Indebted: The Premonition Series (25 page)

Straightening my posture, I whisper back, “I’m not afraid, Declan. I’ve had bus drivers that are scarier than you guys.”

A deep rumble of laughter issues from Declan at my lie as I move forward into the room. Heavy tapestries line the walls of this medieval hall, depicting faeries in a hunt. I have no idea what they’re hunting in the embroidered scenes, since I’ve never seen reptilian-like, winged creatures like them, but they look vicious. Weapons of all kinds also line the walls and I find it less than comforting that I cannot name half of them.

My eyes find Brennus almost immediately at the far end of the room. He is standing in front of an enormous mahogany table that stretches fifty meters or more, almost the entire length of the room. The other Gancanagh are in front of ornately carved chairs, which line every inch of the table on both sides. They are wearing expensive, tailored suits that fit each one of them impeccably. As I glance back to Brennus, I see that Finn is on his right and the chair on his left stands empty.

My chair
, I think, grimly.

Keeping my shoulders back and my chin up, I stroll with my guards past the first few Gancanagh at this end of the table.
Click, click, click, click, click
—the sound of fangs engaging one-by-one resonates in the room as I walk down the line in front of them on my way to the head of the table. I plaster a small smile on my face, trying to make it seem like their reaction to me is no more than I expected, and not in the least bit terrifying. Inside, I’m cringing and hoping that I make it to the end of the room.

My wings flutter a little, causing rapid-fire
click, click, click, click, click
to unfold in an instant. Keeping my eyes on Brennus, his expression is growing darker and darker the closer I get him. By the time I reach the end of the table, his scowl is ferocious.

Not knowing what to do as I near Brennus, I go directly to his side. He doesn’t say a word to me, but continues to stare at me. Longing is there, deep in his eyes, making me feel a disturbing pull towards him, in answer to his desire for me. Reaching my hand up slowly to his cheek, I trail my fingers down the planes of his face, like I have seen the Gancanagh do to their victims.

I try to smile. “I think they like me,
mo sclábhaí
. Do you want me to tell them to shut their gobs for you?” I ask, quirking my brow to him.

Some of the fury leaves his face at my teasing. His arm clasps me tight around my waist as he pulls me into him. Lowering his face to mine, he kisses me with no thought of the witnesses in the room—or maybe because of them. Cheers erupt around us while my hands are balled into fists against Brennus’ chest by the time he finishes kissing me.

Turning to the crowd of Gancanagh, Brennus announces, “Dis is Genevieve, yer queen.”

The crowd all shouts in unison, “
AONTAIGH
.”

“What did they say,” I whisper to Brennus, not taking my eyes off the killers in front of me.

“Dey said ‘Unite,’” he replies. “’Tis our motto.” More cheers echo in the hall, making everything feel off-kilter and surreal, like I’m slowly drowning. “Would ye like ta address dem?” Brennus asks me and I turn to him, feeling stricken.

I glance from Brennus’ face to Finn’s on the other side of me. His brow wrinkles in concern. I narrow my eyes at him, and then ignore him to face the masses of pale faces ahead of me.

“Sure, why not?” I shrug, clearing my throat. I clasp my hands behind my back so that no one can see them shaking. “Hi, I’m Genevieve. You will have to excuse me if I seemed a little apprehensive when I first came in here. The last time I was in the presence of a gathering of Gancanagh, I had to fight for my life, so shwoo, glad that’s not happening again.” I say, pretending to wipe the sweat from my forehead. “I just want to say that I’ve never been a queen before. I don’t think that I’ll be any good at it. But, I promise not to make any of you eat cake or pay taxes or anything like that. I’m hoping it’s more of a figurehead type of position because where I come from, we really don’t buy into the whole evil dictatorship thing you’ve got going on here. We leave that to North Korea. Anyway, thanks for your warm reception.
Sláinte
.”

When I finish, the place is dead silent for a few moments until they all burst out laughing like they will never stop. Brennus pulls me nearer to his side and whispers in my ear, “I may na be able to ever change ye,
mo chroí
. I’m afraid dat if I make ye a true Gancanagh, dey will only follow orders from ye.”

“Ah, then my work here is done,” I reply, deflecting his flattery.

“Would you like ta see da rest of da house den?” Brennus asks, grinning.

“I would,” I respond, using the affirmative that the Gancanagh seem to always use. I think it’s their way of never saying “yes” to anything.

“Finn, finish up for me here. I’m going ta take me queen ta see da estate,” Brennus orders. Finn inclines his head and Brennus leads me to a set of doors in the back of the room. I’m relieved because I don’t want to walk by all of the fellas again.

Moving through a long hallway, I peek at Brennus who watches me with a smile on his face. I clear my throat and say, “I didn’t see Molly in there.”

“Molly has na earned a spot in dere yet,” Brennus replies. “Dat was for da
laoch
. Dat word means ‘warrior.’ Dey are da warriors who have proven demselves ta me. Molly has much ta learn before she can enter dat room.”

“Are you teaching her to fight?” I ask.

“Finn will see ta dat,” Brennus replies. “Or, he may na. ’Tis his concern, na mine. She is na me
sclábhaí
. I didna create her.” We stop then in front of another set of enormous, wooden doors. The doors are carved with intricate dragon-like figures whose heads jet out ominously from the flat surface of the portal.

Opening the door for me, Brennus ushers me into another long room with vaulted ceilings just like the hall that I had come from, but this one does not contain a long table in it. This one is like an armory where wicked-looking weapons glitter evilly in the slats of light from the narrow openings along one wall.

As I walk further in, my eyes wander over the menagerie of deadly weapons that cover nearly every inch of the stone walls in this hall. Maces, swords, spears, chakrams, daggers, axes, bows, shields, machetes, throwing stars, armor, and other things that I have no names for are on display. Strolling quietly through the room, I pass by scores of armor. It all looks ancient. It’s not medieval, like the Knight’s Bar armor. No, all this stuff looks otherworldly—inhuman.

I pause in front of a large suit of armor that can be described in no other way but faerie-like. It seems somehow more beautiful than the rest. Making a circle around it, I see that it’s long, like a silver tunic that is embellished with intricate gold-tone trim. The entire surface of the metal is etched with Celtic knots and scrolls. There is a golden set of wings affixed on the center of the silver breastplate. Silver chainmail leggings hang from the metal tunic with long, leather boots attached to them. The boots are covered with silver metal, making it look similar to the framework of a stained-glass window. The coolest parts of the armor are the slits in the back of it that were created, I’m guessing, to accommodate wings.

The metal gloves of the armor hold a weapon in its grasp. I reach out with reverence and touch the intricately carved battle-axe that is attached to a long, metal shaft. The shaft of the axe is as long as the javelin that Zee trained me to use, making it nearly as tall as me. It has several notches to position my hands on so that they will not slip down the shaft easily when hefted. The blade of the axe is silver and resembles one of my wings, like the way my feathers lay upon each other and serrate along the edge, but the axe edge is sharp and menacing—lethal.

On impulse, I pick up the battle-axe; the metal in my hand feels different—eerie. It has a vibrating current in it that is like an exquisite hum of an instrument I have never heard before. I rest it against my cheek, feeling the vibration and hearing a sweet melody that sounds like a lullaby.

“Do ye hear someting?” Brennus asks me breathlessly.

“Yeah…it’s like music,” I reply. I begin to hum along with the beautiful lullaby as it weaves lovely patterns in my ear. Smiling, I glance at Brennus to see that he looks stricken.

“What? What’s wrong?” I ask in alarm, pulling the blade away from my face.

“’Tis…I…it has na done dat since…” he falls silent, staring at me.

“Since when?” I prompt him.

“It has na sung since I brought it wi’ me ta face Aodh. I tought it died wi’ me,” he explains in a low voice, reaching out to take the weapon from me. He holds it to his ear and listens intently.

“Can you hear it?” I ask.

He looks so sad that I want to do something to change that. He shakes his head and begins to lower the weapon. I reach out and touch it, grasping the shaft of the weapon in my hand. I press the flat of the axe head gently to his ear. The vibrations ignite in it again as I press my ear to the opposite side of it, hearing the lullaby play again.

“There it is. Do you hear it?” I ask.

“I do,” Brennus murmurs. His hand moves to cover mine on the hilt of the axe, squeezing it lightly.

Immediately, my personal guards all jet to different parts of the room, pulling weapons from the walls. Lachlan makes it back to my side first. He stares at Brennus who lowers the axe from between us and inclines his head.

Lachlan turns to me and asks, “Will ye hold dis?” He holds up a spear that is capped with a diamond-shaped double-sided blade. The hilt of the weapon is intricately etched, just like the axe had been.

“Uh, sure,” I reply with a confused look to Brennus.

Moving to Lachlan’s side, I grasp the shaft of the spear just above his hand, while he raises it to his ear and listens. Lachlan leans down so that I can press my face to the other side of the weapon and hear the humming-sound of a different lullaby.

After a while, Lachlan straightens up and there is pain in his eyes when he says, “I never tought dat I would ever hear dat again.”

“What is it?” I ask.

“Home,” Lachlan replies sadly.

“Why does it do that?” I ask.

“It wants ye to know dat it will protect ye, dat ye don’t have ta be afraid,” Lachlan replies, his voice sounding thick with emotion. “It wants ye to know dat it will fight for ye. Dat it chooses ye, too.”

Declan interrupts Lachlan by thrusting a ferocious-looking spear non-threateningly between the two of us. “Try dis one,” he says gruffly. This spear looks like it has row after row of sharp, spiky fangs jutting out of it.

“Yours?” I ask as my eyebrow arches.

“’Tis,” he says, looking lovingly at the brutal weapon.

“Okay,” I sigh, gripping the handle of the spear near his hand.

Declan’s melody is surprising poignant, like it aches for him. Before the song is over though, Declan lets go of his weapon. He turns swiftly and leaves the room. Holding Declan’s spear in my hand, I look at Brennus.

Brennus’ eyes soften. “’Tis okay. He will be back in a little while,” he says quietly, taking the spear from me and resting it against another suit of armor.

Faolan and Eion have similar reactions to hearing the songs of their weapons again. They both look like someone punched them in the stomach.

“I’m sorry…I didn’t know that they would do that if I touched them…I didn’t mean to…” I trail off.

“No, dat was a gift dat ye gave ta us,” Lachlan replies. “None of us ever tought to hear home again. We jus miss it, dat’s all.”

“I know how you feel,” I say. “The same thing happened to me.”

“Whah?” Brennus asks in confusion.

“It’s ironic really. It happened in your cell, in the caves in Houghton. When I was dying. My Uncle Jim, whom I considered my ‘home,’ came and laid down next to me in my cell and held my hand at the end. I never thought I would see him again while I was still alive. I think it was his soul.” I say, feeling the poignancy of that moment again. “It’s a gift and it’s a curse because you can’t go back and change the past, no matter how much you want to. You can’t keep them. You have to let them go.”

Each Gancanagh in the room stares at me with the oddest expressions on his face. They look almost humble and that is something I never thought I would ever see.

“Why did you pick up dis weapon, of all of the tousands in dis room?” Brennus asks, studying the huge battle-axe in his hand.

“Well, it was held by the suit of armor, but I guess it’s because it’s the one that I wanted,” I say. “I like the blade. It looks like my wing, do you see?” I ask, running my finger gently over the edge of the serrated blade.

“I do. Dere are hundreds of suits of armor in dis room,” he says. “Whah do ye tink now, knowing dat it belonged ta me?” he asks.

“Coincidence,” I reply, not wanting to draw any parallels to Brennus.

Brennus frowns. “Na coincidence. A weapon is personal; it has ta fit ye, it must please ye or ye do na choose it and it will na choose ye,” he says in a soft tone. “It has ta be made for ye. I made dis one and now ’tis choosing ye, so now ’tis yers.”

“They’re all choosing me,” I say, indicating all of the weapons I touched that sang for me.

“Dey are,” he agrees and something is telling me that he is not speaking of the weapons. “Will ye accept dis gift?” he asks me solemnly.

I think about it for a second, and then I say, “I will accept it, if you promise to teach me how to use it.”

The Gancanagh are vicious fighters and I could learn a lot from Brennus, who is their best fighter or he wouldn’t be the king. This tribe is ruled by cunning and strength, not by inborn privilege.

“’Twill be me honor ta make ye earn it,” he replies with a wicked grin. Desire is clouding his eyes again and I have to look away from him so that I won’t respond to it.

Wanting to change the subject, I say, “So this isn’t really an armory, like I thought. It’s more of an archive—a record of who you all were before you became Gancanagh.”

“Dat’s right,
mo chroí
. We have other rooms dat contain more effective arms den dese. We create body armor now dat is more practical den dis wi’ advanced charms ta protect us,” Brennus says, raising his arms to indicate the thousands of weapons and armor that belong to another world. “Come, I want ta show ye a special room we jus created,” Brennus says, taking my hand and leading me towards the door.