Loving Heart (The Broken Heart Series Book 3) (6 page)

“No, for giving my mother some type of happiness all of those years. Every time she was with me, she seemed happy, calm and at peace. I thought it was just because she was with me, but now I know. You made her life worth living. She loved you and you tried to protect her, but she knew…she knew he would really hurt her or me, if he ever found out about you. And then he killed her, he probably drove into that utility pole on purpose…head on to make sure they both died.” My hands were shaking. My heart hurt me so badly. I hated my father more than ever today. He was still that monster…even if he was dead. “Though I miss her more than anything in the world, she was destined to die a horrible death at the hands of my father…he was going to kill her anyway.” I reached out to hug him when the elevator doors opened and Michael walked towards us.

“Jenesis, come here, baby, are you okay?” he held me tight against his chest. He glanced over at Joe and extended his hand. Joe grabbed his hand and shook it.

We all walked in together as Ben and Kate stood up to greet us. We sat around the conference table and Ben explained to us what was about to happen.

“This test is quick and painless; you should get the results in a couple of days.” Ben explained as we all glanced at each other. It was an uncomfortable situation…for all of us. “By the way, is the mother involved on her way.” he perused around the room then looked at our faces.

“I told John it was just two, the father and daughter.” Dr. Kate looked at Ben seriously. He nodded.

“Okay, let’s begin.” He took out what looked like long cotton swabs, tubes and two packets that had butterfly needles inside of them. I hated needles. I thought he said it would be quick and painless. Michael held my hand through everything as Kate sat anxiously holding her hands together in her lap.  Joe was calm, but I could tell his mind was somewhere else. Though Kate was young and beautiful, there was no denying that he had loved my mother, she was only forty-five and in the prime of her life with a new baby on the way. She was a beautiful woman, inside and out. Joe sat pensively near the window, while Ben worked on me first. Michael stared at Kate, then stood up and walked over to her.

“Are you okay?” he asked.

“You know…I thought this would be easy, but it’s not. I’m pregnant, we’re not married and his heart belongs to her mother. I know she’s dead, but I also know…that he loved her and that kind of hurts. It especially hurts to know that she was pregnant when she died just over two years ago and now… this …Jenesis. How can I compete with that?” She began to sob into her hands.  Michael held her hand tenderly as his mouth parted in awe. He glanced over at me and whispered, “Pregnant?” as Joe walked over to her. Joe knelt in front of her and Michael stood up and walked over to me.

“I love you, Kate,” Joe said. “You, no one else. What happened was tragic, but it’s been over two years and I have fallen hopelessly in love with you. It doesn’t mean I never loved her, it just means, it’s time to move on. You have nothing to fear…nothing. You and the baby mean everything to me.” he kissed her lips and hugged her tightly. Dr. Kate was about fifteen years younger than Joe. I could see why she loved him though. He was tall, handsome and the kindest, sweetest man on the Earth.

Michael walked out of the office. Ben was done digging in my cheeks and pricking my veins, so I left and followed Michael.

“What’s wrong?” I asked placing my arms around his waist.

“This is all so crazy. Our life is a goddamn Lifetime movie. I wish I would have never met you that day at John Jay. I didn’t know it was you, I swear. I just can’t believe this is happening.”  He shook his head and then grabbed me by my arms. “He was right about me…I was someone else until I met you…you should’ve run away from me at the altar. But he promised me this was never going to happen because he loved you and…
I
loved you. He lied. He lied to everyone.” Michael seemed panic, as if this paternity test triggered a memory for him.

“Michael, calm down. We’ve been through this and much, much more. I can’t get upset. Please, I’m pregnant and I don’t want anything to happen to this baby.” I grabbed his arm tightly and he shrugged me off. I leaned my back against the wall and closed my eyes shut. I felt his lips on mine and I fell apart. I sobbed into his chest as his hands caressed the back of my neck, then he slid them down my back and grabbed onto my waist. He slipped his tongue between my parted lips and kissed me sensually, softly. I kissed him holding nothing back. The feeling was electrifying and I wanted him to hold on to me forever. I held his face in my hands and pulled away slightly from his lips,

“I love you.” I whispered against his lips.

“How can you be so forgiving? With everything that I’ve done to you.” he shook his head and placed his forehead against mine.

“My mother loved my father unconditionally.”

“Did she? Really?”

“Well, that’s what I thought all of these years. I’ve learned to accept the good with the bad…even if the bad outweighed the good. I can’t explain our relationship right now…But, I do know that… I love you. I love you with all of my heart and it’s all
I
know.”  I grabbed his hand and placed it on my chest near my heart. I heard the door open and saw Dr. Joe peek his head out into the hallway.

“There you are. We thought you guys left.” Joe said concerned as he walked towards us.

“Well, that’s it guys. We’re done here. You’ll hear from us soon. Dr. Kate, I’ll tell John you said hello. Jenesis, nice meeting you…and you, too, husband.” He smiled at me with that sexy smile and gave Michael a not-so-friendly look. He strolled out of the office rolling his suitcase like he was worth a million dollars. Karen stared at him as he winked at her and smiled. She shook her head laughing, then walked in.

“Should I serve the food now?” she asked. We all stared at her.

“I’m starving. I’m eating for two.” I said.

“Me, too.” Kate smiled but still had tears rolling down her cheeks.

“Coffee please.” Joe shouted.

“Pancakes? Blueberry pancakes?” Michael asked. We sat together eating in an awkward silence until Joe spoke.

“Thank you, Jenesis and Michael. I hope we can move on from here.” I took a bite of my blueberry pancakes then I placed some more on my fork and fed it to Michael. He opened his mouth and chewed in delight then he puckered his lips and kissed me. Michael nodded his head at Joe and Kate began to cry. Joe held her in his arms and she held onto his neck. I felt so bad for her, I couldn’t understand what she was feeling, but I knew she was hurting.

“Well, thank you for the food. It was delicious, but we have to get going.” I wiped my mouth with the napkin and belched quietly. I guess the baby didn’t like the blueberry pancakes. It gave me a little heart burn.

“We’ll be in touch.” Joe answered. Michael and I waved as Joe held Kate who was still sobbing. I was relieved to leave at that moment. I was getting upset. I felt so terrible that she was crying.  We passed by Karen and waved good-bye. We walked towards the elevator, and Michael pressed the down button. We stared at each other through the mirrors and held hands like two teenagers. He placed his hand on my stomach, then the mirrored doors opened.

“I’m not going into work today. I have other things I’d like to do…are you up for it?” He smiled at me with that devilish grin that gets me hot in zero to sixty. I grabbed his ass in the elevator and pulled the red stop button.

“I can’t imagine my life without being inside of you…I want you…I need you…now.” he grabbed my face with his hands gently. “Take off your pants…”

“What? There are cameras in here.” I whispered.

“Do it, Jenesis, now.” he demanded.  He took off his suit jacket and covered me with it. “Slide your panties to the side.” he dropped his pants and boxers and grabbed me by my waist and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around him as he positioned himself and slid his hot, throbbing manhood slowly into me. I moaned with pleasure against his ear and he pushed himself inside of me deeper. The slow rhythm of his hips was intoxicating and I pushed myself onto him as he filled me completely. He was slowly tearing into me, his length, his thickness; his hands all over me, not missing one curve on my body, his fingers pressing into all of the right places. His touch captivated me, like a bolt of lightning, igniting that fire between my legs that only he can start…
and finish
.  I could feel myself getting ready to shatter and the moans that escaped his beautiful lips meant he was getting ready, too. His tongue gently massaged mine, playing tug of war to see who could swallow who first. He pulled away from my lips for a moment.

“Oh God, baby, you feel so fucking good.” he whispered against my lips.

“I can’t hold it Michael, I’m going to…” He grabbed my ass hard, fingers digging deep into my cheeks, giving me the ride of my life as he thrust into me faster. I couldn’t breathe, the feeling was unrelenting and I was going to explode at any moment.

“Wait for me, I’m almost there.” he pushed me up against the elevator wall, then lifted me up off of him, placed his jacket on the floor, and laid me on his jacket. I looked up at him.

“What are you doing?” he spread my legs and plunged his tongue into my aching flesh. The pressure between my hips building up. He licked and sucked on my tender flesh while I bucked my hips against his mouth. I couldn’t hold it anymore and I screamed…loudly, until I shattered into his mouth.

“Oh God! Hurry Michael, hurry!” I shouted. He lifted me up again and slid himself inside of me. His hips banging into me fast as my back banged against the elevator wall until he cried out “Jenesis! Baby, shit!” on his release and came inside of me. I held onto to him tightly, as he stood still, jolting and moaning against my ear. His sweet breath sending chills up my spine. Then, we heard a voice through the intercom in the elevator.

“Is everything okay in there? The elevator cameras are out? We heard shouting…is everyone okay?” We looked at each other then I pushed myself against him. Michael laughed.

“We’re fine.” He shouted as the sweat trickled down the side of his forehead. “We don’t know what happened. We’ll check the buttons again.” he shouted. Michael kissed me hard, plunging his tongue in my mouth. He released me from his kiss and gazed into my eyes.

“You’re a dirty little thing, aren’t you?” he slid me down his body as our sweat and cum skated over our stomachs and slid down our thighs. We didn’t care that we were wet and slippery.

“Hmmm…and you love every minute of it.” I picked up my pants and panties and slid them up to my waist.  Michael tried to fix his suit and look presentable before pushing the stop button to get the elevator to run normally. Our ‘Just fucked’ appearance, his disheveled suit, messy hair, and sweat hanging from our foreheads couldn’t be hidden. He glanced over at me to make sure I was dressed, then gave me that sneaky little devil smile and pressed the red button. As the elevator went down to the lobby the doors opened to an array of people waiting. We had to push our way through the crowd. 

“Excuse us.” Michael shouted. We held hands as we walked out, and then turned around to look at the people getting in the elevator. I giggled and Michael yanked on my hand gently to remind me not to laugh. He smiled and then winked at me.

“I wonder if the smell of sex is still lingering in the air in there.” He smiled. “You smell and taste delicious.” Michael leaned towards my face and licked my cheek.

“Jesus, Michael. Your breath smells like me.” I smiled and wiped my face with my hand.

“Delicious. Let’s head home. I’d like to reenact the elevator scene in ours.”  I rolled my eyes and he grabbed my ass. We hailed a cab but before we went inside he said,

“It’s over…it’s a new beginning. Just you and me…and the baby.” His eyes lit up my world and I believed him. I believed that the nightmare we lived was over.
I trusted him. I loved him, unconditionally.

Michael   Chapter 5

I woke up the next morning from the best sleep I’ve had in a year. I was lying flat on my back with my hands behind my head. I opened my eyes slightly to admire her beautiful soft features. I got lost in the movement of her breasts as they slowly moved up and down against her chest to the rhythm of her sleeping breaths. She moved underneath the sheets, her leg barely skimming my thigh, though enough to awaken the beast that lay so close to her. I pretended to sleep as I watched her through squinted eyes as she leaned in and kissed my belly button. I wanted to flinch, but I closed my eyes quickly, pretending to be in a deep sleep.  Before I knew it, my enormous erection stood at attention giving her forehead a tap, an invitation to swallow me whole…
and she did
.

I smiled with my eyes closed as she licked the tip of my pulsating head. She lightly caressed me with her hand then slowly placed me in her mouth until I hit the back of her throat. I lifted my bottom to push into her mouth and it only drove her to want to suck on me harder. I let out a soft moan, trying not to be so obvious that I was enjoying her mouth. She knew I wanted more so she slid her tongue up and down my shaft, as she grabbed a hold of my sac. She blew on my tip then covered it with her tongue. Soon the force of my hips were taking over and there wasn’t much I could do. That moment when your cock takes over is the only thing I was feeling and I started to lose control. She sucked on me gently, she knew she had me right where she wanted me.  I was a sucker for those intoxicating lips and tongue. I wish she could keep me in her my mouth forever. But forever didn’t last and my body reacted to the slick movement of her tongue. I grabbed her head and thrust gently as far as I could down her throat. Her gag reflexes were off this morning and she took it all in. I opened my eyes and grabbed her by the hair. She kept a tight grip around my tip until I came in her mouth. She swallowed it all; only a little slid down the sides of her lips. She was so incredibly sexy. I couldn’t believe how much she loved giving me a blow job. A man’s dream come true. I lifted her head and pulled her close to me wiping the sides of her lips with my thumb.