Authors: Mazo de la Roche
Tags: #FIC045000 – FICTION / Sagas
“No,” he answered gruffly, “but I must have a talk with you, in the presence of the young man here. Just we three. Will you arrange it?”
There was nothing she liked better than a talk on some important subject, preferably controversial. After her third cup of tea, she
said: —
“I want you, Admiral, and you, Renny, to come to the drawing room with me. There are things to be discussed.” She rose from the table a little stiffly, resting her hands on it. The Admiral offered her his arm.
“Mayn’t I come, Granny?” asked Meg. “I am in this affair, too. With my last drop of blood!”
“No, no,” said Admiral Lacey. “Just your grandmother and Renny and me.”
“Well,” exclaimed Meg, passionately, “I know what it’s all about, so why shouldn’t I be there?”
“And Malahide,” said Renny, “Don’t keep him out of it!”
Adeline gave a grunt and reseated herself. “Very well. We’ll discuss whatever it is — together, as a family should.”
Malahide took out a cigarette and lighted it. “After what Renny has said I think I certainly should be present.”
“Very well,” said Admiral Lacey. “Since you are agreed.”
“Will you have another cup of tea?” asked Mary.
“No, thank you.” He looked straight into Adeline’s eyes. “Mrs. Whiteoak, did you give your grandson a pearl and diamond ring as a betrothal ring for my granddaughter?”
Renny’s eyelashes flickered. He clenched his hands beneath the table. Malahide’s heavy lids were lowered and his fingers played with his diamond cravat pin. Meg fixed her full blue gaze on her grandmother’s face. It was a study, this fine old face, as strongly marked as a weathered cliff. She thrust out her muscular underlip and her eyes moved from Renny’s face to Meg’s, from Meg’s to Malahide’s — compelling from each a quiver of defence or acknowledgement. She picked up her spoon and saw her own distorted reflection in its bowl. She laid it down and said curtly: —
“I did.”
The Admiral blew. Renny gave a short laugh and his face lighted with vivacity. Meg preened herself.
“But,” exclaimed Admiral Lacey, “I was told —”
“Malahide told you,” interrupted Renny.
“I saw the theft myself,” said Malahide.
Adeline turned on him. “What theft?”
“The theft of the ring.”
“And where were
you?
” cried Meg. “Spying! Peering in at the window! Now I understand why Boney screamed — ‘To hell with Malahide!’”
Adeline sat, pursed, wary, trying to absorb all, determined not to give her grandson away.
Admiral Lacey looked in her eyes. “Did you
want
this engagement, then?”
“The girl could do worse. He’s a fine boy. A perfect Court. Not like Biddy Court’s son, there. A real Court — like myself.”
“I should not have minded — a few days ago. But — since then — I have heard something very bad about this young man.”
“Out with it!” said Adeline.
The Admiral looked at Mary and Meg. “I can’t — not in front of the young ladies.”
Mary rose. “Come, Meg. It is much better for us to go.”
“Yes,” agreed Adeline, “run along. The Admiral is squeamish.”
When she and the three men were alone together, Admiral Lacey said — “Neither I nor my son can consent to this engagement. You can’t expect it, Mrs. Whiteoak. Renny has been intimate with a loose woman. Apparently you know of it.”
Adeline fixed him with her fierce eyes. “Did you go spotless to your bride? How many men do? Tell me that!”
The Admiral coloured. “This is different.”
“You mean it is found out!”
Renny exclaimed — “Everything I do is found out! I have a shadow who dogs my footsteps. I wish he would come outside with me and he would not be even a shadow when I had finished with him. Come along, Malahide! Come along! Don’t be a coward!”
Malahide turned to him with a sneer. “I should be delighted — if you could fight with anything but your fists.”
“I can! I’ll fight with anything you name. Pistols — swords — riding crops — axes — anything you like!”
Adeline struck the table with the flat of her hand. “Silence! There’ll be no fighting between you two. As for you, Malahide — I’m done with you. My family was right and I was wrong. You’ve tried to diddle all of us. You’ve tried to turn us against each other. It’s a nice visit you’ve given us. And I’m the one that will not be sorry to see the last of you.” Her brown eyes suddenly blazed and she struck the table again. “Be off with you — out of my sight — forever!”
Malahide’s mouth was an ugly gash. “Do you imagine,” he snarled, “that I have enjoyed myself? Only the extremity of my misfortune brought me here in the first place. Only extremity made me endure the boredom. What are you Whiteoaks? Who are you? What do you know? Where have you been? Nobody — nobody — nothing — nowhere — these are the answers!”
Adeline could scarcely breathe for the fury that was in her. She clutched her throat.
Renny thought — “Let her have it! Let her have it! Let her know what he is!” But he trembled with the urge to spring on Malahide.
Adeline got out the words — “You dare — you miserable — oh, let me have the strength to — and — my sons not here!”
“I’m here, Gran!” shouted Renny. He sprang toward Malahide, dragging the table cover as he passed, and crashing the tea things to the floor.
Admiral Lacey interposed his florid bulk between the two. “Go,” he said to Malahide. “You’d better go at once.”
Malahide took three long steps to the door. There he turned and raised a dark hand.
“It’s time,” he said, “that you were told what you are, Cousin Adeline. But I can’t tell you. It would have taken my mother to do that.”
Before she could retort he was gone.
Now the sound of Boney’s screams came from the bedroom. He had heard Malahide’s voice raised in anger and he rent the air in raucous reply.
“Hell — hell — hell with Malahide! To hell with Cousin Malahide!
Shaitan
—
shaitan ka batka!
” His wings could be heard flapping frantically at the end of his chain.
“Go to him Renny,” said Adeline in an unexpected small voice. “Go to him and free him. Oh, the poor bird! The poor, poor bird!” She rose, leaning heavily on her stick. “To think,” she said, “to think that Bridget Court is in her grave and I can’t write and tell her what I think of her son!”
W
INTER
C
OMES
R
ENNY LOOKED ABOUT HIS ROOM
to see whether he might be leaving anything behind. The room looked dishevelled, desolate: the drawers of the dressing table gaped; the cupboard doors stood wide open, disclosing an assembly of soiled white duck trousers, faded jerseys, and assorted tweeds; while on its floor boots, tennis rackets, riding crops, and garments for the laundry lay in confusion. A fox terrier had burrowed himself into the middle of the unmade bed.
In this confusion Renny stood, a trim soldierly figure, in the winter uniform of the Royal Military College, the long, dark blue top coat, faced with red and fastened by brass buttons, the wedge-shaped, grey lamb cap, worn at a lively angle. His expression showed unusual gravity and he looked thinner than he had a month ago. His face appeared older, with a look of somewhat taciturn self-possession.
Miss Lacey, Vera, and Malahide were on the ocean. He had seen Vera only once again. They had said their goodbye in the presence of Ethel Lacey, who, against her father’s commands, had slipped from the room and left them a few precious moments alone together. Vera, in a controlled voice, had promised to be faithful, never to forget, to wait for him — no matter for how long. How young and stern and beautiful she had looked! The fine, glossy skin beneath her eyes had been tinged with violet. Her hands had been as cold as ice, but her lips were hot and ardent with love for him. She would write by mail and he would do the same.
Looking about the room he felt himself a different person from the boy who had come back to it last spring. Desire for experience, arrogant strength, had hardened within him. He would face the world without fear; he would go his own way.
He bent over the terrier and patted it. Its warm tongue slid across his hand. It rose on the bed, stretched itself, and jumped to the floor, uttering a troubled whine.
“I’m off now,” said Renny. “Coming down?”
They went down the stairs together. Meg appeared at the door of the dining room, table napkin in hand.
“You’re going!” she exclaimed, wiping her lips in preparation for kissing. “And I didn’t have breakfast with you! I slept so badly I simply couldn’t wake this morning. And I might as well have been with you while you finished dressing. I haven’t eaten three mouthfuls.” She came and stood close to him, her eyes soft with sleep, the long braids of her hair wound round her head. He saw that she wore her nightdress beneath her dressing gown.
He removed his cap and bent to kiss her. She held him tightly, the smell of toast and warm flesh coming from her.
“M’m,” she breathed. “Nice old thing! I wish you hadn’t to go. It’s been fun these days, with you the only man in the house and that beast Malahide gone. But you’ll soon be back. It will be no time till the Christmas holidays.”
He rocked her gently in his arms. “Where are the kids?”
“With Mother, in the sitting room. Eden has a cold.”
He found Mary with her usual basket of darning. Peep was astride of his rocking horse, his golden head, his vivid blue suit, a flash of gay colour against the bleakness of the scene outside the window. Eden, bent over the table, was absorbed in drawing. Renny tried to see what it was, but Eden flattened himself on it.
“No,” he said, “you shan’t see! It’s my own private picture.”
“Let Renny see,” said Mary. “He’s going away.”
“No. It’s not for anyone but me.”
Renny’s relentless hand drew him back and a crude drawing of a swan was disclosed, standing on a still cruder drawing of a prostrate man. Renny gave a shout of laughter.
“Good for you, youngster!” he exclaimed. “Malahide and the swan, eh?” He bent to kiss the child, but Eden turned his face away.
“Very well, I’ll say goodbye to Peep!”
But the baby, intent on his gallop, turned an indifferent cheek.
Renny said, rather huffily — “Perhaps you’ll let me kiss you, Mother?”
Mary drew down his head and they exchanged kisses of more warmth than usual. They had been less antagonistic in these holidays than ever before.
“Well,” he said, “you’ll have a nice, peaceful time, with Malahide out of the way. Make Dad write to me about his shooting. Have a good time in New York.”
“Yes, yes. I hope things will go better this term.”
He gave a derisive grunt and went to his grandmother’s door.
“It’s me, Gran. I’m off!”
Her voice came, full and strong. “I’ll see you outside. I’m coming out for a breath of air.”
“Damned cold air,” he thought, as he opened the front door and a piercing gust met him. It brought with it a flutter of dead leaves that heaped themselves, trembling, on those already in the porch. The bare limbs of the trees thrust up starkly out of the ravine. The grass lay frozen and crisp. By the door his luggage waited, and he gave a grim smile, remembering how Malahide’s had lain there on the day of the garden party.
He strode across the lawn and through the little gate to the edge of the ravine. The river that moved so secretly among dense growth in the summer now lay exposed in startled brightness, a skein of ice on either brink. As he looked, the swan and his mate appeared round a bend, soft and snowy on the ruffled water. Their cygnet had disappeared as the others had done, leaving no trace of its short existence. Now the parent birds moved by in proud melancholy, their arched necks like question marks of fate.
He thought of his own life that lay ahead of him. What would it be? He and Vera moving close together like the swans. But they would rear their young, by God! He would always love her, take care of her. Now she, like a swan, was sailing across the ocean from him, but the time would pass, horribly long though it seemed in prospect. He would go to her, bring her back for always.
The face of Lulu flashed into his mind, that strange face with its teasing eyes and sensual mouth. With a frown he turned abruptly from the river and retraced his steps to the house. He heard the sound of horses’ hoofs. Grandmother would be waiting.
As he crossed the lawn the bays were drawn up in front of the house and he saw her in the porch. She had put on one of her best caps in his honour and she wore her mink cape which had seen much service. She made a picture, he thought, standing there in the porch, with the reddened leaves of the Virginia creeper festooned above her — a fine, formidable old woman. He was proud of her. He felt a quick throb of pride in the house, too, standing foursquare to the cold wind, brave wreaths of smoke rising from its chimneys. One day it would he his. Not for many years, he hoped, but still — one day it would be his.
She came down the steps toward him.
“My goodness!” she exclaimed. “How cold it has turned. Cold as a stepmother’s breath, hey, Renny?”
He smiled a little sheepishly. “She’s been very nice to me these holidays.”
“Nicer than I have, eh?” she eyed him jealously.
“Oh, that’s all over, Gran!” He laughed cheerfully.
She came and tucked her hand in his arm. “We’ve made it up, haven’t we? And I’ve admitted that I was all wrong about that vagabond Malahide. And I stood by you in your love affair, didn’t I?”
He pressed her against his side. “You did indeed, Gran!”
“Too bad they made Vera return the ring! But I have it safe for you. Whenever you want it — you’ll know where to find it.” She gave him an arch look.
“You were a brick about that, Gran.”
“Walk me up and down a little. It’s cold standing here. Capes are cold things. I’ve always said so.”
They took a turn up and down the drive, a striking pair, she in her cap and mink cape, he in his cadet’s uniform. Hodge had the luggage in the trap. The bays were pawing the gravel.
“Goodbye, Gran.” He bent to kiss her.
She laid her hand on his chest. “Don’t be in such a hurry. I want to say this…. You must not set your heart too strongly on that girl. You never know how things will end in these first love affairs. I’ve had ’em. They die a natural death. But when a great love comes you’ll know it. Let me tell you that!”