Read Good for Now (Book One of The Now Series) Online
Authors: Rebecca J. Ryan
Chapter 16
Kevin
I just couldn’t stay with Julie at the beach, fearing she would know about Ali. It was best that I left because my nerves were getting the best of me, but knowing Julie like I do, she eventually will start asking questions.
I feel better when she is not around, right after a slip, to allow time to pass, and for my anxieties to settle.
Walking back to the inn, I see Ali texting on a bench a few feet away from the inn’s entrance.
“Hey there,” I say, acting like there wasn't a kiss shared between us, not wanting any fucken drama.
“Hi, I just got in a fight with my parents,” she says.
I smile, yet feeling unsettling, fights are not good, I wonder if she said anything to them about me. If she did, they could be looking for me.
“I’m sorry to hear that,” was all that came out of my mouth. It’s my usual response when I have nothing better to say.
“Why?” Ali asks, smiling as she looks right at me.
I am starting to get hot, feeling on the spot, the anticipation is giving me an erection.
“Well they did travel all the way from New York to see you,” I say.
“True, I hadn’t thought of that, but still they can be so annoying.”
Her reasoning does show her age, is she really that clueless?”
“See I told them that I was I met you.”
“What?”
“Don’t worry I didn’t say your name or anything. I just said I met someone cute, from the area. They actually wanted to meet you but I said no, and I think that’s what pissed them off.”
‘Well, I can see why. They only want what is good for you,” I say, feeling like I was counseling a teenager.
“Anyway, they’ll be back by seven,” Ali says, as she gets up from the bench. She stands right in front of me, there is maybe a few inches between us. “I was thinking we could do more kissing.” She leans and gives me a kiss on the cheek.
I take a deep breath, feeling my dick getting the best of me. Wanting so badly to push her on the bench and fuck her right there. But that would be insanity, and I want to stretch the time with her.
“Did you like that?”
“Yes,” I say, “more than you know.”
She winks at me, then she does something so unfucken believably sexy. Ali licks her lips real slowly, than lunges for my lips, kissing me with her hot tongue.
“Let’s go back to your room,” she says.
I chuckle, was I in a wet dream? Fuck, here is this beautiful college freshman who wants me, wanting to jump me, ready to ride the monster. But I couldn’t take her to my room with Julie around.
Ali reaches for my waist, “I want to do more than kissing, let’s go back to your room.”
“There is nothing more than I want but my sister. We’re sharing a room.”
“Really? That is kind of creepy,” Ali says.
“I know, but the inn had no more rooms,” I say, hoping she would buy the lie.
“Never mind, I have an idea.”
She must really want me, fuck she is incredibly sexy.
“What’s your idea?”
‘Come with me,” she says giggling, grabbing my hand. “You are going to love it.”
Ali takes me to the back garden.
“Stay here, I’ll be right back with a surprise.”
I smile, seeing her off. I text Julie, and say I’m not feeling well and it would be best if she would wait before coming back.”
She doesn’t respond, fuck, she probably thinks I am doing an intern or something.
Ali comes back dressed in a maid’s outfit. Where did she get that?
Fuck, she must be into role playing. Seeing her, parading in a white fucken short dress has me mad.
“Come with me she demands.”
She leads me into a supply room, I push her against the wall, madly kissing her. I just want to have her, but I don’t want a quickie. I want to kiss every inch of her body.
“I want you,” she moans, her hand slips in my swimming trunks.
I let out a yelp, I reach between her legs, thinking two can play this game. Damn, she isn't wearing anything, making it easy for my finger to go in her oasis, causing her to arch her back in utter pleasure.
I lift and move her to a table, lay her down, her oasis is wide opened ready for me to feel her. But just as I am about to plunge into it, a phone rings. This startles both of us.
We both look at our phones, my screen is blank, letting of a sign of relief knowing it's not Julie.
“Shit, it’s my parents. They are looking for me. I gotta go."
I wanted to finish, but that would be too risky.
“Listen, I’ll think of something. Meet me here in two hours.”
She then gets up, takes the maids outfit off, bends down to retrieve her swimsuit and coverup wrapped in her towel from the corner of the storage room to get dressed. At first I thought she was going to give me head, that would have been wonderful.
Ali slowly opens the storage room's door, “See you later."
She dashes out and I am left in a fucken storage room, still with a raging hard on. I wait ten minutes before leaving, walking to the room, hoping Julie is still at the beach so I can be asleep when she arrives.
I turn the lock of the room, she isn’t back yet. I rush to take a shower, to relieve myself and to get rid of any smell of Ali on me. The shower feels so good, making me sleepy.
I shout, “Julie, are you back?”
I wait a few seconds, holding my breath, wanting to be able to hear her if she is back but nothing. I dry off, wrap a towel around me and head back to the bed. I can’t help but think luck is really on my side, because I don’t have to explain anything to Julie. It is how I said it was. I had a headache, went back to the room to sleep and that’s how she will find me. Just as I get settled in bed, I hear Julie, unlock the door. Breathe a little louder, I tell myself.
Julie lays next to me, I breathe louder, wanting to play off being in a deep sleep as realistic as I can. She moves closer to me, and if I hadn’t jacked off I would've taken her. I do love her, but I know that is physically not possible. I need to build myself up for Ali. After tonight I will never see her again, and this will be another young woman I can store in my memory when Julie is in one of her sexless moods.
Chapter 17
Julie
I awake to an empty bed, Kevin is gone. I stay on my side, still in half sleep staring at the wall feeling my heart race. Don't freak out, so what he’s not in the bed, he may be in the bathroom. Relax, I think. I hold my breath focusing my hearing to the bathroom, hoping to hear movement or any noise, but I don’t hear anything.
He is gone. I get up to see the pink flip flops are under the bed. Why is in the world would he have kept them? I look to see if he left a note, but again nothing. Damn, I hate it, when he just takes off, it only gets my mind thinking of bad things he may be doing.
Go find him, I tell myself. I feel restless, where could he have gone? Go find him, look on your phone. Last night I installed a locate app on his smart phone when he left his phone on the bed to go to the bathroom. I was able to accept the request via email, and once I saw how many apps he had on his phone I wasn't as nervous. I thought of erasing it after it was installed but I didn't. I felt guilty but once he walked out I had to put it aside.
Let's see where he is, I look at my phone, press the app, seeing he’s not too far away. He is still at the inn. My heart rests a bit, he is probably having a drink at the bar. See, you are being paranoid.
Just see if he’s there, my voice of reason chimes in.
I open the front door of the room and follow the app's direction. My heartbeat starts elevating, like a raging headache. There’s no use ignoring my nervousness, the sooner I see him enjoying a drink alone. Everything will return to normal.
I continue to walk slowly, not to make a noise to arrive to room four. Heart starts thumping, this is not the bar's entrance. I lean in and hear moaning, sounding exactly like the time I heard Kevin in the office. Was he getting another massage? Was room four a spa parlor? I turn the door handle to hear his moans louder.
Rush, rush, I think to myself, sweat dripping down my brow.
At the end of the hallway, I see his ass pounding up and down fucking a girl. I want to tear him apart but I can’t move. I’m in shock, seeing him thrusting into someone. I start to panic thinking he is screwing Nadine. I have to see who he’s fucking? But I can't see her face, all I can see are her stark white legs up in the air, moaning like a porn chick. "Harder baby," she says, and the bastard keeps pounding into her with his white ass.
Watching them fuck, is sickening. I silently watch, tears streaming down my cheeks, seeing what I thought to be my future husband, screwing a stranger, maybe a whore. This strips my heart to the core, my throat becomes dry and I feel on the verge of heaving, but I continue to watch, feeling invisible, neither noticing I am a few feet away. I can't take it anymore.
“Liar,” is all I can say, releasing some of the hurt I was feeling.
Kevin stops, pulls himself away from her. His dick still hard, the look of mortification covers his face. I finally see who he was fucking and it isn’t Nadine, but the cleaning lady.
“How could you,” were my last words as I sprint out of the room. I run until I get to our room. My hands are shaking so badly, that I place my left hand over my right to open the door.
“Asshole, asshole,” I scream, feeling my chest tighten as I wipe away the unending stream of tears burning my eyes. My suitcase is still packed, throw in the few items I took out and zip it. I get the last of my things in the bathroom.
“Fuck him, bastard,” I say, the room starts to spin and I feel like I’m about to throw up. I have no choice but lay down. I hope to God that he doesn’t return to the room or I may kill him. I reach for the phone on the night stand.
“Hello, may I help you,” Nadine asks.
“Oh, hi Nadine, it’s Julie, in room one,” I manage to say, feeling my heart thumping. I’m holding on to whatever I have not to cry, not to ball my eyes out. I have to break through this pain. I realize I have to break through a lot of things in my life.
“Hi, is everything alright?” Nadine asks.
“Sort of, I just need a cab,” I say, with a pretend smile to hide the anger I am feeling. A skill that Kevin has down pat.
“Oh, sure, but aren’t you and Kevin coming to the BBQ later? I already have a table for you two saved.”
“Something, came-up, I have to leave, but Kevin will be there,” I say, really wanting to say, Kevin’s dick is what went up, in someone else’s private area.
“Alright, maybe you’ll make it back.”
“I’ll be too far away..”
I feel like the biggest idiot. If I could die and I start my life over I would, feeling like I was just struck with a knife through my heart. I leave the room, having to walk past room four, fearing the door will open and I will have to see Kevin. I almost trip, feeling like I have no control of my steps anymore. Fearing the worst is yet to come, feeling like a child lost in a crazy world. My toes start tingling and I know the worst is yet to come.
I walk to the porch, seeing the cab waiting. Nadine rushes over.
“Are you OK?”
“Nadine, you have been wonderful.”
“Why the rush?”
“Well, let’s just say I am not the only one.”
Nadine shakes her head, “I see, either was I once.”
I shake my head back and say, “A girl has got to do what a girl has got to do.”
“I get you completely.”
“Thanks again.”
Nadine takes a few steps to hug me. “You know Kevin’s type is not all that. A player can never be played.”
“Thanks again.”
I open the cab and wave goodbye, thinking how right she was. Kevin is a player and he will always come ahead. I tear up, thinking how I was played by him. I wonder if he ever really loved me or was I just part of some twisted game?
Chapter 18
Kevin
I wake up to find Julie next to me, still on the bed. I wasn’t planning to take a nap, but I did. It was the sun, mixed with the excitement of Ali. Shit, did I over sleep? I grab my phone to see I still have 15 minutes until leaving.
Julie looks so beautiful, she really is. I almost don’t want to see Ali, maybe I should blow her off. I mean she is probably with her parents anyway. But I would hate for her to be a regret. It’s not like I will ever see her again. Fuck, I really shouldn’t go, Julie is here. I know she would love for me to wake her up, for some fun.
Jesus, I never use that word. Fun is such a young persons word.
What the hell, let me see if she is around and I’ll just say I’m leaving so she doesn’t stalk the place. I would hate for her to come up with Julie and I are having breakfast.
I lean to give Julie a kiss, she doesn’t move. I kiss her again, to feel her deep breaths.
Stay with her, I hear a part of me say. You love her.
Then there is the other side, saying live it up. You are not getting any younger, have fun while you can.
Five minutes has passed and if I want to see Ali, I better get going. I tip toe out of the room, slowly closing the door, not to making a sound. Suddenly I feel this rush of excitement, like I am on top of the world.
I walk by the supply closet, turn the knob but it’s locked. Hum, she isn’t in the little room. Just as I turn back to go back to the room, I think of the garden. Maybe Ali is there waiting for me.
Go check it out, if she isn’t there, you can go back to the room.
I take a left and walk out to the garden, to see Ali. She is wearing a sun hat, busy on her iPhone.
“Hey,” I say.
Ali looks up, “Hey you, I didn’t think you were going to show, but I’m glad you did.”
“How did things work with your parents?” I ask.
“Who the fuck cares, they are off, but will be back in time for dinner.”
“OK, well I can’t be out too long either, my sister is back and we have plans.”
“Well, are you ready to finish what we started earlier? Wanna have fun?” Ali asks, leaning her head to one side, twirling her hair, looking damn sexy.
I see she is wearing a short short sundress, I smile, realizing she wore it for easy access.
Ali pulls me close to her knees, slowly getting up, to kiss me once our faces are inches away.
“So are you ready for another surprise?”
“Um, Yes, the supply room is locked.”
“I know, I have somewhere more comfortable, somewhere you can have your way with me, and me with you.”
My penis, starts responding, feeling itself grow in utter glee.
“Take me there,” I say, wanting out of the garden, because I just want her.
Ali takes me hand, I follow her lead. I start to panic when she takes me down the same hallway where the room Julie and I share.
“Here we are,” she says.
I see we are at room four, she takes out a key from her side purse.
“Did you get a room?” I ask.
“Sort of, its my parents.”
For a moment I feel panic, is she serious?
“I don’t think this is a good idea,” I say.
“I think it is.”
“I want this but…”
“Are you afraid? Come on, they aren’t coming back until later,” Ali says.
“No,” I say, though I am.
Ali turns around, to say, “I’m wet for you.”
Did she have to say that? Her oasis has me thinking with my dick.
Once in, she leads me to the bed, we kiss. I feel like a beast wanting so much of her, just wanting her to take off her clothes, to feel her, but I don’t want to go too fast.
“Wait, I have another surprise,” she says.
Enough of surprises, I just want her. “It’s OK, just stay. I have a surprise for you,” I say, taking off my shirt and underwear. He’s called the “beast”.
She grins, “I see, just give me a minute.”
If she were closer I would’ve grabbed her, now she is steps away from the bathroom. The seconds feel like hours, she walks out with the same maid’s outfit she wore earlier.
“Fuck you are hot.”
She giggles, “sit on the bed,” she says.
I do as she asks.
My legs are open enough to where she gets between them, moving down to where we are facing each other.
“I know you are not here with your sister.”
I moan, feeling highly aroused.
“I know you are here with your girlfriend, and she’s looks a lot like me,” Ali says, as she pushes me on the bed. “I bet she is good in bed too but you desire me.”
“Your fucken hot,” I say.
“Ah, I like that baby, I want you to fuck me, harder.”
This gets my body moving, she gets on top of me. I move back, with her on top. She grabs a condom from the night table.
“Now fucken rock my world.”
Everything is perfect, I am about to come when I hear Julie’s voice. First I think it’s the guilt taking over, but then I hear her voice again asking, “How could you?”
At that point, I stop, my dick still hard. Ali just smiles as she sees me in a panic.