Perfect Partners (12 page)

She braced her hand on the bed and started to rise. His hand on her wrist startled her, preventing her from leaving.

Chelsie sat back down, aware that she now shared a bed with an extremely sexy, awake man. “How are you feeling?” she asked.

“Better.”

She narrowed her eyes. “Don’t lie.”

“Lousy.”

“I’ll get you more Tylenol before I turn in.”

“Where?” His question sounded more like a croak.

“On the den couch.”

“Chelsie…”

“Be quiet, you’ll hurt your throat. And don’t make a big deal about it. I’ve slept on my own office couch plenty of times.” She rose, eager to escape her desires. “I’ll be right back.”

She returned and watched to make sure he swallowed the caplets. “If you need anything, I’ll be down the hall.”

“Would you stay?”

The blunt question caught Chelsie by surprise.

“It’s been a rough day or so with Alix,” Griff explained. “On top of that, with Jared’s birthday… I need the company.”

Somehow, Chelsie knew company was all he had in mind—a friend for the dark times. Her heart went out to him. She wasn’t surprised. Over the course of the last two days, she’d suspected the worst. Falling in love wasn’t supposed to be part of her carefully planned future.

Love? She examined her feelings with careful detachment and swallowed a groan. God, she was an idiot. She loved this man with the ever changing moods, the man who’d stepped up and become Alix’s dad, and the man who made her feel so much in such a short time. Even when she was angry with him, she cared deeply. Yes, she loved him.

But for Griff’s sake more than her own, she’d have to ignore the feelings.

“Please stay.”

She forced a grin. “Okay. I guess sharing your bed won’t be such a big sacrifice.”

“Thanks a lot.”

He moved over and she lay down next to him. His scent seduced her. The warmth of his body tantalized her senses much the way his shirt caressed her body. Both left her yearning for more. Darkness enveloped her and she blinked in an effort to orient herself to her surroundings. With Griff lying so close, she could barely think.

“Nice shirt,” he said.

She groaned, causing him to chuckle.

Silence surrounded them. Comfortable if for her, sexually charged silence.

“So how come there are no men in your life?”

She stopped breathing and had to force air into her lungs. “I suppose you think lying here under the cover of darkness entitles you to ask personal questions.”

“No,” he said, pausing as he spoke. “I think our partnership, our friendship, and maybe something more gives me the privilege of asking those questions.”

She was well and truly caught. “Well, put like that, how can I refuse?”

His deep laughter warmed her. “That’s the point. You can’t.”

SEVEN

G
riff forced himself to wait for the tale of Chelsie’s past and, hopefully, for something more. Her soft curves touched him lightly but enough to tease and entice. Good thing he was too sick to act on his desires. He didn’t want to miss the chance of learning more about her.

“I was married once.” The sound of her voice worked to arouse his curiosity more than anything else.

“And?”

He felt the rise and fall of her shoulders in a shrug. “It was short and more bitter than sweet. Happy now?”

Not yet.
Griff edged closer, but to his chagrin, Chelsie lay on top of the covers, while he lay beneath. “Get up.”

“And they say women are fickle,” she muttered. She swung her legs off the bed and stood.

His eyes had adjusted to the darkness, enabling him to take in her slender form beneath his large white T-shirt. The material draped her breasts, the hem reached mid thigh, and her long legs were bare. His gut clenched with desire, yet right now, all he really wanted was companionship during another long, dark night.

Her move toward the door grounded his stray thoughts. “Where are you going?”

She raised and dropped her arms with a loud sigh. “Stay, Chelsie. Get up, Chelsie. What’s next? Heel?”

He burst out laughing. He loved her sense of humor, even when she turned it on him.

Grasping the edge of the comforter, he turned it back, baring the empty side of the bed. “Surely you weren’t warm enough on top of the blanket, and I couldn’t get comfortable either.”

“Oh.” She eyed the space next to him.

“You can get back in now.” He patted the sheet and grinned.

Hesitantly, she complied and settled in beside him. He glanced at the miles of linen separating them. “No one could accuse you of hogging the bed.” She’d lain down, taking up only one quarter of the king-sized mattress. “I won’t bite. I won’t even try anything,” he promised. “I just want to talk.”

She maneuvered until she lay next to him. Her delicious scent might make that promise damned difficult, but he knew he would keep it. “Why was your marriage short?” he asked.

“I don’t suppose I could change the subject?”

“Sure you could. But I’d just change it back.”

She propped one arm beneath her head. “Okay. He wasn’t the man I thought I’d married. He changed.”

“And that hurt you.”

She exhaled a harsh laugh. “In more ways than one.”

“
He
hurt you?”

Her startled gasp revealed his guess had been correct. The anger fueled by that knowledge stunned him, as did the proprietary way he pulled her into his arms.

She tensed. With her back to him, he curled himself around her. When he did little more than smooth her hair and rest his chin in the crook of her neck, her muscles seemed to relax.

“What happened, Chelsie?” This time, he tensed, sure that as much as he’d wanted to hear the details of her past, he wouldn’t like what he learned.

“I’d volunteered at a women’s shelter in college and had seen too many women abused who then went back for more.” She drew a deep breath, causing her body to quiver. “I never thought it would happen to me. For all my parents’ faults—and they have many—they never raised a hand to each other or to us kids. I never thought I’d
allow
it to happen to me.”

“You don’t always know someone, even when you think you do.” Thanks to his mother and ex-fiancée, Griff had discovered that himself, though not to the extreme Chelsie had.

“Shannon and Jared were lucky, don’t you think?” Chelsie whispered the words.

He nodded in answer. Despite his poor track record with women, Griff envied his brother’s ability to create a happy home with the woman he loved. For the first time in his life, he wondered if he were capable of the same – if a woman existed who would break down his notions and barriers and love just him.

He glanced down at Chelsie. Comfortable silence drifted around them. “What happened?” he prompted.

“We graduated from the same law school. He went to work for a large firm, I worked for the D.A. He wanted money and power, I wanted to help others. Maybe that should have told me something.”

“Come on. Lots of people have conflicting ideals and still make a marriage work. I’d hardly call that missing a sign of something serious.”

“Maybe. Anyway, we were married for less than a year. With the hours first-year associates work, I rarely saw him. The few times he displayed his temper, I fell right into the trap. I accepted his apologies and believed he wouldn’t do it again.”

He sensed her anger at herself and at her ex.

“Obviously the marriage never got off to a strong start,” she said. “One night, we went to a cocktail party at his law firm. One of the associates recognized me from my work at the local women’s shelter. He’d been drinking and caused quite a scene. Blamed me for talking his wife into leaving him.”

“Sounds like the guy was a real winner.”

“Yes, well, when the shouting started, the senior partners weren’t too pleased. Seems they were courting major clients at the time.”

In what had to be an unconscious move, she curled into him. He wrapped his arms around her in a protective gesture, knowing, as he held her, that he never wanted to let go. Holding her tight, he mentally prepared himself for the untold part of the story. “And then?”

“My husband dragged me out of there. I thought he’d be disgusted with his associate and frustrated with the way the evening had turned out. Maybe he’d rant and rave a little, but a while had passed since he’d raised his hand, let alone his voice, so I figured that would be the end of it.”

“I take it he said plenty?” And lashed out even more, Griff thought with dread.

“The elevator in our building had broken and I followed him up the stairs with him yelling the entire way—about how I caused that scene, how I should keep my nose out of other people’s personal lives, how I should get myself a real job and start earning some money to help support us. You get the picture.”

What Griff pictured was a spineless man too cowardly to stand up for his wife and too selfish to care. “And?” he asked softly.

“And he turned toward me to finish his tirade.” Her voice quivered and her skin, which had been so soft against his, suddenly felt damp. At that moment, Griff knew he didn’t want to hear any more. But Chelsie seemed lost in the past, as she had been so many times before. He shut his eyes to the darkness surrounding him, but he couldn’t block out the truth.

“He grabbed my shoulders and shoved me against the railing. He wanted my promise that I’d quit, that I’d stop volunteering, that I’d do something with my life that he could be proud of instead of having to hide his head every time someone asked what kind of law his wife practiced.”

Griff held her close, soothing her with gentle kisses against her neck, but she continued her story as if unaware of his touch. She began to tremble in his arms.

“My back was pressed against the metal railing and each time he shook me, my head hit the concrete wall. The first time, I was so stunned, I thought it was an accident. But he just shook me harder.

Each time, my head hit that damned wall. He had a firm grip on my arms and I couldn’t move. By the time he stopped, I was dizzy. I couldn’t catch my balance. I think he knew that, but he released me anyway.” She sucked in a breath of air, as if needing the fortification to continue.

Griff decided to spare her. “And you fell down the stairs,” he finished for her.

“When I came to, the paramedics were there. They said, and this is a quote, ‘Consider yourself lucky you have a husband who cares’.”

They lay in silence. Soon, her trembling subsided and she slept in his arms. He had more questions, but none of that mattered in the least. What she revealed had been bad enough. The details of what happened after were unimportant. But the sudden need to protect her sent shockwaves through him. If he had his way, nobody would hurt her ever again.

*     *     *

Chelsie awoke with a start. For a long while, she lay in Griff’s arms, savoring the feel of his body close to hers. Last night’s revelations came swarming back. She’d only told that story once before, to the police. At the time, she’d been so alone. In the aftermath, she’d never repeated the story. Not to her parents, who would hate the scandal should the episode be revealed, and certainly not to her happily married sister. She couldn’t face Shannon with the shame of what she’d allowed to happen, and later of what she’d done.

The result had been a withdrawal of the only emotional support Chelsie had ever known. Once Shannon had gotten pregnant, the closeness they’d shared as siblings disintegrated even more.

To have Griff’s support now meant a great deal. But then, Chelsie had omitted select details and he hadn’t thought to ask. Her inability to have children and the way in which she’d dealt with her ex-husband would change his perception of her forever. Though she wouldn’t have lied had he questioned her, she was grateful she had been spared the humiliation of admitting the truth.

Silence still reigned in the house. Maybe she could sneak out to the couch and avoid the agony of a pseudo-morning after.

She squirmed towards the edge of the bed. Griff locked one solid leg around hers, halting her effort.

“I won’t pass judgment, you know,” he said, obviously referring to her admission last night.

Chelsie closed her eyes. She’d been so close. “I never thought you would.”

“Then why sneak out on me? It’s not like we did anything and can’t face each other in the morning. At least, not yet.”

She rolled to face him and placed a hand on his forehead. “No fever.”

“Yet.” He smiled, a sexy grin she found impossible to resist. “Care to rectify things?” he asked.

Would she ever. Good thing reality prevented her from acting on her baser instincts. “Alix will be up soon.”

“Have you looked at a clock?”

She shook her head.

“It’s five in the morning. That means three things. One, Alix finally slept through the night. Two, with any luck, she’ll continue her pattern of sleeping until six-thirty or so. Three, we have to celebrate number one.” He raised himself up on one elbow and looked down at her. “Unless you have other plans, in which case you’re free to leave.”

His dark eyes simmered with a combination of amusement and banked desire.