Authors: Mortal Fear
HARPER> You’re embellishing my scenario.
ELEANOR RIGBY> Certainly, dear. Don’t feel threatened. He was huge, but dumb as a doorpost—as well as being hard as one.
HARPER> Feeling better, I take it?
ELEANOR RIGBY> Lovely. Although I consider that subject sacred, to be honest.
HARPER> What?
ELEANOR RIGBY> Our first f2f meeting. I would never want a third person present for that.
HARPER> Sorry if I tainted your fantasy. I should have realized.
ELEANOR RIGBY> No, it’s fine. But you are my secret friend, Harper. That is sacred to me. You have no idea.
HARPER> I do have an idea, Eleanor. You know that.
ELEANOR> Well, don’t be a stranger. It was too long between rendezvous this time. Meet me tomorrow.
HARPER> We’ll talk soon. And alone this time.
ELEANOR> I like that better. Bye.
HARPER> Bye.
I thrust my chair away from the keyboard and focus on the sculpture of my father’s coat. Why
would
I thrust someone between myself and Eleanor like that? I suddenly want to warn her again, but I know Miles is looking over my virtual shoulder.
And then I realize something very disturbing.
The bellboy in the bathroom was Miles.
What the hell is going on in my brain? And how long has that son of a bitch been spying on my e-mail?
Everything’s under control,
I hear myself saying to Bob Anderson.
Who do I think I’m kidding?
I’ve been lying in bed less than five minutes when it hits me: Miles has made a far more serious mistake than reading my e-mail. And I’ve got to tell him about it. It’s an hour later in New York, but I don’t really give a damn. He’s usually awake all night anyway, monitoring Level Three.
After four rings, he answers “Turner” in a voice that makes it clear he does not like being bothered by mere human beings.
“How long have you been spying on my e-mail, shithead?”
I hear a soft laugh. “Don’t worry. I hardly ever look. But since you started talking to the FBI, I figured you might be getting antsy about warning some of your on-line friends. Which you definitely do not need to do. They’re in no danger.”
“We’ll skip that argument for now. I want to know
how
you’ve been reading my mail. I’ve never been able to access yours.”
Another laugh. “But you tried, right? There are a couple of system privileges you don’t have, Harper. One is called super-postmaster. It’s like the postmaster privilege, but it gives you access to sysop mail as well. Even Jan’s mail.”
“What if Strobekker got the victims’ real names by hacking into a sysop account? Into super-postmaster?”
Miles hesitates. “I don’t think that’s possible. But I’m still assessing the system. It would have taken only one deep penetration to get the master client list, and it could have happened months ago. That makes forensic analysis of the disks very difficult.”
“But you don’t know it was only one penetration. If he’s in the system now, and he has the super-postmaster privilege, that means he could have read your messages to me, which would tell him the FBI was onto him.”
There is a long silence. “Brahma is
not
in the system now. But even if he were, he could only have read my messages during the interval between my posting them and your picking them up. Unless you saved them to a file. Did you do that?”
“No. I printed hard copies and deleted them.”
“What time did you do that?”
“Just before I talked to Eleanor.”
“So stop worrying. And get off my case. All it would take is
basic
postmaster for Brahma to read your warning to Eleanor.”
Miles is right. “You just stop looking over my shoulder, goddamn it.”
“I can’t guarantee that.”
At least he’s honest. “Miles, I want the super-postmaster privilege and any others I don’t know about.”
“I can’t give you that. Jan has already blocked your access to the accounting database.”
“What?”
“What did you expect, Harper?”
“Listen to me. If Strobekker or Brahma or whoever is still roaming our system, I’ve got to know I can see everything he can. If I can’t, I’m off EROS as of now.”
“Let me think about it. The FBI phone traces are going nowhere, but I’ve been going back over some of Brahma’s old e-mail—”
“How did you get that?”
“I pulled it out of your computer.”
“What?”
“Don’t get your panties in a wad. It was necessary. I’ve got other sources too. The thing is, Brahma’s using an anonymous remailer for his e-mail.”
“What does that mean in practical terms?”
“Regular e-mail is traceable. You can look at the packet headers and get a user name, or at least take back-bearings and get a rough physical location. But Brahma doesn’t use the EROS-mail feature. He sends his e-mail to our servers via the anonymous remailer, which is in Finland, and then through the Internet. The remailer strips off his address and adds a random one. I spoke to its operator about a half hour ago.”
“Have you told the FBI?”
“Oh sure, we’re like Boris and Natasha here, man.”
“Can they get info on Brahma from the remailing service?”
“There’s a precedent for getting cooperation from the police in some countries in extreme cases, but the guy who runs this service sounded like a wild man. A real anarchist. He’s probably destroying all his records right now.”
“That’s why Brahma chose him.”
“Obviously. Brahma’s a clever boy, Harper. Too clever for Baxter’s techs, I fear.” Miles is clearly enjoying himself. “We’ve still got FBI agents camped out up here. They’re guarding our file vault like its the tomb of Christ, waiting for the time lock to open and give them the master client list.”
“Great. Now we’re back to where we were when you changed the subject. Give me the super-postmaster privilege or I’m shutting down my EROS interface.”
He doesn’t answer for some time. Then he says, “Type S-I-D-D-H-A-R-T-H-A after your password at the sysop prompt. Got it?”
“Siddhartha as in the Herman Hesse novel?”
“As in the Buddha. But that’s close enough.”
“I think you’ve gone weird on me, man.”
“I always was, Harper. You know that.
Ciao
.”
And he is gone.
I sit thinking in the soft glow of the EROS screen.
Siddhartha? Brahma?
I don’t know or care much about Eastern religions, but Miles certainly seems to. And though I do not know the significance of this, or whether it has significance at all, I am suddenly reminded of Drewe’s speculation about Oriental medicine and the use of bizarre trophies to restore vitality. I always related such things to Japan, and Buddha fits with Japan, though the Buddha himself was Indian. Brahma and Shiva make me think of India too. I remember from my meeting in New Orleans that the only murder victim who was not Caucasian was Indian. Also that an Indian hair was found at one of the crime scenes. I see no tangible links between these facts, yet I know too well that my knowledge of such things does not even rate as sketchy. They could easily be connected just beyond my myopic mental vision.
Life would be much simpler if the FBI could follow a trail of digital bread crumbs back to the lair of the killer. But Miles has little faith that this will happen, and something tells me he is right. That we have yet to make out even the silhouette of the creature behind these murders.
I hunted when I was a boy. I gave it up the day my cousin put four Number 6 shotgun pellets into my right calf. It was a late February afternoon, and we’d gotten separated. I was following what I thought was a rabbit into a thicket. My cousin heard a noise and thought fate had handed him an out-of-season deer. I don’t blame him for shooting. Five seconds later and I might have shot him. Neither of us could see what we were after. That’s the way it goes sometimes. But I’ve often wondered what would have happened had it been something other than rabbits we were chasing. A bear, say. Something that would have seen me lying there bleeding on the ground and come over to finish the job. That’s the way it goes sometimes too. It all depends on the quarry you choose to hunt.
CHAPTER 11
Dear Father,
Panikkar telephoned early this morning, saying he had to see me. I feared the worst, and I was not far wrong. When he arrived I was in the basement, settling Jenny in. After I came up, I found him waiting in the study with Kali. Panikkar told me that he and Bhagat had “endured all they could”—his words. I expected next to hear him say that he had gone to the police, who would arrive at any minute.
How wrong I was. Instead of delivering a sermon of moral outrage, he demanded more money. He must have thought I was ripe for fleecing, with the procedure so close. The mendacity of man is his undoing. I was prepared to pay, but when Panikkar mentioned the amount it stunned me. As I tried to explain my position, I saw movement in the shadows behind him. Like a mantis Kali swung her thin brown arm over his shoulder and plunged her dagger into his belly.
There was nothing I could do. It was plain from the spray that the first stroke had pierced the abdominal descending aorta. Before I could utter three sentences she had eviscerated him, while Panikkar stared at his butchered belly in horror. True to her namesake, Kali removed his head and hung it by the hair from her belt. I realized how dangerous this development was, of course, but it was oddly satisfying after all Panikkar’s grousing. Thank God it was him, rather than Bhagat. Anesthesia is a nice luxury, especially for the patient. In future I can do the typing myself.
I feared that when Panikkar did not contact Bhagat with news of our meeting, Bhagat would go to the police. But Kali knew what to do. She called Bhagat and told him the procedure would be performed tonight as planned. Bhagat asked to speak to Panikkar, but Kali told him Panikkar was busy with me in the basement. She said Bhagat could collect the bonus that Panikkar had negotiated, but only after the procedure was completed. When Bhagat expressed anxiety, Kali told him to park outside the rear door. Panikkar would assure him that all was well.
When Bhagat pulled up, Kali switched on the interior light and held Panikkar’s severed head up to our door window on a pole. From outside, all Bhagat saw was Panikkar’s face (which was never very animated anyway) and a beckoning hand. The fool parked his car and entered with a smile.
Kali sat him down and explained in their language what had transpired, all the while with Panikkar’s head hanging from her belt. The expression on Bhagat’s face defied description. Not a word passed his lips. When he rose to leave, Kali informed him that the procedure would proceed as scheduled. He had two hours to rest before getting into his scrubs.
Panikkar be damned. Tonight I go in.
CHAPTER 12
I come awake expecting to see fine blue lines of daylight around my heavy window blinds, but there is only darkness.
My telephone is ringing.
I have to get up to answer it. Sweat cools on my skin as I feel my way across the air-conditioned office to the phone.
“Hello?”
“Is this hopper school?” asks a whisper of a voice.
“What?”
The whisper gets louder. “Is this Harper Cole?”
“Yes. Who the hell is this? If you’re a cop, call me in the morning.”
“I’m not a cop.”
The voice sounds nervous. Nervous and young. “I’m sleeping. What do you want?”
“This is David Charles. Do you remember me?”
“No.”
“You talked to me a couple of times on the phone. I’m one of the techs at EROS.”
My eyes click open. “Yeah, I remember you.”
“No, you don’t. That’s okay. I’m one of Miles’s assistants.”
“What can I do for you . . . David?”
“I’m not sure. I just thought I’d better talk to you. You know the FBI is up here, right?”
“Yes. Trying to do phone traces?”
“Yeah. The atmosphere is really tense. They’ve got agents guarding the file vault, and Miles is acting really weird. He’s pretty paranoid about the government.”
“I’m listening.”
“Well . . . the thing is . . . your access to the accounting database was cut off, right?”
“Yes. Jan Krislov ordered that, if I’m not mistaken.”
“You are. Miles did it. I mean, he told me to do it.”
I feel a strange giddiness. “What are you trying to tell me, David?”
“Well, I just thought you should know. About two hours ago, I realized that another blind-draft account had been terminated for insufficient funds. It happened this morning. It belonged to a woman—”
I feel my mouth go dry.
“—named Rosalind May. She’s from Mill Creek, Michigan. At first I didn’t think anything about it. But then I realized she was on a list I saw in Miles’s office.”
Shit.
“It was a list of blind-draft women who haven’t been logging on but are still paying their fees. There are about fifty of them. Anyway, I decided to check and see whether May had logged on at all in the last few months. She seemed to lose interest about three months ago. But then I saw that she’d logged on every night for five nights, starting last week. She dropped off again two nights ago. And then today her secret account was over-drawn. Like she needed to make a deposit but wasn’t around to do it. You know?”
Yes, I know—
“And the thing is . . . Miles hasn’t told the FBI yet.”
“Jesus.”
“And since he hasn’t told them,” Charles says hesitantly, “I don’t feel too good about walking up to these suits and volunteering the information. You know? I figured since you first reported the murders, you might know how to handle it.”
The weight of this information is too great to absorb quickly.
“Harper?”
“You were right to call me, David. I’ll take care of it.”
“You will? Wow. Okay, man.” The relief in the tech’s voice is palpable. “Look, I gotta go. Miles is all over the office right now. I don’t think he’s been to sleep in like fifty hours.”