Authors: Nika Michelle
Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #United States, #African American, #Urban, #Genre Fiction
Pedro was Daren's forty five year old sugar daddy. He was Latino, and owned a bunch of strip clubs in Georgia. He drove a Ferrari and spoiled the hell out of Daren. He was 6'7 and weighed about 250 solid lbs. He was cut up, and fine as hell. Daren met him while she was dancing at one of his clubs. He claimed that he fell in love with her at first sight and convinced her to stop dancing.
"So how many niggas buy you a drink?" Diablo asked playing with my hair.
"I lost count," I said examining my nails. "Damn baby. I need my nails done."
"You got that shawty. So how many of them mufuckas tried to get up on your ass? I meant my ass," he kissed my cheek.
"Why you askin' me this Ablo? You don't really wanna know."
He got quiet and then he sighed. He looked like he had something deep on his mind.
"What's up Papi?" I asked sensing his mood.
"I feel like I'm losin' you," he said.
"'Cause you fucked up Ablo. I have zero trust for you," I said glaring angrily at him. "Why the fuck we together if you need other bitches to keep you happy? What? I don't make you happy Ablo?"
"Yeah, you make me more than happy. I wouldn't have asked you to marry me if you didn't. I can't lie Yanna and say that I cheated just to do it. I did that bullshit 'cause I wanted to. The consequences didn't matter to me. I thought I could get away wit' it. I do love you. You the reason I live and breathe and that ain't no line. Wit' out you I couldn't handle this street shit baby. I'll never hurt you again, and that's my word. I don't wanna lose you." He kissed my hand.
I yanked my hand away. "I don't want your word nigga. Show me. Your fuckin' word don't mean shit to me. Your credibility is fucked wit me. Now how 'bout them words." I angrily pushed him away from me.
Diablo looked embarrassed. He didn't like to look bad in front of his peoples. He didn't really try to control me, but he tried to front in front of his niggas. He wanted to seem in charge of our relationship because he led a crew of niggas who bowed down to him and shit. Everybody else was in their own little worlds and wasn't really paying us any attention.
"Look at me," Diablo said.
I stared ahead.
He turned my face so that I was looking at him.
"I know that I'm just some cheatin', thug ass nigga to you. You probably don't think I know shit 'bout love but think about it. Since the day I met you I been there for you. I done did any and everything to keep you satisfied. I taught you how to survive in these streets. I'll fuck a mufucka up for you baby. You know that I'll kill for your ass. I'll pull the mufuckin life switch on a nigga for fuckin' wit' you. Baby, I would fuckin' die for you, regardless. No fuckin' question. You know it, so won't you just let that shit go? We go deeper than ending some shit over a hoe I fucked. She was just some pussy. You more than that. Way more. We got love and we got history. Them other bitches ain't got that. I'm a fuckin' privilege, so you better take advantage," he smiled that cocky, but sexy smile of his.
"You a cocky ass son of a bitch," I laughed.
"You love me though," he grinned and kissed me on the lips.
"Awww," everybody said. All eyes were on us.
"Fuck ya'll," Ablo laughed.
"That kiss don't mean shit Ablo. I don't care what you say. I still don't trust you. You done got caught too many times. It didn't click then so why the hell is it clicking now all of a sudden?" I asked.
"Cause I came so close to you leavin' me for real. I can't fuckin' gamble like that. I would be crazy wit' out you."
"Damn you Ablo. I can't fuckin' trust you as far as I can throw your ass. Look at you papi. You fine and you know that shit. You got paper and respect. Money, power and respect that's all the fuck you need to get mad pussy. You can't resist that shit and that's the problem. Nigga I fuck you like a mufuckin' dream and you still ain't satisfied. I keep myself up. I dress my ass off. I suck your dick like a porn star. I cook and I clean. I hold your dirt and your heat, and you still cheat on me. I fuck you and only you, and you cheat on me. Why the hell should I stay wit’ you Ablo? Huh? You give me one reason that make sense and I'll go home wit’ you tonight," I challenged him as we approached our stop. I looked to my right and there Maya and Mel were tonguing each other down like they hadn't just been fussing. She wouldn't need me at the crib clock blocking.
Diablo cleared his throat and stared into my eyes. "You so sexy baby. Your eyes, and them delicious ass lips. I love your skin too. It feels like silk. I love the way your eyes sparkle when you smile, like two precious diamonds. I don't know what to say. I fucked up and I'm sorry as hell. You should stay wit' me 'cause it ain't no way in hell you could live wit' yourself knowin' that you let the one man who love you go. If you leave me and then find out later that I was sincere you'll never be able to forgive yourself. That's why," he said and hugged me tightly. "It ain't just the physical though. You hold me down baby. You my rock and without your ass I ain't got no stability. I don't just want you baby, I need you." He pulled away and kissed me again.
"You got some game Ablo. I'm goin' home wit' your ass, but that's just 'cause Maya and Mel look like they need some privacy. And plus I'm horny as hell and I need some of your apologetic dick. Mmmm, you can make it up to me by eatin' the hell outta my pussy," I said pulling him toward me for a kiss. His tongue revived my sexual desires and I was ready to relieve some stress.
"I'm goin' suck your clit so good you'll be speakin' in Chinese," he whispered in my ear.
I giggled as he sucked and nibbled my earlobe. "Then I'm goin' fuck you so good you goin cry your fuckin' eyes out. From left, to right, the back, the front, the side, top to bottom I'm goin' tear it up," he said.
His nasty remarks had my panties so wet they were sticking to me. I couldn't wait to jump on his sexy ass. "Damn papi," I moaned feeling his warm lips on my neck.
"Ya'll need to get a fuckin' room," Teji snapped at me Ablo, Mel, Maya, Princess and Ace.
"Hell yeah," Shamira agreed.
We just ignored them.
"Mmm, and it's goin' be so good. I know that pussy’s all tight and wet. I can feel that shit right now baby. I can't wait to lay your sweet ass down. Girl, I'm goin' devour that thing. I swear I'm goin' make you fall in love wit' me all over again. That's a promise."
We stopped and I jumped up first and said my goodbyes. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to feel him inside me to take away that empty feeling that I'd felt ever since that night. He wrapped his arms around my waist from behind and walked with me off the train. I could feel the hard bulge in his pants against my back.
"Damn papi. Hold it down 'till we get home," I said in a sexy voice. We were the only ones who got off at that stop. Our crew went to their destinations.
Diablo pulled me into an empty corner in the train station. "I can't wait," he said kissing me. "I hear your pussy callin' me." He pulled my shorts down and I stepped out of them.
"In here papi? You sure? What if we get caught?" I asked.
"Shhh," he said and lifted me up. He leaned me against the wall, placed my ass cheeks in his strong hands and pushed himself inside me gently. It was almost like he was savoring the feeling since it had been so long. "Damn Yanna," he whispered and picked up the pace.
"Ablo...Ablo...Uhhh," I moaned as his thrusts became more powerful. I squeezed my eyes shut and let the pleasure take over my body. His warm hands caressed my ass and squeezed as I gyrated into him. He was banging my back out in a train station and I was loving it. He was too because although he'd shushed me he was the one moaning and groaning like a bitch. I covered his mouth with my hand.
"Baby, shhhh, somebody’s gonna hear us," I whispered.
"Fuck them," he said. "Damn, girl I missed this mufucka. Mmmm, throw that hot, wet ass pussy to me baby. Listen to that gushy mufucka. Damn."
After we finished I put my little shorts back on and we hurried to the apartment. Once we got there he kept his promise and we made love every way possible. When the tears he'd foreseen fell down my cheeks he kissed them away and promised that he'd never hurt me again.
* * *
A few weeks had passed and things were better between Maya and Mel; however Ju's threats were beginning to frighten her. He'd been hanging around the neighborhood and every time Mel left he popped up. The pressure was building up. Maya called him and told him to meet her at the park around the corner from her place. She had to do something to shut him up.
"What do you want from me Ju?" She asked him desperately.
"I want to be in my daughter's life Maya. I don't want her growin' up callin' some other nigga daddy. She ain't goin' even know that her real daddy wanted her. You so fucked up Maya, and that make me feel fucked up 'cause I...never mind," he said sounding frustrated.
"Cause you what?" Maya asked.
"Fuck it Maya. That shit don't matter."
"What can I do Ju? Huh? What can I do to keep your big mouth shut?"
"Shit. I still love you. We could be a family. Me, you and Lexus."
"That's impossible Ju. I'm wit' Mel now. I love him. You should've thought about bein' wit' me before you fucked Peaches triflin' ass. You gotta make this easier."
"You a selfish ass bitch. All you care about is yourself. Have you stopped to fuckin' think about me? Oh nol, you can't see past your damn self. Fuck you Maya. I ain’t got time for this," he said and walked away.
"Don't walk away from me Ju! I'm sorry. Please don't say anything to Mel. Please," she begged holding on to his arm.
"What you goin' do for me?" Ju asked slyly.
"Anything. I do mean anything," she said licking her lips. Ju did have some good dick. She didn't mind fuckin' him to keep him from talking. That's how much she wanted to keep Mel from finding out that she had lied to him.
"For real? How 'bout you give a nigga some head, shit. You been stingy wit' that ass too. You know you want it. Shit, after you deep throat my dick, I'll fuck the shit outta your ass like I used to.”
“Okay. Just let me know when and I’ll…”
“Get real Maya. Ain't no pussy goin' replace my daughter. Not even yours, and you got some bangin' ass pussy," he said angrily. He turned and left her standing there looking stupid, with tears streaming down her cheeks.
"Damn," Maya cursed returning home. Mel would be there shortly with Lexus. She was beginning to look more like Ju. Maya prayed that Mel wouldn't notice. He hadn't so far. He was blinded by his love for Lexus, and Maya was blinded by her love for him.
* * *
"Hello," I answered my phone on the second ring. I was over Shamira's sewing some tracks in her hair.
"Baby, it's ma," the familiar voice said softly.
I stopped what I was doing.
"Hey ma," I smiled. "How you doin'?"
"I'm okay baby. How're you?"
"I'm fine."
"And Maya?"
"Maya's doin' fine too."
"Seen your papa?"
"Uh huh...yeah."
"Yeah? Well, when you goin' come see your mother?" She asked.
"Ma, you know how I am. I can't stand to see you so unhappy. I'll come as soon as I can though. You know I miss you," I said.
Ma was quiet, and then she spoke in a shaky voice. "I love you Yanna, and I wanna tell you that I'm sorry for fuckin' you and your sister's life up. If I had been off the drugs I could've done better. Forgive me baby. Okay?" She asked.
"Ma, I already forgave you. Now you gotta forgive yourself. I love you too," I said sadly.
"I want you and Maya out of them streets. They dangerous Yanna. Look what they did to me and your daddy. You need to do it and Maya will follow you. You gotta leave that shit alone. Do it for you baby, not me."
The tears stung my eyes. "I gotta go ma, okay. I'll be there to see you as soon as I can," I said wiping the tears away.
There was silence on the other end and I could hear my mom's low sobs. "Okay baby, I'll be waiting. Tell Maya I love her and kiss Lexus for me."