My Most Precious One (18 page)

He stood up. “No speaking, no sound. Understand?” I nodded my head. He repeated it on my other breast. I kept as still and as quiet as I could as he bit down hard. I focused on the pain letting it flow through me. “Very good.” He murmured, pleased with me. He stood up as he watched me closely. His hand came up to my throat and held me. “Look at me.” He ordered. I met his eyes. “Mine!” As he said it he tighten his hold, he held me transfixed by the look in his eyes. I could sense the control he had over me. It only added to my desire. He eased his hand from my throat and let it slide down my body. “Turn around and bend down on the table.”

I turned around and bent myself over the table. The wood was rough against my skin. “Arms above your head. Palms flat.” I did as I was told. “Legs apart, further.” He put his fingers inside the waistband of my yoga pants yanked them off. “You have such a nice fuckable ass Alexia.” He spanked me once. The sting instantly made me wet, again he hit me, one for each side. He lowered himself down to my ear and whispered “You will stay here and not move.”

He left me there bare and exposed on his kitchen table. I heard him leisurely go up the stairs, he wasn’t in the least bit rushed, which made me wet in anticipation. He loved to make me wait. It was as though he loved the eagerness I had, wanting him inside me. I waited as desire began to flow through me, dripping through my veins, into my wet folds. It felt like an eternity until I heard him make his way back.

I felt his immense presence come up from behind me. “I like that you follow instructions so well Alexia.” His fingers feathered my back, he started up high and slowly made his way down, his fingers disappeared only for a mere moment, he then spanked me. The sting from his hand sent little shocks to my pussy making it clench. “I will reward you for being so obedient.” My insides softened as he spoke, I loved this apart of him. He reached for my pussy and played with my folds. “Always so fucken wet.” He growled in approval. I had my head to one side and all I could see was the kitchen. It excited me that I didn’t know what he would do to me.

I instantly jerked when I felt his tongue around my clit, his mouth moved deliberately to bring me closer to the edge. I wanted to moan, to gasp, but I knew the moment I did Lukas would stop. My body withered as his tongue slowly and deliberately licked me. The searing heat that came from his mouth almost made me cum.

I took in a long breath trying to hold on, to focus on the moment. “And it was only my tongue that did that to you.” His voice was low and rough, I heard him unzip his jeans, my breath hitched at the very thought of his cock. He massaged my waist, as he found where he could place his hands. He grip tightened as he drove himself inside me. I bit my lip to keep myself from moaning, he rammed into me hard, once, twice, three times. “Lift your head up and grab onto the sides of the table.” He barked. I grabbed the sides and lifted my head towards Lukas, he grabbed onto my hair pulling it towards him. He began to fuck me harder. “Baby you feel so fucken good, your pussy is so hot and tight.” He spoke through gritted teeth. He released my hair. “Stay like that.” He stopped moving. I jerked when I felt something nudge my ass. He spread one side till it almost hurt. “Relax.” He breathed. I let my body go limp as he slid the plug inside me. He waited for awhile for me to adjust. My pussy tightened and clenched around him. “You like this I know.” He growled. At that moment as he pushed forward, I heard a switch and the plug began to vibrate. I could feel Lukas swelling from inside me, my senses were on overload.

I never thought I could ever feel something like this, my desires drove me, my body controlled me and I loved it completely. Lukas was the only one who was ever able to set me free.

“Where is your home Alexia?” He barked as he reached for my hair and tightened his hold. “Say it.” He pulled harder on my hair.

“You are my home.” I moaned. My body shivering and convulsing as he rode me, “Where do you belong?”

I cried out. “With you.”

He growled. “God, baby I can’t hold it in any longer, cum.” At his one command my body collapsed from the orgasm he gave me, I moaned and cried out nearly drowning out Lukas’ grunts.

I barely remembered what happened afterwards, all I knew was I was wrapped in Lukas’ arms as we lay back down on the couch. I mewled.

“That good?” He asked smiling at me. “Hmmm.” Was all I could muster. He gently kissed my forehead. “That’s the best praise I ever got from you.” He smiled against my head holding me tight.

The Other Penthouse

“I won’t be able to pick you up this week. I’m signing a deal and it’s taking far longer than I expected. I’ve told Jacob to come and get you.” I was speaking to Lukas on facetime through my iPad.

“You know it would be easier for me to just drive myself to the airport and have Jacob just pick me up when I land.”

My Suit scowled, “I don’t like that. I want you safe.” He said as he loosened his tie a little.

“Lukas I’ll be fine, it’s not like someone is out to get me and I’ve hardly seen any news about us dating.”

He cut me off “Not yet, but when it does you will have a bodyguard and that will be non negotiable.”

My phone began to ring. “Look it’s my mom” I held it up so he could see. “I’ll need to take this. It’s been awhile since I spoke to her.” He leaned away from his computer.

“Alexia, if she upsets you, just call me back.” I smiled and winked feigning that I was strong. “I can stay on facetime if you want?” He offered.

“Lukas it’s not like you’ll understand Greek, so don’t worry about it. I’ll be fine.” I picked up the phone as I ended my facetime with Lukas.

“Hi ma.” Silence on the phone. Okay, back to the silent treatment, the one I liked the least.

“Where have you been?” She said in a not too pleased voice.

“Working. Why?” I answered.

“Alexia! I have been at the house and you have not been there, why?” Should I go there? I sat wondering. Well here goes nothing.

“Well I’ve been to New York with Lukas.” I waited, tick, tock, tick, tock.

“What?” She screamed on the phone. “New York?! And when did you think you should tell me?” ‘Never’ was my silent answer, I waited again.

“You think you can do what you like whenever you like, without any consequences to your actions, you are such a selfish girl.” I sighed and she kept going. “Have you ever thought how your relationship would affect us? What are we to do? What if something had happened to you?” I didn’t bother answering her since my sister already knew I was there and had already met Lukas through facetime. I was happy she liked him, her opinion mattered the most. “Your father and I have found you someone that we think will suit you perfectly, he’s nice and has a business and makes good money.” I stopped her right there.

“MA! I told you to stop. I told you I was dating someone. Lukas is nice. Lukas has a business, so why don’t you try to get to know him?” I could hear her heavy breathing.

“I don’t know him. I don’t want to know him. He is not Greek and therefore he is not good enough. The End.”

I realized that talking to my mother only ended our conversation in a moot point, but I wanted to try.

“Ma please.” I pleaded.

“What does he know about our culture? How can he understand who you are? He is only a fantasy, a dream you wish you could have. I’m sorry to say this to you, but he will never want you. He is using you to get what he wants, when he’s finished with you he will throw you aside. That is what all men do.” I swallowed the large lump in my throat.

“He’s not like that.” I said meekly.

She sighed “They are all like that. Just find a man that wants to get married and have babies that is a woman’s lot in life.” I grew silent at her statement.

“Alexia?…Alexia?” She kept calling me.

“What?” I finally said.

“I want you to come home this weekend, come see us, and maybe you’ll like him. He’s a good man, Alexia.” She said again.

“I’m sorry ma, but I can’t. I’m not going to meet a man when I already love another.” There was dead silence.

“Love? What do you know about love? Love does not pay your bills. It does not keep food on the table. You love only after you have lived a lifetime together, suffering and understanding. You are lusting now, the lust will go and you will be left with nothing.” She stopped and sighed heavily, “I never thought you would be such a stupid girl. Giving yourself so completely to man. You are not worth the time I have spent raising you. Alexia you come this weekend or you don’t ever come again.” She then hung up on me.

The logical part of me understood what she meant, but there was always another part of me that challenged everything she ever wanted from me. I didn’t know I wanted more from a man until I met Lukas. Most men never challenged me, most even avoided me only because I was too defiant. I wanted more, needed more and Lukas was able to give me that. My phone chimed it was him.

Don’t listen to her. u r mine

I had told Lukas about her, told him that this was normal Greek rearing, but her words always found a way to hurt. I didn’t go to my mother’s that weekend, instead I went where my heart wanted to be, with Lukas.

I swear I don’t know how I did it but I convinced the Suit to let me drive myself to the private airport. I parked in the spot he told me was reserved for him and headed inside. I saw Alicia on the tarmac and waved.

“Hey Lexi, I see we’re going to New York again, that man is crazy about you.” I shrugged as she helped me onto the plane.

“Oh I almost forgot I got these for you.” I took out the books I had talked to her about. She was an avid book reader like me.

“Lexi, you shouldn’t have.” I smiled at her.

“Shut up and take them.” I handed her the books.

“Oh my god I can’t wait to get home and read them.” I felt bad that they had to come every Sunday and take me to New York, I understood they got paid, but still. I couldn’t help but get friendly with the crew, Lukas didn’t like it the least but I didn’t care.

“Is Jack flying today?” I asked Alicia.

“Yeah he’s in the cockpit.” She said as she stowed the books away.

I walked over and knocked on the door.

“Yeah” I heard coming from the other side. Jack was middle aged and funny as hell. He was British with bleach blond hair and a killer smile.

“Looky, looky what I got?” I held out a greasy brown paper bag. He eyed me carefully.

“An elephant!” He answered half smiling.

I laughed “You’re a loser.” He tried to grab at the bag but I was quicker. He laughed.

“Give me the bag Lexi and no one gets hurt.” I finally relented and gave him the fish and chips I bought him.

We landed at the airport about forty five minutes later. Alicia and I were heavy into our conversation.

“So you’re telling me that the GiGi from Lelo is the best to have?” I gave the best duh face I could.

“Alicia, it’s the best g spot finder out there.” We walked down the stairs and saw a black Q7 parked waiting for me. I held the CDs I had gotten for Jacobs in my hand, ready to give them to him. Before leaving I waved good bye.

“Text me when you read the first one, let me know how you like it.” As I got closer to the car I saw someone step out, fuck.

“Hello Mollie.” She nodded. My fists clenched just by seeing the smug smile on her face.

“Lukas told me to come get you.” Something inside me told me this was wrong. “Get in the car Alexia I’m not going to hurt you. Lukas is really wrapped up in a huge business deal right now that can propel him and his company to a whole new level.” I watched her carefully. “Look it gives me an opportunity to apologize too.”

I hesitated, but she held the door open for me, the driver wasn’t Jacob but a guy named Mike. I had seen him once or twice before.

We weaved in and out of traffic but missed the turn that headed to Lukas’. On cue she answered my silent question, “He has another property just up town near Central Park.” She stayed silent most of the ride and honestly I didn’t feel threatened.

Mike stopped the car right in front of a building. A door man came and opened the car door for us. “Good evening.” He helped both Mollie and I out of the car. She didn’t skip a beat and headed inside and I followed closely behind her. She stopped at the elevators and waited for me. We stepped inside and slid the access card and pressed P4 for the top floor penthouse. I watched her carefully. “Don’t worry I’ll give you the key, it’s all yours, honey.” The elevators door opened and we walked in.

The place was cold and dark, almost as though it was isolated from the rest of the world. She pressed some switches at the side of the foyer and some lights came on. Everything in here was different, nothing like Lukas’. There was colour everywhere mixed in with whites and creams. She handed me the key.

“Did he not tell you about her?” She waited. My skin began to prickle, she pressed more switches and the place lit up. I walked away from her trying to keep my distance. “I guess not.” She said under her breath.

The fire place was lit. I guess it was a switch she had pressed. I walked over to it. I was a bit cold. Shivers began to run up and down my spine. Somehow this place felt unlived in, abandoned. As I approached the fireplace, I saw a framed picture hanging above it. My stomach dropped.

“You look just like her, minus the eyes. I think hers were brown. But there you have it, almost exactly alike.” She teased. “I told you he was using you. Maybe it’s his way of getting over her, I don’t know, but there you have it, your nothing but a replacement. Sorry hon.”

The room began to spin, my eyes couldn’t focus. God I was going to be sick. I eased myself to the couch and I stared at the pictured that hung on the wall. It was me, there was no question about it, but the eyes were a different colour. She was laughing with her hair draped over her shoulder as she stared out adoringly, no doubt to Lukas.

“This was their home, the one that they shared.” She informed me. She waited as I digested all this. Satisfied with her actions she began to leave.

“You think by doing this he’ll love you?” I asked as she was walking away, she stopped.

“No I don’t care about him loving me, I care about his power and money. I am the enviable. You however, are the variable that I just removed. I’ll even be nice about this and let Mike stay downstairs. You take all the time you need and when you’re ready he’ll take you back to Montréal.” She smiled “Tootles.”

I was left alone in the penthouse. My heart seared in pain, it literally broke. Everything that I had so neatly put together began to unravel. Fuck. Before I could stand, Lukas came running in. He was out of breath his eyes wide. His face displayed an emotion I had never seen before, fear. Seeing him at that moment brought about a rage that was building inside me.

“Alexia” he said softly.

“Don’t” I hissed. “Don’t ever say my name.” He let out a breath, like I had just stabbed him.

“Alexia, just…” I stopped him.

“The very sound of my name crossing your lips disgusts me. I hate the sound of it, don’t say it again.” I roared. I tried catching my breath, he held out his hands to try to calm me down.

“Don’t you dare come near me!” I ordered.

“Was I really just a replacement for her?” I pointed at the picture. Pain crossed his face.

“No baby, you can never be a replacement, you are you.” I brought my hands to my face. I couldn’t stop the tears from coming.

“I look just like her. How can you stand there and say that to me?” I yelled at him. “Oh my god… I thought…I thought I was special, I thought… I love you, all of you, God Lukas.” I grabbed my chest. The wound in my heart was growing. Lukas stepped closer. “DON’T COME NEAR ME!” I screamed.

I moved away from him heading for the elevator doors.

“Wait!” He cried after me. He grabbed my arm and I swung at him but missed. He took both my arms and held me.

“You can’t walk away…you can’t just leave, Alexia I just found you, you can’t… leave me now.” He begged and pleaded as he shook me. I could hardly see him through my blurred vision.

“You mean you found someone to replace her with.” I accused.

“NO!” He yelled. “I’m not going to let you do this, I’m not going to let you murder our love, this is our world Alexia, no one else matters only you and me. A world we created, don’t fucken destroy it.” I tried to get him to let go.

“You destroyed it!” I cried out.

“I know baby I know….let me make it better, let me fix it.” I struggled in him arms. “I love you, I love you, Alexia.” He breathed it so softly his voice was a mere murmur.

He knelt down in front of me and pulled me in tightly hugging me from my waist. “I love you.”

The quiet whisper of his love broke me completely, the air escaped my lungs. I wanted him to say it to me so badly. I wanted to earn it but not like this, not out of desperation, not out of pain.

“You love my face, not me.” He nuzzled his head hard into my body, his arms wrapped tighter around me like I was his life line.

“Let go of me. Lukas please.” I begged.

“I can’t… I can’t just let you go, not without telling you everything, not without fighting for you. I can’t just let you go. Don’t you understand?” He begged. I could hardly breath as my body went limp, my spirit was broken, my heart was in agony.

“Let me go.” The words pained me, burning my throat.

I felt Lukas go weak, his hands slowly releasing me from his vise. Tears stained his face. His piercing blue eyes looked like melted ice. I looked at him one last time. Giving myself permission for one last glimpse of a man I gave my everything to, the one man who made me soar and fly, the one man who set me free. Every step I took, took me further away from all that I had grown to love. I could hear him quietly sob.

He rose up but didn’t follow me. The elevator doors opened and as I walked in, I heard him cry out. He yelled and raged screaming my name. As the doors closed I heard things crashing to the floor and the loud sounds of glass breaking.

I ran outside and saw Jacob talking to Mike.

“Jacob, you have to go upstairs and make sure he’s alright, I don’t know what he’s doing.” Jacob watched me closely.

“Are you ok?” He asked.

“No” I said with a meek smile and tears falling down my face. He grabbed my shoulder and squeezed it.

“I’m going to wait here for a few minutes before going up.” He reassured me. I held my bag tight, remembering my gift I had for Lukas.