Power (Romantic Suspense) (29 page)

“What? Hello? Huh? Mom? Mom? I can’t hear you.”

With that I shut off the phone and ignored her other calls. Next time, I would need to have something more to say.

Us, girls! Us, girls! We’re going to heal the world with our flowers!

I gazed up at the sky, sensing an ache where I’d been injured. “I think it’s going to rain. I can feel it in my bones.”

“You didn’t break anything, MJ so that doesn’t even make sense.” Fuji honked the horn. I lifted a little and peeked at who he was bothering. It was a man in a Mercedes, talking on his phone. Apparently, he hadn’t realized the light had turned green as he continued to yap. Fuji honked again and yelled out of the window. “Hey, asshole! Drive, before I take that phone out of your hand and ram it up your ass!”

The poor guy’s face turned red and he sped off.

“That’s was very Christian of you.” I rose some more and tried to turn on the radio again.

Fuji moved my hand and returned to the road. “Fucking cellphones have ruined driving.”

I gave up my pursuit of playing music. “Some people have busy lives. They have to multitask. Text and drive or—”

“I’m going to multitask my foot into somebody’s ass the next time they don’t pay attention to the road. This is why I hate driving around here.”

With nothing else to do, I scanned the sky for rain. “Anyway, I can feel a storm coming. I think, after getting stabbed, I have a special connection with nature.”

“First of all, you only feel the weather after an injury dealing with your bones or something. Like getting it broken. I’ve had enough breaks to know about that.”

Widening my eyes, I whispered, “You’ve had enough breaks due to. . .gangster shit?”

“Due to football.”

“Oh.”

“My doc told me it dealt with the barometric pressure. Old injuries get sensitive to subtle changes in the atmosphere.”

My phone buzzed again, but I ignored it. Guilt sat at the bottom of my stomach, but at some point, I needed to think of me for a few minutes. Noah cared for me, but with this war going on, he treated me like a bird that needed to be caged, never letting me leave his bedroom or even go downstairs to practice my jokes on his stage.

I sat up in the seat. “Did you just use some big words?”

“Get back down.”

“Jesus, Mary, and Joseph.”

“None of those people will help us if Noah finds out that I took you out of bed.”

“God is always watching.”

“Noah, too and he’s going to kill me.” Fuji rounded the car onto Din City College campus and parked in front of my dorm. “And it won’t be a kind death. I’m more afraid of Noah than God, these days.”

Excitement rippled through me when I spotted the place where I’d called home for the longest. “He won’t have to know about this if we hurry up and get back as fast as we can.”

“Do you think he has no idea that we left?”

“You’re the only one he lets guard me.”

“But I bet he has others watching, just in case. Plus, Butterfly wants to kill you.” Fuji looked behind his shoulder and studied the few cars that drove past us. None of them stopped and most had giggling college girls playing pop music. “We have to get in and out.”

“Oh, wait. You’re going to let me get out of the car?” I sat up a little. An ache hit my arm and chest, where the main wounds were still healing. Ten days had passed, but Noah wouldn’t let me leave the bed. He’d at least moved me from the hospital to his loft, but forced me to remain in his bed for the recommended six weeks. I couldn’t do it. After a while, the lying around and watching movies caused me more agitation and made me feel weak and helpless.

“Well, I can’t leave you in the damned car.” Sweat beaded around the big guy’s forehead. “In and out, MJ. I’m not fucking around.”

I saluted. “Yes, sir.”

Fuji grimaced. “You’re definitely not taking this seriously.”

“I am.”

He checked his watch. “Okay. We barely have two hours to go to your room, get more crap—”

“Hey, my stuff isn’t crap.”

“Whatever.” He climbed out of the car, causing the vehicle to rock back and forth a little from losing his weight. He slammed the door and waddled quickly to my side like a penguin that had snorted too much cocaine. I did my best not to laugh, but couldn’t help myself. More pain came. I gritted my teeth and dealt with it. If I showed Fuji how much everything still hurt, he would drag my ass back to Noah’s prison of a bedroom.

Us, girls! Us, girls! Fuck! Now, I can’t get that song out of my head. God, it feels so good to be outside for a few hours.

Earlier this month, the very idea of lying in Noah’s bed for weeks sounded awesome. The only problem was that Noah didn’t stay in there with me. He had a city to run and a woman to hunt and kill.

Butterfly had been keeping him busy. She’d started underground brothels that were literally below ground—basements and long-forgotten bomb shelters on the outskirts of the city. Noah’s men didn’t visit them, but the politicians and cops did—people that Noah couldn’t outright kill without explaining it to more powerful people.

The war had continued in a silent and odd way. The news reported strange events—dead low-level politicians hung from electrical lines with dildos protruding from their behinds, gun gripping female corpses were strung to light posts with blue pearls around their necks, and many burning buildings. On every block, someone had spray painted huge butterflies and put red X’s through them. No one knew why—just that somebody really didn’t like those winged-creatures.

The commissioner theorized that a serial killer was on the loose, targeting men and women who engaged in the city’s sex industry. Other correspondents suggested that it was gang-related in some way, but couldn’t find a clear connection. Apparently, the North and South of Din City, usual areas known for drugs and violence, had been quiet and calm. Besides the crazy corpses, neighborhoods had never been safer. There’d even been sightings of men guarding playgrounds trying to keep the parents and kids out of harm’s way.

Police and officials remained confused, yet composed.

Every now and then, the news flashed Noah’s face or showed recent footage of him sitting on Vaso Beach in the lotus position with his eyes closed and a neutral expression on his face. The nightly news spent twenty minutes analyzing that footage and wondering if Noah was meditating or doing some sort of voodoo chant. They were careful whenever they discussed Noah, never calling him a crime boss, but insinuating it all. The only other thing they could report about him was that he’d recently purchased Spectrum, the undersea restaurant, and closed it for renovations.

Only I knew about the other things. There’d been so much death and murder. At night, Noah whispered his confessions to me while I lay in his arms and caressed the ripples of muscles wrapped around his waist.

We hadn’t made love at all. He was too scared that he would hurt me. But I was so horny and not caring, I must’ve begged enough to have a hoarse voice for days.

Us, girls! Us, girls! We’ve got petals of power. Touch them or devour.

I didn’t know who was changing more—him or me. With each night, his tales of blood and killing became easier to swallow. I hadn’t seen it, but. . .I was slowly starting to understand his world and get why he did what he did. I still wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or not.

How long will we be together?

After several seconds, Fuji arrived at my door and opened it, huffing and puffing.

“I’m putting you on an exercise plan,” I declared while he undid my seatbelt, picked me up, and closed the door. “As soon as I can run, you’re going to jog with me in the mornings.”

“Good. You won’t be healing no time soon. I’m sure you’ll open up those wounds. It’ll be fucking forever before we run together.”

“Thanks for the words of encouragement.”

“You’re the worst patient ever. I thought you were horrible at being a captive, but I think you’re more cunning and annoying when you’re injured.”

“Which is why I want to get my joke books from my room. This way I can actually sit in bed with my mouth closed.”

“Your mouth closed?” Fuji carried me across the parking lot. “I didn’t know you knew how to do that.”

“Ha! Ha! Yeah. No.” I pulled my Dodger’s hat some more, hoping no one would know who I was as he carried me like an invalid. A white van parked next to Fuji’s car. I peered at the window. The person who’d been driving ducked their head, but I could see the signature hairstyle. “I think Mohawk is here. He’s always following me around.”

“Little boy probably has a crush on you, or wants to kill you. The motherfucker is weird. See, this is what I’m talking about. I could’ve just got the books myself.”

“I already told you that they’re in my secret place with other secret things.”

“Like what?”

“Vibrators and—”

“Oh, God! Never mind. What is it with you today?”

I laughed. “Sorry.”

Although full of lush, green rolling hills and several historic buildings, the campus was pretty small. It had been a convent run by nuns for years. The state closed it down in the 50s when officials discovered the nuns had been giving illegal abortions to scared, pregnant teenagers. No one had ever died and all of the nuns, who operated, had been medically trained. But at the time, abortion had been illegal in Din City—women chose a hanger or the convent to get rid of unwanted pregnancies. Once the convent closed, female deaths caused by unsafe abortions rose. Years later, the State reopened the convent and turned it into a college where a memorial was erected in the center of the grounds, honoring the nuns. The school had the top women’s studies program in the States.

My dorm was located in the back, next to the old nuns’ cemetery. Sometimes at night, I swore I heard women singing and babies crying among the shadows. That spot gave me the creeps. If it got too dark, I made sure to run by the graves and hurry into my building.

When am I going to be back in here? And what will I do for this summer?

Mom expected me to stay at the house with her while I found a proper internship. It was the sole reason why I’d stumbled into Noah’s night club in the first place, hoping to get a comedy gig. That way, when I broke the news to Mom, I could show her that I was really going after my dreams.

“See, Mom,” I would say. “I really am funny. People are paying me for it!”

With the addition of Noah in my life, I didn’t know what I would be doing this summer.

“Oh, wait.” I realized Fuji was taking us to the front of the building. “No, go the back way like you did last time when you came here.”

He switched his course and we arrived at the fire exit with no problem. The stairs caused even more of an obstacle. He hadn’t been prepared to climb them while holding me. With each of his grunts, I kept my mouth closed and made no jokes, scared that he would sling me over the railing for annoying him.

Once we arrived at my room, I thanked God that almost everyone was still in class. I had quite a few friends on my level. I usually tried out my jokes in the lobby on rainy days. The girls were fierce critics, telling me what sucked and what had them doubling over with laughter.

I handed Fuji the keys and he opened my door.

Oh, shit.

My roommate sat on her bed with the bible opened, drinking tea. She was the very model of judgment and boredom. Never letting her blonde strands down—she kept them in a tight bun. She always wore big ass black glasses. And boy did she love God. Now, I really appreciated the dude in the sky. But this one stayed on her knees, praying almost every minute of the day—at dawn, before breakfast, in between all of her classes, during lunch, after her naps, five times in the evening, sometimes in the middle of the night, and anytime I stumbled in drunk. She could never silently pray. No. She yelled out the words like hell’s flames consumed the room, tears streaming from her eyes as she cried to the lord, “Yes! Heal us. Rain down your love on me! Bring your power down. Help these people on the campus. Help the world.”

When she prayed in the middle of the night, I might’ve accidentally slung a book at her head. Those few times didn’t stop the praying or help our relationship.

“Hey, Tasha.” I waved.

She twisted her face and returned to the bible. “Where have you been?”

Tasha thought I was the biggest sinner in the world because I had liquor hidden in my drawer and never went to church. If she knew the things I’d done to Noah, she’d probably be hosing me down with holy water.

“Well, I’m glad you’re doing fine. By the way, I’ve been where I’ve been, Tasha.” I pointed to the ceiling tile above my bed. “Fuji, everything is in there. You’ll have to put me on the bed.”

Fuji did and climbed up to remove the tile.

Stunned, Tasha stared with an opened mouth. “What are you doing?”

“Getting my secret stash.”

Fuji moved the tile away and spotted some of my hidden treasure. “You keep vibrators up this high?”

Blushing, I pretended like I didn’t hear him. “So, how’s school?”

Tasha picked up a yellow highlighter and began coloring some scripture lines. “There’s been a lot of people coming by here and asking about you.”