F#ckGirl (F#ckGirl #1) (11 page)

“And what do you think that reason is?” Joe
asked.

“I just don’t know, man. I’m just shocked
that she talked about me like this when I didn’t do anything bad to
her.”

“Well, Reamer, you did post that pic of her
kissing you, even though you tried to make it seem to her that you
didn’t.”

“Yeah, I know. But I only did it because I
wanted people to see that it was actually her kissing me because if
I just told them, I knew they wouldn’t have believed me, and why
would they? Most know that I’ve never talked to her
previously.”

“You’re right, man. Sometimes you do have to
show people proof.”

“
I also did it because I
knew that I was probably gonna be at least seeing her. I know it
was too soon to be boyfriend/girlfriend, but just saying that I was
seeing her would’ve been good enough for me, and it would’ve been
great for people to see that she actually gave a guy like me a
chance.”

Joe sighed. “Well, as you heard with your
own ears, Felicity is not even worth seeing or even worthy of
wanting a chance with. All she does is cause trouble for people and
she doesn’t care who she hurts in the process. Yeah, last week
Friday, when it was obvious that she liked you way more than she
liked me and sealed it with a kiss on you, literally, I was hatin’,
man, I can’t lie. But it’s clear that someone like her is not worth
a guy hatin’ on another guy for. If more guys were to hear what you
heard about what she personally thought of him with their own ears
instead of seeing it on comment sections on social media, then they
would change the way they feel about her and never wanna be
associated in any way, shape, or form with her ever again.”

Reamer looked at his watch. “It’s late, man,
and I haven’t even studied for this science test that I have
tomorrow so I need to get goin’. See you tomorrow, man,” he
said.

“Okay, man. Are you sure you’re gonna be
okay?”

“Of course, man,” Reamer
replied.
And she told me that she never
disappoints. Interesting,
he
thought.

Chapter 13

T
he
next day, Felicity and Erin sat in Felicity’s bedroom hours later
after school as they talked about the day.

“Oh, I forgot to ask you, Felicity, did you
talk to Reamer today?”

“No, I didn’t. I mean, I did see him today
like every day, and he just smiled at me but didn’t come up to me
or anything, and I really found that unusual, but I was like,
whatever, because I really don’t want him like that.”

“Do you think he could’ve found out about
how you and Sloan are thinking about getting back together?”

Felicity shrugged. “Maybe,
maybe not. But you know I really don’t want Sloan back, Erin.
But
if
he can show
me that he can be more of a man the second time around then I don’t
mind being with him again, but I just don’t know if I actually want
another boyfriend because in reality, I really don’t. I’m just
surprised that he called me last night, but I believe it was just
for another argument because he did ask me about
Reamer.”

“And what did you tell him?”

“Nothing that he hasn’t
already seen or heard. Yes, he saw the picture of me kissing
Reamer, but I was about to tell him to stop hating because that
was
after
he broke
up with me, so he had nothing to say about it.”

“Yeah, he didn’t. But
Audrey had
a lot
to say about it because even though Reamer broke up with
Audrey after that picture was taken, he was still with her when it
was taken. Don’t you feel any remorse for it?”

“None at all. He wasn’t
pulling away from me when I started kissing him, in fact,
I
had to pull away
from
him
because
he was so into it and he was with Audrey at the time; I’m not with
anyone so I didn’t feel bad about it at all. But that’s over with
now. I think Reamer knows that I’m just not into him the way he’s
into me. Sometimes people can catch on right away, but others, it
takes a while.” She changed the subject. “So, did you wanna hit up
Moves just one last time before we go on a hiatus from
it?”

“Not really,” Erin said.

“Oh, come on, Erin! You have to admit it’s
something to do on Friday and Saturday nights.”

“I’m just not having anymore fun there,
Felicity. Can’t we go someplace else, at least? Maybe to a movie or
even another club?”

“
There’s nothing that’s in
the movie theaters that I wanna see right now. And another club?
You mean a club for those twenty-one-and-over old people? No
thanks. I don’t have a fake ID and I’m not getting one. I like to
be around people my age. Like I said, I live in the moment
now,
and don’t feel like
I need to rush my age just to get into older clubs.”

“That’s true. That’s exactly how I feel,
too.”

“So, what day do you wanna go on for our
last day before our hiatus?”

“Friday’s fine,” Erin said.

“Friday it is!” Felicity said. “I don’t know
why, but I’m excited. Sometimes when we go there I’m just not
excited because I feel like I’m going to work or something since
we’ve been going there almost every Friday and Saturday for over a
year now. Well, I already ordered a new outfit from my usual
favorite clubwear store, so I’m ready.”

“As usual, I’m not,” Erin said. “I’ll
probably just wear what I’m gonna wear to school that day.”

“Please don’t embarrass me,” Felicity said
with a laugh.

“What?! What did you say?” Erin said, and
then balled up her right fist as if she was gonna punch her. And
considering the fact of what kind of a girl she thought her best
friend was and her futile efforts to change her, she thought about
really punching her out too many times to count.

Felicity laughed as she playfully put her
hands over her face as if she was blocking Erin from hitting
her.

Erin backed up towards Felicity’s window
with her fists playfully in the air as if she was still gonna hit
her. She turned around and looked outside the window. “Uh, oh,
Felicity!”

“What?” Felicity asked, as she came to the
window — she gasped! “Just what the fuck! What the hell!”

They were reacting to Reamer’s car being in
the driveway!

“Just what the hell is he doing here?!”
Felicity said, as she tried not to panic.

“Did you tell him where you lived?” Erin
asked.

“No, I didn’t! I don’t know how the hell he
found out!”

The doorbell rang; they both shrieked as
they looked at each other.

“What are you gonna do?” Erin asked.

“Well, I’m not gonna answer it! He’s a
fuckin’ stalker! It’s obvious now!” Felicity replied in a shaken
voice.

The doorbell rang again . . . then
again.

They stood out in the hall; they were still
upstairs.

“I’m scared, Felicity,” Erin said. “You
don’t know what the hell he’s here for!”

Felicity looked at her, and could see it in
her eyes that she really was. “Just stay quiet, okay? He doesn’t
even know that I’m here.”

“Well, why would he think
that you’re not here, Felicity, just because your car is parked in
the garage? Because he can clearly see that
my car
is parked in the driveway! So
why would I be here if you’re not here?”

Felicity sighed. “I know, Erin, okay?”

The doorbell rang two more times.

They walked back to
Felicity’s room and crawled over to her bedroom window. Once they
got to it, they stayed down as they slowly peeked up out of it to
see where Reamer was at. They saw him walking back to his car, and
then
saw Taylor pull up in
his
! He slowed down as he rolled down his
window as Reamer walked over to his driver’s side
window!

“Oh, shit, Felicity! What do you think
they’re talking about?!”

“It better not be about me,” Felicity
warned.

“Well, why wouldn’t it be about you? He
happens to be in your driveway ready to leave! It looks as if he’d
just seen you!”

“Well, he didn’t, and I dare him to say that
he did!” Felicity warned.

They stayed low as Reamer and Taylor
continued to talk. Reamer finally went back to his car, got in it
and left, as Taylor pulled up in the driveway of his house. He then
got out of his car, and walked into his house.

Felicity and Erin finally got up and looked
out the window once again. Felicity shut the curtains and sat down
at her desk; Erin sat on her bed.

Felicity sighed. “Now I think I know how
Reamer found out where I live.”

Erin looked at her. “How?”

Felicity picked up her phone and pointed to
one of her selfies on it that she took while she and Erin were in a
coffee shop just an hour before after school today. “This is how.
After this pic, I forgot to turn off the location map. So the
picture that I took of us here led him directly here since he
obviously follows me and my current location was still on.”

“That’s why I never turn mine on, Felicity.
You just don’t know who’s out there following you and can end up
following you directly to your home if you don’t turn that location
shit off. I think that’s a very dangerous feature to have.”

“Only if people abuse it,” Felicity said. “I
never have it on when I’m here taking selfies or other pictures —
just when I’m not here. But in this case, I did forget to turn it
off when we got back here so that’s how he was able to track me
here.”

“Are you sure you don’t know what the hell
he was doing here? I mean, if some guy is going this far in finding
out where you live when you didn’t tell him then that’s scary,
Felicity. I see this guy differently now. It’s like he’s determined
to make you his girlfriend since he quit Audrey just for you. Some
people are determined to get who they want at whatever cost.”

“Well, he’s
not
getting me and I mean
that! Like I told Sloan last night when we were talking about
Reamer, I never wanted anything serious with him and that the kiss
I gave him was as far as it was gonna go between us. I didn’t mean
to fuck with the guy’s feelings, but he should’ve seen it for what
it was and never should’ve quit Audrey for me. Just because I’m not
with Sloan anymore didn’t mean that I wanted to be with him and
that’s because I don’t wanna be with anyone.”

“Well, Felicity, I agree a
hundred percent with you that he shouldn’t have quit Audrey for
you; I thought he went too far in doing that. I think he was one
that fell hard for you and maybe has always liked you; you just
didn’t know it. So when you gave him some attention and
especially
that kiss,
well, the guy lost his mind and quit his girlfriend thinking that
you were gonna be his next one. Some guys know that you’re fucking
with their minds, Felicity, then there’s others that don’t, and I
think Reamer’s one that doesn’t know, and you didn’t make it any
better by going over his house and jerking him off — now he’s
really thinking he has something going on with you.”

“We have
nothing
going on. If I
have to lie to him and tell him that Sloan and I are definitely
getting back together then I’m gonna do that. You know, Erin? I
wish people wouldn’t take things so seriously? I mean, who wants to
be tied down to someone that they’ve known since high school for
the rest of their lives? After we leave that place, there are
billions of other people out there to meet and this whole big world
to explore. I just like to have fun with people and be
free.”

“Well, so do I. But there’s
a difference between having fun with people and fucking with them,
and Felicity, you’re one who fucks with people — you have to admit
that. You need to change,
seriously
. Like I’ve told you a lot,
not everything’s fun and games, especially someone’s
feelings.”

“Well, whatever,” Felicity said with an eye
roll. “Look, you just better think about what you’re gonna wear to
Moves on Friday because we’re really gonna party hard!”

“Oh, no! I think I’m gonna lose sleep
tonight because I can’t figure out what I’m gonna wear to a club
that I’ve been to a million times!” Erin sarcastically replied.

“Shut up!” Felicity said with a laugh, as
she hit her. “Well, I know how I’m gonna be dressed there, so you
can dress however you want because regardless, it’s gonna be a
night that we’re not gonna forget!”

Erin looked at her when she’d said this, and
wasn’t sure how she should’ve taken it.

Chapter 14

“W
OW! It’s really packed in here! Holy shit!” Felicity said, as
she bobbed her head to the music while she sat at her favorite
table with Erin at Moves.

“Well, it looks like today was the right day
to come on,” Erin said, as she looked around. “Felicity!”

“What?!” Felicity said.

“Oh, my God! Look who just walked in!” Erin
replied.

Felicity looked in the
direction that Erin was looking in. “Oh, no way! Of all nights?!
What the hell are
they
doing here?!” she asked, as she watched as Jackie was all over
Allen, while her friends Willow, Trina, and Cherie talked to boys
that were Allen’s friends. “This is, like, the second time I’ve
seen them here! So it’s been over a year since they’ve been
here!”

“Um . . . and they’re not the only ones from
our school that’s here,” Erin said.