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Authors: Sophocles,Evangelinus Apostolides Sophocles

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LEADER An eerie terror fills men's eyes
at this pure and helpless anguish,
more moving than any
1490 my eyes have ever touched.
Man of pain,
what madness has claimed you?
Name the god who leapt
from beyond our knowledge
to make your naked life his enemy.
(Moans.)
I cannot look at you
though I want so powerfully
to speak with you, to learn from you,
though your suffering grips my eyes
1500 so strong are the shivers of awe
you send through me.
OEDIPUS Ahhh! My whole life,
my whole being is wretched.
Where am I?
Where does my misery lead?
Is my voice
fluttering lost out there
like a stunned bird's?
Where has my god thrown me down?
1510 LEADER In a cruel place, unbearable to see or hear.
OEDIPUS Darkness buries me in her hate, she
takes me in her black hold.
It's an unspeakable blackness,
it can't be fought off,
it keeps coming,
blowing evil all over me.
Ahhh.
Two things together strike deep in me:
the pins plunged in my eyes,
1520 those crimes driving through my mind.
LEADER It is no wonder you feel
nothing but pain now
in both your mind and your flesh.
OEDIPUS Ah friend, my faithful servant still,
how gentle you are to the blind man.

 

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I know you are near me: your voice
finds me in my darkness.
LEADER What you did terrifies us. How could you
kill your eyes? What god raised your hand?
1530 OEDIPUS Apollo, friends, it was Apollo
who did this. He made evil,
perfect evil of my life.
But the hand
that struck these eyes
was my hand.
It was I in my wretchedness
who struck, no one else.
What good was there left for my eyes to see?
I could see nothing in this world now
1540 with a glad heart.
LEADER You are right to say it.
OEDIPUS Who could I look at? Or love?
Whose greeting could I
answer with fondness, friends?
Drive me quickly from this place,
the most ruined, most cursed,
most god-hated man who ever lived.
LEADER You're broken by what happened, you're broken
by what's happening in your mind.
1550 I wish you'd never learned the truth.
OEDIPUS May the man die
who found me in the pasture,
who cut the thongs from my feet,
who saved me from that death for a worse life,
a life I cannot thank him for.
Had I died then, I would have caused
no great grief to my people and myself.
LEADER I wish he had let you die.
OEDIPUS I'd not have come home to kill my father,
1560 no one could call me lover
of her from whose body I came.
I have no god now.
I'm son to a fouled mother,
I fathered children in the bed
where my father gave me
deadly life. If ever an evil

 

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rules all other evils
it is my evil, it is the life
god gave to Oedipus.
1570 LEADER How can I say you acted wisely? You
blinded yourself. Why didn't you choose death?
OEDIPUS There was no other way but mine.
Don't try to persuade me now. No more advice.
If I had eyes, how could those eyes
bear the sight of my father among the dead?
Or my poor wronged motherlook at her? I've done them
violence hanging could not justly punish.
Should I ache to see my children,
children born to the life that mine must live?
1580 Never. Not with my eyes. Nor this city,
its towers, nor the light shining
from our stone gods. I lost my right to these loves
when I commanded we outlaw the vile killer
myself!totally wretched, though I won power
like no other Theban, now proven by the gods
the defiled son of our dead king.
Once I found out my own sickness
how could my eyes look calmly on my people?
They could not! If I could deafen my ears
1590 I would, I'd deaden my whole body,
go blind and deaf to shut those evils out.
The silence in my mind would be sweet.
Oh Cithairon, why did you take me in?
Or once you had me, why didn't you
kill me instantly? My birth would have left no trace.
O Polybos and Corinth, I thought you
were my ancestral strength, the house of my fathers.
I was their glorious boy growing up,
but my life there was a fair skin
1600 over a festering disease. My vile self
now shows its vile birth.
You,
three roads, and you, darkest ravine,
you, grove of oaks, you, narrow place
where those three paths drank blood from my hands,
my fathering blood pouring into you.
Do you remember what I did while you watched?
And when I came here, what I did then?
O marriages! You marriages! You made us,
1610 we sprang to life, then from the same seed

 

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you burst fathers, brothers, sons,
kinsmen shedding kinsmen's blood,
brides and mothers and wivesthe most loathsome
atrocities that strike mankind.
I must not name what should never have been.
If you love the gods, hide me out there,
kill me, throw me into the sea,
anywhere I will be lost from your eyes.
Come take me. Don't shrink from touching
1620 this ruined man. Believe me. Don't fear me.
I am the only man in all the world
who can carry these sorrows.
LEADER Kreon will help you. He's come when we need him.
He can act, he can advise you.
He is the only ruler we have left
to protect Thebes in your place.
OEDIPUS Do I know words that he will listen to?
What would make him believe me?
I wronged him so deeply.
1630 I proved myself so false to him.
(Kreon enters.)
KREON I don't come to mock you, Oedipus.
I won't dwell on the wrongs you did me.
Men, even if you are not sensitive
to human feeling, keep some awe
for the nurturing light flaming from the Sun.
Don't leave this stark defilement in the open.
The earth, the holy rain, the light, all hate it.
Take him quickly back to the palace.
If these sorrows are shared
1640 only by our bloodkin,
it will spare us impiety.
OEDIPUS I feared worse from you. I thank god
you show your noble kindness to me,
who am worthless. I have one thing to ask.
It is for your sake, not mine.
KREON What do you want, that makes you ask it like that?
OEDIPUS Expel me quickly to some place
no living person will find me.
KREON I would have done that. But now I must first
1650 ask the god what I should do.

 

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OEDIPUS He's given you his command already.
I killed my father. I am unholy. I must die.
KREON The god did say that. But what has happened
to us is so desperate, we must be
absolutely sure before we act.
OEDIPUS What else is there to know about me? I'm lost.
KREON This time, I think even you will trust the god.
OEDIPUS I will. But there is something I charge you,
yourself, to do. I beg it! Bury her
1660 who's lying inside as you think proper.
Give her the rites due your kinswoman.
As for me, don't doom my father's city
by having me haunt it while I live.
Let me live out my life on the mountain,
on Cithairon, my own famous mountain,
which my father and mother while they lived
had chosen as my rightful tomb. Let me die
out there, just as my parents decreed I die.
And yet, I know this now:
1670 no sickness can kill me, nothing can.
I was saved from that death
to face an evil awesome and unknown.
Let my fate take me now, where it will.
My children, Kreon.
My sons will not need help from youthey're grown.
They'll find a way to live anywhere.
But my poor wretched girls, who never
ate anywhere but at my table
they've never been without me.
1680 I fed them with my own hands.
Care for them.
If you can do it, let me touch them now,
let me give in to my grief.
Grant it Kreon, from your great heart.
Touching them with my hands, I would
imagine them as my eyes once saw them.
(The gentle sobbing of Oedipus' two daughters is heard offstage. Soon two small girls enter.)
Is it?
O gods, do I hear my children sobbing?
Has Kreon pitied me?

 

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1690 Has he given me my own dear children?
Has he?
KREON I have. I brought them to you
because I knew how much joy
as always, you would take in them.
OEDIPUS Bless this kindness of yours. Bless your luck.
May the gods guard you better than they did me.
Children, where are you? Come to me.
These are your brother's hands, hands
of the man who created you, hands that changed
1700 my once bright eyes to these black sockets.
He, children, saw nothing, knew nothing,
he fathered you in his own place of life,
where his own seed grew. I can still weep
for you, though I can't see you.
(Oedipus takes his daughters in his arms.)
I imagine how bitter your lives will be.
I know how men will force you to live.
What great occasions could you join, what festivals,
without being sent home in tears,
forbidden any share in the holy joy?
1710 When it's time for your marriage, my daughters,
what man would risk all the revulsion,
the gods' hatred for me that will wound you,
just as that hatred destroyed my parents?
Do we lack any evil? Your father killed
his father, he started lives where his began,
he took you from the place he was sown,
the place he was born.
Those are the insults
you will face. Who will marry you?
1720 No man, my children. You will grow old
unmarried, living a dried-up childless life.
Kreon, you are the only father they have left,
for the parents who conceived them are both lost.
Keep them from rootless wandering,
unmarried and helpless. They are your kin.
Don't bring them down to what I am.
Pity them. They are so young, and but for you,
alone. Touch my hand, kind man,
make that touch your promise.
(Kreon touches him.)

 

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