Indebted (31 page)

Still stroking him, I make a path from his neck to his ear, pausing to bite and suck at the soft skin behind it. Liam’s breath hitches and I feel the heat on my sensitive flesh. My whole body feels like one live nerve reacting to every sensation or movement he makes.

Liam captures my hands in his and holds them above my head—our fingers intertwined. Our lips meet again in a slow, heated kiss that curls my toes. He stops suddenly and leans far enough away from me that we are gazing into each other’s eyes, our emotions shining deep in them. I see so much love it makes my chest tighten.
How did you ever get so lucky? Scary mob life be damned, you’re fortunate to have someone to look at you like that.

I remove my hands from his hold and place my palms on each of his cheeks, smiling tenderly up at him. Trying to convey how deeply I feel for him, I breathe, “I love you.”

He gives me a dimpled smile as he replies, “I love you too.” Then he leans down and quickly pecks me on the lips, adding, “So damn much.”

Before I can say anything else, he slips down to hover over my aching shaft—the head is almost purple with my need for release. Please let him suck me… please.

Thankfully, my wish is granted, and Liam engulfs me in his mouth. Moaning, my back arches off the bed, causing me to shove myself further down his throat. He gags slightly, which makes me feel terrible, but only for a split second, because he adjusts and takes more of me in. The suction feels incredible. It’s impossible to keep myself from twining my fingers in his hair as I struggle not to lose it already. Groaning, Liam sends shockwaves down my cock and all the way through me.

I’m yanking on his hair, not even realizing it, shouting, “Stop! Stop! I’m gonna come. Please.”

He pulls away instantly—eyes burning with intensity. From the looks of it, he’s as close as I am.

His next words confirm it. “I need you right the fuck now. I need to feel connected with you.”

I’m feeling exactly the same way. It’s almost as if we need this to move past the events of the day, to know we are both going to be alright. Not only physically, but emotionally as well. Strangely enough, after saying those words to me, he jumps off the bed and rummages around in his bag.

I can’t help but laugh at the irony. “Where are you going, babe? We have connecting to do.”

He glances up, grinning and looking like the proverbial cat that ate the canary. Cockily, he replies, “Not without these, we don’t.”

In his large hands he holds a condom and packet of travel lube. “When the hell did you have time in this nutty day to get those?”

Smiling at me like a lunatic, he crawls back into bed. “Well, I already had them on me from the gym. I always do. The last thing I want is to have you look at me with those fuck-me eyes and not be ready.” Bending to give me a soft kiss, he then grabs the cheek of my ass and squeezes, making me grunt. “This ass is too sweet to miss out on.”

The attention given to my ass, and the feel of his warm, smooth skin against mine, has ramped up my need close to where it was before his swift departure a moment ago.

“Then I suggest you get on with it, sexy,” I whisper against his lips.

Again he stops, and I’m about to lose my shit on him. I’m eager to have him inside me again. I notice he appears nervous, which in turn makes me nervous.

“What? What’s wrong?” My gut clenches as I hang on for the next blow to come.

Liam freezes above me and chews on his lip for a minute. The waiting is driving me crazy. Even though it’s just moments, it feels agonizingly long.

Taking a deep breath, he finally answers. “I was wondering if you’d want to try fucking me. Is that something you would feel comfortable doing? I know I’m your first and all.”

I’m stunned, not sure what to say. Never having done this before, I’m afraid I won’t be able to make Liam feel anything close to how he makes me feel. He’s also tons more worldly than I am. Strangely enough, I don’t feel weird thinking about his past bedmates—I just feel lacking in comparison.

Even with all the negatives running in my head, I am still unbelievably turned on at the idea of being inside of him. It’s something I’ve never thought of before, but now that it’s been brought up, I want it, badly.

Liam’s face turns from lust filled to wounded in the time I sit there stunned, my mind racing. “You don’t want to? Well… um, that’s okay, we don’t….”

I put my hand up to stop him from backtracking. “No! I didn’t say that. I want to. I more than want to. I’m nervous. As you already said, I’ve never topped, and I’m afraid to fall short. You have so much more experience than I do.”

Liam sighs and palms my face. “Babe, you could never disappoint me. As far as experience, um, actually, I’m a virgin in this area too.”

My heart clenches at the fact I would be his first at something. I didn’t realize until that moment I still wanted the fantasy of being my partner’s first, and vice versa. In a way, Liam is giving this to me.

I decide to go with it. Even though we’ve been talking, I’m still horny as hell and need him like crazy. “Let’s do this. You’ll walk me through it, right? I don’t want to hurt you.”

He smiles at me mischievously and pushes me back on the bed while giving me a deep, hard kiss.

Against my lips, he says, “Of course I will. Now shut up and fuck me already before Liam Junior breaks off.”

I giggle a little at this. “Well, we definitely don’t want that. I don’t want to have to go look for another man tonight. I’m too hard not to.”

He growls and bites my neck. “I don’t think so. This tight little ass stays here, even if I’m not going to enjoy it tonight. You’re mine, and no one gets to ever enjoy this sexy body but me.”

“You got it, big man. Now get busy.”

It’s as if a switch has been hit and all humor falls from his face. All that is left is raw need, lust, and love. Claiming my lips, he traces them with his tongue in silent request for me to open. I do, and his taste floods my senses. Liam’s hands are all over my body and mine are on his, touching everything I can possibly reach. Separating from him and gasping for air, I move further down to lick the salty flesh of his shoulder.

He groans, handing me the lube to let me know he’s ready for more. Fumbling while opening it, I finally manage to squirt a bit on my fingers. I’m nervous, but definitely know what I need to do first. The main thing is to make sure I watch him for discomfort. He’s still straddling me, so I pull his ass down further until our hard cocks are touching. My breath catches at the feel of him against me.

I kiss his chest, teasing his nipples as I slowly stretch him enough to take me in. Lee starts to grind his dick into mine while my fingers pump into him.

Our sounds fill the room: whimpers, groans, and moans. Our skin is slapping together, wet from the sheen of sweat we’ve built up. Liam reaches between us while balancing on his other hand and clasps both of our shafts in his palm. I’m close to losing my shit at this point, and I think he is too.

Panting, I moan, “Stop… need to be in you.”

He does, and briskly puts the condom on my aching cock. I slip my fingers out of his tight hole and lube up the latex. Lining his entrance up with the head of my dick, he hovers for a moment before slowly sinking down on me.

The sensation is incredible. The only thing keeping me from coming instantly is concentrating on his face for signs of pain. Lee’s jaw has tightened, but it must not be too bad since the lust and love haven’t left his countenance.

Seated in him fully, I caress his shaking legs, trying to ease the tension in him. He steadily relaxes and gives me a sensual smile. Tentatively, he raises and then lowers himself.

My hands grip his legs and my heels dig into the bed. “Feels so good, Lee. Oh God.”

Liam’s head is thrown back, his hands resting on my chest as he loses himself in the feel of our joining. My hips snap and meet each downward stroke. I can’t take it anymore and buck him so that he falls to the side. My cock slips from him for a moment, causing him to whimper.

“Get the fuck back in me now. I’m so close, Aaron. I need to come and I can see you do too.” I smirk at him, and he looks at me with fire in his eyes. “I’m not fuckin’ playin’ with you. Fuck me, now.”

To make his point, he swats me none too gently on the ass. The suddenness of his bold move and the tingling of my skin make the coil in my stomach tighten even more. I have to be in him—now. With no argument, I thrust into him and feel his heat swallow me. My balls smack at his cheeks as I pump my hips furiously. The feel of his strong legs wrapping around me centers me a little, even if the hairs bristling against my waist and backside are driving me crazy.

Leaning down to lick at his neck and nip at his Adam’s apple, I’m overwhelmed with the amount of love I have for him. He’s everywhere: hands tracing my back, heels digging into my hips, his hot breath pouring over my sensitive skin as his kisses touch what he can reach.

I realize I can’t take much more since the coil is about to snap, so I reach between us and grab his cock, jacking him to the rhythm of my hips.

Lee’s eyes widen and he slams his head back against the pillow. “Fuck! I can’t last anymore. I’m gonna….”

Pausing, he spurts hot cream on our stomachs and my hand. His muscles spasm around my dick and I’m lost as the ecstasy swamps me.

“Ahhhh!” My orgasm seems to last forever and I can’t seem to catch my breath.

I’ve never experienced anything like it. Being inside him felt so good, but it didn’t leave me completely satisfied. I figure out then I like being on the bottom and would prefer to stay there. I’m not against the idea of doing this again, though. That’s for sure.

We slowly come down from our highs and I sink to lie on top of him. Liam hums in satisfaction and traces my back with his fingers, sending little chills up and down my spine. I’m suddenly hit with a case of nerves.

He seems to have liked it, but I need confirmation that I did okay. “Did I hurt you?”

Sighing, he smiles gently at me. “No babe, it was perfect. Now I can see why you seem to enjoy it so much.”

“Mmm, yeah, I love the feel of you inside me. Does that mean you want me to top now?”

He chuckles at this. “Nope—it felt so good, but to be honest, I like being inside you more. I hope that doesn’t hurt your feelings.”

I’m so relieved. “Of course not. I prefer it that way too. I was afraid to say anything. I didn’t want to disappoint you.”

“Aaron, I don’t think there is a thing in this world you could ever do to disappoint me.”

“Same here, sexy.”

He gets a serious look on his face for a moment, and then seems to shake it off. “I think we need to get cleaned up before we get some sleep, don’t you?”

There’s a slight change in the mood, but I let it go. I’m so happy to have him here with me and safe.

Our shower is quick, but full of soft touches as we wash each other. We are both too tired and sore to do anything more so soon. It’s been one hell of a day, and in the morning, I’ll need Liam to fill me in on today’s events.

Just leave him alone for now, Aaron. Let the poor man relax for a bit.

For once, my mind and I agree. I doze off swiftly to the feel of Liam wrapped around me, and the sound of his soft snores.

Tomorrow and reality will come, but for now, I’m going to enjoy this moment.

T
HERE
’
S
NOTHING
better than starting your day with the person you love curled into every curve of your body.

I don’t think Aaron could manage to get any closer, but somehow I wish there were a way. Then it occurs to me there is, so I wake my man with gentle, light, tickling kisses. With each movement this morning, I feel the exquisite soreness that can only mean I didn’t dream up yesterday. Aaron had been inside me. The thought fills me with a sense of peace. I’d given myself to him in a way no one has ever had me before. It felt right, Aaron being the one to do that.

It isn’t long before things heat up, and unfortunately, I used the only protection I had last night. The feeling of my boy’s soft skin rubbing against mine makes me want to cry, because I want to be inside him so badly.

Cry? Really, dude? You’re turnin’ into a fuckin’ girl.
Have you
seen
Aaron? I will hand over my man card any day to have a piece of that.

Huffing at my asshole brain for interrupting my moment with Aaron, I pull back and ask, “How about we go for some breakfast? My stomach’s tryin’ to tear its way out right now.”

Aaron looks confused, and proves it by asking his own question. “Um, no offense to your poor widdle tummy, but we were kind of in the middle of something here. Can’t it….”

An alien-like sound interrupts his argument, and it takes me a moment to realize it’s coming from Aaron’s own “tummy.”

He blushes furiously and smacks his abdomen while whispering, “Traitor.”

I can’t wipe the smile off my face. He’s too damn cute. We give each other knowing glances and crawl out of bed. It’s time to feed our beasts. I’m happy to see the bathroom has some complimentary toiletries that include a toothbrush and mouthwash. Although wearing the same clothes from yesterday does little to make me feel refreshed. That’s definitely on my to-do list for the day. Since Aaron and I will be here for at least today and maybe overnight, we’ll need something else to change into.