Authors: Stella White
After a few minutes, Julia saw it. Thorpe Hall. A large fifteenth-century house with leaded light windows and octagonal chimney pots. ''That's the Lodge,'' Andrew pointed. It was to the side of Thorpe Hall and looked small in comparison.
''A welcoming party,'' Andrew said as they were about to stop in front of the Lodge. Mrs. Patterson, Agnes, John and Sarah were just returning from their afternoon walk with Benji. Andrew jumped down and picked Sarah up who flung her arms around him. Agnes and John stayed with Mrs. Patterson and looked to their new governess through wide eyes.
''Mrs. Patterson, this is Julia Bradfield, the children's new governess.'' Mrs. Patterson shook Julia's hand. Far too young and inexperienced with children she thought as she looked at the fresh-faced young woman. ''Children, I want you to meet Miss Julia, she's going to teach you from now on.'' Sarah
laughed,
and the other two stood closer to Mrs. Patterson. ''Don't worry, they are always a little shy at first, they'll get used to you,'' Andrew commented trying to excuse his children's lack of manners. Benji came and sniffed around Julia's skirt and offered to cock a leg but thankfully refrained from doing so.
''Andrew, might I have a word with you?'' Oscar bellowed across the lawn.
''Excuse me, that's my father,'' Andrew told Julia. ''He's probably on the war path again.''
''Come inside and make yourself at home,'' Mrs. Patterson said. Julia followed her, carrying as many of her bags as she could. ''I'll just give the children something to
do,
and I'll show you to your room.'' Julia nodded and watched as Mrs. Patterson sat the children at the kitchen table and put some dough in front of them. The children seemed to spend hours kneading and rolling dough. Julie thought it a rather mundane activity but any help Mrs. Patterson could get in a busy household she would take.
''This is your room,'' she said when they reached the end of the landing. She opened the door and walked inside. Julia's expression lit up when she saw it. It was a large room and full of daylight. She hated dark
rooms
and had been a little nervous at the prospect of being forced to live in a tiny north facing
room
. But this was perfect. There was a chest of drawers, a writing table and a washstand with a blue and white jug and bowl. The bed
was covered
with a white
eiderdown,
and Julia couldn't wait to try it out. ''It's very nice Mrs. Patterson, thank you.''
Mrs. Patterson left and told Julia that she should be downstairs at six for dinner. The family all ate
together;
Andrew thought it important to have a family meal, unlike in many households, where a children's dinner preceded an adults dinner. The first thing Julia did was open her vanity case and place perfume bottles and soap next to the wash stand. As she was doing so, she heard shouting.
Loud,
aggressive shouting. She went to the window and looked out across the garden. She saw Oscar, with his two Spaniels on leads, and Andrew standing in front of the greenhouse bellowing at each other. What they were shouting was quite audible.
''Another of your loose women. I've had enough now Andrew. When will you learn? Inviting women here unaccompanied is highly irregular and breaks all the social codes.''
''She's from a good family, she's not a loose woman. She's coming because I want to get to know her better or would you rather your grandchildren were brought up without a mother?''
''That's not the point. I can't count how many women you have brought into your house over the past few months. It's obscene. You can't tell me each one of them was
a potential
wife. No, you're a philanderer of the highest order.''
''And you are a useless unfeeling father, who doesn't' understand how hard it has been for me since I lost Georgina.''
Julia darted from view as Andrew looked across at the house. Are they talking about me? No, Andrew had referred to someone who was coming, not someone who had already arrived. She was
relieved;
she'd only been at the house for a few minutes, and she didn't want to the subject of controversy.
The dining room was a long room with two windows which looked out over the garden. It
was at the end of the house and Julia thought
that her bedroom was above it. The children looked much cleaner than they had after their walk, and surprisingly each of them said hello when Julia entered the room. Andrew was sitting at the head of the table with a scowl on his face, and a half drunk bottle of wine. When he saw Julia he stood up, and showed her to her chair. She sat opposite the children on the long side of the
table;
Andrew was sitting at the end. Upon further inspection, Andrew was very handsome indeed, but it wasn't only his looks that attracted Julia. He was mysterious, on the one hand, a family man, and
on the other hand
, if his father was to
be believed
, a womanizer.
''Will you stay and keep
me
company a while, it would be nice to talk and get to know you a little better,'' Andrew asked after the children had gone to bed. ''I'll just go and say
goodnight,
and perhaps we can have some tea.'' Julia nodded. He
really
was quite
dashing,
and she felt herself blushing when he looked at her.
When he returned, he suggested they go into the drawing room. Larger than the dining room, it had two comfortable sofas arranged at right angles to the fireplace and a large easy chair between them. It was
a cool
April
evening,
and Mrs. Patterson had laid the fire but not lit it. Andrew put a match to it and leaned with one arm on the mantelpiece until the flames took hold and the wood began to crackle. Mrs. Patterson arrived with some tea and Andrew poured.
''Tell me about yourself,'' he said as he sat down opposite her.
''I'm afraid there isn't much to tell.''
When he looked at
her,
he saw a beautiful young woman who seemed painfully shy and quiet. ''Well where did you live with your parents before you went to be with your aunt?''
''We lived in a manor house in a small village called
Tunberry
, in West Sussex.''
''And what did your father do?''
''He was an architect.''
''And where did you go to school.''
''In
Tunberry
.''
Her short answers were beginning to annoy him. How could he have a conversation with her like this?
''You are very to the point,”
''Mr. Andrew, please forgive me but even though I say it myself, I am a very shy, private person. I am not used to conversing.''
''Yes, I can see. Losing your parents won't have helped I suppose.'' Ready to be ravished Andrew told himself. She's so shy it will be easy. He imagined how it would be with Julia. How she would look, naked. She was
beautiful,
and he could see she had a lovely figure, he cast his eyes over her breasts and down over her long legs which he could see outlined inside her dress. He would enjoy the seduction of this tiny
flower,
he was sure.
''Yes, it was horrible,'' Julia said, referring to the death of her parents.
''Quite so,'' he nodded and sipped his tea. ''My parents are barking mad.'' He paused and stared into the fire. ''My mother is Dutch and as arrogant as they come and my father only has eyes for his two dogs. I'm sure he loves them more than he loves my mother.''
''I like dogs too,'' she offered.
''Yes, very faithful creatures. Unlike humans. The only
faithful
person I have ever known was my wife, my late wife, Georgina.''
''Do you miss her terribly?'' Julia asked.
Andrew was surprised Julia had asked a question.''
Yes,
I miss her terribly. In the beginning, I thought about ending my life. I wanted to be where she was. I couldn't bear to be here without her. But for the beautiful children she gave me, I may well have joined her.''
Julia put her hand to her mouth. She too had had such thoughts. She'd wondered why she was alive when it was so painful to be so. But over time, it had become a little easier. ''Yes, I understand.''
''Tomorrow, I will show you where you will teach the children and go through the do's and
don'ts
with you. They are
good
children, but lacking in discipline.'' Again he stared
at
the fire. ''I see their mother in them every
day,
and I can't bear to be cross with them.''
''I understand,'' Julia uttered.
''Then in the
afternoon,
you will meet Miss Sharpe. She's a lady
from the
same area as you. She and I have struck up a
friendship,
and I would like her to meet the children.''
She won't be good enough for you, though. You are a
beautiful
man, and despite your failings and womanizing, I can see you are a lost soul. You're a ship floundering close to the rocks searching for a way out. ''That will be nice.''
*****
''I want you to listen to me,'' Andrew told the children. They were sitting together, behind a mahogany table in what used to be a conservatory, at the back of the house which Andrew had turned it into a makeshift classroom. Built of glass it was west facing and got the afternoon sunshine, which made it light and pleasant to
work in
. ''You must be good for Miss Julia. She has very kindly agreed to educate you. Education is
very important,
and I want you to pay careful attention to what she tells you.''
They
nodded,
and Andrew gestured
to Julia
to take over. When he'd left the room, the children began to throw pencils at each other. Sarah
began
to cry when
a pencil
John had thrown at her with particular malice, hit her just below the eye.
''Stop,'' Julia shouted. She banged her hand on the table and stared at them. ''You will stop this ridiculous behavior now and sit
quietly
until I speak to you.'' The children jumped and sat bolt upright. They had never
been spoken
to in such a strict tone. After an hour, Julia had the children eating out of her hand. They listened to her and did as she asked. She set Agnes some mathematical problems to solve, John, some letters of the alphabet to learn and Sarah was
asked
to draw a picture of granddad's dogs.
Andrew had asked Julia to teach the children in the morning and take them for a walk in the afternoon. It would relieve Mrs.
Patterson,
he'd said. So after lunch, they put on their coats and set off over the lawn and into a field which the children told her led to a river. Benji bounded along next to them.
When they returned, Julia saw
a large
coach with four
splendid
Frisian horses standing in front of the Lodge. The driver and his assistant were standing next to the horses drinking a cup of tea. Julia nodded to the two men. Miss Sharpe was obviously not lacking in funds by the look of her transport, Julia noted.
''Julia come and meet Miss Sharpe,'' Andrew said as soon as she came inside. Julia walked into the drawing room and stared at a red haired woman who was somewhere in her thirties.
''It's a pleasure,'' Julia said as she shook Miss Sharpe's hand.
''Good
Heavens
, you're rather young to be a governess aren't you,'' she blurted. She was not fat but adequately proportioned, and as she spoke, Julia saw she had a slight double chin. Julia didn't answer, she turned and left the room.
''She's an odd one,'' Miss Sharpe said. Julia heard her.
''Odd? No, I don't think so. I think she's shy, but she's had a terrible time in the last few years.''
''Well, she looks odd to me. She's got shifty eyes.''
If that's the kind of woman he's been bringing to the house, no wonder his father was so angry. What a detestable woman, no manners whatsoever. But Julia had liked what Andrew had said about her.
Julia heard the horses hooves crunching the gravel outside, and looked out of the window as Miss Sharpe's coach left. Unfortunately, Miss Sharpe wasn't in it. She'd made herself comfortable with a glass of wine in the drawing room before dinner. Because Miss Sharpe was staying, Andrew had asked Julia to have dinner with the children as he wanted the dining room to himself.
Julia woke up to the sound of a woman screaming. She jumped out of bed and went to the door. She put her ear to it, and when she didn't hear anything, she opened it and listened. There it was again, and it was coming from the room next to her. Very gently, she tiptoed to the door behind which all the commotion was coming from, and dropped to her knees. The keyhole was obligingly large, and she got a fantastic view of what was happening. Miss Sharpe was sitting naked on top of Andrew, riding him like a horse. Andrew's face
was hidden
from view by a pillow, but Julia saw all of Miss
Sharpe,
and it was not a pleasing sight. Again Miss Sharpe screamed as she thrust her hips at speed back and forth over him. Julia guessed that it was supposed to be
a scream
of delight, but it wasn't delightful at all. It was a horrible, blood-curdling scream that made Julia nauseous. She quickly returned to her room and covered her ears. Julia hoped for a quick
cessation,
but the screams continued for some considerable time. Eventually, she fell asleep only to be woken at some ridiculously early hour by the sound of Andrew slamming the front door and Miss Sharpe swearing at him.