Generalov's gaze dropped to the floor.
âWhat's happened?' she demanded.
But the ambassador turned and left the room.
Later that night, Ivan Golovanov told her he'd seen a booking slip. She'd be leaving for Russia by aeroplane on the nineteenth.
T
heir first gifts to the defector were a pair of binoculars and a chessboard. At 2 a.m. he was on the couch in the lounge room of the safe house, listening to the sound of three menâHowley, Gilmour and Saburovâconversing below him in one of the downstairs rooms. He was happy with the house. It sat on a rise; a house with a rooftop veranda with cast-iron railings that looked out over a series of other roofs and then to the water. At the back of the house was a kind of uphill reserve, a darkness of trees and grass. An open area for escape, he thought. He'd spent some time that afternoon viewing kookaburras with the lenses.
He was tired now but could not sleep. It wasn't the voices of the men but those in his own mind. In truth he felt awful. The elation had long vanished and his chest was tightening.
There was a man with a gun at the front of the house and a man with a gun at the back. He wanted a gun himself but they said the government could not do that.
Kovalenok seemed alright. He'd shaken Petrov's hand and said, âDon't worry about this rubbish with the ambassadors. When you get back to Moscow, across the frontier, everything will be fine.' Which Petrov understood to mean he was doomed.
His first job in the safe house had been to fake his death. He had written the note fiercely:
I have put an end to my life because in our environment
the leaders, mainly, have proved themselves to be slanderers
and liars who invented various stories in order to
dishonour the life of honest people. The chief slanderers
were Comrades Lifanov and Kovaliev who described me
as an enemy of the Soviet people. Let them bathe in
my blood. Let Mr Generalov, who confirmed this, also
enjoy my blood. It is a pity our collective has cringers.
It is a disgrace. Against the rules etc. Let them b
a
the in
my blood and enjoy the fact that I am not among the
living.
Gilmour had taken it to Kings Cross to post and then they had given him five thousand pounds. He'd handed some over and tomorrow Gilmour was going to bring him some clothes. The rest was in the safe in the corner of this room and he had the key. Two thin bundles of notes.
Saburov was reading aloud in Russian. Petrov was worried about the translator's background: that he might have an attachment to the Russian Social Club. Howley had assured him he did not. He made out the word âSudania'âthe codeword for Australia. Saburov was reading Moscow's letters. Probably they would trust the letters, come to believe in them more than in him. That was alright.
On the table in front of the couch was a beer glass. He considered going to the fridge. His first act as a defector, a free man, had been to drink two beers in a hotel bar before walking to meet Howley. By that stage he had already signed the asylum request and handed across the documents. He'd snoozed in the ASIO flat in the Cahors building. He'd met Colonel Spry, the head of Security, who had impressed him: a soldier, a leader with a sense of humour and a directness that made him want to divulge everything he knew. Which, of course, he wouldn't. He had settled on that already. He knew that to be useful, he needed to remain useful. So that afternoon, when the questioning had begun, he was helpful but also helped himself with specific failures. Errors of memory, pauses to think and correct himself, leaps backwards to change names or dates that in the conversation were an hour or two old. It was part of the process and they would learn that. Easy to confuse July '52 with August '53. Best to keep asking because the answers will change.
He thought about Bialoguski and Dream Acres. Could he see the doctor again? He would have to be careful but he didn't see why not. Give it time. Caution was important.
He had told them he wanted Jack. He wanted Gilmour to send some agents to Lockyer Street to nab the dog in a car. The security men said no. If Jack disappeared, the embassy would know that their third secretary was alive. He supposed it made sense.
He was talking plainly about Evdokia now. Telling them that she was an MVD operative with field experience and a long intelligence career. He was hinting that they should approach her directly. If they let her know what he had done, she would have little choice but to come across. He wasn't afraid. He thought he could account for this path he had been forced to take. She would understand and she would forgive. He had thought it was possible to do this without her. Why, then, did he want her here?
He sat up on the couch, listening, and then he stood and went to the window. Street lamps. Lamps on the sides of houses. A car was coming towards them. He watched the lights prime the nearby walls and roofs.
He was certain the assassin would come from New Zealand, probably by a flying boat via Rose Bay. He had to believe in Howley. He would put his life in the man's hands for now and a long time. If Howley said Saburov was alright, he was alright. If he said, do this, move now, he would.
They were ready to interview him again first thing the next morning. In his imaginings, he'd thought the process would involve microphones in the walls, but the microphone was in front of him on the table. They gave him coffee and an ashtray.
Howley said, âWhy don't you quickly go over your history once more?'
He gave it again as he'd written it scrappily the day before. Larikha. Joining the Party. The navy. The cyphering training and the various stations he'd worked in, who his bosses had been, how he'd come to Australia, who in the embassy was MVD.
They told him they'd put Kislitsyn under full-time surveillance. Howley was wearing a tiepin.
Petrov asked, âWhat about my wife?'
âShe's at home,' Howley said.
âYou must talk to her. Convince her to defect.'
âHmm.'
âIt's important. She has information that might be very useful for you.'
Gilmour put a brick of cigarettes on the table and they opened a box and began to smoke.
Howley said, âBetween 1945 and 1948, the Communist Party here had a group of External Affairs officers who were giving them official informationâthat right?'
âThat's right.'
âHow were they reporting it?'
âIn what way?'
âYes.'
âCopies of documents.'
âThey were handing over copies of documents?'
âThat's right.'
âDocuments about Australian foreign policy?'
âAbout many things. America. England.'
âAbout atomic tests?'
âNo, I don't think so.'
âBut about other things?'
âYes.'
âPolicy papers?'
âPosition papers, yes.'
âSecret documents?'
âYes. That's right. Documents that were secret to you.'
âWritten by us?'
âAmerica and England, also.'
âWho were these men?'
âWhat were their names?'
âYes.'
âSome of them I know. Later I will remember.'
âAre those men still there?'
âIt's possible. Maybe one.'
âYou know his name?'
âI will remember.'
Howley paused. âBut these men were your agents? Inside External Affairs?'
âMaybe.'
âYou're not sure?'
âThey don't tell me the past unless it is of use.'
âWhy not?' asked Howley. âWhy don't they tell you the past?'
He shrugged. He said that in the Soviet Union the past was always secret. The past was a kind of power to be regulated and meted out, and if you didn't know the history, there was nothing to betray.
They threw darts and he drank bourbon. The dartboard rested against a terraced garden bed on the uphill slope. Leo Carter had replaced Gilmour. There were nine people in the world who knew where he was: the safe-house team, these two men with guns, and Colonel Spry.
For a few days, the interviews went on, and in the middle of the second, the phone rang. It was on a small stand in the hall. Carter picked it up. There was a hushed conversation. He rang off and told them that Evdokia had gone to the embassy. Three men had escorted her to Lockyer Street and collected some things.
Petrov pictured Kovaliev's face.
âWe must get her a message,' he said. âShe thinks I am dead but she must know I am still alive.'
Howley remained silent. Leo Carter asked how that could be done.
âBialoguski,' Petrov suggested.
âNo,' said Howley. âThe doctor must stay in the dark.'
Petrov went to the window. Trees moving in a slight wind. The midday sun on terracotta tiles.
âWill they take her through Singapore?' asked Howley.
Petrov turned around. âYes,' he said. âIf they stick to their regular plan.'
âWe could approach her there. That way, you are safe and later she can join you here.'
âWe should consider that.' Petrov suddenly froze. He was thinking about Rex Chiplin's man in the post office. âThe telephone here,' he said, âis it a regular line? A standard line in every sense?'
âWhy?'
âIs it orthodox?'
âI'm not sure what you mean.'
âThe registration. Is there anything that indicates it belongs to Security?'
Howley was looking at him curiously. âNo,' he said. âIt's perfectly fake. Or perfectly real. Whichever.'
âThe communists,' Petrov blurted. âThey have a spy in the post office and he tells them whose feeds you tap.'
They sent for her. When she got to the ambassador's office, Kovalenok handed her a note. It was a message from the Australian government to the embassy. They were saying her husband was with them and was alive.
âWhat do you think?' asked the ambassador.
She said nothing for a time, then: âSomehow the Australians must have forced him to stay.'
She surprised herself by finding she could actually believe that. Yes; either he had decided to stay or they had forced him.
The two men looked relieved. She thought this was because at least now they had something to report.
âA forced defection,' said Kovalenok.
âAn act of provocation.'
âAn ill-adjusted mortar on the landscape of no effect.'
The ambassador looked at her. âWe are going to respond to this note,' he said. âAnd then you will ask to see him.'
She went back to her room and found Masha and told her the news and they hugged. Masha looked up and down the corridor. âNow it is you we must worry about,' she said.
The next day it was in the papers. She knew it was because she wasn't allowed to read them. Sanko came early and removed her radio set.
âWhat are you doing?' she protested.
âThe ambassador requires it.'
Masha sneaked her the
Herald
. The prime minister had announced it to his parliament: Soviet diplomat crosses the curtainâvictory for the free world
.
She started to laugh at the photograph of Volodya and then she tried not to sob.
Kovalenok came and explained she was to take one last trip to collect her things. He, Sanko and Vislykh drove her to Lockyer Street. There were two men on the road there. Reporters. They made the escort nervous.
When she entered the house, she saw it had been destroyed. Every drawer was open, the sum of their material lives scattered on the floor, boxes blown apart, shoes flung, the fridge door ajar and it still running. She stayed ten minutes, walking the rubble. She packed almost nothing.
Kovalenok came inside, muttering about possibilities for danger. âWe must return another time,' he said.
That evening, they brought her and Volodya's belongings in trunks. Standing over her, Vislykh made her sort what she did and did not want. She might have kept one small memento, but in the end she packed nothing of Volodya's. She didn't want to provide anyone with evidence of intent.
She lay in bed with the lights off. She'd tried to open the window for air. Someone had nailed it shut. She listened to the building creak. Maybe they would murder her. They could do that and there would be no consequences. Tell the world she died of nervous shock.
At the embassy, people began gathering at the front gate. Journalists. Busybodies. A small crowd, pressing the buzzer out there.
Generalov gave out revolvers. Evdokia watched from the window of the commercial section. Kislitsyn crossed the grass to the fence and asked the crowd to leave. Someone booed him. He recrossed the grass and a few minutes later Kovalenok went out. He was carrying a camera, one of the Leica imitations. She heard the voices shouting questions. In response, Kova-lenok raised the camera point-blank and shot. She knew what he meant by itâan act of photographic recording would have dispersed a Russian crowd. But on the Australians the message was lost. The photographers in the pack photographed him in return. He made his retreat to the building and no one else ventured out.
She went to bed.
Not too many ways I am getting out of this alive.
Masha delivered a bowl of oats. The prisoner added water to the milk and pushed the oats around.
She saw Vislykh return via the back gate. A short while later, she was called to the ambassador's office.
âYour husband has written a letter to you. I believe it carries signs of being written under duress.'
Volodya's jerky handwriting.
Dear Doosia,
I have read in today's newspapers announcements saying that
you think I was forcibly seized. That is untrue. I am alive
and well and I am being treated well. I desire to assure you
personally of this and I have asked the ambassador to arrange
for me to see you as soon as possible.