Grayson Brothers Series Boxed Set (4 books in 1) (111 page)

It was a cold, snowy Christmas Eve, but Duke sat in the sleigh and inhaled the fresh air, feeling alive and somewhat healthy for the first time since he had been shot. He couldn’t wait to work the mill again. He’d thought he would feel incomplete without his sheriff’s badge, but he knew a wholeness and happiness he’d never before experienced. He knew who he was: a Grayson.

Radford had tried being a soldier. Kyle had once wanted to be a lawyer. Boyd had been a bar owner. Duke spent years as a sheriff. But those occupations had only defined a small part of who they were as men. They were brothers, sons, fathers, and husbands. They would defend their families as fiercely as they would defend their country. They would disagree at times, but they would always stand united when it counted.

They were Graysons. Men who argued and laughed and made mistakes sometimes. Men with families. Men with wives they loved and honored.

“Why so quiet?” Faith asked, brushing her warm lips across his jaw. She smiled up at him, her cheeks rosy, a tender expression in her whiskey-colored eyes.

“I was just thinking about you,” he said, glad she looked happy. They snuggled beneath the lap robe, and she didn’t express any curiosity about their destination until they stopped in the middle of Forest Hill Cemetery.

Adam leapt from the front seat of the sleigh with a youthful agility Duke envied. With painful slowness, he got himself out, but Cuvier assisted Faith and Cora.

“Is your father buried here?” Faith asked, standing beside him with her new hat and scarf, looking so beautiful he wanted to rush her straight home to their big bed that had been agonizingly empty while he’d healed. He would not wait one more night to love her.

“No, your mother is. She’s in Fredonia now.” Duke gestured to the engraved stone that marked Celia Rose’s new resting place. “We can plant roses in the spring.”

Faith stared at the stone and her lips parted. “Is she really... did you move her here?”

“Your father saw to it while I was laid up.”

“Oh, Duke...” Faith knelt in the snow and smoothed her knit gloves over the stone. He was afraid she would cry, and that her tears would upset Cora, who was still easily frightened. But Faith looked up at him with the most radiant smile he’d ever seen. “Thank you.” She shifted her beautiful joyful eyes to her father. “There’s nothing you could have ever given me to equal this.”

And there was nothing Faith could have given her father that would have equaled her unsolicited forgiveness. With one sentence she had freed Steven Cuvier of a lifetime of guilt.

“Let’s decorate the stone and then get home,” Duke said. “I have some gifts for the three of you.”

“How can you have gifts for us when you haven’t been out of the house?” Faith asked, giving him a suspicious squint. “Have you been sneaking out while I’ve been sleeping?”

“Of course not!”

She laughed and gave his ribs a playful nudge. “I have a surprise for you, too. We have an outing this evening.”

They would go to his mother’s house, where everyone gathered for holidays and celebrations. As always, it would be cramped and noisy, but Duke was looking forward to getting back to all the things he’d taken for granted.

He stood by as Faith, Adam, and Cora decorated Rose’s grave with a pine wreath and a festive red bow, their faces illuminated with joy instead of the grief so often witnessed in a cemetery.

He joined them in singing carols on the way home, laughing at their off-key harmony When Faith tried to hurry them inside, he led them to the small barn near the greenhouse. “Let’s give Cora her present first,” he said, opening the doors.

When Cora saw Evelyn’s dapple-gray gelding happily munching hay, her eyes grew as round as the buttons on her Sunday go-to-meeting coat. “There’s a pony in our barn!”

“He’s yours, princess.”

Both Faith and Cora gawked at him. “This is too much,” Faith said, but Cuvier looked pleased to see Rose’s children being loved and taken care of.

“It’s a special Christmas this year.” Duke gave Adam a wink because Adam had been party to the surprise. The boy had gotten the pony for Duke and sneaked it into the barn.

They followed Cora inside to welcome Dandelion to the family. The gelding would go back to the livery in the morning until Evelyn and Rebecca taught Cora how to ride safely and care for him.

A squeaky little bark came from the back of the barn, and Adam’s eyes lit up. “I think there’s a dog in here.”

Duke grinned. “I think you’re right, and if you can find the little rascal, he belongs to you.”

Adam found the beagle pup in a nest of straw.

“He’ll make a good hunting dog,” Duke said.

“Can he sleep in my room?”

Faith gave Duke a look of horror, but Duke could tell she was mostly happy for the boy.

By the time they went inside for hot chocolate, they were all half-frozen. Adam brought the puppy with him, and Cora wanted to know why she couldn’t bring the pony too. She was easily distracted with a new doll and a bag of licorice sticks.

Adam could barely put his dog down long enough to open the box under the pine tree. He liked his new boots and coat and gloves, but his eyes widened when he saw the rifle. “I never got so many gifts in my life,” he said, stroking the gun barrel with awe.

“We’ll keep the rifle put up until I can teach you how to clean it and use it safely”

“Yes, sir.”

Faith admired her new dresses, fussing over the lace and ribbons. But when she opened the package containing a new pharmacopoeia book, she let out a shriek that sent the puppy scrambling under the sofa. “Oh, Duke! How did you get this?”

The book had been hard to come by, but with Doc Milton’s help and a good bit of money, Duke had acquired it.

She hugged the book to her chest. “It’s the best gift in the world.”

He knew better. She was the best gift in the world. She planted a sizzling kiss on his mouth, her sparkling, love-filled gaze locked with his.

* * *

Faith gazed into her husband’s shining eyes, clutching the book to her chest, unable to believe it was hers, and that he was hers. “Thank you.”

He winked then pulled a rolled paper from his coat pocket and handed it to Adam. “I’d like to make you a Grayson,” he said. “If you sign this adoption paper then Faith and I can legally adopt you.”

Adam’s mouth gaped open as he stared at the paper.

Astonishment and love surged through Faith’s chest, and she bit her lip, moved to tears.

A broad smile broke across Adam’s face, and he leaned down to speak to his puppy. “I’m going to be a Grayson,” he whispered.

Faith understood what being a Grayson meant to Adam. He would carry a name that was respected and valued in this community. And he would belong; he would have a father who would love and guide him into manhood with all the values Adam respected and admired.

Looking over at Steven Cuvier, the sad acceptance she saw made her heart squeeze. Her father would have been there for them if he’d had the opportunity, if Rose had been truthful. He was happy to become a father to Faith, but Adam needed and loved Duke, and considered him his father. Steven gave a solemn, kindly nod to acknowledge his understanding. “You have my blessing in this,” he said to Adam.

Faith laid her book on the coffee table and got the ink stand and quill for Adam. Her father looked on while Adam signed a document that made him another man’s son.

When they finished, Adam frowned at Faith. “If Duke’s my dad, what does this make you?”

“Exactly what I’ve always been, Adam, your motherly sister.” And her son by possession. The darling little boy she’d loved and raised from birth.

His nose wrinkled. “Does this make you my grandfather, Mr. Cuvier?”

Warmth filled his eyes and he smiled at Adam. “I’d be honored to be your grandfather.”

Adam marveled that Faith and his aunts, with the help of Duke’s family and Anna, had made the second floor of the greenhouse into a festive hall. He’d carried up chairs and coffee tables that Faith had grouped around the edges of the room, leaving the middle of the hardwood floor open. But the best part of helping was watching Duke’s brothers and Patrick haul a piano upstairs. When they finally set it down, they were panting and sweating, and Adam was staring with awe. Someday he was going to be strong enough to lift a piano.

“It’s so pretty in here,” Cora said, her eyes wide as she stared at the pine wreaths and ribbons and candles that decorated every wall and table.

It looked kind of bright and girlish to Adam, but he and Cora had sure been enjoying the food table in the back. It was loaded with cookies and pies and food they had never tasted before.

Someone touched his shoulder, and he wheeled around to see if Faith was fussing with his shirt collar again. But it was Rebecca, looking pretty in a green dress and shiny green hair ribbon.

Her eyes were almost as sad as the day he’d told her he couldn’t see her anymore. “Are you mad at me?” she asked.

“No,” he said, glad his voice wasn’t croaking as often. “I thought you were mad at me.”

“I was just... I’ve missed skipping stones and walking to school with you.”

He’d missed it too. Nicholas Archer had been coming around, but it wasn’t the same as being friends with Rebecca.

Cora skipped across the floor to see Amelia’s new baby, leaving him alone with Rebecca.

“Want to go raid the cookie trays together?” she asked with a smile.

He was going to say no, that he’d eaten more than his share, but the hopeful spark in her eyes wouldn’t let him disappoint her. “If you’re allowed to be around me.”

“I’m allowed. Daddy said we can be friends.”

Friends. It was less than he wanted in his heart, but he’d thought he’d lost everything. “Do you want to be friends?” he asked.

“Yes, Adam. But only until I’m sixteen.”

Confused, he wrinkled his nose. “Girls are so odd.”

“When I’m sixteen you can kiss me again.”

His mouth fell open.

“If you want to,” she said.

“Yeah. I mean, sure.” He wanted to kiss her now! “If your dad will let me court you.”

“He will. And when I’m eighteen we can—”

“Gads, Rebecca! Don’t even say it.”

“Why not?”

“Because you might be overheard, and... gosh, it’s all I’ll be able to think about now.”

She laughed. “Is that bad?”

“It’ll be torture. I’ve got three years to wait before I can even kiss you.”

“Two and a half. I’m thirteen and one-half years old,” she said, spelling it out for him. She stuck out her hand with those pretty long fingers that could skip stones better than Adam sometimes. “Friends?”

He closed his hand over her soft, warm skin, his heart lifting. She was worth waiting for, and someday he would make her his wife. “For now,” he said, feeling shaky and eager. “But I can’t WAIT until you’re sixteen.”

“I can’t WAIT either,” Rebecca squawked, and they both laughed, their smiles fading slowly as they held hands.

“Will you hate me if I steal a kiss now and then?” he asked, knowing he would, that despite his effort to be good and honorable and live up to the Grayson name, Rebecca’s sweetness and warmth would be too tempting to resist.

“I’d be disappointed if you didn’t.”

He smiled, knowing he wouldn’t disappoint her desire for a kiss. He just hoped he could keep his urges under control and not disappoint himself.

“Maybe we should go get some cookies,” he said, because he couldn’t stand there and look at her without wanting to kiss her. She tucked her hand into the crook of his elbow, and he guided her to the food table, proud to have her at his side.

Adam wove through the crowd and greeted everyone who’d been at Duke and Faith’s wedding. Duke’s younger brother Boyd caught him as he passed by, and clapped a strong hand over Adam’s shoulder. “I hear you’re a Grayson now,” he said, clowning like he did at the sawmill.

“Yes, sir.”

“That’s yes, Uncle Boyd,” he said, scrubbing his knuckles on the top of Adam’s head.

Adam laughed and elbowed him away, but it was the best night of his life. He had a dog, a dad, and Rebecca’s friendship. And later, maybe more.

* * *

Duke watched Boyd joke with Adam and his heart flooded with warmth. He linked hands with Faith and drew her to his side.

The joyous sound of bells filled the room and drew their attention to the front of the room. Bells in hand, Iris stood with Patrick beside the huge pine tree that Tansy, Claire, and Anna had strung with red and gold ribbons. “Welcome to our first annual family soiree,” she said, giving the bells a jolly shake that made everyone clap.

Everyone except Duke. He wasn’t chancing any activity that would make his shoulder ache, because he was making love to his wife tonight.

Iris winked at him. “This year we have much to be thankful for. I’ll start listing our blessings by giving thanks for each one of you with your loving, forgiving, accepting hearts that have allowed me and my family to find a real home.”

Duke lifted his glass of ale. “Here’s to you, Iris, and your outrageous family, who has taught me not to take what I have for granted.” A loud cheer shook the rafters then everyone fell quiet, waiting for him to go on, but he was so choked by emotion he could barely speak through the gratitude and love filling him. He moved his glass in an arc to encompass and salute his friends, his brothers and mother, his wife and children, and the Wilde women he’d come to love. “To each of you, for being too stubborn and noisy to let me die in peace.”

His comment made them laugh, and one by one each person in the room added to the long list of their blessings. Rebecca said she was thankful to have a mother and father who loved her.

“I’m thankful to be a Grayson,” Adam said, casting a half-grin at Duke that made his chest tighten with pride. “And to have a bunch of uncles who are as crazy as my aunts.”

“Crazy?” Boyd lunged at Adam, and the boy danced away with a laugh.

“I got a pony!” Cora shouted.

When the laughter died down, Duke’s brothers joked that he would have to carry the piano downstairs by himself, and teased him about taking so long to get back to work at the mill, but they all gave thanks that he had survived his injury.

“Amen.” His mother raised her glass. “I’m eternally grateful to Faith and Doc Milton and this big, crazy family for nursing my son back to health.”

Faith’s arms slipped around Duke’s waist, and she smiled at him with those lush lips. “I miss you,” she whispered, making him want to ravish her on the spot. Her smile faded and tears glistened in her eyes. “I love you, Duke. I’m so grateful for you and for what we share. I feel so much love and... Oh, darling, there just aren’t words—” She broke off and pressed her lips to his jaw. He drew her close, agreeing that what they were feeling was too big, too deep, and too powerful for words.

He pulled her closer, tighter, longing to make love with her. “Tonight’s the night,” he whispered near her ear.

“I know.” She looped her arms around his neck and smiled up at him.

“Whoa you two!” Boyd lifted his palms. “Before you start a fire, I’ll go play Faith’s special request.” He swept Claire into his arms and danced her across the floor to the piano. They sat and began playing “Kissing in the Dark.”

The rich sound of the piano filled the room and Duke gathered his wife in his arms and kissed her in front of everyone. “I love you,” he whispered. He would kiss her in the light of day and in the dark of night and every chance he got.

He opened the dance floor right where they were standing, holding his wife in his arms, sharing their deep and true love. He longed for Faith and the privacy to love her, but he savored the moment and the blessing of having this big, loving family gathered around him.

The dance floor filled, and Patrick and Iris twirled past, their bodies close, their eyes sparking with desire and fixed on each other’s face. “She’ll marry him,” Duke said, resting his hand against the curve of Faith’s waist.

“I hope so.” She looked at Iris and sighed. “But you don’t know my aunt like I do. She’s stubborn and independent and terrified of giving her heart to a man.”

“Well, I know Patrick, and my money is on him. He won’t quit until Iris speaks her wedding vows with him.”

“Good.” Faith smiled. “She needs a strong man who isn’t afraid of a challenge.”

“Then Patrick is her man.”

“And you’re mine,” she said, drawing him closer, making him tremble with the need to love her.

He felt the unmistakable tug of Cora’s small hand on his suit- coat. She looked up with bright eyes and a chocolate-smudged cheek that wrung his heart. “Will you dance with me, Daddy?”

He wanted to, but he couldn’t hold her in his arms yet. Faith reached down and lifted Cora onto her hip. “We’ll both dance with Daddy,” she said, and Duke gladly, joyfully drew his girls into his arms.