Authors: Jaleigh Johnson
“Run, lass!” The butcher yelled at her.
Icelin broke for the door, stumbling over her dress. The noise betrayed her. The elf dived at her from the side and caught an arm around her waist. They went down together, arms and legs tangling.
Pain lanced along Icelin’s flank. The elf’s weight pinned her to the floor. She kicked out viciously, trying to find a vulnerable spot. He forced her arms against her sides and put his boot on the back of her head. When she tried to move, he pressed down, hard. Icelin thought her skull would crack from the pressure.
She heard him groping for his sword. He dragged the blade over to them and brandished the pommel. He was going to knock her out, Icelin realized. The fight had come down to kicking and scteaming after all, but she was still going to lose.
The elf s head snapped to the side. Steel clattered on wood, and he pitched forward, sprawling heavily on top of her.
Her arms free, Icelin heaved the elf off and kicked his sword across the room. She raked the hair out of her eyes and felt moisture on her back. She could smell the blood.
“It’s not yours.” The butcher stood over her, clutching a mallet in his hand. “For tenderizin’,” he explained.
“I think you killed him,” Icelin said. She rolled the elf onto his back and put her hands over his heart. “There’s no beat. What about the other?”
“He’s breathin,’ ” Sull assured her.
Icelin had to see for herself. The butcher had strewn Melias across the counter next to the dead deer. Blood and bruises darkened his temple. His chest rose and fell intermittently. He would need healing soon, or he would join his friend.
“Why did you kill him?” Icelin demanded. Fear shook her voice. How had everything gotten so out of control? This could no longer be a private matter. The Watch would have to be called, if someone hadn’t already heard the commotion and summoned them. She would be questioned; Gods, she would have to go through all that again….
“Lass.” The butcher was speaking to her. She’d almost forgotten he was in the room. “I had to, lass. Beggin’ your pardon, but I was eavesdroppin’ just now. These two, or whomever they serve, meant you harm. No man sends his own menmen he knows might be tracedafter a person unless he plans for that body never to come home. After they’d trussed you up and made you gentle, they would have killed me for witnessin’. I’d be just another abandoned shop.”
Icelin felt light-headed. “I have to go home,” she mumbled.
“Best to wait for the Watch.”
“The Watch be damned!” She lowered her voice. “Forgive me, but my great-unclehe must know about this. I’ll bring him back here”
“Wait! What if there are more of them out thete?”
More? She couldn’t comprehend it. She was one small woman squirreled away in a shop, in a city full of folk much larger and darker. Why would someone want her so badly?
Cerest’s scarred face appeared in her mindthe puckered red skin, the ruined ear.
“He wants revenge,” Icelin said. “There’s no other explanation.” She glanced at Sull. The butcher looked extremely uncomfortable. “You know who I am,” she said. It wasn’t a question.
Sull cleared his throat. “Aye, I know. I recognized your face when you came in the shop. Someone’s after you because of that business?” He shook his head. “It was years ago.”
“He has burn scars all over his face,” Icelin said flatly. “He recognized me too.”
Sull sighed and nodded. “Go then, to your great-uncle. I’ll speak to the Watch. But you’d best be runnin’.”
Full dark pressed down on the city by the time Icelin reached her great-uncle’s shop. The place was closed up, and there were no lamps burning in the second-level rooms. Brant always left a
lantern in her bedroom when she was gone after dark.
Icelin fumbled her key in the lock at the back door. Sometimes her gteat-uncle lingered downstairs after closing to review his accounts. Meticulous in his records and his housekeeping, Brant never let anything stray out of order. That patience and painstaking attention to everythingincluding his great-niece made her love him all the more.
Icelin stepped into the dark shop, leaving the door ajar for Selune to light the entryway. The shadow of a tall wooden plant stand caught her eye as she groped for a lamp. The piece of furniture had been moved slightly away from the wall, and the vase of lilies that had been displayed on it lay overturned on the floor. Water funneled through cracks in the floorboards.
Water, not blood. And no othet earthly thing was out of place in the room.
But Icelin screamed anyway, screamed and dropped to the floor, clutching her hair and sobbing. In the dark, she crawled across the floor of the shop, feeling her way, fighting the dread bubbling up inside her.
Someone had already been here, seeking her. But how had they known? How?
“Great-Uncle,” she whispered. Her fingers found a rack of boots, then a stand of belts. Long, leathery softness caressed her fingers. She crawled on, her skirts collecting dirt and dust that her great-uncle should have swept outside at the end of the business day. She found the broom in the next corner; the worn bristles reminded her of insect legs.
She reached the front of the shop. Clear glass jars lined the counter, each filled with a different herb or spice.
“Salt, mint, comfrey, basil.” She named each one out of habit, stopping before she reached the wall. Selune’s glow poured in a window and over her shoulder. She put her hand tentatively into the beam of light and followed it down to the floor. At the edge of the light, her hand found her great-uncle’s chest.
Brant lay on his side, tucked against the back of the counter. There was very little blood; he’d clutched most of it in and made gouge marks in the wood with his other hand where he had held on. The sword thrust had been quick and precise, slipping right between his ribs.
When she touched him, his eyes fluttered open. Icelin could see he was already going. She had no time, no breath to explain that he’d been killed because of her, no time to say anything of meaning.
“Great-Uncle,” she choked.
His eyes widened when he recognized her. He let go of the wood and gtabbed for her, catching hair and dress and skin all together. He pulled her close.
“Get out of here,” he said, his voice a terrible rasp.
“I’m not going anywhere,” Icelin said. “I’m not leaving you.”
“Get… the… box.” The words came out broken by gasps and blood dribbling from his lips. “The floorboards, by the bookcase. Take it with you. Should have… been yours… before.”
“You’ve given me everything I’ve ever needed,” Icelin began.
“No!” He said it so viciously Icelin flinched. He held her tighter. “I lied, Icelin. I loved you, but now he’s going to….” Brant started to sob. She had never seen him cry before, not even when he spoke of his dead wife, Gisetta.
“I won’t let him,” Icelin said. She put her forehead against his. His lips moved, but she could barely hear what he said next.
“Run. Leave the city. Make something… new… better. Don’t blame yourself….”
“Shh, Great-Uncle, please.” Icelin held his hands, but they’d gone boneless in her grip. He had no more strength.
“Rest now. I… I’ll s-sing to you,” she promised him. He could still hear her voice. Haltingly, the words came.
The lastfalling twilight shines gold on the mountain. Give me eyes for the darkness, take me home, take me home.
“Do you remember, Great-Uncle?” she asked. She cupped his wrinkled cheek in her hand. His eyes stared glassily up at her. He nodded once. She felt the moisture at the corner of his eye.
“You always remember,” he said. “I’m sorry… for that too.” He closed his eyes, and his head slid away from her. She lost him in that last little breath.
Icelin curled protectively around the still-warm body, cradling her great-uncle’s head in her hands. She stayed there, hunched, until she couldn’t feel anything except a burning ache in her legs. The pain was the only force that kept her sane. As long as it was there, she wouldn’t have to feel anything else. She would never leave that floor. She.would stay there until the world withered away.
Moonlight still bathed them when Icelin heard the shop door close. She raised her head and saw the butcher’s bulky shape crammed in the doorway. He seemed brought to her from another time, another century, one in which her great-uncle wasn’t dead.
“Sull?” She didn’t recognize her own voice.
“It’s me, lass.” The big man knelt beside her and lifted Brant’s head from her lap. “Are you all right?”
“My throat hurts,” she said.
“You were singin’.”
“Was I?” She hadn’t been aware, but now she thought of it, she could recall every song. Of course she could. She would remember them and the look on Brant’s face when she sang. She would carry those memories with her until she died.
“You always remember….”
“Icelin, you need to come with me,” Sull said. He took her
hands. She was dead weight, limp as one of his carcasses, but he pulled her to her feet easily.
“He told me to leave the city,” Icelin said. She might have laughed at the jest, but she didn’t want to alarm Sull.
“I think he was right,” the butcher said. He took her chin in his hand, forcing her to focus on him. “I’ve been to the Watch, but that elf bastard got away while I was gone. Guessin’ he wasn’t hurt as much as we thought. Ransacked every damn tool and stick of furniture in the place before he left, as if you were a mouse he was trying to scrounge up. Maybe to him that’s what you are, but the Watch thinks differently.”
“They’ve never liked me,” Icelin said, and this time she did laugh. She could feel the hysteria bubbling up inside her. “Small wonder, I suppose. I’m the she-witch of Blacklock Alley, didn’t you know?”
“Lass, that’s not it,” Sull said. “They’ve instructions to bring you in.”
“For what?” she asked incredulously. “I didn’t kill anyone!” Not this time….
“It’s not like that,” Sull said. “You’re wanted on suspect of jewel thievery. The one who placed the request was named Kredaron, actin’ on behalf of Cerest Elenithil.”
“Kredaron?” Icelin closed her eyes. “Of course. That’s how Cerest found out where I lived. So it’s suspicion of thievery, unless they can prove I’m a murderess as well.”
“I didn’t tell ‘em you were comin’ back here. I told ‘em I left you unconscious in my shop. But they’ll check this place soon,” Sull said. “I can get you out before that.”
“Why should you care what happens to me?” Icelin said. Het voice held a bitter edge. “How can you be sure I’m innocent?”
Sull’s brows knitted in a dark red line. “You and your mouth might be famous in this ward, but now’s not the time to let loose on me,” he said. “If he was alive, your great-uncle would give you a smart slap for takin’ that tone with your elders. Brant Team
was a fine man, he raised a good girl, and that’s plenty of reasons for me to bother with you.”
He left her at the counter and roved about the room, lighting a small lamp and placing it on the floor away from the windows. He selected a pair of swash-topped boots from the rack and tossed them to her.
“Put those on,” he said. “You’ll need new boots for the road, and a pack.” He pulled one down off the wall. It was a nondescript brown mass of buckles and straps. “Blankets and ration bundles. Where did your great-uncle store em?” he asked.
“On the shelf behind you,” Icelin said. She watched him collect some flint and steel, a compass, a weathercloak, and one of the belts. He put them all in a pile next to her.
“Don’r wait for me; start puttin’ it on,” he told her. “I have a friend at the gate. He doesn’t respond well to moral causes, but he can be bribed, so it suits me well enough. Stop lookin’ at him, lass. We have to move!”
“Where do you think I can go, Sull?” He paused long enough to look back at her. “I have never trod on soil that wasn’t Waterdeep’s. My only family lies on this floor. Where would someone like me find a kind place in the world?”
Sull opened his mouth to answer, but the silence stretched.
Icelin nodded. “Exactly. I can’t leave. I have to hide, at least for now.”
But where to disappear to? Cerest’s men had tracked her easily, and the Watch now joined them.
“You’ll have to leave Blacklock, that’s a certainty,” Sull said. “If I knew your face, others will too, and they’ll be watchin’ for you.”
“So, I leave the Alley,” Icelin said. She picked up the pack and the belt and put them on. The rations she took as well. No telling where her next meal would be coming from.
Reaching over the counter, she took out the knife Brant had kept for emergencies. He hadn’t been able to get to it when they
came for him. She used it to cut a slit up het skirt. She needed to be able to run full stride if it came to that.
“There is a man I know in the Watch,” she said. “Kersh. Fortunately, he does respond to moral causes. I think he’ll help me, or at least be able to give me some information about Cerest.”
“Help us, lass,” Sull said. “I’m goin’ with you.”
Icelin shook her head. “You’ve already gotten yourself in enough trouble on my behalf. What about your store?”
“Stone and timber,” Sull said, shrugging. “It’ll be there after I’ve seen to you. This man,” he said, and he knelt to touch Brant’s shoulder, “he was known in South Ward. Like I said, he’s a good man, and so is his kin. I’ll be goin’ with you lass, so it’d be best if we don’t waste time arguin’.”
Icelin looked at the butcher in the flickering lamplight. He still wore his bloody apron. He’d tucked the mallet and several wicked-looking cleavers into a leather harness that he draped sash-style across his broad stomach. Even had she not known what he could do with those tools, he was a fearsome sight to behold. Yet he handled her great-uncle’s body with infinite gentleness. He tucked Brant’s arms against his body and laid a blanket over him. Icelin swallowed the emotion rising up within her.
“All right, then, we’ll go together,” she said. “But you’ll leave me at the first safe place I find. I’ll sort the rest out on my own.” She paused with the pack in het hands. “Wait. I need one more thing.” She remembered her great-uncle’s cryptic words. “Something he wanted me to take. He said it was near the bookcase.”