Indestructible Desire (18 page)

Stepping into the bathroom, my heart beats quickly as I spot a group of party goers by the lounge area in the bathroom talking and touching up their makeup. Walking towards them, I flash a small smile at them and step in front of the mirrors. My hair is damp and stuck to my forehead and neck from all the dancing I’ve done.

My brown and black leopard dress that falls about mid thigh has gorgeous rhinestone detailing along my right leopard print shoulder strap. They’re sparkling in the bathrooms over head lighting, and I new they would look stellar under the clubs strobe lights. Brooklyn was pissed I went this this dress, because she was eyeballing it herself. I paired the dress with black spiked Louboutin heels, wanting to go with an edgier look for this evening.

Digging into my black clutch I fish out my makeup and lip gloss. Touching up my mascara and pink lips, I decide to use the restroom so I don’t have to stand in line forever again later. Sitting in the bathroom, the girls outside of the stalls are not trying at all to be quiet as they speak. I clearly hear one say,
Can you believe Kayden Knox is with that girl. He could do so much better, than a crazy chick, which goes around shooting people.

I instantly feel as if I’ve been sucker punched in the gut. I new this would happen, and this is exactly why I didn’t want to do this right now. It’s too soon; I should’ve waited until the news of what happened died down.

I can slowly feel a tear escape the corner of my eye and run down my cheek, dripping onto my dress. Not wanting to let them know their words are affecting me, I breathe slowly and try to calm myself down. Patting my eyes with a piece of toilet paper, trying my best not to smudge the make up I just reapplied. I take a couple deep breaths, and exit the bathroom stall, glancing momentarily at the group of
mean girls
who look like they just broke out of the playboy mansion. Flashing them a killer smile, I make my way over the sinks beside them. Washing my hands, I can feel their eyes burrowing into the back of my head.

I want so badly to turn around and rip into these catty bitches, but I’m struggling with if I should I say something or bite my tongue. Guessing anything I say to them will just be sold to the press. I decide I’ll kill them with kindness. Turning back to the three bimbo’s, I smile once more and make my way out of the bathroom. Holding my head up high, the only sound you can hear is my heels clicking off of the tile flour, echoing around the room.

Over hearing them talking about me as if I’m some psycho killer it beyond infuriating. Yeah I carry a gun, but I’ve never in my life thought I would ever use it to take a life. It’s not something I think I’ll ever truly get passed. Naive bitches like them are the reason why I should’ve stayed in Texas. I fucking hate LA, and the snobs that over populate it!

With ice flowing through my veins, I squeeze through the crowd of people, with Alec right beside me and try to find Kayden and everyone else. I’ve watched my phone all day hoping I’d get news that they caught Zak. But nothing, so now I have to continue on with my life, constantly looking over my shoulder.

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Chapter Sixteen

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I put on a fake smile for the remainder of the party, not letting anyone know that on the inside I was a total mess. I didn’t date mention to Kayden or anyone else what I over heard in the bathroom. It would just put a damper on everyone’s evening. Thankfully I’ve grown to have a thick skin, and try not to let things get to me.

I even managed to work up the courage to go up on stage, and make my speech. I thanked My friends for being by my side through everything I’ve been through. I made sure to thank Eloise for being an amazing boss, and letting me have the most kick ass job ever. Finally I thanked Kayden for being my rock. Without him these last few weeks I don’t know where I’d be. I’ll forever be grateful to him, he gives me the strength to get out of bed every day and face the world head on.

It’s almost two in the morning and my feet are killing me. I’m ready to get the hell out of here, and get back to my parents house. Brooklyn wants to stay and party with Rebecca and Reagan, so Jerome is staying with her to make sure she’s safe. We have no idea where Zak is and don’t want to take any chances.

Standing on the sidewalk waiting for Alec to return with the car, I lean against Kayden with his arms wrapped around me keeping me warm. It’s a cool brisk night in Los Angeles, and I never thought to bring a jacket. Shivering Kayden pulls me against him a little tighter. I can feel slowly all the tension escaping my body. Being replaced with a calm that can only come from being in Kayden’s arms.

“You did an amazing job tonight baby.” Kayden murmurs into my ear, nuzzling his face into my neck. I can’t contain my laughter as his nose tickles my neck.

Resting my head against his chest, I stare up at the sky, missing the twinkling rhinestone skies of Galveston. Letting out a small sigh, I finally speak, “With all honesty, I can’t believe I did it. More then a few times tonight, I was ready to bolt straight out the door. But with you, Brooklyn, Reagan and Rebecca with me tonight. I fought through my anxiety and made it through the night with a successful speech and all.”

Squeezing me a little tighter, Kayden kisses my neck and instantly warms my body with the heat that’s radiating from them. A cold chill shivers along my spine as I feel his hardening erection pressing against my back. His touch is intoxicating, making me week in the knees and my mind turn to mush.

Pulling his mouth away from my skin making me whimper from the loss I feel as his lips leave my skin, he spins me around and stares down at me. Instantly I‘m lost in his enchanting green eyes. His Southern drawl thick like molasses, but smooth as velvet he tells me, “I would’ve supported any choice ya made tonight, Savannah.”

Sliding my hands into his jeans pockets giving his firm toosh a little squeeze; I look up at the most amazing man in the world. Who no matter what I do, is by my side supporting every choice I make. “Thank you.” I mouth to him, standing onto my tippy toes to kiss his lush lips that are beckoning for my lips to be on theirs. 

The sound of horns beeping startles me, and I pull away from Kayden’s mouth, turning to gaze at the street. Parked in front of us along the curb is Alec. I didn’t even notice him pull up in front of us. I was consumed with my public display of affection with my insatiable boyfriend, to notice anything but him.

Opening the door for me, Kayden playfully spanks my butt, as I climb into the back of the town car. Slipping in beside me, Kayden runs his hands ever so slowly along the inside of my thigh. Immediately causing the car to get a whole lot hotter.

“Have I told you enough times tonight, how gorgeous you look?” He asks in a low raspy whisper that instantly makes butterflies flutter franticly in my stomach, and my panties to moisten. “You look irresistible in that dress, but all honesty baby, I can‘t wait to see it on the bedroom floor.”

Glancing towards the front of the car at Alec, I see his attention is fully focused on the road and the navigation system. We’re staying at my parent’s house in Beverly Hills all weekend instead of at a hotel in the city.

Resting my hand over Kayden’s I lick my lips moistening them, and gently suck my bottom lip into my mouth. I clamp it in between my teeth, loving how turned on it’s making Kayden. I slowly guide his hand under the skirt of my dress. His eyes grow larger as he notices I removed my panties. A moan escapes my mouth as he slides his fingers in between my folds. Teasing my clit as his mouth works its way along my neck again.

It’s going to take every ounce of will power I have to get through this car ride without mounting him right here in the back seat. I can’t help but get lost momentarily in thoughts of our first night together. Leaving the Envy party together in Houston, I was over come with desire for Kayden. Throwing caution to the wind, I fucked him right then and there in the back of his orange Audi. Not caring one bit that Jax was in the front seat.

“You want my fingers deep inside of you Savannah?” Kayden asks as he dips two fingers into my pussy. I can’t control myself and my body reacts without even thinking. I immediately rotate my hips welcoming his thick, long fingers deep inside of me.

“Yes…god yes.” Gripping the edge of the seat with one hand, I reach across his lap with the other. Unzipping his jeans and sliding my hand into his pants. Sitting here beside me in his button up dress shirt and blue jeans with his cowboy boots, he looks down right delectable.

“I love it when you beg for me to touch you. Tell me what you want me to do Savannah.” Kayden’s eyes are burning hot, practically tuning me into a puddle in the back seat.

Licking my lips, I drag my eyes from him, back to Alec who has the music on low, and the voice of the tom tom drowning out our voices. Biting on the corner of my lip again I focus my eyes down onto Kayden’s lap. His dick is rock solid in my hand. I can see a bead of pre cum on top of it, and it’s taking everything in me not to lean over and lick it off.

“I want you to finger me until I come, right here…right now.” I can feel my face turning crimson as the naughty words roll off of my tongue.

“You don’t know how fuckin’ hott you sound right now baby. I’m going to make you come so hard; you’ll be on the edge of consciousness by the time we pull into the driveway.” Watching the muscles in Kayden’s jaw pulsate turns me on even more. I love see how turned on I can get him just by verbalizing what I want. It’s taking everything in him, just as much as it is for me, to not rip our clothes off and fuck each other into oblivion, right here on this leather seat.

Sliding his fingers in and out of me with a slow steady pace, he massages the inside of my vagina. Finding my g-spot he begins to pick up pace. Moistening the pad of his thumb with my juices he rubs my clit in firm circular motion, pushing my body to the edge.

I can feel my body tightening with anticipation. My womb is tightening and my entire body is tingling with excitement. I’m over come with a rush of adrenalin as I hear cars zoom past us, and know Alec is just a few inches away from us.  Moving my hips, I grind my pubic bone against Kayden’s thumb loving the feeling of his tantalizing fingers sliding in and out of me. Tossing my head back against the seat, I climax against his hand. My body shaking as the orgasm explodes with ecstasy vibrating through out my entire body.

Just as my orgasm began to shake me to my core, Kayden crashed his mouth against mine, quieting my moans as they poured out of my mouth. I suck on his tongue, as it vigorously fucks my mouth. Running my fingers through his styled hair, I grip my fingers in it, trying to hold onto the last ounce of control left inside of me.

Biting down on my bottom lips, a deep growl escapes Kayden’s mouth, vibrating deep inside of his chest against mine. Unclamping his teeth from my lip, he slowly drags his tongue seductively over my bottom lip. “Your lips taste like honey dipped in sugar. I could suck on them
all night baby.”

Every time he says baby, with that sweet Southern drawl, I swear I fall even more in love with him. “I’m not protesting.” I laugh. “You can lick and suck every inch of my body, if that’ll make you happy. Since we’re being honest here Knox, I’ve never felt more alive then when you’re giving me earth shattering orgasms.”

Kayden’s eyebrows shoot up and a devilish green creeps across his lips. “Baby, don’t tempt me, because I’ll take you upstairs and fuck you all night long. By tomorrow you’d need an electric wheelchair to get around; because your body would so weak from all the toe curling orgasms I’d give you in a matter of a few hours.”

I can’t help but laugh. I don’t for a second doubt every word that’s coming out of his mouth right now. Kayden can fuck me into a sex induced coma if I allowed him. He rocks my world like no other man has ever even come close to. 

Stopping momentarily, Alec punches the security code in and we roll slowly through the gates leading into my parents’ gated community. Curling into Kayden’s arms we lay quietly for the remainder of the drive. I can’t stop smiling as I think back to how the night started, to how it’s now ending. Kayden always knows exactly what to do, to help me escape reality even if it’s only for a little while.

Alec dropped us off at the front of my parents’ house, and then drove over to my father’s garage to park our rented town car. Holding my heels in one hand, I take Kayden’s hand with the other and make our way into my parents’ house. It feels weird being here, the last time I was in this house was when I was still with Logan.