"Welcome back to the living, my lord." The gruff voice of his faithful vassal, Roger, removed the scowl of concentration from the knight's face. Now he would have some answers. He nodded, noting his vassal's haggard appearance. The proof of his companion's vigil during his illness was obvious. His loyalty pleased the lord.
"What day is this?" Geoffrey asked, his voice rough from sleep.
"It has been six days since you were felled," Roger answered.
The lord frowned over this information, glancing around the room once again while he formulated questions in his mind. The sight of the banner hanging above the hearth halted his wondering gaze. For a long silent moment, Lord Geoffrey studied the design. Suddenly the memory of his "vision" blocked all thought, all movement. She was alive, she was real, and the scenes of what had transpired within this room were as clear and fresh as the new day.
"Where is she?"
"You remember?" Surprise sounded in the vassal's voice.
"Yes," Geoffrey answered in a soft voice. "Bring her to me." The terseness of the command after the gentle acknowledgment jarred Roger.
"She has gone."
Lord Geoffrey's bellow of outrage could be heard in the courtyard below, and was both intimidating and somewhat heartening. It clearly stated his displeasure over some matter, but also indicated that he was well on the mend. Roger took the verbal blows with practiced ease, knowing full well that the tirade would soon end and that he would then be allowed the opportunity to explain all. Lord Geoffrey possessed a fierce temper that was quick to ignite, but he was a fair man. One only had to wait until the anger eased, provided one was courageous enough, Roger mused, and then state his case.
The command finally came. "From the beginning, Roger. Tell me."
Roger's narrative was swift and without interruption. Only when the telling was complete did he pause for breath, for though he had served his lord nearly five summers, it was a fact that his leader still had the power to undermine his ability to think clearly when he was as upset as he now appeared.
"My lord, I would have bargained with the devil, and met his terms willingly, to save your life." It was said as a fervent vow, and Geoffrey could find little fault with his friend. His loyalty was absolute. "Still, I did try to find out where she lived. Yet everyone I questioned seemed not to know her."
"Do they speak the truth?"
"I do not think so. I think they try to protect her, but I do not understand why."
"The boy she asked about… bring him to me," Geoffrey commanded. He forced himself to control his frustration and alarm. She was gone! Outside the walls, unprotected…
Roger hurried to the door and gave the order to one of the sentries. He then returned to the chair before the hearth and sat down. "The boy almost got away," he began, shaking his head.
"One of the guards intercepted the girl's servant stealing away with the lad. I have questioned the servant but he will tell me nothing. I thought I would wait for you to make sense of all of this."
"The boy will tell me all I need to know," Geoffrey said.
"He still does not speak, my lord. How-"
"Do not question me," Geoffrey interrupted, his tone sharp. "I must be certain."
Within short minutes, the child stood before the lord. He showed neither fear nor timidity, meeting the leader's probing stare with a wide grin. Geoffrey was amused by the lad's fearlessness, for it was true that grown men were known to quake in their boots when Geoffrey turned his attention to them, yet this wisp of a boy acted as if he was about to break into a fit of giggles. He was dressed in peasant garb and in need of a bath.
The child wasn't afraid. Thrilled was a far better description, for the man who had saved his life, the warrior who destroyed the band of men waylaying his protectors on the isolated route to London, was finally awake. The child's memory began with Lord Geoffrey, and although the leader could have no knowledge of this fact, he was impressed with the innocent acceptance and trust in the lad's eyes.
"You will not die now?" the child asked. Both Roger and Geoffrey showed surprise that the boy could speak, but before either of them could remark on the matter, the little one continued, "Everyone heard you yelling and they smiled."
The child sounded so relieved and so sure of himself that Lord Geoffrey found himself smiling.
"Tell me your name," he commanded in a gruff voice.
The child opened his mouth, frowned, and then shrugged his shoulders. His voice held surprise when he replied, "I do not know my name."
"Do you know where you came from, how you came to be here?" Roger asked the question and the boy turned to stare at him.
"He saved me," the child said, pointing at Geoffrey. "That is how I came to be here," he explained. "I am to be a knight." The boy's shoulders straightened with pride. He had figured that out all by himself.
Lord Geoffrey exchanged a look with Roger and turned back to the boy. "Who do you belong to?" he asked, although he already held the answer.
"To you?" The child no longer looked so sure of himself. He clutched his hands together while he waited for an answer.
The nervous action was not missed by the warrior. He had rarely dealt with one so young, but the instinct to protect, to guard, pulled at him. "Aye," he answered, inwardly wincing at the harshness in his tone. "Now leave me. We will talk again, later."
The child looked relieved. The lord watched him run to the door, wishing the boy to smile instead of frown and wondering why he felt this way. The fever must have left him weak in spirit as well as body, he decided.
"My lord?" the boy asked from the doorway, his back facing the leader so that his expression was hidden.
"Yes?" the lord answered impatiently.
"Are you my father?" He turned then, and Geoffrey had a clear view of the torment and confusion on the boy's face.
"No."
His answer brought tears to the youngster's eyes. Lord Geoffrey glanced at Roger with an expression that clearly stated, "Now what?" Roger cleared his throat and muttered to the boy,
"He is not your father, lad. He is your lord. Your father was his vassal."
"My father is dead?"
"Aye," Geoffrey answered. "And you are in my care now."
"To train to be a knight?" the boy asked with a frown.
"Yes, to train to be a knight."
"You are not my father, but you are my lord," the boy stated very matter-of-factly. " 'Tis almost the same thing," he announced, challenging Lord Geoffrey with an unwavering stare.
"Is it not?"
"Yes," the warrior answered with exasperation. " 'Tis the same."
Neither the lord nor Roger said another word until the door was closed behind the child.
They could hear him boasting to the guards posted at the door, and Roger was the first to smile. "Thomas surely had his hands full with that one," he chuckled. "And he was not a young man when the boy came along, if my mind serves me well."
"How could I have forgotten?" the leader asked. "Thomas had several children, all female, and fully grown before his wife gave him a son. His pride reached London," Geoffrey added.
"And the girl?" Roger asked.
"She is his sister. You have only to look at the boy's eyes, Roger, to see the truth. They are replicas of hers." Geoffrey swung his legs over the side of the bed and stood. His legs felt weak but he braced them against the side of the bed and took a deep breath, willing himself strength. "She hides from me, Roger, and I will know the reason."
"We were told that the entire family was killed," Roger said. "And the boy was dressed as a peasant…"
"Obviously for his protection, for he is heir to Montwright…"
"The servant who tried to take the lad, perhaps he can tell you the answers to this riddle,"
Roger advised.
"Yes. I am sure he knows where his mistress hides," Geoffrey agreed. "He will tell me why she is afraid."
"Afraid?" Roger laughed. "I doubt she is afraid of anyone or anything. Why, she had all of us doing her bidding. Horace tells all who will listen how the golden one walked into the great hall and enchanted all who were present. All but me," Roger added.
"You were not enchanted?" the leader inquired with one raised eyebrow.
"Humbled," Roger admitted with a sheepish grin. "I am too old to be enchanted."
Geoffrey chuckled and walked over to look out the window. He stared out at the forest while he listened to Roger.
"When I first saw her, I was filled with anger. I did not expect a slip of a girl to tend you and I was convinced that you were dying. But she knew what she was about. Her lack of fear intrigued me. She was a contradiction," Roger admitted, "but I noticed the vulnerability in her when she asked me about the boy. I was too exhausted at the time to put two and two together. I see the connection now."
"Why did she leave, knowing that her home was once again secure? To chance the outside when she could be well protected here…" Geoffrey turned from the window and added, "I
will
find her."
"And when you do?" Roger asked.
"I will make her mine," the warrior answered in a hard, determined voice. "She will be mine."
The vow was made.
It took less than an hour to conduct the necessary business of righting Montwright. Roger had been most efficient, and the men were all hard at work reinforcing the walls. Lord Geoffrey dressed-all in black, as was his mood-and waited impatiently in the great hall for the servant to be brought before him.
He was becoming wild with anger, frustration, and worry. Finding the girl before harm befell her was becoming an obsession. He admitted as much but could not explain it. He only knew that seeing her in the forest before the battle to regain Montwright Manor was indeed an omen, and the omen had become reality, had it not, when he awakened to find her caring for him? His reasoning reeked of superstition, yet he was powerless to control it, and for the first time in his twenty-seven years, he found himself ruled by emotion. It was a chilling admission. Emotion had no place in his life. It clouded reason. Discipline and logic, as cold and sharp as the blade he swung for power's sake, ruled his every action. And it would be so again, he pledged, just as soon as the girl was found. Found and claimed.
"Here he is, my lord," Roger said from the doorway. He shoved the trembling servant to the floor in front of the lord.
Lord Geoffrey turned from his position in front of the hearth and gave the servant a hard look. "Your name?"
"I am called Joseph, my lord. Loyal servant to Thomas," he added. The servant knelt and bowed his head, showing his respect.
"You have a strange way of proving your loyalty to Thomas," Geoffrey said in a hard voice.
"Trying to take his heir to the outside could well cost you your life."
"I meant him no harm, my lord," Joseph whispered. "I was trying to protect him."
"Protect him from me?" Geoffrey's bellow fairly unnerved the servant.
He shook his head and tried to find his voice. "Nay, my lord! We only thought to keep little Thomas safe until you were recovered."
"And you thought him unsafe here?" Geoffrey asked.
"It was overheard that Belwain, uncle to little Thomas, had been sent for. My mistress believes that Belwain was behind the murders of her family. She did not want Thomas here when her uncle arrived."
"And that is why she has left?" Geoffrey asked, rubbing his chin in a thoughtful gesture.
"Aye, my lord." Joseph sagged his shoulders and chanced a look at the fiercesome man before him.
"And are you loyal to me?" Geoffrey asked.
"Aye, my lord," Joseph answered, placing a hand on his chest where his heart beat a wild pace.
"Stand and prove your loyalty," Geoffrey demanded in a harsh voice.
Joseph immediately obeyed. He stood with his head slightly bowed and waited for the next order. It was not long in coming.
"Tell me where your mistress hides."
"Near the waterfall, about an hour's ride from here, my lord," Joseph answered without hesitation. "When she learns that you are awake, she will return to talk with you," he predicted.
"Her name?" Geoffrey demanded, though his tone was not as forceful now that he knew the servant would cooperate.
"She is Elizabeth, and she is youngest daughter to Thomas," Joseph answered. His hands began to ache, and he only then realized he was gripping them. Taking a deep, shuddering breath, he tried to calm himself.
"Was she here when the attack began?"
"Yes, my lord," Joseph replied, shivering with the memory. "All but Lady Elizabeth and her little brother were killed. I was able to help them escape but not before they both witnessed their mother-"
"I know," Geoffrey interrupted. "I was given the body count… and the way of their deaths was recounted to me." His mouth settled into a grim line at the memory of Roger's recent description of the mutilated bodies. "And you say she witnessed this?"
"Both she and the boy. The little lad has not spoken a word since, until today," he amended.
"And he seems to have no memory of the event."
"Do you know who was behind the attack?" he asked the servant.
"I did not recognize any of them, for several wore black hoods, but my mistress believes Belwain responsible. With your permission, my lord, I will bring her to you."
"No," Geoffrey answered, "
I
will bring her back."
Roger's voice interrupted the discussion. "My lord? The priest has arrived."
Geoffrey nodded, inwardly sighing with relief. Though the dead had been buried, they had not been blessed. "See to his comforts, Roger. He is to stay here until I return."
"May I show you the way to the waterfall, my lord?" Joseph's timid voice turned Lord Geoffrey's attention back to him.
"No," Geoffrey answered. "I go alone. Her father was a loyal vassal. It is my duty. You have done your mistress a disservice by keeping silent, but I will not fault you, for I have heard of her stubborn inclination. And you did save her life. I will not forget that! Still, the responsibility for her well-being now rests with me. Your job is done."