MC: LaPonte-Karr: Book Three (31 page)

I stand pushing into her as her pussy is clamping down.  "Fuck babe it's so fuckin tight."  She's still in her 'bliss', I think it's a fuckin cute name and want to keep her there.  I push until I'm buried.  She cries out, 'don't stop' and I don't.  My dick is moving with the green light.  I pull her to me looking at her fuckin ink.  I'm not going to last.  I pull out fast.  Fuck.

"No!"  She's whimpering.

I flip her and ram in.  Her hair is every-fuckin-where.  "Fuckin beautiful."  Lifting her legs to my shoulders I pull her hard against me.  Fuck me noises are getting louder adding my grunts and growls I tell her to touch her tits.  Fuck, "just like that babe, use your fingers when you need them."  I growl out trying to keep pace with my dick.  Her fingers slide down and my dick swells.  Fuckin perfect.  She screams my name and clamps down.  "Fuck!"  I growl.  I hit her once more and still, loving the feel of her pussy pulling my come out of me.  Fuckin perfect.  I move her legs sliding out and rolling onto the bed with her against me.  I squeeze her telling her how fuckin good that was.

"I like wicked."  She says trying to pull air.  I laugh.  I forgot about that.

"I love fuckin wicked and I love you.  You always surprise the fuck out of me.  Perfect."  I kiss her head and take some deep breaths to calm my breathing.

"Can we do it again?"  She's asking like she's shy.  This is new.

"Babe, if you want wicked and a slap on your ass every once and a while I think I can accommodate.”  I tell her with a smile.

"Good, it got the tingles."  She's so fuckin matter of fact I crack up hugging her tighter.

"Fuckin Tess."  I jackknife us up swinging her to my lap.  "Let me clean you up and we'll go get dinner.  I could do the Seafood Shack tonight."  She wiggles away and runs into the shower.  I just laugh, fuckin Tess and fish and chips.  I text Patches that we're going to go eat.  I want to add fuckin prick but just hit send then go wash my pretty Tess.

Drying us I dress and wait.  I remember the text and check my phone.  He texts back he's staying at the club tonight he'll talk to me tomorrow.  What the fuck?  Talk to
me
?  He fuckin needs to talk to Tess.  I jam the phone in my pocket so I don't whip it across the fuckin room.  I deep breathe then look for Tess.  She should be done.  She's in shorts looking at her clothes.  "What's up babe?"

She looks back, fuck she's nervous?  "I don’t know what to wear.  I don't want a t to go out for dinner but I don’t want Patches to be mad.  Can you pick something; he won't get mad at you?"  She's fuckin serious.

"No, I'm not picking your clothes Tess.  Neither is Patches.  You wear what makes you happy.  You've never worried before and you're always beautiful.  Don't start this now.  Be comfortable just pick what makes you happy."  Fuckin Patches.

She picks a summery gypsy shirt thing and smiles at me.  "I've been waiting to wear this.  Thank you for all the clothes."

"It's perfect and so are you."  I kiss her lips.  "I didn't get you these clothes.  I didn't know you haven't shopped.  I was going to ask Te Jess to take you shopping."

She smiles huge, so fuckin cute.  "I've never been shopping for me.  I'd like another bathing suit and I have a hole in my jeans."  She's so fuckin excited.  Wearing clothes with holes is normal around here but she needed pants and didn't get them?

"You know you can shop when you need things, just ask your friends, Te Jess or Kate they love to shop.  You can get what you need and have a girl’s day out."

"They wouldn't mind?  I'd like that.  I'm going to ask Jess tomorrow."  She brushes her hair looking at me in the mirror she french braids it so fast.  Fuck she so fuckin pretty.  That's why they kept her so long.  Now she's ours.  I can't remember what she was saying so I kiss her smiling mouth.

We eat laughing through most of our meal.  As we're finishing she asks about Patches.  Fuck.  "Did you check your phone?  Maybe he sent you a text or left a message."  I tell her hoping to Christ he did.  She looks then looks up with fuckin tears shaking her head no.  Fuckin Patches.  I stand putting my hand out for her; I hug her kissing her head.  Max follows us to the register then to the truck.  Tess is quiet on the way home.  I pull in the garage and turn to her.  She has tears on her face.  Fuck, how the fuck did I miss this.  Max has his head in her lap.  She takes a breath in and closes her eyes.

"He doesn't want me because I'm a slave.  Everyone knows it.  I'll always be a slave."  Her fuckin voice is flat.  Fuckin Patches.

"I'm sure that's not it babe, he loves you.  I love you, you're not that person and even if you were you didn't make that choice.  It was a life forced on you."  I'm going to punch him in the fuckin face.

"I know I'm not a slave anymore.  I'm happy with who I'm supposed to be, but Patches doesn't see me like that anymore.  All he sees is the slave."  She looks sad but she's sure of her words.

"Maybe you misunderstood?"  Fuck I hope she did.

"I thought so but the whore from the club, the dark haired one, said everything he did right back to him, she was on his lap.  I know I got it right."

I'm going to fuckin kill him.  She doesn't deserve that disrespect.  I open my door and deep breathe around the truck.  Opening her door I pull her out kissing her head and hugging her to me.  "Let's bring Max for his walk."  She nods and follows holding my hand.  I stop bringing her to my side.  She's not fuckin walking behind me.  She's done nothing to deserve this.  She will not be lower than a fuckin whore that chooses to be a whore.

On our way back my dad and Kate are walking toward us.  Dad sees right off something is wrong.  Kate hugs Tess and starts waking ahead holding her hand.  My dad slows.  "I came home and found Patches yelling at her like she was some fuckin piece of trash.  She just told me he sees her as a slave and everyone knows that's all she'll be.  This is confirmed by Darlene at the club when she said the same words back to him from his lap.  Tess watched it."

"What the fuck is this all about?  Ben says she helped clear the garage today.  He didn't notice anything or he would have said."  My dad is pissed.

"Something with the top she had on, it was a halter but she was completely covered.  Her back was open but she wasn't showing any other skin.  I don't know what the fuck his problem is.  She was afraid to pick the wrong clothes to go eat tonight."

"Fuckin Patches.  I'll see if Ben can go talk to him.  I just want to hit him.  I've been around her every fuckin day, I've never seen her wear anything even close to inappropriate and we're a fuckin MC.

He's right to send Ben.  I want to beat the fuck out of him.  We catch up to the women.  I take Tess’ hand and walk her home.

Tess

I wish I could go back to dreams.  I want to see if we still have twins and play at the beach.  I want to see Patches in my dream.  What if something changed the outcome?  Rich sits in the living room.  He's mad at Patches.  I'm not really, I was a slave.  I was so happy they wanted me knowing that.  Something changed and Patches doesn't like it and doesn't want me anymore.  I can't blame him.  I was a disgusting mess.  I wonder if Rich will change his mind too?  I could work and live in an apartment somewhere.  His phone rings and he walks out the back.  Maybe it’s Patches.

Patches

Bob fuckin yells at me for being so stupid.  Maybe he’s right.  She was covered but the fuckin Prospects were talking shit about the whores and slaves in Laconia.  Every fuckin person here knows she was a slave.  They want to try one out.  I wonder if they tried her out.  Fuckin Hell.  I can’t get it out of my head.  I text Rich back.  I need to get my fuckin head straight.  Maybe get fuckin drunk and crash so this shit will go away for a while.  I wait for the Prospect to open the gate.  There are so many fuckin Prospects now I don’t even know their names.  Rob pulls in right behind me.

“Just who I was looking for.”  He says when I get out.  What now?

“What can I do for you Rob?”  I’m not looking to help anyone right now.  I’m looking for Jim or Jack in a big fuckin glass.

“I think it’s what I can do for you that matters right now.  Tess saw you with Darlene.  You were telling her how Tess will always be just a slave and everyone will always know that.  You do this with Darlene sitting on your lap.  Luckily you haven’t gone in yet.  Tess thinks you don’t want her.  Danny asked Ben to talk to you but he wants to hit you before he talks so he called me for one of my interventions.  Consider this it.  Let’s go get a drink while we figure it out.”  He puts his hand on my shoulder and walks me in.

“Fuck.  Why the fuck does she think I don’t want her?  I was pissed and left but I never said I didn’t want her.”

“I think it was the yelling at her paired with the vision of you with Darlene and that whole conversation that gave her the idea.  Add that to you leaving and not coming back to apologize or calling.  What do you expect her to think?  Did you know Rich found her asleep on the safe room floor, curled in a ball like when she was a slave?  She’s wondering if Rich will change his mind about her too.  He picked that up from her right before he answered my call. ”

“Fuck!  I need to talk to her.”  I turn to go but he stops me.

“I think we should talk first.  You were yelling at Tess.  You need to figure out how to deal with one thing at a time here.  A lot happened in a short amount of time.  Let’s take them one by one and get it straight so when she asks the first question you can answer it.”  As we’re walking I see Darlene and look the other way.  I don’t want to be with the fuckin whores.

Fuck he’s right.  I sit at the bar throwing chin to my Brothers and order a double jack.  Rob gets a beer.  “Why were you so pissed that you were yelling at Tess?”  Fuck first fuckin question.

“She was wearing this halter top while we were helping Ben get some boxes sorted with four Prospects.  Ben noticed the ink she had done.  The Prospects noticed showing appreciation.  It’s a fuckin work of art but then they started talking about Laconia and how they were going to try some whores and slaves.  I was getting more pissed as they were talking.  Her and Ben didn’t even flinch.  She knows she was a slave so she doesn’t care what they say.  I fuckin did.”  Every fuckin one knows she was a slave.

“They were fuckin talking about slaves right in front of her and Ben and Ben didn’t say anything?  She has his protection.”  He looks pissed.

“I don’t know what he heard.  He was working fast trying to get rid of the boxes.”  He was surprised when Tess asked him a question.  He forgot she was there.”  Fuck, maybe he didn’t hear.

“Was Tess close to them?”

“No she was on the other side folding clothes.  Fuck, she probably didn’t hear either.”  I am such a dick.  “I was yelling at her in the house thinking she didn’t care.”  Fuck.

He turns and looks at me.  “Patch, do you think maybe the Prospects don’t know she was a slave?  It’s not like anyone talks about it.  Even if they did, it wasn’t a choice she had.  She didn’t choose to go with the Outlaws.  She was stolen from a church where 22 people were gunned down.  She could easily have been killed along with them.”  He turns away from me.

Fuck.  Rich was fuckin right again.  “Since they’re Prospects maybe they didn’t know.  I’m such a dick.  I stepped over the line.  I was screaming at her.  She must have been terrified.”  I think about what he said.  “She hid in the safe room and fell asleep on the floor.  I made her act like a slave in her own fuckin house.  Fuck.”  I need to tell her what was going through my head.  Maybe she’ll forgive me by Christmas.

“What about what started this, her top.  I’ve never known Tess to dress provocative.  Is this something new she bought?”

“I don’t think she’s ever gone shopping except for a dress me and Rich took her for in Newport to go dancing.  She only wears what the women got her when she first got here.  I sent Anita and Karen for clothes…Fuck.  She only has what someone else bought her.  She’s never even been shopping for herself.  Rich was right.  I stepped way over the line.  What the fuck am I supposed to say besides I’m an ass?”  Fuck, she isn’t going to talk to me.  I can’t even blame her.

“Patches, do you think you might be sabotaging this whole thing with Tess?”  He’s watching for my reaction.

Why the fuck would I be doing this on purpose?  “Why do you ask that?”

“This isn’t the first time you’ve jumped before you thought.  If you’re always pushing people away you’re not going to get hurt.  It wasn’t that long ago you were completely alone.  You liked your life like that.  You had a guarantee you wouldn’t be hurt again.”  He’s looking right in my eyes.  He really thinks I’m pushing her away.  With her I’m pushing Rich away.  They are the two people that could hurt me the most.

Fuck.  Is that what I’m doing?  “I want to tell you no fuckin way.  I can’t do that right now though.  I’m not sure.  Both Tess and Rich can hurt me.  I seem to bounce from being really happy with everything to hurting them.  Really hurting Tess but that hurts Rich.”

He nods.  “The good part of realizing it is you can get help knowing you need it.  The bad part is you have to go home and admit it to the two people you keep hurting after you just fucked up.”  He fuckin smiles.

I drop my head.  “Can you give me a ride home?  I don’t want to do anything else that I could fuckup right now.  I’d probably drive into a fuckin tree or something.”