First Times: Nine Tales of Innocence Lost (16 page)

“Your pussy is so wet,” he whispered in my ear. “And fuzzy. Lilly shaves.”
 

“She does?”
 

“I don’t know if she still does. She won’t…”
 

He started to pull away. I grabbed his wrist and shoved his hands down my pants.
 

“Don’t stop,” I said. “I’m gonna…”
 

I couldn’t finish the sentence. I just held him and let him work me over, breathing into his neck as his finger circling my clit sent shocks down my legs and the weird slippery feeling of his fingers in my ass made sweat pop between my shoulder blades. I started to hump his hand, swiveling my hips.
 

“I’m gonna cum,” I squeaked, looping my arms around his neck.
 

“That’s right. Cum for me.”
 

I couldn’t take it anymore. I thrashed and cried out as waves of heat and cold rolled through me. I held him hard, breathing unsteadily and raggedly into his neck. He pulled me over the console and onto his lap.

It was tight but I managed to turn and sit while he wiped his hands clean. He took his finger and circled my nipple through my shirt, and he kissed me. It was light and quick, but I kissed him back and wanted more. I opened my mouth and his tongue slid over mine, over my lips.
 

“Do you want to have sex with me?”
 

The baldness of my question shocked me.
 

“I…” he started.
 

God, I was seducing my sister’s husband. All I could think was how awful I was. I felt like a slut.
 

“I’ve never done it before,” I said, softly, not really knowing why. “I could do it with you if you wanted, since Lilly won’t.”
 

“I don’t want to take your virginity. I can’t be with you. You should give that to someone who can.”
 

“You know how you put your fingers in my ass?”
 

“Yeah.”
 

I looked away. I could feel the flush creeping up my cheeks. “Do you think… what if we had sex that way? Like, in my butt.”
 

He swallowed. Hard. “I could… I’ve always wanted to, but…”
 

I looked in his eyes. “I could do that for you. Is that what you want?”
 

I started to grind against him.
 

“Not here,” he said, pushing. “I don’t want to hurt you. There are things we have to do.”
 

“Like what?”
 

“I’ll show you. She works all day tomorrow.”

***

I thought I dreamed it. I did, really. When I woke up the next morning I went about my business as if nothing happened. Lilly was already at work, and I thought Todd was in his office until I saw him pull up in the driveway in his car. My heart was pounding in my chest. Should I kiss him or something? Should I take off my clothes?

When he came for me I was on my bed. He knocked three times on the door.
 

“Come in,” I called.
 

I was just lying there in my sleeping clothes. He came in with a little bag from the drug store and dropped it on the bed. Then he sat down next to me. I sat up and waited.
 

“So,” I said.
 

He took the hem of my shirt and pulled it up. I lifted up my arms and let him slide it away, and then my arms fell to my sides. I watched him as he slid my bra straps down and reached around me, hugging me to his chest as he did it. I started unbuttoning his shirt, and then his pants.

He shifted onto the bed and pushed me down, and finished undressing me. He slid my shorts down, and then my underwear. I kept my legs pressed tightly together out of instinct. He caressed the spot just above my pussy with his finger while he leaned down and took my nipple in his mouth. He sucked hard, and tugged on my breast with his mouth.
 

My nipples went hard in an instant, and I let out a little moan. He was down to his boxers now. I reached in and pulled out his cock, feeling it in my hand as it hardened, getting bigger and bigger. I felt a twinge, a kind of itch in my butt, as I thought about what I’d agreed to.
 

“Do you want to put it in now?”

“Not yet,” he said.
 

“Should I suck you?”
 

“No, I want a turn. Spread your legs.”
 

I didn’t realize what he meant until my calves slid across the sheets and I was exposed to him. He shifted over on the bed and laid down between my legs, and I felt his breath on my skin. A shiver ran up my spine. I’d never been exposed like this to anyone before.

Then I felt his tongue.
 

The touch was quick, hot and wet. I squeaked and jerked and my legs closed around him. His hands slid under my butt, and I folded my arms across my chest, hugging myself as I felt his tongue again. He traced slowly all around my pussy before working his way between my folds, then up over my clit, then back down again.
 

I let out a soft sound. I was used to playing with myself in silence, keeping quiet so no one would hear my cries of pleasure. It made me strain and bit my lip as he lightly grazed my clit with his tongue, then worked it at my entrance, pressing it into my pussy. With his face buried in my sex, he looked up at me over my stomach and met my eyes.
 

My head fell back and he tongued me softly, working me up, then moved faster and faster, the tip of his tongue darting everywhere before he dragged the whole hard, wet thing over my clit and I jerked and squealed through my fingers.
 

“Like that, huh?”
 

“Yeah,” I said, breathless. “It’s good. You wanna do it now?”
 

“Do what?” he said, smirking.
 

“Put in my butt.”
 

He lifted up, moving over me. I looked down at his cock and my heart hammered in my chest. He was big. Very big. A little scary big.
 

“You’re a grown woman. You can say it.”
 

“Are you gonna fuck my ass, or not?”
 

“Turn over.”
 

I rolled over. His cock brushed my hip as I did. I flopped on my stomach and he pressed my legs together, sat down beside me, and grabbed his bag. He unpacked a little bottle of clear liquid and smoothed some onto his finger, and worked it between my butt cheeks.
 

“Ooch!” I yelped. “It’s cold.”
 

“It’ll warm up.”
 

He worked the slippery liquid all around my asshole before dipping his finger in. The feeling if his fingertip sliding easily into me was strange, and I liked it.
 

“What are you doing?”
 

“I need to lube you up,” he said, softly. “It can hurt if we don’t do it right.”
 

My stomach fluttered as I looked at his big cock. I thought about that.
 

“I’m going to work my fingers in a little deeper.”
 

“O-okay,” I said, breathless.
 

I could feel his finger moving inside me. He used more of the lube, and slid in another. He moved them together, pumping into my asshole before spreading, moving them around, tickling the inside of my ass.
 

“Play with yourself,” he said, softly.
 

My hand slipped under my body and I played with my pussy while he worked my ass. I let out a shocked sound as he put a third finger in. It felt so slipper, and I felt stretched. Shivers went down my legs and I started to sweat. It felt so weird.
 

“We’ll go slow, okay. Turn on your side.”
 

He turned his hand away and I rolled over. facing away from him. I looked over my shoulder and watched as he squirted a lot of the lube on his cock and slopped it up, stroking until there was a thick shiny coat of the stuff all over his shaft. He put his hand under my thigh and pushed up my leg, turning me a little.
 

“Pull your leg up. Good. Now, relax.”
 

He shifted behind me and his chest pressed into my back. He took his cock in his hand and nestled the thick head against my asscheeks. Feeling it press against the tight puckered hole made my heart pound in my chest and my throat went dry. Just the feeling of it touching me made me shiver and I felt fear and anticipation all at the same time.
 

“You ready, baby?”
 

“Y-yeah,” I nodded.
 

He gave a slow, gentle push, gradually building the pressure. It wasn’t like a finger at all. He was so much thicker, and his cockhead pushed and pushed and I felt a little twinge of pain in my ass before I let out a low, long breath and my body just opened. His head popped inside, eased by the lube, and I let out a low moan.
 

“Oh. Oh shit it’s big,” I said.
 

He slid his arms around me. “Shhh,” he said. “I won’t hurt you. Real slow, okay? Here.”
 

He took his other hand and moved it between my legs. Gently, he slipped a single finger inside me and palmed my clit, moving his hand slowly, teasingly as he upped the pressure and more of his shaft slid inside me. I let out a low groan as I lay there, taking his cock in my ass.

The feeling was so strange. It packed so many sensations together I couldn’t sort them all out. It didn’t hurt, but I felt a kind of pain. Good pain, pain that I liked. I felt his cockhead pushing deeper, opening me up as it slid further inside my body. I felt my walls stretch around him and quiver and pulse as they gripped his shaft. When he was finally all the way in and pressed tight against me, I was so opened up, so used, that I just laid there and whimpered.
 

“You okay, baby? You want to stop?”
 

I shook my head. “I like it.”
 

He fingered me and slowly rolled his hips. Barely moving, his cock pulsed inside me, sending waves of heat spreading through my body. He lightly kissed the curve of my jaw, my throat, and whispered in my ear.
 

“I’m going to cum in your tight little ass. You want that?”
 

“Yeah,” I groaned, “Please.”
 

“Tell me how you want it?”

“Harder.”
 

He moved a little faster, drawing back a little more. I could feel every inch sliding inside me, feel every movement, so intense it made my toes curl. Nothing I’d ever felt was like this. I wanted it to go on forever.
 

Slowly, I lowered my leg back down. It tightened my body, gripping his throbbing cock. He kissed my shoulder and slowly worked his finger inside me and rubbed my clit. I hugged myself and shook from the intensity of the stimulation. I felt so full.
 

Very gently, he worked me onto my belly and pressed down on my back, spreading his legs so his knees were on the bed, and rested one hand on the back of my neck and the other on the bed. I fingered myself as he fucked me harder, moving his whole body. He drew back slowly, about halfway out, then thrust in quickly, then drew it again.
 

Every time he went to thrust my body tightened in anticipation, gripping him hard as his thick shaft slid through the tight walls of my body. He went faster and faster until he was grunting, and lowered himself down on top of me again. I felt his cock throbbing, going so hard I couldn’t believe it, so hard I could barely stand to have something so thick and rigid inside my body.
 

He rolled and I cried out as he pulled me with him. I lifted and fell on his cock, impaled, my back arched and a silent cry escaping my throat. He slid back up the bed, pushing with his heels, until he could sit up on the pillows. He pulled me against him and closed his legs against mine and held me. My ass throbbed from the huge hard rod inside it.
 

Again he cupped my breast, kissed my neck softly, and slid his finger inside me. My arms fell to my sides and I started to ride him, moving in slow motions, shuddering as I made myself keep moving despite the intensity of the sensations trying to make me freeze up. The feeling of his cock in my ass met and folded together with the sensation of his fingers and his hand working me.
 

I finally began to slow. He slid down a little and started pumping me from below as I lay on him, working his cock in my ass in rhythm with his hand. My legs lifted as my body tightened and he grunted with every thrust. Something in him made him draw back further, move faster, push harder, driving me down an ecstatic edge. I rolled through a thin space that was between pleasure and pain and both. My cunt throbbed, heat tore through me and the fullness spread through my body until I could feel it under my skin.

“You’re so tight,” he whispered.

I couldn’t stand it. I thrashed, and when my peak hit it was an explosion, a blast that rolled through my body and sent waves of shivering heat and cold through me, sent shocks down my limbs, curled my toes and balled my hands into fists, clenched my teeth and made it feel like my hair was standing on end, like waves and waves of fingers were rolling over my scalp, and all though it that hot rod was there, throbbing, urgent, using me, filling me.
 

He bucked up under me and lifted me up and I could feel it. I could feel the throbbing pulse as he spent himself inside me, as his motions became hotter, faster, slicker as he pumped the cum and slipped his cock all through it inside me.
 

I sprawled out on top of him. He slid his arms around my waist and worked his hips slowly as he finished, and I slid off of him and landed on the bed with a little grunt. As his cock left my ass I felt the first real pain. Pulling out hurt more than putting it in, for some reason. I yelped a little and he turned around to hold me in his arms while I shuddered and whimpered from the aftershocks of the most intense orgasm I’d ever felt.
 

My ass throbbed. It wasn’t sore, really, it just felt so weird. Like I’d been spread open.