The piercing sounds of Mary’s sobs reverberated through her bedroom, echoing across the entire palace. Nothing I did would quiet her. I could only sit with her in my arms, still in shock myself, holding her shivering body close to my own.
I stroked her head softly, untangling her hair as it fell in wisps around her face. Her skin was red and hot from crying, and blue veins were visible in her forehead and around her eyes. I did my best to keep myself composed, for her sake.
“He’s gone,” Mary would say periodically. Not even to me, but to the air. “My love is gone.”
I knew the feeling.
Night came, and the flickering light from our coal lamp cast strange shadows against the walls. I sat on the floor with my knees curled into my chest and my arms wrapped around them, watching as a thin black line of ants crawled their way from a tiny crack in the windowsill down to the floor and back again. They had climbed all the way from the earth below, up the length of the castle wall, to get at some crumbs and bring them back to their ant holes. The sight of them brought tears to my eyes, but I couldn’t say for sure why.
It must have been around dinnertime when Tindra entered the room. Without meeting my eyes, she set down a plate of food. I could smell the vegetable broth, the bergamot in the tea, and the toast.
She checked my cup and finding it empty, picked up the pitcher she’d brought in with the tray, tipping it just so to refill my cup to its brim. The pitcher’s white ceramic shined.
And something about the pitcher, the light gleaming on its opaque surface, gave me an idea.
I charged for her, suddenly and wildly, diving straight for her knees like a frenzied animal. The pitcher flew from her grasp, but miraculously didn’t break. I scrambled for it before she could, taking its rounded body into my hands and smashing it hard against the floor. It shattered to pieces. In my grip remained its broken handle, now a sharp pointed weapon.
Grabbing Tindra with one hand, I held its jagged tip to her throat with the other.
Mary looked on in shock, as caught off guard as Tindra was by my sudden violence.
“Do as I say and you won’t get hurt,” I said into her ear.
“Eliza, what are you doing?” Mary screamed.
“We’re getting out of here,” I said. “Pick up that long piece of glass and get behind me. Now.”
“You’ll never get away with this,” Tindra cried out. And then she began screaming things in Swedish, but I forced her mouth closed with my hand until she got quiet again.
Mary did as I said. She picked up a hunk of the broken pitcher from the floor and held it out in front of her, trembling.
“Follow me,” I said to her.
With Tindra as our hostage, we made our way out of the bedroom. The two pirates guarding our door—one male and one female—raised their guns at the sight of us.
“Step aside or I draw her blood,” I said. My words came out gravelly, harder than my regular speaking voice.
Mary breathed heavily behind me. I said a silent prayer she wouldn’t collapse right there of hyperventilation.
The pirates hesitated. Their cadet uniforms hung loosely from their thin frames. I could see in their frightened young eyes that neither of them would actually pull the trigger.
“Go ahead, kill her,” Demkoe said, appearing behind me. “I have plenty of other wives.”
The pirate soldiers straightened their posture at the sound of their leader’s voice. I gripped Tindra tighter. She called out something to Demkoe that I didn’t understand, but he ignored her.
Demkoe stepped casually over to us, passing his eyes over Mary and then me.
“Go ahead, Eliza,” he said. “Slit her throat with that broken shard of glass. I want to see you do it.”
I didn’t make a move. I could feel the warmth of Tindra’s body against my own. She was whimpering and trembling. She seemed to shrink in my arms. Her bones felt as brittle as a baby bird’s.
Demkoe picked at his teeth with his fingernail, then looked at his watch. It was my father’s old gold watch. He had stolen it, like everything else—the palace, his clothes, the throne. “I don’t have all day, Eliza,” he said. “Kill her or let her go, but don’t just stand there.”
I couldn’t do it.
The pirates who’d filed in behind Demkoe were quick to realize I was bluffing. They lunged forward. One of them knocked my weapon from my hand with the tip of his rifle. Another bear-hugged Mary from behind, pulling us apart. Two others pulled Tindra to safety.
Demkoe hadn’t stirred a muscle. He only watched, satisfied, with his arms crossed over his decorated chest.
“Back to the bedchamber for her,” he said of Mary.
Then he pointed at me with his ringed pinky finger. “The hot-blooded one goes to solitary.”
One of his men dragged me across the floor. I kicked my legs and tried to flail my arms, but it was no use. He pulled me down a few flights of stairs, to the small dark room I had heard of but never seen—the oubliette. It hadn’t been used to detain a prisoner in over a hundred years. Until now.
Demkoe’s soldier stuffed me inside and then slammed and locked the door. It was a cell no bigger than a small closet, and dark as a pitch-black night. I slid downward, letting my back scrape against its moldy stone wall, and huddled into a crouch. The damp darkness of the place wasn’t the worst of it, or the permeating smell of decay, or even the sensation of being buried alive. The worst of it was that I was now separated from Mary.