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“I still think Dale sent that text,” Laurel said, curling her legs under her on the overstuffed chair in her bedroom. She dropped the remote in her lap and reached for the glass of tea she'd set on the windowsill.

“Why would he?” Drew asked from her place on the bed.

The two had forged a functioning truce since Nicki's vigil the night before. Mandy imagined it was more a result of Drew's fear of being left home alone than any real forgiveness, but it was a start. Now the three of them sat in Laurel's bedroom. An Ashton Kutcher DVD was paused on the television screen.

“To freak her out,” Laurel said. “He gets her all
scared with this whack job running around, and she comes running back to his big strong arms.”

“Oh,” Drew said, as if that made perfect sense.

“It's not Dale,” Mandy said. “He's not into subtle. Last night he left three voice messages on my cell. Besides, even if he were able to think of a scheme like that, which I'm finding highly doubtful, I don't think he's sick enough to do it. I mean, the message was basically laughing at Nicki's death, unless I'm totally missing something. He may be an ass, but I don't think he's that deep down cruel.”

“He let you catch him sniffing around the chat easy enough.”

That was true. Maybe Dale was sick, like really twisted. It happened all the time. The guys that seemed to be so together were often just good at hiding something foul and dark. And someone like Dale, a privileged brat who apparently had no morals, could certainly work up that kind of nastiness.
No
, she thought.
You're just angry at him.
Dale wasn't a freak. He was a guy—just a big, stupid guy. He wasn't evil.

“How would he block his user ID? I mean the text message came through without a handle. Dale couldn't have figured out how to do that. He can't
even program his cell phone.”

Laurel smiled broadly and put her tea back on the windowsill. “Maybe not, but he also can't figure out geometry, which is why he has geek-king Matthew do it for him. Are you seeing my ever-so-subtle point?”

“I didn't even know you could hide your ID like that,” Drew said.

“Well, it happened, which means it can be done.” This from Laurel. “I'm the Goddess of Tech, but they come out with functions and features so fast that even I can't keep up.”

“So,” Mandy said, “you think Dale had Matt do this for him?”

“I'm just saying it's one big, obvious, really likely possibility.”

“God, that's so romantic,” said Drew.

Laurel slowly turned her head toward Drew on the bed, then looked at Mandy. “You are going to let me slap her, right?”

“Well, he's doing all of this for Mandy,” Drew said. “Just to get her back. I mean he's obviously thinking about her a lot.”

“Logic fault,” Mandy said. “If he had spent ten seconds thinking about me—the ten he spent
writing ‘kewl profile, let me grab your tits' to that girl online—none of this would be an issue.”

Laurel laughed and clapped her hands. “Girl's got the right head on this one.”

“I just think it's cool to have someone missing you that way.”

“And yet so many stalker victims still press charges,” Mandy said. “Look, whatever. It's over. If it was him, his plan didn't work. If it wasn't…”

Mandy didn't know how to finish that statement. She didn't have to. As she was speaking, Laurel's door burst open and her father shoved his head in the room. Drew, naturally, yelped and fanned her face, and Laurel opened her mouth to protest, but her father was already talking.

“Turn on the news,” he said, stomping into the room, heading directly for the television. “They have a picture of the guy. You all need to see this, need to know what to look out for. Why is the screen frozen? Who is this? What's wrong with this television set?”

Laurel pulled the remote from her lap and hit a button, sending Ashton Kutcher's face away and replacing him with an episode of
Saturday Night Live
. “What channel?” she asked.

“Try four.”

Laurel pressed a button. The three girls gathered on the bed for the best view of the screen. A grainy black-and-white picture hung frozen above the anchorman's shoulder. Then it came to life, showing a hunched man in a black coat pulling someone across what looked like a parking lot. The angle was odd; it seemed to be shot from high up. The man was looking over his shoulder, giving the camera a blurry profile. The person with him yanked hard, trying to escape. He yanked back, and all of them gasped when Nicolette Bennington's frightened face came into the frame.

“Where's the volume?” Laurel's father asked.

Laurel hit a button.

“Again, police are looking for this man in connection with the abduction and murder of Nicolette Bennington.”

“Damn,” Laurel's dad said angrily. “That didn't give you a good enough look. If you kids were paying attention and actually took this seriously instead of just watching your little heartthrobs telling fart jokes…”

“Dad! Breathe! We'll download it off the Web.”

Her father looked at her like she'd just slapped
him. Confusion and anger took turns scrunching his features. With no reply, he simply shook his head and walked out of the room.

The best picture they could find, the one that showed the most of the man's face, filled Laurel's computer screen less than two minutes later. The image was black-and-white, taken by a security camera concealed in the eaves of the library. It showed the large, stooped man in a long black coat, his hand firmly grasping Nicki's bicep. He looked feral, like an animal.

“God, Nicki must have been so scared,” Drew said.

Yes,
Mandy thought. She was scared herself, and she was only looking at a bad picture of the man. She wasn't being held by him, dragged into the dark woods at the back of the library where he would…

“He's like grandpa old,” Laurel said. “Total Crypt Keeper.”

She had that right. From the side, the man's nose was rounded like a beak over his thin lips. His chin seemed to point downward, but Mandy thought that might just be a trick of the shadows or maybe a beard that had lost definition in the
photograph. The eye she could see was surrounded by puffy flesh. His eyebrows rested on a pronounced ridge. His cheek sank into shadow just above his jaw. Mandy thought about the images of witches she'd seen in elementary school. He reminded her of those, only male, without the hat and broom, and very real.

“Gotta be a drifter,” Laurel announced. “They would have caught him already if he was local. You can't hide a face like that.”

Though disturbed by the image, Mandy found herself relieved. Nicki's killer had not been one of them, had not been a friend or acquaintance—
she'd never hang out with someone like that
—and this knowledge was soothing in its own way. She felt safer.

“At least we know who to look out for,” Drew said. “God, he's so creepy.”

“Yes, he is,” Laurel agreed. “I think we need some Ashton to wash that freak out of our eyes.”

 

Mandy left Drew at Laurel's house, hoping her friends would talk and put last night's misunderstanding behind them for good. Walking through the cool afternoon air, she felt uneasy. She lived in
the same neighborhood as Laurel, only seven blocks away, and though she never once saw anyone creeping through yards, the terrible man from the news followed her home. She kept throwing looks over her shoulder and to the sides, checking the narrow yards that ran beside familiar houses. She carried him in her head, his beak nose, his thin lips. The thought of his fingers made her skin crawl.

Her feet moved faster as she told herself that he had moved on. He couldn't stay anywhere in town—in the state—without being recognized. His face was all over the news. His face, his nose, his lips, his fingers…

Don't run,
she told herself.
Just be cool. There's no way he's out here. Don't freak.
Walking up her own driveway, Mandy tingled with anxiety. She didn't want to be alone in the house. Once inside, she locked the door with trembling fingers, then hurried to the kitchen to test the back door locks as well. Upstairs, checking e-mail, she did not turn on music, but instead listened for any break in the house's quiet.

Again, she was surprised by how few e-mails waited in her inbox. Half a dozen friends she'd
seen at the vigil dropped notes, commenting on the sad event. Dale wrote her two notes, both of which she erased on sight. The ritual of e-mail comforted her. There was spam from an online clothing store where she'd bought a blouse once, an offer to buy Viagra online, and a note from a screen handle she didn't immediately recognize.

Kylenevers

Subject
: Me Again

Hey, sorry about yesterday. I know we don't know each other. Kyle here. I feel kind of bad about IMing you like that. With everything going on with N., I just wanted to chat…don't know a lot of people and was kind of upset. Going to the vigil last night helped. A really nice ceremony. Were you there? Anyway, sorry. Maybe we can chat some other time. I really did like your profile.;-) C ya.

K

 

“Not needing a looz for my buddy list,” Mandy said. She closed the e-mail and was navigating the cursor to the delete button when the doorbell rang.

The sound was so unexpected, her heart leaped into her throat. She stood, left the desk, and creeped to the window. Doing her best to look without being seen, she searched the curb, then looked down at her driveway.

“Oh, perfect,” she whispered, seeing Dale's silver Audi parked on the white concrete.

The doorbell rang again. Mandy considered ignoring it, like she had ignored his phone calls and his e-mails, but told herself she was being childish. This wasn't the mature way to handle a relationship. Not that being mature was one of Dale's strong points. Still, she knew that if she didn't talk to him, he'd keep coming around. Besides, if he was playing stupid jokes, like sending her twisted text messages, she wanted to put a stop to it. Right now.

At the front door, she looked through the window and saw Dale bouncing on his heels nervously. She hated to admit it, but he looked great, wearing a thin black leather jacket over a cream-colored sweater and perfectly faded jeans. His black hair was properly mussed and fixed with product. To her, he looked like a young Keanu Reeves. In fact, that's what most people thought. Mandy reached
up to pat down her hair, then stopped in defiance.

She didn't care what she looked like, not for Dale. This wasn't a date!

Mandy opened the door, consciously drawing a frown on her lips. “Dale,” she said dryly, as if already completely bored with the conversation, though her heart beat fast.

“Hey,” he said, still fidgeting with nervous energy. “You okay?”

“I'm fine,” she said coolly.

“Yeah, good. Look, you didn't return any of my messages or anything, and I was getting kind of worried. Things are kind of weird now with Nicki and all.”

“I'm a big girl,” Mandy told him. “I can take care of myself.”

“Sure, yeah, I know,” he said. “It's just, well, I was worried.”

“You said that.”

“I know,” Dale replied, his voice shaky. He bounced on his heels again, looked over his shoulder at the street and the houses, looked back at Mandy. “Could I come in? I mean, so we can talk?”

“Dale, I've said all I intend to.” She liked the confident sound of her voice. It was strong and in con
trol. This was the way she had sounded in her head, when she'd imagined all the things she would say to him. “We obviously have very different ideas about what a relationship is.”

“Come on, Mandy. No, we don't. I was just flirting, being stupid. It's no big deal. Nothing happened.”

“Well, Dale, something did happen. You got caught. Besides that, you humiliated me, and now I have to deal with that, and so do you.”

She could see him struggling for a comeback. He was trapped. She didn't know if he was going to go the childish route and get angry with her, make some nasty comment, or if he was going to continue trying to talk his way out of it. When he did speak, he actually surprised her.

“You're right,” he said. “I was stupid, too stupid to even know why I did it. But all of this stuff with Nicki is really getting to me. You know, making me think? About you and me and other stuff?”

Mandy's heart warmed. He looked so sad. She actually felt sorry for Dale, even after everything he'd done. But for all she knew, this was just another trick, another game. Part of her wanted to hold him and kiss him and pretend she'd never
seen the instant message. Another part of her, the intelligent part, wanted to remain strong. Maybe they could work things out, but not until she knew for certain Dale was sincere.

“We've all been thinking a lot,” she said. “I can't believe Nicki's gone, and it scares me, but I'm not going to use that as an excuse for us to get back together.”

“I'm not saying that. I'm just saying that things are different now. God, you never listen to me.” Anger was creeping into Dale's voice. He wasn't getting what he wanted, and since that was such a rare thing for Dale, he didn't know how to deal with it.

“You should go,” Mandy said. “We can talk later.”

“I want to talk now,” he said.

“I don't.”

“Why is it always about what you want?” he asked, the anger now clear. “It's not always about you. I mean, you just show up at my house and spy on what I'm doing. Then you freak out, and you don't even let me explain.”

“I believe your explanation was ‘Guys and girls are different.'”

“Well, they are,” Dale said, reverting back to his
original argument. “I was just messing around. It didn't mean anything to me, but to you it's like some relationship nine-eleven.”