Authors: Michelle Lynn
Jimmy returns a few minutes later with our drinks and bread. We give him our orders and after he leaves, I figure this is the time to find out why my mother and grandmother are here.
“So Mom, why did you and grandma make the trip here?” I ask and Brady moves his arm around the back of my chair, almost as though he is preparing to comfort me.
She looks at Jessa and then back at me. “Jessa knows everything, you can talk in front of her,” I say and my mom nods her head.
“I’m leaving your father,” she reveals and I almost spit my water out.
“Why? Mom, if this is about me, it’s okay. I’m okay.”
“Oh sweetie, that didn’t help but it has been in the works for a while now.” She takes my hand in hers. “If I’m being honest, we haven’t been happy for some time.”
“Just tell her Maggie. She’s an adult, she can handle it,” my grandma chimes in.
“Ida,” my mom sighs, staring over at her.
“I love your father. He’s my only son, but he’s been cheating on your mom for years. And as much as he is my son, I equally consider your mom to be my daughter.” Grandma places her hand on top of ours.
“Oh Mom, I’m so sorry.”
“Aren’t guys just a bunch of jackasses?” Jessa speaks up and we giggle. I stare at her, suddenly wondering why she was home this morning and not with Rob.
“I’m moving in with your grandma until I can figure something out,” my mom says before I have any more time to consider that thought. “That’s not the only reason your grandma and I are here though.”
“Why then?” I ask curiously.
“Your father might have cut you off but I didn’t,” she admits. Then, looking at Brady she says, “I think you are a wonderful man and my Sadie is lucky to have found you. On behalf of my husband, I apologize.”
“No need, Maggie,” Brady responds.
“I don’t need your money, Mom. I already have my plan,” I tell her. I know first-hand what my dad will do when she leaves. He will fight her for everything, leaving her with nothing. His vengeance will never let up.
“My dad was a smart businessman. He might have left your dad his company, but he left me other things. I’ll be just fine.”
“Like what, Mom?” I ask.
“He left me a trust that only I can access. It’s money I had originally planned to leave you and Theo after I died. Your father signed papers when my dad gave him the company, stating that the money was mine and it was my choice what happens to it.”
I remember overhearing my mom in my dad’s office that morning, telling a man to put a trust in my name only.
“Still, Mom. You will need that to live off of now. I know Dad won’t give you anything,” I admit.
“Believe me, Sadie, it’s more than enough for me to live off of and still leave you plenty when I die,” she says and I sigh, not wanting to think about that. “I want to give you some now. We might not be able to live like we did with your father, but I can pay for your last semester, get you a car, and pay for your dorm.”
Brady squeezes my shoulder and draws me into him, kissing my head. “Mom,” I sigh.
“It’s the end of the discussion, Sadie. I have already paid the university for your tuition,” she admits and I stand up, giving her a huge hug.
“Thank you, Mom…thank you so much,” I say with tears flowing from my eyes.
“I’m your mother, Sadie. This is what we do.” She squeezes me hard, crying as well.
I eventually go back to my seat and cuddle up to Brady. After such a horrible night, I’m ecstatic to have the worry of paying tuition off my plate. But I think I’m still in shock over my mom leaving my dad and his extracurricular activities. I never thought my dad was cheating on my mom. She had been changing ever since Theo died, but I thought it was just because she had lost a child, causing her to cling closer to her last living one. Looking at her now, she does seem more carefree, smiling and laughing more than I have seen her in awhile.
Tony comes in, insisting to Brady he is covering the bill. We thank him and make our way out of the restaurant, but when we get to the curb, I notice my mom isn’t with us. Turning around, I see her in the doorway talking with Tony. He raises her hand, kissing it before she graciously thanks him again.
Brady drives us over to his house and we sit in the living room having coffee while we talk. Jessa disappears up to Rob’s room and I don’t see her for the rest of the night. When everyone grows tired, my mom and grandma go back to their hotel and Brady and I make our way up to his room. He makes me promise again that when he wakes up, I will be there. I agree without hesitation. I change into his t-shirt, snuggling into his arms. For once in my life, everything seems to be on track. I might not have my dad, but if I’m honest with myself, he has never been a major part of life. I have Brady, my mom, my grandma, and Jessa.
Chapter 27
I don’t know why I haven’t agreed to move in with Brady since I practically live here. I am rarely at the dorms, which means I haven’t run into Vince lately. Brady and I went to visit him after my mom left that Sunday, but since then, Brady has gone by himself. He also took me to his sister’s for dinner, which was nice and relaxing. Her husband and children were welcoming and friendly, just like her. Brady and Maura are very similar in their joking, carefree personalities.
My mom called last night from my grandma’s. My dad has already hired his lawyer to fight my mom for everything they have. She tries to keep it from me, but my grandma fills me in. My dad hasn’t tried to contact me since the night I left the house and I prefer it that way.
I worry because Brady has had to go out a couple nights to pick Vince up from the police station. The situation seems to be getting worse, which is making Brady more reserved and quiet. Vince is fortunate that he was such a distinguished professor at the university, where they do everything they can to help Brady and Maura handle the situation. Brady usually picks Vince up, and then takes him to a friend’s house to sleep it off. Vince is adamant that he won’t come back to the house. I see the toll it is taking on Brady and he is starting to pull away. His body slumps every time his phone rings, fearing the worst. He has started having nightmares and talking in his sleep. Usually they are just mumbles that I don’t understand, but last night he called out ‘Dad’ in a panic. I quickly woke him up and he instantly wrapped his arms around me tight, burying his head in the crook of my neck. He didn’t say anything, just held me close until he fell back asleep.
Brady and Maura talk a couple times a day to discuss the situation and what they should do. I often find Brady in the studio, strumming his guitar and singing quietly. Tonight is one of those nights. It’s three in the morning and I woke up without Brady, which has been the norm recently. When I open the door to the basement, I see the lights on so I venture downstairs.
Staring through the glass, I admire Brady playing his music. I sometimes wonder why he isn’t pursuing a career in that since it seems to calm him. In pajama pants and no shirt with his guitar resting in his lap, the burn of having him inside of me grows. He looks up, notices me, and waves me into the room.
“You should be sleeping, beautiful,” he says, continuing to strum a few chords.
“So should you.” I make my way over to him.
He shrugs his shoulders.
“Talk to me,” I request and he opens his arms, moving me between him and the guitar.
“How about I teach you?” He changes the subject and places my hands on the guitar.
“Brady,” I sigh, letting him place his hands over mine.
“Press this string and strum with this hand,” he instructs, ignoring my pleas to talk.
After a few chords, Brady starts to kiss the back of my neck and I feel his hard bulge on my back. I tip my head back, enjoying his lips and tongue on me. In turn, Brady props his guitar against the wall and his hands instantly plant themselves on each one of my breasts, massaging them. My hands rest on his firm thighs and I push my ass into his crotch, feeling his erection.
I continue to circle my hips while his hands roam up my tank top and pinch my nipples. I moan in bliss as Brady stands up, pushing me against the window. He slowly runs his hand down my back and then pulls my boxers down around my ankles.
When I try to step out of them, he says, “No baby, just like this.” He pulls my tank up, exposing my breasts. Then he lifts my arms, pressing my palms against the glass. I stand there with my back to him, sprawled across the glass panel with my shorts around my ankles and my shirt scrunched up around my neck.
“So fucking hot,” he whispers in my ear.
I have never seen this side of Brady, but I’m immensely enjoying it. I can feel how aroused I already am and I need him inside of me.
“I’m going to fuck you just like this, Sadie,” he states and I wait in anticipation.
“Please, Brady,” I plea.
He starts kissing my shoulder blades, making his way down my backside before coming back up. Placing his hands on my hips, he pulls me back into him. I feel his cock at my entrance and I relish the moment.
“Ready, baby?” he asks.
“Yes,” I desperately answer.
Before I can prepare myself, he is inside of me, thrusting into me deeper with every push. He’s never been rough like this, so I’m surprised what an arousing effect it has on me.
“You feel so fucking good,” he breathlessly speaks into my ear.
I moan as my body gets smashed against the glass and Brady reaches around, playing with my clit as I scream his name and roll over the edge. A second later, Brady pumps into me twice before he grabs my hips, holding them in place.
“Fuck, Sadie,” he shouts, stilling inside of me. Then he picks me up so I’m straddling him and throws our clothes in between our bodies. “Now I want you in my bed,” he whispers, kissing my lips.
His lips remain on mine while he carries me up the two flights of stairs. He places me in his bed, positioning me on top of him while his fingers flow through my hair. “I didn’t hurt you, did I?” his shaky voice asks.
“No, of course not,” I answer and turn my head up to him as he cups my cheek with his hand.
“Good. You know how much I love you.” There are tears in his eyes.
“And I love you.” I smile up to him. I know what he is doing, I did it myself. If sex makes him forget, I will happily oblige, but eventually I will have to find a healthy way to help him deal with his dad.
I jolt awake with Brady’s body shifting under me. I glance at his clock and see it’s only been an hour since we fell asleep. “Shit! I’m on my way,” Brady says into the phone and climbs out of bed. I sit up, refusing to take a back seat any longer. He didn’t when it came to my issues and I won’t when it comes to his.
“Let me get dressed,” I say, swinging my legs over the bed, ready to get out when he steps toward me.
“No, Sadie, I’ll be right back.” He keeps his hand on my shoulder, keeping me on the bed but I stand up.
“It’s not a choice, Brady, I’m coming.” I get up from the bed and grab my yoga pants and sweatshirt.
“You don’t need to see this,” he says, running his fingers through his hair. “Please,” he begs.
I walk over to him and place my hand in his. “They were your words, Brady. You said you would never let go, but I feel you slipping away. Every night you disappear and every night I find you downstairs. And every day when I wake up to your sad eyes, we slowly become more disconnected.” I lean in closer. “You have to let me in, Brady.”
“It’s pathetic and sad, Sadie. He isn’t the man you know on these nights.” He puts his head down, staring at the ground.
“Brady, what are you afraid of?” I question, bending down to meet his eyes.
“That you can’t handle it…” he admits.
“And what?” I pry.
“You’ll leave,” he says, finally divulging the whole truth. I can work with this.
“Did you leave me?” I ask him back and he shakes his head. “No, and I’m not going to leave you,” I tell him. I grab his hand, “Let’s go.” I lead us out of the room.
Brady doesn’t say anything on our way out to the car but keeps my hand in his.
We pull up to the police station and an officer walks up to the car before we can even get out, informing Brady that they had to send Vince to the hospital for what they believe is alcohol poisoning. On the drive to the hospital, Brady calls Maura to let her know and she says she is on her way.
He parks in the visitor parking and I entwine our fingers as we walk into the emergency room entrance. I give him a squeeze right before the sliding doors open and he looks over at me. Fear fills his eyes and I hope he will let me in.
Brady walks up to the nurse’s station, giving his name and she tells him to take a seat and someone will be out. We sit in the plastic chairs, not paying attention to the infomercial on the television. Brady impatiently shakes his leg while groans flow out of his mouth. Clearly, he doesn’t want to be here and I can’t help but think maybe my presence is making this worse. He hasn’t even glanced my way since we walked into the hospital.
Finally, a nurse comes in, calling Brady’s name. Brady stands up and then turns to me, “Just please stay here? At least until I can see what is going on.” Seeing the anguish in his eyes, I nod my head and sit back down, watching him walk out of the room.
I try to distract myself by flipping through magazines or watching an infomercial about some skin care regime. I’m thankful when Maura comes into the room.
“Oh Sadie, I’m glad he brought you,” she says, obviously out of breath from rushing here.
“I didn’t really give him a choice,” I comment and she embraces me.
“He’s lucky to have you. He won’t take to you witnessing this easily so just remember, he loves you,” she warns me and I can’t help thinking that she’s the second person close to him that has told me this.
“I don’t plan on leaving,” I assure her and she smiles my way, taking my hands in hers.
“I knew I liked you that day in spin.” She turns around and makes her way to the nurse’s station. After talking friendly with the nurses, she walks toward the rooms in the emergency area.
I sit back down, waiting for some news. About fifteen minutes later, Grant walks in and takes the seat next to me.