Rogue Soul (The Mythean Arcana Series Book 3) (5 page)

Yet she never hunted. She practiced as if she were training for war.

“Well then, let’s see it,” he said as he raised his bow, notched an arrow, and shot it high into the sky. She mimicked his movements, and her arrow knocked his as it headed back to earth.

She propped a hand on her hip and shot him a smirk. “Why are you so concerned about my skill?”

“The bow is a rare skill among the Celts. It is my skill.” Rarely did a mortal’s skill match that of a god’s. When it did… Well, it was best to kill the mortal. It wasn’t unheard of for one of them to usurp a god, though that hadn’t happened in centuries.
 

“Let’s see it, then.” She shot his words back at him and an arrow high into the air.
 

He grinned, then scowled at himself, swiftly nocking an arrow and firing. He knocked her arrow with his own.

“You have some talent,” she said.

“And you’re too arrogant for your own good.”

“Not when the arrogance is well earned. As I have earned it.” She spun the small bow in her hand, the only movement of her otherwise still form.
 

He felt his mouth twitch up at the corner. He’d never spoken to a mortal before. Were they all this arrogant? And entertaining? He rubbed his chest again.

When he’d first come to earth several days ago, he’d been determined to find her—kill her, and return to Otherworld. It was the way things were done on the rare occasions a mortal approached godly skill and it should have been a quick job, not unlike hunting deer for dinner.
 

But then he’d found her, practicing with her bow in a clearing in the woods. And his chest had started to feel odd. His mind as well. She was so interesting that he couldn’t look away.

He’d watched her, as the sun had risen and set, for five days. But only when she was in the clearing. He shouldn’t be seen by mortals, and with limited time to spend on earth before the other gods noticed his too-prolonged absence, he watched only while she practiced alone with her bow.

“Why do you need to be so good with the bow?” he asked.

“Why not?”

“Haven’t you other things to see to? A family? A husband?”

“I shall not marry. I’m from a family of warriors. I shall be a warrior too.” She looked proud of the fact, but too slight to bear the burden.

“Female warriors?” The Celts did have some, but a whole family would be extraordinary.

Her lips twitched, almost a frown. “No. I’m the only female.”

Ah. That was why she practiced alone; her brothers wouldn’t let her join them. Was that why she used the bow? Could she not obtain a sword?

His hand twitched. He should reach for his arrow now. Find it. Shoot it. Kill her.
 

Before the other gods noticed he hadn’t.
 

There were rules to being a god. Rules that one didn’t break without deadly reprisal. Rules that he’d never broken because he’d never cared to. He’d never cared about anything. He’d never even known what it was to care.

But here on earth, things had all started to look a little bit different. A little bit darker back in Otherworld and a little bit brighter when he looked at her.

He should turn, walk away, and shoot her from the shadows. Because he couldn’t, he asked, “You’ve decided that you are a warrior?”

“I’m more than what I am right now, I know that. I’m more than just a girl.”

“What’s your name?” he asked, then cursed himself. Knowing it would only make killing her harder.

“Andrasta,” she said. She wished that her heart would stop racing, but it hadn’t stopped since he’d walked out of the shadows. Her eyes were drawn once again to the big hand that gripped his bow and then up to his face. He carried a bow like it was a weapon of war. No one did that. No one except for her.
 

The damp wind rustled his pale red hair, and she told herself to look away. He was the handsomest man she’d ever seen. Something unfamiliar within her ribs fluttered. He couldn’t really be a god, could he?
 

Most men ignored her. But not this one. He’d watched her for days. Why would a god watch her?

And he was skilled with his bow. Not as skilled as she, of course. But still, quite good.

Good enough to fear? She started to step back, then reminded herself that she feared no one.

Something in his eyes shuttered, and he turned to go.

“Wait.” She reached out to stop him. He couldn’t leave. She didn’t know why, but she’d never felt anything like this before. Excited, nervous, afraid. Danger radiated from him, but not enough to stop her from trying to get his attention.
 

He turned toward her, and she bit back a sigh of relief.

“Do you use that in war?” She nodded to the bow. “Or just for hunting?”

“Both.”

Her heart sped up, pounding in her chest. “And you say you’re Camulos, the god of war.”

“I
am
Camulos. I don’t just say it.”

“A competition then.” She didn’t know if she believed him, but she did believe he used the bow for war. She wanted to believe it. Among her people, no one considered the bow to be a weapon of war. But it was the only weapon she could get her hands on, and if she wanted to be a warrior, she must have a weapon.

He scowled, his eyes darkening, and she swallowed hard, her skin prickling.
 

She shook her head. She wasn’t afraid. Of course not. And she wanted him to stay. His interest made her feel special and fascinating, even if he did make her nervous.

“Between you and me?” he asked.

“Yes.” She had to force her voice not to waver. She nodded at the quiver strapped to his back. “I like your arrows. I’ve never seen feathers of that bright a blue before. If I best you, you’ll give me one.”

If he really was the god Camulos and she defeated him, his arrow would be proof. It proved that her weapon wasn’t just a silly tool for acquiring dinner. It proved that she was capable. To her brothers. To her father. They might not let her wield a sword, but her bow was just as good. The fact that a god used it proved the fact. Now, she had a way to show them.

“One shot,” she said, speaking quickly to convince him before he could leave. She pointed to the huge tree upon which she’d carved an X. It was nearly two hundred yards away, but the X was very small. “To that spot on the pine over there.”
 

“And what do I get if I win?” He stepped closer, his big body looming over hers when he stopped only a couple of feet away.
 

She tilted her head to look up at him. Swallowed again. “What do you want?”

He thought for a moment, his eyes searching her face. “I want to know why you work so hard at this.”
 

He reached out and lifted her hand, gazed at her calloused fingers. Her palm tingled and a shiver ran up her arm. She could feel the heat radiating off of him in the chill air. “I want to know why you’ve tried to make a weapon of pleasure a weapon of war.”
 

He dropped her hand and she fisted it, but didn’t argue his assessment. She nodded, drew a line in the dirt with her toe. “From here. You first.”

She admired his form as he stepped up to the line. The broad sweep of his shoulders, the strength of his arms and hands as he drew back the bowstring. His bow was bigger than hers. His arms stronger.
 

No matter. Speed and accuracy were her signature. But she couldn’t help admiring the flex of his muscles as he fired.

His arrow struck the middle of the X. The look he gave her was almost apologetic. But she just grinned and stepped up to the line. In quick succession, she shot two arrows, one after the other, and watched with her heart in her throat as the first split his arrow and the second split her own. She didn’t know why she’d been nervous. She hadn’t missed a shot in over a year.

She grinned, then turned to him and stuck out her hand for her prize. He didn’t hand it over, and there was something she didn’t recognize in his eyes.

“We both hit the middle of the X,” he said.

“Which is why I hit it twice.” She held out her hand again.

He inclined his head, then pulled an arrow out of his quiver and gave it to her. Her palm tingled when she touched it. Could he really be who he said he was?

“Why the bow?” he asked.

“You lost. I don’t have to tell you anything.”

He removed another arrow from his quiver, held it tightly. She eyed it, debating what he was offering. With only one, she’d have it to show her family, to prove herself. They’d probably take it from her to confirm with their Druid priestess that it was from Camulos. If she had two, she could keep one for herself. She weighed her secrets against her desire.

But her brothers were expecting her home soon, and she wanted to see Camulos again. She said, “Give me the second arrow and return here tomorrow. I’ll tell you then.”

“If I give it to you now, how will I know you’ll return?”

Because I wouldn’t miss it for all the arrows in your quiver.
Even if he did scare her. But she wanted to see him again more than she wanted the arrow. “Fine. I’ll meet you here tomorrow.”

His brow wrinkled, as if he were debating something of great import. “All right. Tomorrow.”

She ignored the reluctance in his tone and had to stifle her grin.
 

He nodded, his expression still torn between two things she couldn’t identify, then turned to go.

“Wait.” He couldn’t leave. Not quite yet. She just wanted a minute more.

But he disappeared.

The next day, Camulos waited for Andrasta in the silent, snow-covered forest. He cursed himself for agreeing to return, but he’d lacked the will to resist.
 

She stepped into the clearing and guilt tugged at him. He had a duty to complete where she was concerned. Force of will made him raise his bow. The bowstring pulled taut beneath his fingers as he sighted the arrow at her.
 

Let go.
When he did, the arrow would pierce Andrasta’s skull and this would all be over.
Let go.
He removed one finger. One step closer to killing her.
Let go.
 

All he had to do was release the string and his problems would be over. The other gods would be off his back about the upstart mortal who could threaten to take his place with her skill. If she could do it, others might get ideas, and the other gods wouldn’t have that.

Let go.
The string of the bow cut into his fingers as he watched her practice in the clearing. She used his arrow. Did she realize that he’d given her the ability to kill him? Human arrows couldn’t, but his own could. Why had he done it?

He couldn’t explain why. Just as he couldn’t explain how being on earth, watching her, made him feel. He had no context for the emotions rushing through him. No way to identify them, if that’s what they were.
 

The best he could do was sort the way he felt into
good
and
bad.
The closest thing he had to the feeling of
good
was eating. Or killing.
Bad
was like a nebulous, emotion-ridden version of being stabbed by a sword. The idea of shooting Ana was most closely associated with
bad.
The bow felt like it burned his hands.

“Do it, Camulos. You have to.” The voice from behind nearly made his fingers slip from the string.
 

He lowered the bow and spun to face the other god. “Cernowain. And your boar.”

The beast rooted in the snow at the base of the brown cloak of the god of animals.

“Were you sent by the others?” Camulos asked.

“No. I come because I am your friend. I heard the others grumbling, and I wanted to warn you.”

Camulos grunted. Cernowain was the closest thing to a friend he had in Otherworld, for whatever it was worth.
 

“You have to do it. She’s a threat.” Cernowain nodded to Andrasta.

“No, she’s not.” She was good, but a threat? No.

“Hafgan was once mortal. His skill with a pike rivaled hers with the bow. If he could replace a god, she could do it too. She could replace you.”

“I’d think the other gods would prefer that.”