Authors: Gaelen Foley
“Now, there’s something to brag about.”
“And Tom de Vere, who wins the brush at nearly every foxhunt he attends. My suitors have been faithful to me since the night of my debut.
They
are perfect gentlemen.
They
would never kidnap me.”
“Then they don’t want you as much as I do,” he growled hotly into the crack of the door.
Her eyes widened; her heart skipped a beat. “At least their offers have been respectable!”
“Oh? Then why haven’t you accepted any of them yet?”
As she stared at the door, trying to think of a tart rejoinder, his voice softened, beguiling her, weakening her. “I know why. Because you want more. You sense that these men fail to grasp your true worth. Any man who realized what a rare, exquisite jewel you are would not hesitate to do what I did today—aye, even to kidnap you, as you call it—if it was the only way to have you. Do not ask me to repent of it,
He paused, and she eased down onto the wooden chair that she had used to block the door. She rested her elbow on the chair back and laid her cheek in her hand, gazing out the window at the picture-perfect autumn day, feeling torn.
Free . . .
“You wrong yourself and me by assuming my interest in you is purely physical,” he went on. “I told you I am eager to further our acquaintance. I want to know what you think about things. What you want out of life. What you dream.” He hesitated. “
“How am I to give it, when you have so thoroughly compromised me?”
“I would not hurt you, nor allow you to be hurt because of me. I know what I’m doing.”
“You are selfish.”
“Yes, yes, that has already been established,” he said impatiently. “But if you knew me—if you gave me a chance—you might understand why I did it.”
She lowered her head, silent for a moment. “I do not want to know you,” she said quietly. Even as she uttered the words, she knew it was a lie—a cold, defensive lie.
“I see.”
She winced at the crisp, mocking hurt that came through so eloquently in his voice. The memory of his outraged face flashed through her mind from last night, when she had wiped away his kiss; she had not merely angered him, she knew, but wounded him. It seemed she had done it again. The pang of remorse she felt was vexing, but she could not bring herself to say she had not meant it.
Truly, what was she doing, hiding in here?
she thought, pressing her hand wearily to her forehead. Nothing was going to be solved by cowardice. She was not being fair to him—she was not even being entirely truthful. There were butterflies in her stomach, but they were not born entirely of anger and mistrust, as they should have been. She cursed herself for it, but a small, traitorous portion of her thrilled to the prospect of sparring with him again. She doubted she could match him in strategy, but she was his equal in pride—and in loneliness.
She rose from the chair and began pacing, wringing her hands in distress.
Had she brought this on herself, encouraged him somehow?
she wondered. She had certainly succumbed last night to his kiss.
“
She spun toward the door, her skirts whirling softly. “Yes?” she forced out.
“Do you know what I am holding in my hand?”
“No.”
“Care to guess?”
“A pitchfork?” she asked in a stilted attempt at levity, hoping to invoke his earlier, playful mood.
“No, my dear,” he answered drily. “A key to your room.”
“What?”
she breathed, aghast.
“I should hate to have to use it.”
“You have a key to this room?”
“Mm-hmm.”
She took a step toward the door, panic rising up in her throat. “You’re bluffing!”
“Do you wish me to prove it?”
“No!” Heaven help her. Her back was to the wall. She would have to do as he said—but he
had
sworn that he would not lay a hand on her. Though she did not trust him for an instant, she had no choice but to take the blackguard at his word. The only way to keep her dignity intact was to come out willingly and face him, eye to eye. Her whole body tingled with wayward, hostile excitement as she slid the chair aside, stepped up to the door, and laid hold of the latch.
Resolute as she was on concealing her fear of him, she was even more determined to hide her intense physical attraction to him. She refused to give him the satisfaction. Gathering all her bravado, she threw open the door and glared at him.
Leaning against the wall by her door, he gave her a charming smile. “There she is, my fair, young guest. Mind you wear your mantle, dear. The weather in these parts is changeable.”
“You want to go for a walk?” she demanded, her eyes narrowing to angry slits. “Let’s walk—by all means! Anything you desire, my lord. You’ve only got a few days. I suggest you enjoy them, because when they are over, you will never see me again.” She shoved the great, muscled hulk out of her path and stalked past him down the dim hallway.
“Anything I want, truly?” he called after her in a roguish tone.
She rolled her eyes and kept going.
When he caught up to her a moment later, he was carrying her fur-trimmed pelisse. She stopped long enough to let him hold it for her while she slipped her arms into the sleeves, and though she continued to glower at him, he merely gave her a knowing little smile and said nothing.
Lucien had not owned Revell Court long enough to have undertaken the task of reclaiming the gardens from nature, let alone keeping the surrounding woods properly groomed and tended. It had been enough of a task to bring the stables back into working order. Both the gardens and the woods had run wild for the past two or three years, their upkeep falling by the wayside as the marquess of Carnarthen’s health had slowly crumbled, for he had run the estate himself, not trusting an estate manager with so peculiar a property.
They crossed the terrace where weeds, ivy, and goldenrod had run amuck in the flowerbeds that lined the weather-beaten stone balustrade. Mounds of blue hydrangeas nearly as tall as Lucien crowded the three mossy steps that led down into the formal garden. He went down them, and
Her waving red-gold hair, blue eyes, and ivory skin, and the chaste, faraway serenity of her face, put him in mind of Botticelli’s Venus, rising from the sea upon her scallop shell.
“Shall we?” he murmured.
She turned absently from her contemplative study of the lily pads. “Your garden is beautiful.”
He shrugged and glanced around at it. “It is overgrown.”
“Yes, but it has a lost, eerie beauty that quite pleases me. I wish I had my watercolor set.”
Lucien lifted his eyebrows. “Ah, are you an artistic young lady, Miss Montague?”
She smiled reluctantly. “I have been known to dabble.”
He laughed softly, tickled by the revelation.
An artist. Of course.
Those beautiful hands. That penetrating gaze. The seething passion under her cool, demure surface. “What sort of work do you most enjoy?” he asked as they sauntered past rows of once-conical yews that had grown into huge, dark green lumps.
“Sketching faces.”
“Really?”
“Portraits in charcoal are my forte, but I love watercolors and all sorts of crafts. Japanning, fancy embroidery.”
He turned to her suddenly. “Do you enjoy landscapes? There is a spectacular view of the valley that will delight your artist’s eye, but it is a bit of a walk—about a mile and a half each way. Do you feel up to it?”
She nodded with interest. “I am accustomed to taking a daily constitutional.”
“Good! Come, then. I’ll show you the way.” Trying to restrain his enthusiasm, he led her toward the opening in the overgrown boxwood hedge where a pair of musk rose bushes formed a thorny turnstile, marking the exit from the garden to the fallow fields and woods beyond. They stopped to take deep, lung-filling inhalations of the musk roses’ delicious, honeylike perfume. Exclaiming with unaffected joy at the roses’ late-blooming beauty,
They ambled across the meadow and watched the breeze ripple through the high, golden grasses, serenaded all the while by larks and pipits on the wing; then they followed the twisting footpath into the whispering woods. Birds swooped from branch to branch, following them. Wind-eddied leaves flew before him like the little whirling frisson of delight he felt watching
As they trekked through the woods, the minutes fell away in inexorable succession like toppling dominoes, and time began to skate. Its acceleration dizzied him like the smoky, metamorphosing clouds, ceaselessly shifting as they chased across the late afternoon sky, but slowly, slowly, she began warming up to him.
She smiled at him more frequently as they chatted about nothing in particular, pointing out various flowers and the occasional woodland animal to each other. They saw plump squirrels in the trees, pheasants in the brush, and a horned stag and his shy, delicate does gliding soundlessly through the shadows.
On three separate occasions, he caught her gazing at him longer than she should. He felt distracted, entranced, and painfully alive as he watched her in the mellow autumn afternoon, dazzled by the coppery richness of her golden hair. Her innocence captivated him, and her guileless simplicity healed him somehow. He felt like a man whose fever had broken, flush with the euphoria of the first, tenuous return of strength—still weak, but buoyant with the hope of an eventual return to wholeness. The sickness in his soul, however, laid a jealous claim on him. Just as often and as quickly, the cold, dense cloud shadows would come, flying wraith-like overhead,molding the landscape and casting Alice in a gray half-light so that he wanted to draw her up close in his arms, shelter her until they passed—but he did not. It was too soon. She would pull back. He knew full well that he had only succeeded in luring her out of her room by resorting to the threat of unlocking her door himself. He could not risk scaring her away again.
All the while, the sun rolled west like a miser’s dropped coin. The day was dying; the year, as well. The smell of fallen leaves reminded him of this fact, wafting gently from under his every step as he followed
“Are you coming, lazy?” she asked pertly, her cheeks rosy from the brisk cold and the climb.
“Lazy?” he retorted.
“Well, what are you doing back there?” she asked. “Counting the rocks beneath your feet?” Turning away again to continue her climb, she lifted the hem of her skirts, unconsciously affording him a glimpse of her pretty calves.
“Merely enjoying the view,” he said, savoring the maidenly sway of her hips. But when his perusal led to dangerously tempting thoughts, he brushed past her and took the lead in determination, his black wool greatcoat swinging with his strides. “You’d best keep up, boots. If you fall behind, you’ll lose your rations.”