Man in the Shadows (13 page)

McGee relished a good fight and revelled in the rough and tumble of an election, but the intensity of the Montreal campaign left him depressed. “Why do Irishmen have to fight each other with the fire of the devil?”

Conor knew it was a rhetorical question. He was learning when to listen and not answer—which with D’Arcy McGee was most of the time. Still, he thought he would try a line on him. “Sir, why not say that Fenianism is a rung on a ladder leading nowhere?”

McGee thought for a moment. “Change it to ‘intolerance’ and make it the first rung, and I’ll use it.” He smiled. “‘Intolerance is the first rung on a ladder leading nowhere.’ Have you been thinking of that one for a while?”

Conor tried to act nonchalant. McGee liked his sentence. He might even use it!

“Well done, boyo,” he said. “Well done.”

“Sir, I would prefer that you not call me that.”

McGee looked stunned. “I call you every name under the sun.”

“But not ‘boy’ or ‘boyo.’ And could you save ‘my bucko’ for your opponents?”

“Toughening, are we? Or getting more sensitive?”

“I went through some changes in Ottawa.”

There was a softening in the air. “How’s your da?” McGee asked.

“Fine, I guess,” Conor answered rather sheepishly.

“That’s not what I hear.”

“What do you know?” Conor asked tentatively.

“If you think he’s fine, I obviously know more than you.”

Conor just nodded.

“Listen to me, son. He deserves better.”

Better than what? Conor thought. Me? He felt like saying that Thomas hated McGee with particular passion, but he supposed he knew that. “We had a talk,” he said simply. “A fight, actually.”

“I heard it was more than a fight.”

“That’s true, I guess, but now I know more about what he went through.”

“You do, eh? No one can really know what an immigrant has been through. What pain. What sacrifices. Once you remember that, the better.”

He held his gaze on Conor so that the word “sacrifices” would not be missed. Then he was the old McGee again. He brandished a piece of paper with Conor’s writing on it. “Now get back to work. I’ll call you no names, but I swear it’s a wonder I keep you around. Your spelling is atrocious and your grammar worse.”

DURING
the Montreal election, Conor stayed at Scanlon’s Hotel. Charles Scanlon was a McGee supporter, and he provided the room for a pittance. On free evenings, Conor pored over books and articles. He was reading Jules Verne’s
Journey to the Centre of the Earth.
He liked the story, but most of all he liked that Verne was the most popular writer this year and that this was the book people were talking about. When he read, he also practised the language. McGee was right: he had much to learn about spelling and grammar. But it was mispronunciation that he worried about the most. He worked on this as he worked on everything else: with resourceful, and sometimes painful, diligence. In the privacy of his room, he would read each word out loud to ensure he said it properly. If he wasn’t sure of a word’s pronunciation, he would ask Mr. McGee.

A year ago, he called someone a “retrobate” trying to use a D’Arcy McGee–type word. “It’s ‘reprobate,’ you young fool,” McGee corrected him. And he called Conor a reprobate for a week. He was a tough teacher, but Conor was learning.

While D’Arcy McGee could help Conor with words, he was
little help with etiquette. His table manners were atrocious. McGee ate with the same bluster as he conversed: elbows flapping like birds’ wings and his mouth overflowing with food. Conor was determined to learn the ways of the table. Sometimes he was invited to important dinners, but he would be seated at a table in the back with other assistants or with the press. He always watched John A. Macdonald. Macdonald seemed comfortable at the table. He was somewhat studied, but graceful and polished. But his good behaviour had its limits. By the dessert course, he often shocked the ladies with his stories and questionable jokes.

A mother might have taught Conor the niceties of manners and deportment. He pictured Margaret O’Dea hovering over her young son, sternly pointing at his elbows on the table as he sipped a root vegetable soup she had just prepared. The room would be tidy, with feminine touches: lace curtains, cut glass and maybe even figurines. He would obediently take his elbows off the table, and she would smile proudly. He imagined her reading to him at night. Could she read? Probably not. But she would have told him stories, nurtured him, comforted him—loved him. Instead, Margaret O’Dea lay on Grosse Isle in the middle of the St. Lawrence River. He had to teach himself.

Once a week when he was in Montreal, Conor walked along St. Catherine Street to dine at the St. Lawrence Hotel. In a freshly pressed suit, starched shirt and perfectly tied cravat, he was the picture of sophistication. He even sported a new walking stick. He would often bring a newspaper to give himself cover while he watched others. He studied the placement of the cutlery and when and how it should be used.

The hotel had a large American clientele. During the Civil War, many prominent Southerners stayed there. It was apparently the only bar in Montreal that served mint juleps. John Wilkes Booth had
been a guest just before heading to Washington’s Ford’s Theatre to assassinate Abraham Lincoln. Conor was no Southern sympathizer, but he admired the table manners of Southern gentlemen.

Conor watched a man in a white linen suit sniff the cork of a red Bordeaux—claret, the English said. The waiter poured an inch. The customer held the glass up, rolled the liquid in the glass and studied it in the light. He ate a small piece of bread. Then, finally, he took a sip. He seemed to savour his performance as much as he did the wine. He nodded at the waiter, who then poured the wine. This was hardly the way you served a grunt at Lapierre’s. Lesson for the night: choosing a wine is a ritual as much as a task. He would have to learn more about this. He studied how Americans cut their meat and then transferred their fork to their right hand to eat. The English would keep the fork in their left hand. He adopted the English system.

The waiter was a friend of his, a French Canadian who pretended to know the bayou when he addressed the Southerners. It was good for tips. He told Conor that the special tonight was beefsteak and onions.

“What’s special about it?”

“The price. I can get you an extra piece. No one will notice. The chef is already into the cooking wine.”

Lesson number two: it’s not just what you know, it’s who you know. But Conor already knew that.

J
olicoeur’s Saloon was a popular drinking spot at the crossroads between English-speaking and French-speaking Montreal, on the corner of St. Catherine Street and St. Lawrence—“the Main.” It was a kind of no-man’s-land, neutral ground for a series of all-candidates meetings over the August 1 weekend. Just before the meeting started, Conor stood off to the side of the stage, alone. He examined the sweltering crowd through the smoke and rising sweat. He listened to the accents of old Europe dance across a New World hall, and saw a people divided. The French Canadians huddled together in a group; they didn’t mix with the English, and the English certainly didn’t mix with them. The Irish immigrants clustered together with their own songs and customs. The rich clung to each other for protection. And so did the poor. Ulster Protestants looked at the Irish Catholics with disgust. The look was returned with pity as the Catholics thought hell awaited their Protestant neighbours. The Scottish Presbyterians scowled at the Methodists. The Church of England looked down on everybody. The Americans were supposed to have created a melting pot, but their union had been torn apart in a horribly vicious civil war. Canada was a country of factions that rarely met together, let alone mixed. What future could it have?

Conor could taste the harsh whisky in the Elgin Street bar again—it was the flavour of defeat. There was no point. McGee and Macdonald, and all their talk of a new land and new ideas … it was an impossible dream. Over the loud din of differing, disagreeing people, Conor could hear his father’s defeated voice: “Confederation is a waste of energy. Canada is a waste of time.” It sounded sensible, logical, even liberating—there was no point.

Just then, D’Arcy McGee touched his elbow. Conor jumped with surprise. “It would be easy to give up, wouldn’t it?” McGee whispered. Conor was dumbfounded. “But it would be wrong, Conor. Dead wrong.” McGee held his arm a little tighter. “My generation will never bring them all together, but yours might, if you care enough and try to understand each other.”

McGee’s words amazed Conor. Why did he always seem to be able to read his thoughts?

Conor noticed Barney Devlin entering the room with aplomb. McGee watched his exuberant entrance as well. “He has all the wit and perspective of a temper tantrum,” McGee said under his breath.

“Do you really think it’s worth it?” Conor asked, watching Devlin wave to a group of his supporters at the bar. A well-dressed man with a bushy red beard waved back and gave a cheer.

“I’ve never been so sure,” McGee answered. “Never.”

A rather distinguished man gracefully walked up to them. Conor noted how he carried his walking stick with flair and ease. He would have to work on that.

“Mr. McGee, a word, if I might.”

McGee reached out and took the gentleman’s hand. “Joseph Faulkner,” he said. “How nice to see you.”

Faulkner returned the handshake formally. Even in the heat, his tie was firmly tied, his collar severely starched and his jacket tightly
done up. Very dapper; Conor was impressed. He would have been more impressed had McGee introduced him. But he was preoccupied.

“Did you get my letter?” Faulkner asked.

“Yes, but I cannot agree with you, Joe. The Fenians have to be stopped. This fanaticism must be cured.”

Joseph Faulkner had supported McGee in the past, but had broken with him because of his attack on the Fenians. He felt McGee was unnecessarily stirring up trouble and should let the issue die down naturally.

“I hope you’re not going to be too inflammatory tonight.”

“I’ll bore them all to sleep. You know me.”

“Yes, I do. All too well,” Faulkner muttered—rather rudely, Conor thought—and walked off.

McGee turned to Conor, trying to keep a brave face. “Just another of my friends,” he said.

Friends, family, Conor thought, who can you turn to? Who can you trust? D’Arcy McGee saw the pain in Conor’s face and patted him on the shoulder. “So how are you, young man? Truly?”

Conor heard himself say, “I went to an Orange Parade.” He knew it was bad form to talk like this just before a speech, but it was too late now.

“They play a fine fife,” McGee responded with a wry smile, but he saw that Conor was in no mood for a joke. “Look, Conor, don’t let the fools cloud your mind. There isn’t anybody prouder of his Irish-Catholic heritage than I am, but you can’t be outraged about the Orange Lodge without being ashamed of the Fenians. It’s a secret organization just like the Orangemen, only it’s on our side, so we’re not supposed to object. Well, I object. I’m on neither side. They both have their own bigots and blockheads.”

“And they both hate you.”

“Yes, they both hate me. Still, we are becoming better friends,
Catholic and Protestant. We rarely cut each other’s throat in the name of God anymore.” They both watched a crowd at the bar drinking and whooping it up, and Conor marvelled at McGee’s enthusiasm under pressure. “Now go and join my wife, lad. She’s got some foolish idea that I’m getting sick or something. Tell her that what I’m doing—no, what
we’re
doing—is worth every bead of sweat and every bloody insult.”

Conor smiled at his short, scruffy employer. In the heat, McGee looked sloppier than usual. Yet he stood tall; taller than anyone in the crowd.

“I believe you have a speech to make, sir.”

McGee took Conor’s hand, firmly shook it and headed for the stage.

IT
was so hot in Jolicoeur’s Saloon that the man in the smoky shadows draped his grey coat over his shoulder. He had brought it because he needed the pockets. He drifted through the crowd on a prowl. He had changed his look; simply shaving off his moustache and growing longer sideburns had altered the shape of his face. But the sneer was the same and a hellish fire was still in his eyes. He continually pushed back his hair or rubbed his eyes, covering his features as often as possible. When he was afraid he might be too conspicuous, he used his coat as a shield, blocking his face. Stir it up, he thought, and soon the pot would boil over. A word here, a complaint there, a nasty rumour launched—it was actually rather fun. The Fenians were in town, and they were in business. There was no army—not yet—just him. But then, it took only a spark to start a fire.

D’ARCY
McGee always preferred to speak last, to have the final say, but tonight he had picked the shortest straw and would be the first
speaker. Walking to the podium, he tried not to limp, but he clearly favoured his sore leg, leaning on his walking stick. Conor thought he was greeted with more cheers than boos. Confederation and its architects were still popular; the problem was that those who yelled in derision always made more noise.

Conor’s attention was focused on McGee. He didn’t notice the man in the well-tailored suit, sporting a bushy red beard, booing particularly loudly. He didn’t see another man quietly approach him at the bar. He didn’t hear the exchange.

“You don’t much like that fellow McGee, I see.”

“I’d just as soon see him dead.”

While McGee took his place on the makeshift stage, the man with the grey coat took a careful look at the sloppy little man. He looked tired. Well, he
should
be tired. He’s worn out, spent and just about finished. He kept his eyes on McGee as he pulled a tomato from his coat pocket and gave it to the red-bearded heckler beside him. “Here, take this. There may be some fun later.”

McGee stood at the podium and waved to the crowd. “Greetings, my friends, and good evening to all of you privileged to vote in this free and glorious Dominion.” He knew his opening words were banal. They lacked spirit and artistry. Mary was right; he wasn’t feeling well. He was sweating under his waistcoat and jacket. His leg had been hurting him for days, and tonight, in this oppressive heat, the throbbing was like a blacksmith’s hammer.