Indebted: The Premonition Series (28 page)

“Na insane. I am right,” he says, smiling.

“Loco,” I reply, raising my eyebrows and twisting my finger near my ear.

“Do ye want ta learn a spell?” Brennus asks me coaxingly. My heartbeat picks up again.

Do I?
I wonder.
Yes. I want to learn it all…everything that will help me to survive.

“Yes,” I reply grudgingly.

“Ye are very powerful, I can see dat in ye, but ye use yer power differently dan us,” Brennus explains. His dark hair falls forward a little on his forehead, making him even more attractive.

“What do you mean?” I ask, trying to ignore how sexy he looks.

“Ye give it. We take it,” he says with a rueful look. “I can na walk near ye wi’out ye giving me yer energy, ’tis like a drug. I crave it now,” he says seriously.

“Really?” I ask, wrinkling my nose.

He smiles at me tenderly. “I crave ye in ways ye can never truly know,” he says and I blush. “Come here,” he says, crooking his finger at me.

My eyebrows draw together in suspicion. “Why?” I ask.

He sighs, saying, “Jus come here.”

When I come nearer to him, he pulls me back gently into his chest, wrapping his arms around my waist. He speaks into my ear, saying, “I’m going ta pull da energy from dis room ta me. I want ye ta try ta feel whah I’m doing as it passes through ye ta me.”

Brennus concentrates and the magical scenery in the room begins to swirl and twist out of shape, like a watercolor picture that is saturated with water and bleeds into a mess of colors and distorted shapes. As he pulls energy towards us, I feel it filtering around me, but some of it I am managing to absorb as well, blocking it from going to Brennus.

“Good,” Brennus breathes in my ear. “Try ta keep it from me, if ye can. Dat’s a good strategy when fighting an enemy. If ye can block him from getting energy, ye can block him from creating a spell ta harm ye. And, if ye can take his energy from him, den ye hold all da power.”

I feel electric, like I might burst into flame, for real, at any moment.

“Stings a wee bit at first,” Brennus says airily as I begin breathing heavier. “Tink of someting ye want ta create…anyting… like fire.” Brennus suggests, holding his hand out in front of me. “Den ye say da words ta make it so,” he says as a ball of fire erupts in his hand.

“What words?” I ask.

“Dat’s personal ta ye. Sometimes ’tis easier ta rhyme someting, like ‘give me fire for whah I desire,’” he says and I wrinkle my nose again.

“That’s an awful rhyme,” I reply. “Poetry is not your thing.”

He chuckles before he says softly, “Jus try it.”

I’m no poet either because I can’t think of anything that rhymes. Then, a thought enters my mind. Listening to it in my head, I begin to whisper low.

Suddenly, a
whoosh
of fire shoots wildly up from the first floor. It looks like a comet spiraling madly out of control in front of us, as it careens around Brennus and me, circling us with intense heat. Shielding me with his body, Brennus pushes his energy outward, creating a barrier between the fire and us.

It takes a few minutes before Brennus manages to snuff out the roaring inferno that I had created. He straightens up then, pulling me with him and checking me for injury.

He grasps me by the shoulders, asking with eyes wide, “Whah did ye jus say?”

“You said to say anything about fire,” I retort defensively, trying to pull away from him.

“I did, but dis is yer first attempt at it so ye should na have been able ta create more dan a little spark—a flickering flame. Whah did ye say?” he asks again in awe.

Just then, Eion, Lachlan, Faolan, and Declan burst onto the landing, “Whah are ye doing up here? Redecorating?” Declan asks when he sees that we are both okay.

“Don’t blame me. Brennus told me to say anything,’” I mutter.

“Eh?” Declan asks, sounding just like a Yooper.

“I made up a stupid song and the fire went crazy,” I say in all seriousness.

“A song?” Brennus says with a skeptical frown.

“Yeah…like lyrics,” I mutter, looking at the smoldering book on the sofa where I’d been sitting with Brennus.

“Sing me dis song,” Brennus orders.

“Fine,” I exhale deeply, clearing my throat. “Um…Your smile has shades of sweet…It touches me with its heat…” Color floods into my cheeks as my tone becomes pitchy. “The smolder in your eyes…Encircles me with your lies. I am caged by your desire…” I falter for a moment, trying to remember the rest of what I’d sung. “Surrounded by its fire…Love burns as you conspire…it burns like fire.”

They all look at each other incredulously. “Ye jus made dat up—are ye a sorceress?” Declan asks with suspicion.

“No…at least, I don’t think so,” I reply, picking up the book I was reading and seeing that it’s completely charred.

“Ye ca na sing well,” Declan points out.

“Ye are a horrible singer,” Eion agrees with a nod of his head.

I wrinkle my nose at them. “I wasn’t aware that this was American Idol—”

“Ye wove love and desire into yer spell of fire,” Brennus says in a thoughtful tone. “Dat’s yer strength—yer ability ta create love and desire and den ye added fire ta it. Whah was it dat ye said? ‘Tempted to die within its seething-hot fire’—ye nearly blanketed us wi’ da fire. ’Tis yer ability to pull energy ta ye—ye rivaled whah I can do on yer first attempt.”

Raising my hand, I say, “Overachiever,” while glancing around at the destruction I caused to my library room. “I think we should go outside when you teach me other spells,” I add, seeing that the sofa is still smoldering.

“Ye canna teach her anyting else,” Eion says seriously, “she’ll kill us all.”

“Starting with you,
nevarache
lover,” I say, crossing my arms and glaring at him.

“Dat’s na funny,” Eion replies in a sour tone, putting both his hands up defensively.

“Can ye try another spell? Can ye make it rain?” Brennus asks with excitement in his voice, ignoring Eion’s scowl.

“I don’t know. Are you sure you want me to try again?” I ask, looking around at the disaster in my room.

Brennus waves his hand negligibly around him, saying, “I’ll fix dis.”

“You want rain?” I ask, searching my mind for something to rhyme with rain.

Brennus nods.

I start to pull energy in the room to me while I try to think of something that rhymes. “It is love that can sustain the ache of two hearts parted. It is love that will make it rain upon the cheek of the downhearted.”

Soft drops of rain begin to fall from the ceiling above us, wetting everything in my tower and causing the smoke in the air to dissipate. As water drips from the fellas’ hair and trails down their stunned faces, I say, “I made that up, too. If you like it, wait until you guys hear Ozzie Osbourne.”

Before I can evade him, Brennus catches me by the waist and twirls me around and around. When he stops, he hugs me to him. “Ye’re so grand, Genevieve! Where did ye come from?”

“Detroit,” I reply, feeling strangely happy as they laugh at my comment.

As I look over Brennus’ shoulder, I see Finn standing near the staircase. He is getting very wet, just like the rest of us. A soft growl comes from me and Brennus stiffens, pulling me behind him. When he sees that it is Finn I’m growling at, he relaxes and puts his arm casually around my shoulder. I’m not fooled; he is doing that so he can catch me if I decide to attempt to murder Finn again.

Sizing up Finn, I can’t miss the battle-axe in his hand. It’s like the one that Brennus created, with a long, silver and gold etched shaft, but the head of the axe is different. It’s more like a hammer than an axe. As he approaches me slowly with the weapon, his pale-green eyes look haunted.

Finn stops in front of me. Holding his weapon at arm’slength, he says, “Please.”

“No,” I reply abruptly, knowing that he wants to hear his song from it. He wants to hear his home again. “She will never go home again, either. You stole that from her,” I say softly of what he has done to Molly.

“Lads, wait downstairs.” Brennus says, sending the fellas away as I glare at Finn.

Brennus says something to Finn in their language that I don’t understand. Finn nods, never looking away from me. Brennus turns to me and says, “I will be jus downstairs,
mo chroí
.”

I’m not sure if that is meant to be reassuring or a threat not to attack his brother, but I nod my head to him.

When we are alone, Finn says, “I love her.”

“Is it love or did you just want an object to crave, Finn?” I ask.

He scowls at me. “I am capable of love. You are na da only being fortunate enough ta experience it,” he utters softly.

“Her family loved her, too,” I reply. Finn’s scowl fades to be replaced by sadness again. “You are her
máistir
now—her judge, jury, and executioner who condemned her to another life—a life of death.”

“What would ye have had me do?” he asks with pain in his eyes. “I watched her for days, wi’ Eion and Keefe. We were going ta have her, no matter whah. Nuting would have stopped dat—she is yer friend…she would bind ye ta us.” I feel the stab of guilt that I will always have for not protecting her—for making her a target. “Eion and Keefe both asked for her, too.”

I pale, thinking of Eion or Keefe as Molly’s
máistir
instead of Finn. I sit down numbly, feeling rain soaking through my thin shirt and clinging to me. “I know that this is my fault. It’s just easier to blame you for it,” I whisper.

“I love her…I really love her,” Finn says, sitting down next to me. “She…she fills dat void in me dat has been empty for eternity—since I condemned me brother ta die wi’ me.”

“That wasn’t you. That was Aodh,” I say.

“’Twas me. Brennus would na have become Gancanagh if it were na for me. He would na have chosen dis,” Finn says, hanging his head and holding his hammer in front of him.

From near the staircase, Molly says, “Enough with the guilt, you two, sheesh.” She pushes herself off the wall she has been leaning against listening to us. Striding to the sofa, she squeezes between Finn and me, putting her arms around both of us. “My two favorite people turn out not to be people at all and you both want to whine about it. I don’t miss being human,” she informs us. “A second of this life is worth an eternity of the other one. You can either live above this mess or you can live under it. Embrace destiny or be buried by it.”

“Molly, I always thought you were a vampire,” I say with honesty, hearing Finn hiss at me, like I just insulted her.

“Yeah, but now I can kick vampire booty,” Molly smiles, letting her fangs engage. She shows me her impressive weaponry.

“Wicked,” I remark, like she is showing me new shoes that she bought at the mall.

“So, Eaves, are you going to stop the rain now? Because we get it,” Molly says, holding her hands over her head like an umbrella.

“Err…sure…” I stammer, trying to think of a rhyme. “Rain, rain, go away, come again some other day,” I sing in a rush as I pull the energy in the room towards me and then release it.

“Kindergarten rears it ugly head again,” Molly says, because she knows that rhyme as well as I do.

“Nursery rhymes make great spells apparently,” I shrug, while the rain stops pouring down on us.

“Good to know,” Molly replies, wringing the water out of her shirt and looking around at the disaster. “So are you going to stop being so lame, or what?”

“I was not being lame,” I reply defensively. “I was avenging my friend.”

“I can take care of myself and I don’t want to be avenged,” Molly replies. “I chose this. So, do me a favor. Forgive Finn before the guilt finishes him off. I’m the only person he has ever turned.” I watch Molly rub Finn’s back as she says that and the look that passes between them is hot.

Sighing, I say, “I will try to forgive you, Finn.”

Finn’s smile is angelic when he says, “Tanks, Genevieve.”

“If you turn anyone else that I love, I will kill you,” I add softly.

“Ye would try…” Finn trails off, showing some of the Gancanagh arrogance as he smiles at me teasingly.

Getting up from the couch, I look around. Everything is charred and wet. Sighing again, I wonder how to clean it up. That may take a while to figure out.

Feeling a crackle of energy stirring the room, I turn towards Finn who is drawing energy to him. He is mumbling words that I cannot make out as things in the room are beginning to spin like tops. The couch we had all just vacated is now spinning around like a cyclone. Coming to an abrupt stop, it is completely back to its original form, without any hint that it had been touched by fire. The beautifully woven carpets are all clean and dry now, no longer making squishing noises when I step on them.

“Finn, that’s amazing!” I breathe, grateful to have the mess gone. I page through my book that was charred to see that it’s as good as new. “Thank you.”

“Ye’re welcome,” he says, before he and Molly head for the stairway together.

“Wait,” I say, catching up to Finn.

I reach for the battle hammer in Finn’s hand and he slowly relinquishes it to me. As I touch the etched metal, it vibrates with an energy that I can only describe as charismatic. Placing the menacing hammerhead between Finn and me, we both listen to its melody. Finn’s weapon is different from the other fellas’. The song is more lively and carefree—more like a rockstar’s would be, if I can compare it to any of the music I know.

“Finn, you must have had all the ladies chasing you with mad beats like this,” I giggle. “We should put this on ‘Guitar Hero.’”

“I had my share,” Finn replies, trying to cover his sorrow at hearing the music of his past again.

If I still felt animosity toward him for what he did to Molly, it is gone when he looks into my eyes after having looked towards Molly. He still has regret for what he has done to her and that is its own revenge.

CHAPTER 16

Casimir

I spend my nights in Brennus’ room, trying to sleep alone in the huge bed, always pretending that I’m lying next to Reed. Sometimes, the longing that I have for Reed is so intense that it feels like my heart might stop beating. On those nights, I wake up to find Brennus sitting in my room, watching me sleep. He knows that I’m in pain. We don’t talk on those occasions. It’s like Brennus wants to replace the image of Reed in my mind, so that when I see him instead of Reed as I awaken, I’ll forget that Reed is out there somewhere. A part of me thinks he’s insane for thinking he can ever replace Reed and another part of me is afraid that I will lose the image of Reed that I am pushing really hard to keep ingrained in my mind.