Anika froze. Even from this distance, she could make out the scar that ran across his cheek.
Anika slid the Glock from under her shirt and tucked it between her legs.
Salazar moved to the back of his vehicle and paused, scanning the perimeter. No one got out from the passenger side.
Had he been sent to retrieve her? A one-man team? Not likely.
She started to stand. And was stopped by a husky frame and beer breath.
“What’s your hurry, sweetheart?” The trucker leaned in close. One hairy-knuckled hand rested on the table, the other on the back of her seat.
His bearded friend stood behind him, shifting from one foot to the other, eyes fixed on the floor.
“You’re in my way.” Anika kept her voice low.
“Aw, come on, me and my friend just wanna buy you a beer.” The words slurred out of him.
She darted a look outside.
Salazar was striding toward the diner.
“
Move
,” she hissed.
The trucker’s eyes widened and he pulled back a little.
She changed her grip on the Glock so that her fingers curled around the barrel. The bridge of his nose hovered within striking distance.
“Excuse me, lady.” The Ukrainian had left his table. “You okay?”
The trucker turned his head and snarled, “Private party, pal. Back off.”
“No trouble.” The Ukrainian lifted his shoulders and spread his hands, but he stayed in place.
Anika looked outside again. The vagrant woman stepped in Salazar’s path, hand extended, a pleading expression on her face. He shoved her aside and she fell to the ground.
“Did you see that?” Anika raised her voice loud enough for everyone to hear. The diner grew silent. She jerked her head at the scene outside. “The guy just knocked that woman over.”
The woman rocked back and forth, her hands clutching her knee. Salazar walked away without a backward glance.
“Son of a bitch!” the trucker roared. “Let’s get him.”
All of the truckers stood and started moving toward the door, like a herd of autobots cut loose from their handlers. They surged through the entrance and charged Salazar. The trucker who had called out the command raised an angry fist.
Two men clamped Salazar’s arms behind his back and the trucker rammed him in the gut.
Dumb. Go for his eyes or throat or kneecaps. Something that will do some damage.
Anika ducked low and sprinted outside.
The Ukrainian bent over the woman and helped her up. She seemed to forget about her injuries and started cheering on her defenders.
Salazar straightened, raised his knees to his chest and kicked out. His attacker took one boot in the face and another in the groin. He doubled over and blood gushed from his nose.
Anika watched from the shadows.
Too bad.
Salazar was an asshole, but he was a highly trained one. The truckers were no match for him.
The Ukrainian shook his head and walked away.
Anika followed him until they were both hidden from the others by a row of gleaming metal containers atop enormous tires. Then she stepped forward into the light.
“Um, excuse me, sir.” She pitched her voice higher than normal, trying to sound young.
“
Da
?” The man turned. “Yes?” He switched to English. “Ah, lady, you okay?”
“Thanks for helping me. In there.” She angled her head toward the diner.
“That’s okay.”
“Are you heading south?”
“Yes. Why you ask?”
“Can I get a ride?”
“Sorry.” The man shook his head. “I like to help, but giving ride in truck not legal.” He turned to walk away.
“Please, I’m trying to get home. My father … he’s sick and I can’t afford to fly or go by rail.” She didn’t add that she also couldn’t afford to have her retinas scanned by airline, monorail, and rental transport companies. “Please?” She didn’t have to fake the anxious look on her face.
“No trouble.” The man hunched his shoulders and shoved his hands into his pockets, but he didn’t move away.
“I understand. But let me give you something.”
She reached inside her jacket and pulled out one of the cigarettes. The man’s eyes zeroed in on the plump roll of tobacco.
“For your trouble.” Anika held it out to him. “With those two truckers in the diner.”
Still the man hesitated.
“It’s the real thing.” She lifted the cigarette to her nose and inhaled. “Come on. It’s okay. Besides, I promised my dad I’d give them up.” The driver took the rolled stick of tobacco. “I’m Cece.”
“Boris.” The man stuck the cigarette behind his ear.
“Sure wish you could help me out, Boris.” She reached inside her jacket again and pulled out two more cigarettes along with five world currency notes. “Please? I don’t want to go back into the diner and ask someone else.”
A scrabbling noise came from behind.
What was that?
She glanced over her shoulder. Something rippled in the shadow two rigs back.
A rat shot out from between the wheels, followed by a white streak of fur. Cat. Both animals raced across the aisle and vanished behind another set of wheels.
She hated rats. They brought up bad memories from the orphanage. Still, she hoped the smaller prey would outrun or outwit its pursuer.
She turned back to Boris and forced a smile. “What do you say? You’d really be a lifesaver.”
His face split into a wide grin, revealing nicotine-stained teeth. “Okay, pretty lady, I take you.” He pocketed the notes and the tobacco.
On the way to Boris’s truck, Anika scanned the reflective surfaces of the nearby containers, strained her ears for a third set of footsteps, stooped to fiddle with the straps on her boots. No more noises or ripples. Yet her nerves and muscles ratcheted up to alert mode. She couldn’t shake the feeling she was being tracked.
They reached the back of the truck and separated, Boris to the driver’s side and Anika to the passenger’s. She stepped onto the rig’s auto-lift and rode two meters off the ground to seat level. Once inside the roomy cab, she scanned back and forth between the exterior mirrors. No movement. The truck’s engine chug-chugged in idle mode.
“Ready when you are,” she said.
Let’s get the hell out of here.
“In a minute. Engine warming.” Boris checked the controls, adjusted his seat, consulted his handheld, chuckled at something he read there.
Anika clenched and unclenched her fist, counted out three slow breaths.
Finally, Boris gave the voice command for drive and they pulled out.
Only when the darkness swallowed up the buildings and parking lot did the muscles in Anika’s neck unwind. She settled back into her seat and closed her eyes, hoping to avoid conversation.
The fewer lies told, the fewer to remember.
“What’s wrong with your papa?” Boris asked.
“Heart.” Anika yawned and kept her eyes shut.
“What happened?”
She opened her eyes. Clearly, Boris wanted to talk. “He’ll be okay. He’s strong. Like you.” Boris smiled. “How long have you been driving a truck?”
“All my life. First in Ukraine. Now here.”
“You like it?”
As long as she controlled the questions, she controlled the conversation.
“It pays the bills.” Boris shrugged one shoulder. “We’re getting a new kitchen. My wife wants everything new, everything modern. My daughter, too.”
Anika watched the stream of headlights from the trucks behind them. No sudden swerves. No one racing up on either side, then slowing down to box them in.
“How old is your daughter?”
“Eight next week. Her birthday is Wednesday. I promised I am home by then.”
“I hope you can make it. Promises matter, especially between fathers and daughters.”
Not that Anika knew that from experience. As a federal, she hadn’t been given any information about where she came from, who she came from. She had never been given a promise by her father. But she could imagine what it would be like, how much it would matter.
“She wants an airboard. My Katerina.” He rolled his eyes. “She wants latest model. Triple speed, built-in glow lights, colored exhaust. ‘In purple, Papa!’ she told me.”
“She sounds sweet,” Anika said.
“
Da
.” Boris nodded and his lips curved in a smile. “I mean, yes. She’s a good girl. Listens to her momma. Loves her papa. My little princess
.
”
Yeah, a good family man. Just like Gianni would be.
Her heart stuttered and she caught her breath. If U.N.I.T. ever discovered Gianni had helped her, he would lose his promotion, his chance to have a family. For now. Maybe forever.
Boris told another story about his daughter and a school contest she had won.
I was good in school. Especially good at the games reserved for federal orphans. The ones that revealed operative potential.
Anika rested her head back. The cab had grown warm and lavender auto-scent infused the air. Boris’s words started to run together. She tried to stay awake, but soon her eyelids drooped.
• • •
She awoke with a start. The truck was parked on a narrow road that paralleled the freeway. Boris was nowhere to be seen. She checked the time on the truck’s navigation monitor and did a quick calculation. She had been asleep two hours. That meant they were probably just past Indianapolis.
She placed her hand against her side, feeling for the reassuring edges of the gun.
A tuneless whistle broke the silence. A broad squat figure, holding a fluorescent glow stick, tramped through the growth of scrubby bushes toward the truck. The other hand held something white, with a bright orange tip. Smoke streamed from the man’s mouth.
Anika eased out a breath.
“Ah, you’re awake now.” Boris settled back in his seat. “Good. I have other funny story to tell.”
“Where did you go?” Anika checked the side and rear mirrors. The night was still, quiet. “I thought something had happened.”
“Forgot to use bathroom at diner. Too much excitement.” Boris took a drag from the cigarette and blew rings out through his open window. The hazy circles were almost as good as the ones she used to make during her smoking years at the orphanage.
“I know what you mean. Do you mind if I … .” She nodded her head in the direction he had come.
“You go. I finish cigarette.” Boris took a long slow inhale and a luxurious exhale. “When you get back, I tell story.”
“Great.” Anika stretched her lips into a thin smile.
“Here. Take this.” He handed her the glow stick.
She swung the knapsack over her shoulder and rode the auto-lift down. On the ground, the only sound was the faint swish from the freeway traffic.
Once out of Boris’s sight, she dimmed the glow stick and checked again for suspicious sounds or movements. Nothing. Maybe he had just needed a bio-break. It wasn’t a bad idea. The next stop could be hours from now.
She unfastened her pants, took a wide stance, and relieved herself. Then she started back, brightening the glow stick and waving it so Boris would see her.
He reached for the ignition. The engine started to engage.
A giant fist of air struck her, knocking her backwards, over a tangle of bushes. She landed and rolled. Away from the purple-and-black cloud of smoke. Away from the blast that punched through the stillness.
She came to a stop on her back and lay staring up at the murky sky. The glow stick dug into the back of her shoulder. Her breath shuddered out of her. When she regained control of it, she raised herself up just high enough to see.
The body of the rig remained intact. But the cab was gone, vanished, as if the driver had simply detached it from the container and abandoned his load. In its place sat a small mound of debris.
No more cab. No more driver. No birthday present for Katerina. No promise kept.
Who had planted the bomb? Had Salazar managed to get to the truck before Boris drove off? Had some other operative? Or was a different enemy already on her trail?
Anika’s stomach dropped away, leaving a gaping hole as black as the night. What had she done, sucking a civilian, an innocent into her dangerous gamble for freedom? When would the nightmare end? If only it were a nightmare, one long bad dream, from the day she had signed on with U.N.I.T. until now. If only she could open her eyes and it would all be over. Like it had never happened.
Except for Gianni.
She reached for the St. Jude medal and held it tight. Even if they weren’t meant for each other, even if their profiles didn’t match, she didn’t want Gianni to be a dream.
She forced herself to stand, brushed twigs and leaves from her pants and top, picked up the knapsack. She walked forward, stopping just short of the residue from the cab. Up close, the mound of particles, glitter-sized pieces of silver and blue and black, looked like something left over from a party. It was so unnatural that this small pile was all that remained of what moments before had been a giant rig of steel and plastic and glass. No vestiges of heat or smoke marked the destruction.
She sifted through the pile with the glow stick. On her second pass, she found a three millimeter bright orange strip. It didn’t carry any identifying alpha-numerals or icons. It didn’t have to. She remembered the weapons techs showing it to her, bragging about their new “toy” during her training sessions on the flex-laser.
“Looks like a tracker, rips like a bomb,” one of them had boasted.
Her eyes burned with dry tears. Here was her proof that U.N.I.T. knew she had survived the solo, that Salazar had been sent after her.
Emotions roiled inside her — guilt over Boris, sorrow for his wife and daughter, anger at Command, worry for Gianni. She wanted to cry, to yell, to beat something with her fists. Instead, she grabbed onto her training.
She gathered her feelings, her thoughts, her nerves, and cinched them tight. She talked herself through the next minute as if she were directing someone else. With the completion of each task, she closed off an emotion.
Open up the knapsack.
Bury the guilt.
Remove the Numb-It.
Bury the sadness for Katerina.
Pull up your pant leg.
Bury the anger at Command.
Squeeze out the gel.
Bury the fear for Gianni.
Smooth out the bandage.
Bury the fear for yourself.
Close the knapsack.
Bury the fear deeper.