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Authors: Alyssa Rose Ivy

Tags: #The Allure Chronicles, #Book 2

than watch him suffer. He deserved

better. He’d find better.

“It’s going to be okay.” Violet

put a hand on my shoulder. I

shrugged her off. It wasn’t going to

be okay, and it would hurt until the

change happened completely. Then

I could finally hide inside my

emotionless existence.

My brief time with Owen had

changed me, and I hoped I’d one

day be granted a glimpse back at

the beautiful moments we’d shared.

I would do everything possible to

find my way back to myself, but I

knew that was only a pipedream.

My human life was over, and that

meant any life with Owen.

“Daisy!” Owen called my name

again from somewhere in the

distance, and I curled up into a ball

on the ground.

“Please, can you make the

change come faster?” I’d never

imagined I’d ask for something like

that, but I needed it. The pain was

too much to bare.

“Yes.” Arabella’s voice came

from behind me. “We can make it

instant, Daisy. All you have to do is

ask.”

“Do it.” I closed my eyes and

waited for the feelings to fade

away.

Owen and Daisy’s story continues

in
Lost (The Allure Chronicles

#3)
, coming soon.

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Forged in Stone (The Forged

Chronicles #1)
, a New Adult

Fantasy Romance by Alyssa Rose

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FORGED IN STONE

The Forged Chronicles

Alyssa Rose Ivy

The son of darkness is all grown

up...

James is a Guardian. He is

tasked with protecting the most

important person in his world. For

eight years he has done his job

without complaint, but he has

grown tired of living under the

shadow of a father who is

responsible for the most

unimaginable violence and

destruction his world has ever

known.

Ainsley is at a loss for what to

do with her life. She hates her two

dead end jobs and the family who

betrayed her. She has resigned

herself to living one day at a time,

but she longs for an escape from

her lonely life.

When Ainsley finds James in her

bed, their two lives and worlds

collide. They may have both found

exactly what they need, but the

darkness James has been running

from his whole life has just caught

up.

JAMES

The dated rock music was giving

me a headache. If not for the

alcohol still left in my glass I would

have been out of the bar already.

Even the redhead hanging on my

every word was getting to me. Did

girls no longer believe in the chase?

“James?” she said my name with

an exaggerated southern drawl that

came across as almost fake. It

probably was.

“Yes?” I blinked a few times

trying to bring things back into

focus. I had drunk far too much, but

there was nothing I could do about

that now.

“Are you even listening to me?”

She tapped her fingers on the bar

top between us.

“No.” I took in the faded blue

paint on the walls. The place had

seen better days, but it served my

needs perfectly. No one thought

anything of the quiet guy getting

plastered at the bar. I blended in.

“I asked you if you wanted to

take me home. I only live a few

blocks from here.” She put her hand

on my upper thigh.

I looked into her glazed over

green eyes. “Probably not.”

“Oh.” Hurt marred her overly

made-up face, and for a second I

felt bad, but then it faded. She

would be even more hurt when I

left her in the morning. Besides, if

she was half as drunk as I was, she

had no idea what she was asking.

“I am doing you a favor.” I

downed the rest of my beer. It was

some crappy lager I had no plans to

try again. I had chosen it as an

alternative to the whiskey that had

filled my glass earlier in the

evening.

“Oh.” She stared at me blankly.

She clearly liked that word.

“See you around.” I moved over

a stool to make sure she got the

less than subtle hint. I did not

particularly enjoy being mean, but I

had no time or energy to play nice.

Loud laughter got my attention.

“Cold.”

I looked at the aging bartender

chuckling in front of me before

glancing down at the now vacant

stool the redhead had been seated

on. “Honesty.”

“You have to admit that was

harsh.” He leaned on his elbows.

“Do you usually treat pretty girls

that way?”

“Would it have been better to

have bedded her and never spoken

to her again?”

He straightened up. “No, but

there is an in-between. There is

value in politeness.”

“And what value is that?” I

pushed my empty beer glass

toward the bartender. “Give me

something stronger this time.”

“I can’t serve you more. We

both know that.”

“And we both know you make

exceptions.” I was drunk. There

was no question about that, but I

needed more to numb the

emptiness. Otherwise there was no

point in having made the trip into

Charleston.

“I can’t serve you more booze,

but I don’t mind listening.”

“Listening?” I raised an

eyebrow. “Do I look like I want

someone to listen?”

“You’re wasted before nine

o’clock at night. You need someone

to talk to.”

“Next time I will wait until later

to get intoxicated.” I tossed down

enough money to cover double my

tab and stumbled out of the bar.

The cool night was a welcome

change from the stifling heat of the

overcrowded dive. It had been

years since I lived in the city of

Charleston, South Carolina, but one

thing remained the same. They still

insisted on pumping heat into

buildings the second the

temperature dropped south of sixty

degrees. I doubted that most of the

people at the bar could survive long

where I came from.

The city portion of my walk

should not have taken long, but it

did. I guess that happens when you

get pissed drunk. I knew Charleston

well from the months I lived there

in high school—and the few nights I

spent there now. I spent most of

my time in an altogether different

place, a place that had stopped

feeling like home years ago. A place

that was literally another world.

I was far too exhausted to make

it all the way back home, so I

stopped at the one place I could in

the city. I had no key, but I had

another plan to get in. I went

around back, taking one cursory

look into the withering garden

before starting my climb up the

thick ivy that wound its way all the

way up to the third story balcony.

The ivy swayed under my

weight, but I made it onto the

balcony without breaking my neck. I

shook the doorknob with enough

force to get it to budge. I pushed

the door open, kicked off my boots,

and tossed my shirt before

collapsing on the queen sized bed.

It was not my bed, but at the

moment any bed would do.

AINSLEY

Iwas living the life of a TV sitcom

friend. You know the type: the

boring one that serves no purpose

except to make the main character

seem more interesting. I worked

not one, but two dead end jobs. I

didn’t know which was worse,

serving frozen yogurt or working as

an office assistant at a law firm.

Neither had anything to do with my

career goals, but as my mom

always said, beggars can’t be

choosers. My art history degree had

proved as useful as it sounded. I

couldn’t manage to land a job

working in a gallery, let alone a

museum. I’d eventually have to go

back to school to get a degree in

something useful, but the thought

of spending time in a classroom

wasn’t something I could stomach.

At twenty-two, I was just happy to

be paying the bills without moving

back in with my parents. It was

more than most of my friends could

say. Or at least most of the friends I

still had.

I waited impatiently as a couple

stared at the flavor listing above my

head. They’d been in the frozen

yogurt shop for twenty minutes

already. We only offered a dozen

flavors. The decision couldn’t have

been that hard to make. “We close

at nine.” I used the most polite

voice possible, but as it was 8:56 I

figured they needed a reminder.

“That means you don’t let new

customers in after nine. We’re

already here. You can’t kick us out.”

The guy wrapped his arm around

his date’s waist. “Don’t worry baby,

there’s no rush.”

I bit my tongue. Who did this

clown think he was? If I wasn’t

certain the guy would report me

and get me fired, I would have

given him a piece of my mind.

Instead I started wiping up a sticky

spot on the counter I’d overlooked

earlier. Despite how boring the job

was, it did pay decently, and I

didn’t mind my boss.

“Can I try the vanilla again? I’m

not sure I liked it.” The girl pointed

at the hard yogurt in the case in

front of her.

Seriously? Who tried vanilla

twice? I mean everyone in the

world knew what that flavor tasted

like. I gritted my teeth. “Sure.” I

picked up one of the small pink

spoons and scooped a tiny amount.

I handed it to her.

She tasted it. “I’m still not sure.”

I glanced at the neon colored

clock by the door. It was two

minutes after nine now. “I’m sorry,

but I really have to close.”

“No you don’t. You’re going to

let my girlfriend take her time and

pick a flavor.” The guy puffed out

his chest like that was supposed to

intimidate me or something.

I sighed before glancing at the

clock again. I was going to be late

meeting my friends for drinks. Or

really my friend Grace and her other

friends. Saying it in the plural made

it sound better.

“Is the chocolate chip cookie

dough flavor good?” The girl batted

her long eyelashes. I’d have bet a

lot they were fake.

“If you like cookie dough, yes.”

She nodded as though I’d just

shared some life altering secret.

“Can I try that one too?”

I sighed again. “Sure.” I took out

another pink spoon.

She tried it. “I changed my

mind. I don’t want anything.” The

girl turned toward the door.

“I agree. Horrible service here.”

The guy followed her and slammed

the door behind him.

I silently cursed them while I

wiped down the rest of counter.

There was a time in my life when I

got along with everyone. That time

had come and passed. Now I was

lucky if I could handle being in the

same room as someone who

rubbed me the wrong way. It made

working in the service industry

dicey, especially when your

customers were mostly tourists. I

loved living in Charleston, but

sometimes I wished I lived

somewhere a little more off the

beaten path.

I finished my clean up and

checked the clock again. I didn’t

have time to do much to help my

appearance, but I changed into a

black three-quarter length sleeve

sweater rather than my Yogurt Love

t-shirt. I checked the tip jar. There

wasn’t much in there, which was

the same way it was every shift.

Clearly my sparkling personality

wasn’t doing me any favors.

I locked up and hurried out to

my car, checking the clock as soon

as I started the engine. Nine

twenty-two. I could still make nine-

thirty if I didn’t hit too many lights.

I raced down to King Street,

nearly destroying my car in an

attempt to parallel park in the

smallest spot known to man. Even

my tiny Honda Fit barely found

enough room. If it had been during

the day, I could have avoided using

my car completely, but I was far too

paranoid to walk around the city

alone at night. My step-dad the cop

had shared countless horror stories

with me.

I got out and booked it around

the corner to the bar. Right before I

reached the entrance I realized I

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