugging. Even in her distress, she hadn’t forgotten him.

“I had no idea they had done that to you, Jayden.” She looked back at him. Her beautiful blue eyes were moist with unshed tears. “I’m so sorry. All of that is my fault.”

“Baby, it’s not your fault. It was those red wolves. And if I had to do everything over, I wouldn’t do anything different. I’d take the pain if it meant you were safe.”

A tear spilled down her cheek and he swiped it away.

She caressed his cheek with her hand. “So you really had no idea I was still a virgin? Yet you still wanted me?”

He narrowed his gaze. “Wanting you has nothing to do with if you are a virgin or not. I’ve been walking around with a hard-on since I saw you sitting in my Granny’s house at her damn sex party.”

“Really?”

“Yes. Damn, Haley, I don’t think I’ve ever come that hard.”

She leaned over him, bringing her mouth across his. She dipped her tongue into his mouth and kissed him thoroughly.

She reached between their bodies and grabbed his erection. “Feels like you’re ready again.”

“Baby, I was ready two minutes after I came.” Jayden lifted her onto his lap, making her straddle him. She sat back on her heels and grinned down at him.

He lifted his hands, caressed her cheek and trailed his fingers down to her breasts. Her blonde hair hung in waves across her slim shoulders. Her blue eyes shone like a woman satisfied.

“You’re fucking gorgeous, you know that?”

“So are you.” She grinned and pressed her breasts into the palms of his hands.

He chuckled.

She eased down the foot of the bed.

“Where are you going?” He sat up on his elbow. He wasn’t ready for her to go. And his cock certainly wasn’t ready for her to go either judging by how it was standing up at a ninety- degree angle.

“I’m showing you how gorgeous you are.” She slid between his legs and spread his thighs.

“Wait…” His heart froze in his chest. It was the last place he wanted her.

She looked up at him, only inches from his cock. Keeping her eyes on his, she bent and kissed his uninjured thigh.

His cock twitched.

She moved right toward his scarred thigh. Jayden dug his hands in the sheets to keep from pushing her away. He didn’t even like looking at the injury. He sure as hell didn’t want her examining it.

She slowly turned her mouth and licked his balls with the tip of her tongue.

“What are you doing to me?” Jayden shuddered. “I’m going to kiss it and make it better.” She turned her face, nuzzling her cheek against his scar before placing a gentle kiss on the rough skin.

His cock hardened to the point of pain, yet he forced himself to be still and watch her.